youth immortal

The author has something to say: come back to catch a bug

Soon, Jason arranged for Jiang Xue to be a piano tutor at the Curtis Institute of Music.Courses are also arranged by professional music classrooms in the United States.Taught at Jiang Xue's former school, Jiangnan International School.

On Friday, Jiang Xue was absent-mindedly practicing Popping.Team Leader Li suddenly called her to his office.

"Xue'er, since the matter has been decided and it is beneficial to your own future development, the teacher will not keep you. This is your indefinite trainee contract with the company, as well as the backup data of your series of assessments in the company. Take it back, even as a souvenir. I’m leaving, what do you want to tell the teacher?” Team leader Li treated Jiang Xue very skillfully with the same rhetoric used to dismiss ordinary trainees.

Jiang Xue didn't know that Jason had already made arrangements for her.

At a loss, he took the information bag that Team Leader Li handed to him.

After a while, I realized that I had just finished my SM trainee career.

Jiang Xue was suddenly at a loss, and said respectfully: "Thank you teacher and other leaders of the company for taking care of me. Goodbye."

Holding the information bag, Jiang Xue walked hesitantly in the corridor back to the practice room.

For more than two months, she and Wu Fan haven't spoken much.

Since Sehun's birthday party last time, the relationship between them seems to be back to the past.

Although they had dinner together and went back to the dormitory, she would always drag Sehun and Chanyeol with them.

Wu Fan often tried to hold Jiang Xue's hand, but after Jiang Xue broke free intentionally or unintentionally, he remained silent and did not speak.

Shixun asked where Jiang Xue went that Monday, but Jiang Xue made a few perfunctory remarks, as if nothing had happened.

And now, she's leaving.

After walking around the door of the practice room twice, Jiang Xue made a detour to the locker room and threw the information bag into her satchel.

The phone rang nervously, and Jiang Xue pressed the answer button smoothly.

"Xue'er, have you received the notice from the company?" It was Jason.

"Oh, I see."

"Well, why, not happy?"

"No, no, it's just a little sudden..." Jiang Xue held up her mobile phone and smiled a little stiffly.

"Hehe, if you think it's sudden, the new course can start later."

"Well... that's fine..." Jiang Xue said hesitantly.

"OK. Shall we have dinner together tonight?"

"No, brother, you are busy..."

"It's really embarrassing to my brother. Well, let's contact you again." Jason hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Jiang Xue walked back to the practice room with an empty heart.

People around are just as usual.

Shixun winked at Jiang Xue, thinking that Jiang Xue had caused some trouble again, so he called Team Leader Li to give him a lecture.

And Wu Fan looked at Jiang Xue from a distance, expressionless.

Jiang Xue smiled brightly at Wu Fan, then turned her head and continued to practice.

This weekend is off.

In the evening, a group of people huddled on the side of the company road.

Shixun put his arm around Jiang Xue's shoulder and asked amusedly, "Did Team Leader Li do something today?"

Jiang Xue nodded, serious: "It's moving."

Shixun was taken aback, and asked in surprise: "Really? Did he hit you? Where did he hit you?"

As he spoke, he grabbed Jiang Xue's arms and looked up and down.

"Oh, why are you still so easy to deceive." Jiang Xue pushed Shixun's hand away with a look of disgust.

This is always late, lazy, let yourself worry about the dead child, when will you grow up?

Sehun rolled his eyes characteristically: "Who made you all love to lie."

Hearing this, Jiang Xue hugged Shixun's shoulders kindly, and said affectionately: "Okay, I'm not good, I'm teasing you again. Today I'm treating guests, go to MUSCUS to eat seafood, okay?"

Jiang Xue shook Shixun's shoulders and looked at Chanyeol and Wu Fan.

Seeking foodies' opinions on eating out?

Happy to hear the result...

All four of them love seafood (changed attributes for Wu Yifan, don't complain), and all of them are "able to fight well". In seafood buffet restaurants like MUSCUS, the four are regular customers.Although it is small and expensive, Wu Fan and Jiang Xue have been taken advantage of to pay the bill, and the treasures will come when they call.

