our mountain

The senior who once sold Master Tao Ran was surnamed Li. He finally helped me wash the mixing cup and the drawing table. He asked me if there was nothing else, then turned off the light in front of his desk and left. I was the only one in the studio with the light on. Li Xuechang's back seems to be dripping in the air with ink, and the edges are blurred.

Not long after he left, Fang Zeyi called. Senior Li returned to the reception dormitory for off-campus personnel. I got up and glanced at Senior Li’s desktop. There were ordinary things, such as spiritual silk pens, draft paper, talisman paper, reference books, Lingmo is even neater than the desks of some seniors, and there is nothing unusual about it.

I was suspicious, because I had read many anti-stalking techniques in books, and I observed carefully at the table to make sure that there were no hairs or tiny objects anywhere to check whether anyone had moved it. It seemed that I knew in my heart that there was nothing here.I memorized the location of each item, looked down, and in the terminal, Fang Ze also gave me the news of Senior Li all the time, lest I be knocked out of the scene.

But I was still knocked out. When Master Tao Ran appeared at the door of the studio, my heart skipped a beat, but after a long period of exercise, my hands would no longer tremble suddenly. I seemed to be calm and composed as if I was tidying the table for my seniors. He quickly moved the Lingmo to its original position.

"Stop pretending." Master Tao Ran said.

"Teacher." I turned to look at her. She was wearing a gray sweater, and she looked like an ordinary woman picking up her children from school. I twisted my fingers uneasily, "I'm not trying to quibble, I'm just looking through other people's things."

"I know what they said to you, but why can't you explain it to him directly, instead of looking for it secretly?"

"Because I don't understand what you mean, you know it well... Besides, you didn't say anything, I can't go past you and drive him away directly." I'm still quibbling, but it's true, and I'm very worried about this person , the best way I can imagine is to leak secrets, but I don't want to be turned into a shit bowl.

"Is there any other option besides driving him away?" Master Tao Ran asked, I was stunned.

I said that I didn't really care if he leaked the secret or not, because I didn't know the direction of the project myself, but——what my senior sister said, Master Tao Ran's lessons were bloodyly laid out in front of me, and I would rather kill by mistake than let go However, I don't intend to give him the chance to sell me.

"No."

"Then drive him away, why bother?"

"I want to find evidence to show you."

"Have you considered my opinion?"

I really wanted to find the evidence directly to Master Tao Ran with a strong attitude, and the villain can't keep it.

"Sorry, teacher."

My enthusiasm for the project was so high that I overtook the teacher and almost rode on the head of the teacher.

"There's no need to apologize, it's human nature. But my attitude is, after another observation, I want to drive him away more than you, but if he comes, I think, I'm still willing to give him a chance."

"Is it worth it to ruin this project?" I suppressed my anger, and I really wanted to say, teacher, you are too soft-hearted!Didn't it mean that the ban on going to the ruins of the setting sun is the lifelong pursuit of every high-end talisman master!

"Ku'e, I have always been inferior to others in the frontier research of advanced talisman arrays. These days, I have been thinking that if senior Tao Yang gets the chance to go to the ruins of the setting sun, maybe I can find more useful things..."

Just kidding, I'm trying my best to go to the sunset ruins now, how can the teacher back down?I squinted my eyes, and I didn't realize that my complexion was not very good-looking, but Master Tao Ran just smiled slightly: "But as a teacher, I still hope that my students will have the opportunity to reform themselves..."

I was suffocated and almost opened my mouth to speak, but I was afraid that I would not respect the teacher, so I saved it up and said it later.

"He betrayed me, of course it is hateful. He has mediocre talent, and I can't see how much he will achieve when he is cultivated. He didn't apologize when he came, but he handed over a letter of repentance, indicating that he wanted to make up for his mistakes... I should ignore it, but after thinking about it, I still think that if my project fails, it will not harm me, but directly distrusting him and not giving him a chance to correct his mistakes is not what a teacher should do."

"But teacher," I understood Master Tao Ran's meaning, I can understand that Li Xuechang is her student, she wants to give him a chance to reform, she believes that he sold her before, it was just a moment of confusion, even if the trust was wrong , sacrificed this project, she also gave a chance, worthy of the teacher's morality.But the angry words in my heart can't be said, "This project can't be done, I-"

I can't tell her that if this project fails, I might not see Tang Yi again. There are too many things involved, so I can only choke up for a moment and put away my tears: "I understand what you mean."

I actually understand, because although those people are my seniors and sisters, they can call Master Tao Ran Master, but I can only call Teacher.So in Master Tao Ran's mind, I was just a child she picked up as a gamble, and Senior Li betrayed her, but I was still her apprentice.

Of course I know that people's hearts are fleshy. For example, my master loves Ling Xiao so much that he temporarily ignores his love for his senior sister. If people's hearts are biased, I live up to my heart, but for others, it is heavy and oppressive.

When I walked out of the studio, the lights outside were on, and my shadow was black.

Tell Tao Ran, I am a good student, quite special, but she has many students she likes more.

For my senior sister, I am her good junior sister, she protects me, but she has more important things to pursue.

For senior brother and little glasses, they are all the same. I am fine, but when it comes to critical moments, my feelings are easily omitted, and can be sacrificed as a substitute for others' feelings.

I'm like the spare tire on the back of the car, in any relationship.

I'd love to hide and go back into the wimpy, cowardly shell called Bitter, but I know I can't.

Gotta keep going... this feeling is just... lonely.

Of course others have the right to receive love from others, and others can easily divide their love into unequal shares and give it to several people.

That's—is that why people want to fall in love?

I want to be the one who is valued the most, and I want to be less lonely.

