God of learning, do you want inhibitors?

Lin Xiaoran's sudden intrusion caught the two people in the room by surprise.

But after being caught off guard for a short time, the two people's reactions were completely different. Gu Xiuyuan understood Lin Xiaoran's meaning in an instant, and even felt a little afraid of his impulsiveness just now, so he nodded quickly, "Okay, I won't tell your mother. But, You are still sensible."

Lin Xiaoran was noncommittal about this, but after hearing that he was sure that he would not tell Lin Lan, he was slightly relieved, and couldn't help turning his head to look at Gu Yang.

Gu Yang also looked at him, his amber eyes stared at him for a moment, as if he wanted to find signs on his face that he was joking.

Lin Xiaoran's heart seemed to be hit hard by something, he wanted to go up and hug Gu Yang tightly, begging him not to show such an expression.

But in the end, he just said to Gu Xiuyuan calmly, "Uncle Gu, can I talk to Gu Yang alone for a while?"

Gu Xiuyuan also knew that Lin Xiaoran was probably the only one who could enlighten Gu Yang at this moment. He looked at Gu Yang, nodded slightly, and took him out the door.

The sound of the door being gently closed was clearly not loud, but it made a violent sound in Gu Yang's mind, which brought him back to his senses suddenly, and the words that Lin Xiaoran rushed in and said just now echoed in his mind— — I broke up with Gu Yang.

For a split second, he didn't know whether he was sad or angry. He grabbed Lin Xiaoran's wrist, pulled him towards him forcefully, and growled angrily: "Lin Xiaoran, what am I in your heart? You asked me to break up. Yet?"

At this time, Gu Yang didn't have the usual calm look, the always smiling Tao Hua's eyes were full of suppressed anger and disappointment.

Of course disappointed!

He just encountered a little obstacle, and the person he likes so much wants to break up with him without saying a word, what is he?He almost doubted whether Lin Xiaoran had feelings for him, otherwise, he would not believe that a person like Lin Xiaoran would break up easily.

Lin Xiaoran didn't struggle. Looking at Gu Yang at this time, he felt a strange feeling in his heart. His heart ached. He almost regretted what he said just now. He wanted to go back on his words and tell Gu Yang that they won't break up. No matter what happens, he doesn't want to break up.

But, no.

He lowered his head helplessly, avoiding Gu Yang's sight, and said softly: "Gu Yang, I'm sorry. If my mother finds out about this, she will definitely break up with Uncle Gu and make me and you happy. I can't In this way, I can't let her give up happiness for myself."

"So you gave up on me?" Gu Yang asked coldly.

"Gu Yang..." Lin Xiaoran never looked up at Gu Yang, he was afraid that he would change his mind, "Do you know why I always put a lot of strange seasonings in the noodles I cook?"

Gu Yang was slightly taken aback, not knowing why he suddenly mentioned this matter.

After a pause, Lin Xiaoran spoke again: "When I was young, I was often locked in the house alone for several days with nothing to eat. I was so hungry that I could only learn how to cook noodles by myself. I didn't know the seasonings. Just let it go a little bit. I got used to it, and I can’t change it until now.”

Lin Xiaoran hardly mentioned his childhood, because it was a memory he never wanted to remember.

Lin Lan is a college student who was admitted from the countryside. She came to the big city alone and met a gentle and handsome senior. At that age, she had the best longing for life and love. How could she not be tempted?

But no one knows what will happen to a man who is as gentle as water when he is in love and becomes another person after he gets married.

After Lin Lan was subjected to domestic violence again and again, she filed for divorce.

At that time, Lin Lan was not a well-known TV host. She had just graduated from university, and she hadn't even found a place to live after the divorce. The court judged Lin Xiaoran to that man as a matter of course.

In the two years after that, Lin Xiaoran only had a dark room, a cold glass window, and endless beatings in Lin Xiaoran's memory.

Especially after that man married a new woman, and the woman was beaten by the man herself, so she took her anger on him as well.

During those two years, what he looked forward to most every day was the day when he could see Lin Lan every month.

Every time, Lin Lan would cook him delicious food and take him to the playground, so he didn't have to stay in that dark room.

When he was six years old, he was injured again. After the man beat him, he closed the door and went out. He lay on the ground alone, his head began to bleed, and the warm liquid fell on his eyelids. He thought it was water. Wiping his hand, the blood blurred his eyes.

He tried to wipe off the blood with a towel, but the blood couldn't stop, it flowed more and more, the towel was all stained red, and his head became not very clear.

He suddenly wondered if he was going to die. If he died, he would never see his mother again.

He put down the towel and ran to call Lin Lan. Lin Lan was probably busy, so she rang for a long time before answering.

And his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier. He was afraid that he would have no time to speak when he died, so he hurriedly said: "Mom, I might die, and I probably won't see my mother in the future. Don't miss me."

After speaking, he lost consciousness.

When he woke up, he saw that the glass window had been smashed, and Lin Lan crawled in through the window, all wet.