The old place, the old corner.

Chanyeol and Sehun couldn't wait to go to the "comprador" first.

Wu Fan and Jiang Xue were left looking at each other.

"Why do you want to eat out today?" Wu Fan asked casually, lowering his head and playing with his knife and fork.

"It's been a hard week, I'll reward everyone." Jiang Xue answered heartlessly.

"Shixun asked, why did Team Leader Li call you?" Wu Fan raised his head, saw Jiang Xue stiffly, and asked calmly.

Jiang Xue was stunned for a moment: "Oh, Team Leader Li...let's talk about it later. I'm so hungry, I'm going to get some food too." After speaking, she pulled away the stool, turned around and left.

Leaving Wu Fan alone, he just sat there.

It's not that Jiang Xue hasn't thought about her current relationship with Wu Fan.

They hardly communicate anymore.

Jiang Xue even thought about breaking up.However, he was not reconciled.We've been dating for almost four months, and we haven't even had a real fight with Wu Fan.Just such an inexplicable breakup?This is not Liu Meizi's style.

But Wu Fan was unwilling to open his heart to him for a moment, and Jiang Xue couldn't show his face to him for a moment, begging for his sincerity with a shy face.

How smart is Wu Fan?How can you not know why you are indifferent?But why don't you want to give any explanation to yourself?

Now, I am no longer a trainee of SM.There is no intersection between them.

Two things are stacked together, how should I speak?

Holding up her tongs, Jiang Xue was in a daze in front of a plate of seafood.

"Xue'er, what's wrong with you today? You're out of your mind." Chanlie took the pliers from Jiang Xue's hand, stared at her and asked.

Chanyeol is a little off-line in daily life, but after all, he is the eldest brother and Jiang Xue's relative in the same year, so he is much more stable than Sehun.Jiang Xue looked at the sincere Chanyeol in front of her, and decided to tell him the matter first.

"Chanyeol... from next week, I won't go to the company for practice..."

"MO?" Chanyeol opened his mouth wide in surprise, and asked incredulously, "Why? What's wrong?"

"It's my own choice. No reason. Originally, it was not my ideal to be a Popstar..." Jiang Xue lowered her head and explained slowly, "I proposed it to the company myself. Two months ago, I was in LA. My brother came to Seoul. My brother arranged piano lessons for me, and I will start soon. I... well, it was really sudden... I don't know how to tell everyone..."

Chanyeol listened carefully.After thinking for a while, he pulled Jiang Xue out of the restaurant.

Standing on the side of the road, the moment opens up.

The night air is sober and calm.

Chanyeol put his arms around Jiang Xue's shoulders and asked solemnly: "Xue'er, are you sure you have thought it through? You know, if you choose to give up now, there is no way to get it back later."

Chanyeol has always looked like he is joking and having no idea.Now that he is serious, Jiang Xue also nodded solemnly: "Yes, I have thought it through. I won't look back."

Hearing this, Chanyeol sighed, and sat casually on the steps in front of the restaurant.

Seeing this, Jiang Xue sat beside him.

Two people with the same painting squatted like migrant workers.

The scene is hilarious.But many years later, recalling the bustling roadside together that night, the two of them only remembered the dark to pure night sky.

"Xinhui left us early and became very popular. Now, you who originally agreed to debut together, you have to leave us and pursue your ideals... You are all gone..." Chanyeol said in a low voice, "Sometimes , I don’t even know what I’m relying on to persevere…”

Jiang Xue patted Chanyeol's back lightly, and said heartily: "It depends on your strength and belief!" As she spoke, she couldn't help turning her head to look at the dark and lonely night sky, "Chanyeol, in this world, there are so many There are so many people. Everyone has their own strengths and pursuits. Do you know who is the happiest person?"

"What kind of person?" Chanyeol asked puzzled.