Want to be favored.

I threw two coins into the vending machine on the side of the road, but the soda got stuck, like eating leeks stuck between my teeth.After staring at it for a long time, I kicked it down, the door of the vending machine was shattered, and the soda bottles that ran all over the floor chased each other and hit my feet, and I kicked them into the river .

That night, I suddenly tasted the feeling of pushing myself into a desperate situation from loneliness, as if sinking into the bottom of the valley, the strength of my body burst out naturally, not anger, not frenzy, but desperate situation, my super strength must be very unhappy moment erupts.

At that time, I suddenly grasped the sudden change in my body at that moment, and I tried to experience and control it by myself.

So I trampled down more than 20 vending machines and trash cans on the ground with basalt nails in one night at school, until I realized that the strength of my body is limited, and the longest duration is only half an hour. If you want to shake the teaching building hard, it may only last less than 0.1 seconds.

After my strength was exhausted, I couldn't lift a single finger, so I let myself lie flat on a haystack half a person's height. It was a medicinal herb cultivated by a medical professional to treat hemorrhoids. I flattened half of it when I lay down—and the chaos The fight is about to begin, and all the participating students will be moved to the venue arranged by the school. I didn't sign up and I didn't participate. After being told by Fang Ying, there will be no more...

Therefore, the students majoring in medicine did not see me spoiling their spirit herbs, and not many people knew about my criticism of destroying public property, deduction of contribution points and reduction of task authority.

Sometimes people just insist on lying in this spiritual herb to nourish their soul, even if it is only used to nourish hemorrhoids.

If I were hemorrhoids, it would still hurt so much that people would only look at me, I am not even as good as a hemorrhoid.

It took me a long time to realize that I was in a sick mood at the time, but at that time I was immersed in my own world, Fang Zeyi and Zhang Yun went to participate in the big fight, and I didn't have much mood to say goodbye to me.

I watched the live broadcast of the Great Smash Fight. I didn’t pay much attention to Fang Zeyi, Zhang Yun, and Fang Ying each in the college’s internal gambling game. Apart from the daily study and project research with Master Tao Ran, I just kept going. Read books all over the place, brushing the reading volume in Zangshuge, I don’t know what year and month I will see 1 books, the library has a borrowing list, No.2 is Fang Ze and No.[-] is small glasses, the most in a year I have read [-] books, and I think, if I borrow books from the library, I must be the best.

On the second day after the Smash Bros. ended, I reopened my live broadcast room.

This year, because of me, there were quite a few cultivators who privately started the live broadcast to share their lives, so my popularity was relatively bleak when I started the broadcast, but some people missed the old days and said that his youth had returned, and when I thought about it carefully, his youth was gone One year is really cheap.

In the live broadcast room, I briefly introduced my situation. I saw that someone said that I was a wanted criminal, so I clarified that I am not a demon cultivator. I don’t know the situation of my senior sister, but I believe my senior sister.

After finally answering the audience's questions, I announced my decision to start an online class. In the live broadcast room, I agreed to see you at [-] o'clock the next night. Don't worry if you miss it. I will start the recording and broadcasting. The course is called "Teaching You to Draw Talisman Arrays - Elementary Chapter" has a total of [-] class hours. You don't need to prepare anything, just prepare paper and pen.

After this news appeared in the corners of the major news for a while, the hot discussion just started to ferment, and my class has already started.

At that time, the chaos was over, and the students returned to school one after another, but because of some casualties, the school temporarily postponed the start time, so there were no people in the school. I didn't want to sit in the classroom, so I simply sat by the lake in front of the trial tower, cross-legged Sitting, opened Jingyan, and took a temporary look at the handout I prepared.

The previous live broadcast and repeated theoretical knowledge reserves gave me a little confidence in the elementary knowledge of the talisman, and I didn't feel trembling like the first live broadcast.

"Some time ago, there was a kind of talisman in the market that can be used without spiritual power. Many people are guessing who drew it. I read the comments saying that it was not drawn by me, right? Sorry, it was really drawn by me." I smiled, and took out a stack of talisman arrays from the Qiankun Ring to demonstrate them one by one.

"As for me, everyone knows that without psychic powers, I don't even have a spiritual root, let alone a development speed. Apart from the good luck of being born in a sect of cultivation, there is nothing good. But I found that if I give you a root A psychic pen, and if you have mastered the knowledge and certain skills, you can also draw a talisman."

"What do we need for this class? We don't need anything. Because it is an elementary class, there is no practice for the time being. You can use a pen to draw on paper and play around to lay the foundation. Then we will give you an intermediate class."

The popularity in the live broadcast room suddenly rose extremely high, I pinched the pen and turned it around: "Those who don't want to learn talisman arrays can also listen to our class, I will also explain the basic principles of cultivation to everyone, there is nothing special about cultivators , as long as you are not born with no spiritual roots like me, you can all cultivate. Someone asked, "It's hard and bitter, my spiritual root development speed is only [-]%, I think it's... a friend of this rabbit fluttering I asked, this is a good thing, you have already developed one-tenth, and you can just develop the next nine-tenths. It’s a bit difficult. If you want to cultivate, there are many difficult things. If someone says, What should I do if I have no spiritual roots at all? To be honest, there are only about twenty people in Huaxia Star who have no spiritual roots like me at all, even if they have no spiritual roots at all, look at me, I don’t have any spiritual roots.”

"Thank you Qingzhi for sending Zhizhi the big folding fan!"

"Thanks to Ni Muyu for sending the 99 flying swords."

I quickly thanked and finished the reward: "Today I will introduce to you, what is comprehension, and what is the meaning of the talisman array."