They lived on the sixth floor at the time, and there was no one at home. Lin Lan couldn't get in at all, so she begged the family next door to let her climb over from the balcony.

Entering the room, Lin Lan saw half of her son's face was stained red with blood, lying on the ground dying, almost collapsed.

She picked up Lin Xiaoran and ran to the hospital.

The rain was so heavy that night that they couldn't even get a taxi. Lin Lan just carried him in the rain for half an hour and rushed to the hospital. When he arrived at the hospital, he could barely stand up.

Although there was a lot of bleeding, it was not too serious. After going to the hospital to treat the wound, I was discharged after hanging two bottles of normal saline.

But that scene left a psychological shadow on Lin Lan, she was unwilling to send her son back no matter what.

She brought Lin Xiaoran back to her residence, but that man came to her every day, asking her for a son.

During that time, every night, Lin Lan locked all the doors and windows of the house, hugged Lin Xiaoran and hid in the corner of the bedroom. The man beat the door fiercely outside, and sometimes brought the woman who married later, The two stood in the corridor and cursed all kinds of ugly words.

But Lin Lan didn't dare to call the police, because Lin Xiaoran was indeed awarded to the other party during the divorce, and she was afraid that after calling the police, the police would forcefully send Lin Xiaoran back indiscriminately.

So live in fear every day.

Fortunately, the woman that the man later married became pregnant. The man probably thought that Lin Xiaoran's child was unnecessary, so he didn't bother him anymore.

But Lin Lan was still worried, so she quit her job and took Lin Xiaoran to another city.

After that, Lin Xiaoran's life finally calmed down.

However, Lin Lan has never been able to forgive herself. She felt that it was all her fault that she left her son behind in those two years, escaped from that cage alone, and made her son experience two years of torture.

So she tried her best to treat Lin Xiaoran well, for fear that he would be wronged a bit.

For Lin Xiaoran, no matter how good a person is chasing her for so many years, she refuses to agree, because she is afraid that the other party will treat her son badly, and she is also afraid that if she forms a new family and has a child, she will split up her relationship with Lin Xiaoran. Love.

For so many years, Gu Xiuyuan was the only one who made Lin Lan willing to let go of the guilt towards Lin Xiaoran and accept it, and Lin Xiaoran was always happy about it.

Many people might not like their parents finding stepdads for themselves, but Lin Xiaoran hoped that Lin Lan could help him find a stepdad.

Because he knew how hard Lin Lan had been through these years, he hoped that someone would be by her side to protect her from the wind and rain.

Now that person shows up.

"Gu Yang, if you were me, what would you do?"

Lin Xiaoran left, but the words he said before leaving kept echoing in Gu Yang's mind.

When he said these words, Lin Xiaoran finally looked up at him. In those clear eyes, Gu Yang saw struggle, reluctance, and helplessness for the first time.

Yes, what would Lin Xiaoran do if he was replaced?

A mother who has always given everything for herself, finally met someone she likes, let go of her heart, and is willing to start a family again. Is he going to force his mother to give up for his own feelings?

No, Gu Yang knew that there was no need to force him.

With Lin Xiaoran's weight in Lin Lan's heart, as long as Lin Lan knew that being with Gu Xiuyuan would destroy her son's relationship, she would definitely break up with Gu Xiuyuan without saying a word.

Lin Xiaoran knew Lin Lan too well, so he didn't dare to take the risk of letting Lin Lan know about it.

Gu Yang leaned back, fell straight on the bed, and put his hands on his heart.

pain!

I don't know if it's because of the breakup, or because of Lin Xiaoran's childhood experiences.

He remembered that in the hotel before, he shared the bed with Lin Xiaoran, because he was too excited to fall asleep, but he saw Lin Xiaoran fell into a nightmare.

Now that I think about it, I finally understand that Lin Xiaoran was so fragile and insecure that night. Is it because I dreamed about my childhood?

At that time, why didn't he hug Lin Xiaoran tightly?

In the future, there will be no chance, right?

With Lin Xiaoran's temperament, once he has made up his mind to break up, there is no room for change, right?

Gu Yang turned over violently, buried his face in the pillow, and did not move for a long time.

At this time, Lin Xiaoran had already changed his clothes and asked the driver of the Gu family to take him back to Tianjun Peak.

Lin Lan was very busy with work at the end of the year, and it was impossible to be at home during the day.

In the empty house, the air conditioner was not even turned on, which made Lin Xiaoran feel chilly after his fever had just subsided.

He changed his shoes and entered the door, went straight back to his room, turned on the air conditioner, threw himself on the bed, grabbed the quilt and wrapped himself up.

It may be the sequelae of fever. He seems to have endless sleep and hasn't gotten up all day.

Lin Lan came back at night and found the house was dark when she entered the door. She was a little worried. She called Gu Xiuyuan before she got off work. They said that Lin Xiaoran had gone home early in the morning. Now there is no light in the house. She was worried that Lin Xiaoran was right. The fever was not gone yet, so he hurriedly ran to open the bedroom door, turned on the light, his beautiful eyes widened, and Lin Xiaoran on the bed was wrapped in a quilt and curled up into a ball.