A pale smile appeared on Jiang Xue's face: "The happiest person is the one whose pursuit can be consistent with his expertise! Isn't he happy doing what he likes and is best at?"

Speaking of this passionate tone, the corners of Jiang Xue's eyes flickered...

Taking a deep breath of the slight chill in the night, Jiang Xue continued: "I gave up practicing just to make myself happier. And you, Shixun, and Wu Fan, you are all born artists and future world idols. Really, Chanyeol, stick with Ah Xun and Yi Fan. Look up, look at the night sky."

Chanyeol raised his head obediently when he heard this, but shrank his neck timidly, it was ridiculous and cute.

Jiang Xue couldn't help thinking that if Wu Fan would look up at the starry sky with her favorite sassy posture...

"What are you looking at! Not a single star, not even a moon..." Chanyeol yelled at Jiang Xue.

"Pffhaha, yes... soon, the festive Park Chanyeol, the dead boy Wu Sehun, and the most special Wu Yifan, you will all become Superstars that light up the night sky!"

Thinking of the idol storm EXO in the future, Jiang Xue was very excited.

Chanyeol was dumbfounded when he heard this: "Really?... But, Xueer, what about you? Soon, where will you be?"

Jiang Xue smiled lightly and said, "I... I'm under the stage, just watch you quietly. Just like now, we watch the sky quietly."

Chanyeol frowned, staring blankly at Jiang Xue.

Jiang Xue pulled him up and said, "We're going in soon! Announce the good news to everyone!"

The two pushed and laughed and returned to the old place of the four.

Shixun asked dissatisfiedly with the two who came late: "Where did you go? Brother Fan and I have had several rounds of eating."

Jiang Xue said with a smile: "Now, I would like to announce the good news of a classmate Jiang Xueer. Ahem... I will soon receive professional piano performance training."

After speaking, Jiang Xue took the lead in clapping her hands.

Sehun didn't know why, it sounded like a good thing, and he clapped his hands happily.

Wu Fan glanced at Jiang Xue, bowed his head and fell silent.

Chanyeol whispered, "Cher is no longer a trainee."

Hearing this, Shixun's hands that were happily clapping just now froze in the air.He raised his head in puzzlement and stared straight at Jiang Xue.

Jiang Xue squeezed out a slight smile, and nodded to Shixun: "Well, I give up my qualification to practice."

Tears welled up from Shixun's eyes, full of puzzlement and resentment, he shouted at Jiang Xue: "What are you talking about?"

Crying and screaming, he beat and kicked Jiang Xuege.

Chanyeol grabbed Sehun and comforted him, "Hun, don't get excited. Cher has her own ideas."

"What are you talking about!" Shixun asked with a hoarse voice in anxiety, blushing and crying, "Who! Who told me to join the company and practice together? We debuted together? Why don't you just leave? You leave, What should I do! What should I do..."

Sehun yelled, hugged Chanyeol and cried loudly.

Jiang Xue didn't expect Shixun's reaction to be so strong, and hurriedly wiped Shixun's tears with a tissue, and comforted him in a hurry: "Xun, Shixun, listen to my sister. I just don't practice. I still live in Cheongdam Dong, we are still playing together. You practice with Chanyeol, Oh Fan...they will take care of you...and Byungyang, Kyungsoo...everyone is still together..."

"you liar……"

Shixun angrily opened Jiang Xue's hand to wipe his tears, crying and complaining about her.

Usually, it is common for Shixun to make trouble for no reason and be mischievous.But suddenly the crying became like this, and she hurt herself again. In embarrassment, Jiang Xue held the tissue that was half stained with his tears, and stood far away with heartache.helpless.

Suddenly, Jiang Xue was pulled out of the restaurant by someone holding hands tightly.

She is familiar with this hand, this temperature, and the faint smell of grass on this man's body.

She let him lead her through all the streets, through many intersections, and past the long crowds.

Suddenly, he stopped, turned around sadly, held her cheeks in both hands, bent down slowly, and closed his eyes.

