The Lost of Mountain Deity

On a scorching summer afternoon, on the sparkling lake in the distance, a falcon flies low, grabs a struggling fish, and flies away to the distance.

The trees are full of shade, the wind drives the branches and leaves to tremble slightly, and the rustling of the leaves can be heard in the ears.

The young man stood under the big tree in the sky, looking at the mountains in the distance with ecstasy, his eyes narrowed, and his mind was heavy.

Suddenly, he clenched his teeth and clenched his fist, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted into the distance: "Qingxian! Qingxian!"

That must be a person's name.

The young man's voice was crisp and warm, very pleasant to hear, and it actually resonated with the chirping of birds and insects, as if it should exist in this nature.

A few playful birds in the nearby woods were startled by his shout, and flapped their wings and flew into the blue sky.

With a look of resentment on his face, the young man casually picked up a branch by the side of the road and whipped the big tree next to him.

A woman older than the boy passed by as if nothing had happened. She was wearing a bright red long dress, and her slender and beautiful figure made people unable to bear a second look.

When the woman passed the boy, she raised her arm and grabbed one side of his ear, and kept walking without stopping.

The young man has been immersed in his own world, unable to resist the attack for a while, and afraid of the sudden pain in his ears, he can only lower his body and be forcibly dragged away by the woman.

"Clear! Let go, let go!"

The boy yelled and followed the woman helplessly.

Reluctantly, although his elder sister was not as tall as he was, the hand holding that ear was very strong and she never let go.

"You have been howling for a long time since you came to the resort! Look! We are here for vacation, not to hear you howling ghosts and wolves by the lake! I thought you were more excited when you first came, so it's fine to scream twice, and you can't stop screaming Already? If I don’t take you away again, the security guards will chase us away in a while!”

The woman walked forward angrily, but the hand that pinched her brother's ear loosened slightly.

When the boy heard it, he looked around, and there were indeed several security guards in the resort looking at him vigilantly.

He couldn't help sticking out his tongue, revealing the pink tip of his tongue.

Looking behind him, the towering tree became smaller and smaller in his field of vision, and a little mist appeared in the boy's eyes.

The picture in front of me was suddenly hazy with blue sky and blue sky, and greenery, and the towering tree suddenly looked a little pitiful in this spring.

Sad, standing alone by the lake.

The tree was covered with blessing cards for making wishes. Some of them were old, and the red strings tied with them were already damaged, but the blessings that people wrote on them were still faintly visible.

The same picture, the same singing of birds and insects, the same season...

Just like back then...

There were bursts of cicadas singing.

The lakeside back then was almost the same as it is now, with rippling blue waves and bright spots, and in the distance of the endless lake, several islands were looming.

It is a well-known getaway resort known for its vast lake and the several islands dotted between it.The resort is located on a peninsula, facing a vast lake view, which is the best choice to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city.

As far back as I can remember, Sensei hated this famous resort very much.

Since I was a child, my parents have been very busy. They are busy with work and maintenance of daily household income and rarely have time to spend with the two children at home.Zhizhi was sent to a full-time international school by his parents when he was very young, and was forced to learn foreign languages ​​that children in cities must learn.In order to keep him from losing at the starting line, he was also asked to learn piano in his spare time.

And my sister is much luckier to be clear.When she was just born, the family didn't have much money, so she delayed the clear education.Gradually, the daughter's personality became more and more aggressive and savage, while the son became more and more withdrawn due to the pressure of studies and hobbies.

For white-collar parents who live in the city all year round, being able to travel with their children during the few holidays is the greatest reward for them.

Wise doesn't think so.

When his sister has time to go out with friends to play, he can only sit at home and practice the piano over and over again.

After parents heard that someone else's child had won another award, they would only add more homework and training for him when they went home without saying a word.

No matter how hard you try and how well you do, all you get is a simple sentence: "Isn't this what you should have done?"

As for my sister, as long as the score exceeds the passing line in any exam, my parents will happily arrange the whole family to go out to celebrate.

Is the meaning of my existence just an item to show off to friends and neighbors?

Like Dad's new car, Mom's new luxury item?

Sensei has thought so many times.

He hates the endless homework, the endless mathematics, physics and chemistry, and the endless piano practice. He hates his sister, parents, and this family even more.

Whenever there is an activity for the whole family to go out together, he will only feel that he is an accessory.

An outsider who doesn't fit in.

Polite like a neighbor, or whatever.

That year Zhizhi had just finished the senior high school entrance examination, and his grades were among the best in the whole year.