She hasn't seen this scene for many years.

When Lin Xiaoran first brought her home, she seemed very insecure, and would shrink herself into a small ball when sleeping alone.

After a long time, when he knew that he would never have to go back to his former home, this habit slowly changed.

What's going on now?

Lin Lan hurried over and called him softly: "Of course, what's wrong? Is the fever still gone? Mom took you to the hospital, but..."

The person wrapped in the quilt moved slightly, lifted the quilt, and shook his head: "The fever is gone, but I'm a little sleepy, no...cough cough..."

As a result, before he finished speaking, he coughed again.

Lin Lan quickly patted him on the back, "Why are you coughing again? I still have a cold. Go to the hospital?"

Not only was he coughing, Lin Lan felt that his complexion was also very bad, even his lips were bloodless, and he looked even more lethargic than when he had a fever two days ago.

"It's okay, I'll take some more medicine." Lin Xiaoran was afraid that Lin Lan would insist on taking him to the hospital, so he quickly changed the topic, "Mom, I'm hungry, I didn't eat at noon."

After hearing this, Lin Lan repeatedly confirmed that he didn't have a fever, and then went out to cook.

Lin Xiaoran lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, lifted the quilt for a long time and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Lin Lan's dinner was almost ready, so he went straight to the restaurant.

He said he was hungry, but in fact he didn't feel hungry, he couldn't eat without two mouthfuls, but he didn't want Lin Lan to notice anything strange, so he forced himself to eat.

Lin Lan saw that his appetite was not bad. Although he coughed twice during the meal, it was not serious, but he felt relieved a lot, so he raised his spirits and started discussing the New Year with him.

"Your grandma called again today and asked us to go back to my hometown for the New Year. Do you want to go?"

Lin Xiaoran's grandmother's home is in a remote village in the southwest. In the past, they would go back when Lin Lan had time during the Chinese New Year, and they would not go back if they worked overtime.

Lin Xiaoran didn't want to go this year at first, the winter vacation of senior year was too short, it only lasted about ten days, and there was still a lot of homework, thinking that the summer vacation would be long, and then he would go again.

Now, he thought it would be nice to go.

Nodded, "Go, I didn't go last year."

"Okay, I thought you wanted to study at home. In fact, why are you so nervous about studying? However, your grades are so good, so you need to relax properly. Then I will book a plane ticket. I have to record a program tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow Set off."

"Ah."

After the mother and son discussed it, Lin Lan was going to work the next day, and Lin Xiaoran was packing his luggage at home. When he opened the drawer and prepared to take two exercise books with him, he saw the Alpha pheromone that had been in the drawer for a long time. The extracts were all brought back by Lin Lan from abroad.

His light white fingertips were hanging in the air. After a second pause, he retracted his hand and closed the drawer.

Forget it, when there was no such thing before, didn't the estrus period pass?

Thinking like this, he was about to pack other things when the doorbell rang and it turned out to be a courier.

And it said he signed for it.

He was a little strange, he didn't buy anything, and he couldn't figure out who would send him something.

After signing for the receipt, he immediately opened the box and saw what was inside. His thick eyelashes blinked in confusion. It turned out to be an injection of Alpha pheromone extraction.

Who sent him this thing for what?

There was also a sticky note inside. He pulled it out and unfolded it, and froze instantly.

Gu Yang's handwriting, just one sentence: My pheromone can still be used, right?

"Cough cough..." Lin Xiaoran suddenly started to cough violently, he felt his stomach turning upside down, the sticky note and pheromone in his hand were tightly clenched, his joints turned white.

After coughing for a while, he finally calmed down, and stuffed it into his bag together with the note and pheromone.

Early the next morning, the mother and son rushed to the airport and took a plane to the southwest.

At this time, Gu Yang had just woken up. After washing up, he took out an empty suitcase and started to pack two changes of clothes, and went downstairs with the suitcase.

When he bumped into his grandparents downstairs, he only said, "Go out and play for a few days." After finishing speaking, he went out.

Even grandma chased him out and asked him where he was going, but he left without answering.

In fact, he didn't know where he was going.Just don't want to stay here.

After Lin Xiaoran left the day before yesterday, he wanted to escape here immediately, and was worried that if Lin Xiaoran came into heat, he first asked someone to contact a professional organization to extract his pheromone and send it to Lin Xiaoran.

He thought he was ridiculous, they broke up, could he prevent Lin Xiaoran from using other people's pheromones for the rest of his life?

He knew he couldn't, but he didn't care, he just wanted to send it.

After sending it, it will be used as Lin Xiaoran.

On the way to the airport by taxi, he turned on his mobile phone and began to buy air tickets. There were not many air tickets on the 29th of the twelfth lunar month. The earliest departure was to a certain province in the southwest, so he bought it casually.

Arrived at the airport just in time, went through the security check and boarded the plane, and when I woke up, I was already in another place.