On her trembling lips, she pressed a deep kiss suddenly but extremely gently.

At that moment, all Jiang Xue's senses were magnified.

She stared in surprise,

She saw the broken neon lights reflected on the Han River behind him,

The gray clouds above their heads,

And the darkest and most immaculate gigantic night.

She remembered the crystal beads of sweat on the tip of his short hair,

I remember his small but heavy breathing,

I remember him deviously touching the tip of his nose,

Remember his big black and white star T-shirt,

I remember him holding his slender and soft fingers.

But she couldn't remember, what was the taste of the kiss he gave all his heart for the first time?

Jiang Xue never understood for many years.Why only forget this kiss?

Jiang Xue felt that she must be drunk.

Only when she is drunk, she will laugh and cry, cry and giggle.

Wu Fan felt her tears, raised his head slightly, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his thumb.He kissed her again on the forehead and held her tightly in his arms.As if the only way to hold her tightly.

"Dontleavemealone..." Wu Fan murmured.

Jiang Xue struggled to push him away, looked into his starry eyes, and asked: "Wu Fan, I have been waiting for you to give me an explanation, waiting for you to open up to me. Since we like each other, what's the matter?" Can't share?"

Wu Fan bowed his head, remained silent for a long time, and said flatly: "But you never mentioned your business."

Jiang Xue smiled: "Me? Huh... My business... Heh... Do you really want to know?"

Why did he reject himself in such a way at this moment?

Wu Yifan, how far is the distance between me and you?

"En." Wu Fan nodded. "I would like to know."

Jiang Xue straightened her smile and said calmly: "Okay. Jiang Xueer was born in New York. Her father, Jiang Shaohua, is of Chinese descent. Her mother, Cui Yayuan, is Korean. She is Siwon's aunt. Four years ago, mother and daughter were involved in a car accident. Cui Yayuan died protecting her daughter. Jiang Xueer survived. I was taken to Seoul by Cui’s family. I went to the company to practice for two years. Last week Jiang Xueer’s half-brother Jiang Jinsong came to Seoul to find me. The kind brother helped me arrange piano lessons. So I give up now Qualified as a trainee. These are my business."

Wu Fan gradually raised his head and looked at Jiang Xue in disbelief: "Why? Why can you be as calm as you tell other people's stories? Are you not sad when your mother dies?"

"Sadness? Sadness can fill my stomach when I am so hungry that I pass out? Sadness can give me some warmth when I have no place to sleep overnight and I am shivering from the cold? Sadness can wake me up in the hospital alone at night. Call me a doctor? If it is useful to be sad, I will be very sad. "

Jiang Xue has never resented anyone, she is grateful for all the blessings of the Creator no matter what.

But recalling the past, she was still excited.

"Jiang Xue, maybe I was wrong. We are different people after all."

"Did you choose to accept me just because you thought we were the same?"

"Perhaps there is a reason for this."

Jiang Xue smiled, looked down at her gray toe, and suddenly shed a thin tear.

Jiang Xue said, "Wu Yifan, let's break up."

Wu Fan frowned deeply, and looked at Jiang Xue stiffly.

He doesn't understand how strong she doesn't need to hide,

I don't understand her undeniable determination,

What's more, he didn't understand why she, who he trusted so much, turned into such a strange look?

Separating a sentence is like cutting out a heart.

After a long time, Wu Fan finally asked: "Is there no room for redemption at all?"

"Wu Fan, you have always been the only one who doesn't want to be saved."

After speaking, Jiang Xue turned and left.

One more moment of confrontation, Jiang Xue was afraid that she would become a fool who made concessions again.

Even though it is June, the night in Seoul still crouches coldly around Jiang Xue.

Wu Yifan, who never waited until he was willing to take a step, came to chase after him.

Wu Yifan, I never left you.

It is you yourself who are rejecting me.

The Han River encroached on the last tear, sent it far away, and melted into the vast night.