He didn't feel happy when he got the report card like that, he stuffed the report card in his schoolbag casually as usual and went home.

The result was only known to the whole family after the class teacher sent a text message to inform the parents.

Elder sister hugged Zhizhi tightly, saying that she is indeed a young genius of the Ming family, and elder sister is proud of you!

As for Mom and Dad, they still have the same expression as they should, saying: This is your normal level, right?Then he said like a charity, since tomorrow is summer vacation, let's go on vacation as a family.

When Zhizhi heard that the family was on vacation, he instinctively realized that the matter had nothing to do with him, and walked to his room with his schoolbag.

Seeing that he was unwilling to participate in the discussion, Dad said, "The time for vacation is not short. It is wise that you don't forget to bring your high school textbooks during the vacation and study in advance."

"Yes, although you have to work harder when you enter high school. The college entrance examination is coming soon." Mom said the same.

I just entered the freshman year of high school, isn't it too early to start the countdown now?

Zhizhi sneered in his heart, thinking that they might start the countdown to the college entrance examination from the day he was born.

Only because he was born a year earlier than Zhizhi, the good luck was clear, and he gave him a very sympathetic look: "I am very tired from the high school entrance examination, Zhizhi, you should have a good rest today. I will prepare your things for you."

Although the domineering and domineering Qingqi sometimes relies on his parents' favor and becomes lawless, he still can't understand his parents' actions at critical moments, and he still speaks for his younger brother.

Went upstairs without turning on the lights.Pulling the curtains, even a little bit of light from the faint sunset outside the window refused to let into the room.

Darkness was his favorite place.

It's like merging with another world.

The laughter outside the door has nothing to do with him.

The next day, the whole family happily loaded their luggage into the car and headed to Lakeview Resort.

Zhizhi seems to be used to holding a book, sitting silently in the back seat, listening to the relaxed chat between his parents and sister.

He suddenly felt that he was really out of tune with such a family atmosphere.

After driving for several hours, we arrived at our destination. The whole family took their luggage and checked in at the hotel in the resort.

The only thing that pleased him a little was that the room was facing the entire lake. Looking at it, he felt a vastness in his heart, and he couldn't help being wrapped in a relaxed atmosphere.

"Wow! There are go-karts here!" Suddenly Mingxi yelled in another room.

Mom and Mingxi stood together and looked out the window: "It's really a go-kart, my dear!"

"The karting here is driven around the mountain. I will take you to play together in the afternoon." Dad said.

Zhizhi was also attracted by the go-kart. When he heard that he could drive a go-kart in the afternoon, he said with a smile in his eyes, "Will Mingzhi want to race with me?"

Just as he turned his head and was about to send a provocative look to Mingxi, his father suddenly turned cold and said seriously: "Smart, I made an exception to bring you out this time on vacation so that you can have a good learning environment. Although it is a vacation, but Can't let go of your studies. When can't you play karting? Although you have been admitted to high school, you are facing a more difficult challenge. The college entrance examination is the final problem you have to face. The high school entrance examination is just a small test for you to enter a prestigious university .Okay, take it easy, starting today, you will first conquer the high school textbooks one by one. The more time you spend reviewing, the better your college entrance examination results will be."

Click.

The sound of something breaking echoed in my ears.

Zhizhi nodded slightly and said, "Okay, Dad."

That should be the sound of a broken heart, right?

Force yourself to turn around and walk in the opposite direction from the sun.

Completely ignoring the voice behind clearly arguing with mom and dad——

"Dad, don't be too harsh, okay?"

"Don't make trouble. Dad is doing it for his own good. He is a boy. How will he support himself without us?"

"That's right, Xiaoxi, you don't know how difficult it was for Mom and Dad when they started their business... Wasn't it because of their hard work in school..."

In the subsequent debate, Zhizhi couldn't hear anything, or he didn't want to hear it at all.

After a quirky lunch.

"Sensible, we're out. You have to study hard."

Dad, mother and sister changed into casual clothes, left such a sentence, and went out.

The afternoon sun is bright and dazzling, and enjoying the luxury of sunshine alone is the wisest and happiest hour.

Close the book, sit lazily on the sofa, with a transparent veil hanging by the window.

The boy's slender legs rested on the pedals casually, forming a beautiful picture.

Except for the faint sadness that was hard to fade between the young man's brows.

wow.

The book fell to the ground.

Zhizhi suddenly woke up, suddenly woke up from the dream and saw an unfamiliar environment, not sure where he was, and was a little flustered for a while.Then I realized that I was on vacation with my family.Reaching out to pick up the math textbook on the ground, the clear XY symbols on it came into view.

If only I didn't have these books.

If only I didn't have this hand.

It would be nice if I didn't exist.

Do you not have to bear the hopes of others, and live in this world for others.

Looking at the shimmering lake outside the window, the sensible heartbeat became more and more intense.

There was an inexplicable force driving him, and the irritability that had been accumulated and suppressed for a long time finally found an outlet, and he could no longer endure the restraint and oppression that was imposed on him all the time in his life.

Sudden.Zhizhi smashed the math textbook on the ground as if venting his emotions, put on his sneakers, and rushed out of the room without any ID or room card.

He ran frantically in the corridor, ignoring the service staff or other guests who passed him by.

These are not important anymore, he only sees this vast lake and the blue sky.

Sad emotions controlled him, and there was a kind of sadness from the bottom of his heart.

The sky is big, the earth is big, even in such a beautiful place, I am not qualified to enjoy it.

in case……

If only I didn't exist!

Zhizhi has never run so fast before. He ran aimlessly and frantically. When he first arrived at the resort, he never had time to understand the flowers and plants here. He just walked instinctively.

Run in the dark direction.

Gradually, the surrounding area was covered by branches, and the bright lake water and blue sky in the distance could even be seen from the gaps in the branches.

Zhizhi gradually couldn't run anymore, panting and knelt on the ground, looking at the branches covering the whole head, the rustling sound of wind blowing leaves echoed in his ears.

A tear slipped down and dripped on the grass.

Flashes of crystal light.

It would be fine if I didn't have this hand.

Waiting for the breathing to calm down slowly, the anger in his heart gradually intensified, to the point where it could not be increased.

If, without this hand, I couldn't write, play the piano, hold books... I wouldn't have to do anything!

Angrily grabbed a stone on the ground, Zhizhi put his right hand on the ground, raised his left hand high above his head, and closed his eyes.

Gently inhale the air mixed with the scent of trees.

In the next second, the boy's eyes suddenly opened——

He slammed the stone hard on another slender five-fingered hand on the ground!

rustle…..

The sound of the wind blowing the leaves echoed in my ears.

The singing of birds and insects gradually increased.

Zhizhi can even smell the faint fragrance of green grass.

The scent is very unique, like flowers, but also like grass, the smell is obvious but fresh, not gaudy and strong.

Bewitched by the scent, Akechi opened his eyes.

What am I doing?

When Zhizhi opened his eyes again, he realized that the pain he imagined did not appear——

A slender hand grasped his hand holding the stone seemingly easily, preventing the atrocities about to be done to his right hand.

The boy turned his head, and a pair of soft and bewitching eyes were looking at him.

That gaze was full of infinite tolerance, just like the entire lake he saw from the gaps in the leaves just now, broad and deep.

The person behind has long hair like a waterfall draped casually behind him, but it doesn't have the slightest femininity, but seems to be born in harmony with it.The slightly long bangs obscured the eyes, but they couldn't hide the sharp and handsome features.

Akechi kept the posture of holding the stone high, and was stunned by the guy who was also a man.

It happened a little suddenly, tears were still condensed on the cheeks and cheeks, Zhi Zhi didn't have time to react, and the people behind seemed to stop Zhi Zhi effortlessly.

The hand that was holding his wrist was hot, and brought his hand holding the stone to his eyes, forcing him to throw the tool of crime - an ugly stone.

Those strong hands grabbed his both and pulled them to his face.

It was only after getting so close that he realized that the man's pupils were actually a faint lake blue.

Zhizhi became dazed because of the light shining among the leaves shining on such pupils.

The man lowered his noble chin, his resolute lips were so perfect, he lowered his head and put a light kiss on his hands.

"It's a pity to break such beautiful hands."

The man's deep and magnetic voice was like a sharp sword that awakened the wise.

Zhizhi was startled suddenly, and only then did he have time to withdraw his hands.Originally kneeling on the ground, he didn't care whether he would get dirty, turned around, and kept a distance from the man who appeared suddenly, leaning his back against the big tree.

This is the only way to see the whole picture of the man clearly.

She was dressed in a silver-white robe with long open sleeves and no patterns on it, but it shone brightly even in the daytime when the sun was abundant.What is even more shining is the man's silver hair, with faint light and shadow shining on it, shining with rainbow-like brilliance.Those eyes, which were as crystal clear as lake water, were looking at him straight and tolerant.

Seeing his frightened expression, the man didn't move forward.

"You... who are you?" Zhizhi began to figure out the origin of this person in his heart.

From the hair to the eyes to the attire on the body, even in a resort area full of deep mountains and old forests, the local mountain people would not dress up like this. A fool can see that this person is different.

The man still smiled slightly, looking at him as if he was looking at a lost animal.

Do not approach, calmly wait for the animal to gradually let go of its guard, and then take the initiative to walk in.

"Guess, who am I?" The other party played tricks, with a smile in his tone.

Zhizhi looked up and down again, suddenly his thoughts flashed, and he suddenly realized: "You are playing cosplay!"

In a sensible mind, a guy dressed so weird must be playing cosplay.He is forced by his parents to study and learn the piano all the time, so he has no time to care about these, but he also knows a little bit from his classmates.Then I thought that when I first entered the resort today, due to the beautiful scenery, there were indeed some cosplayers in strange costumes and special costumes taking pictures by the lake, so it was normal for such a strange person to appear.

The man's smile deepened, and he said, "That's what you say."

After hearing the man confessed, Akechi recovered from the sudden panic.

At the same time, I also felt scared because I almost broke my hand just now.

Once he relaxed at this moment, cold sweat broke out on his back.

Impulse is indeed a devil.

Just when Zhizhi was thinking wildly, the man gradually leaned over and looked at him without saying a word.

Zhizhi was moved by such tolerant eyes, and thought that thanks to this person's rescue, he saw the embarrassing scene just now, so he felt embarrassed: "Just now... Really... Thank you very much."

The man didn't say yes or no, but stood still and looked at him.

Zhizhi then remembered: "My name is Zhizhi. How about you?"

The man thought for a while, then said in a low voice——

"They all call me Qingxian."

"Qingxian?"

Qing Xian leaned over, sat casually at the foot of the tree root like him, and wrote two words on the ground with his slender fingers: Qing Xian.

Then he looked at him, like, where's your name?

Zhizhi stretched out his hand and wrote the word "wise" on the land.

With a flash in his eyes, the man stretched out his hand to grab Wise's hand, and spread it out in front of him.

It was only then that Zhizhi saw the result of being too impulsive just now. His right hand was propped on the ground, and his skin was cut by a small stone on the ground, leaving a little blood.

I didn't feel emotional just now, but now I feel a little pain when I relax.

Suddenly, a moist and warm touch was attached to the palm of his hand.

Qing Xian actually lowered his head and licked the wound with his tongue.

Hot air rushed to his cheeks, and his face must be very red now.

Zhizhi wanted to pull his hands out of his palms, but Qingxian seemed to be grabbing him effortlessly, but the strength of those hands could not be resisted.Fortunately, the wound was not big, and the blood on the wound disappeared after a while.

What kind of stupid way to deal with wounds is this...

Akechi flinched back while blushing, while being licked by his wet and soft tongue.

There was some pain and itching, and the heart started beating violently uncontrollably.

A strong hand pressed against his back from behind, stopping him from flinching.

However, the scene in front of him vaguely surpassed his comprehension, but he couldn't tell why he felt awkward and embarrassed.

Until... the tongue finally stopped unwillingly.

Qingxian took a breath, and smiled seductively: "It's really delicious, I almost couldn't restrain it."

you you you you you you!

Zhizhi pointed at the person in front of him with trembling fingers, blushing like a tomato: "I'm not something to eat! Is it delicious or not?"

Qingxian grabbed him and stretched out his hand, and kissed him again like a treasure: "Many people give me things under the tree, as long as they are pious, I will accept them all. Sometimes what I receive is chicken, duck, fish or something. , sometimes fruit and gadgets. I never thought that one day I would receive such beautiful hands."

"The hand is on my body, when did it become yours?" Zhizhi was overwhelmed by his actions, and pushed him angrily.

However, the arms that imprisoned him in his arms were so firm and hard to shake.

At some point, Qingxian put his arms around Zhizhi, and raised the corners of his lips: "But you really wanted to kill just now. You don't want these hands, they are mine from then on."

When Zhizhi heard this, he was terrified. This person behaved abnormally and had such great strength. Could it be that he wanted to cut off my hand?

Just now... just now I was just... just mad!

How could it be possible to use up both hands?

Seeing Zhizhi trembling like a small animal, Qingxian subconsciously tightened his arms and trapped him in his arms: "From now on, you must take good care of your hand for me. Use it to write, draw, and eat ...do anything. From today on, you have to remember that you are no longer protecting these hands for yourself."

After a moment of hesitation, he added:

"It's for me."

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