When I looked up at him, Huang Yi was also looking at me.His gray-blue eyes reflected my brown eyes clearly.

"Yes, you are happy!" Zi Liuhui jumped up with surprise on his face, more excited than me and Huang Yi, "Chief Kui's child..." The expression on his face fluctuated for a moment, "San Niang's child must be It will be cute!" Saying this, but Liu Hui has never hugged You Shun's child once, and he is not a person who is close to the child.

"Sanniang's child..." Lan Qiuying, who appeared inexplicably at this time after returning to the center, stroked his chin, "It would be great if it was a boy, let Brother Xue Na work hard and give birth to a girl quickly My child, just make a pair to satisfy Thirteenth Ji's regret of not being able to leave Sanniang."

Liu Hui disagreed, "Girls are cute too! Qiu Ying, do you think that beauty is not cute? If Master Li Shen's child can't catch up with Yuan Ji, he can also develop with her."

"No, for this..." Lan Qiuying cast a vague glance at Huang Yi.

Huang Yi stared at the monarch and his ministers coldly.

"Qiying! Love can never be blocked by these things! That is, even Mr. Kui," Liu Hui stuttered, "Gu will definitely protect the love of the little lady! We must bravely say love loudly!"

No, my child will not be called Little Lady...

The palace soldiers and officials on the side looked at my... stomach with awe.This is Chief Aoi's child──I heard them say that in a daze.When I first married Huang Yi, I seemed to hear their eyes saying that she was Chief Kui's wife.

Everyone has a pair of talking eyes.

"Hey!" Zi Liuhui clenched his right hand into a fist and thumped the palm of his left hand. His eyes sparkled and he said, "We don't have any regulations on maternity holidays for female officials! Well, if you want to talk about this aspect, you still have to follow the rules of being a woman." Xiuli, ah no, it’s the red officials who have a good discussion. I’ll go now!” Zi Liuhui turned around and ran away.

But, Your Majesty, Xiuli is not married yet, why don't you ask Rin?If you want to satisfy your own selfish desires, please find a better excuse...

Lan Qiuying smiled at me and congratulated me seriously.

Just as I was about to say something, Huang Yi who was beside me had already bent down and held my hand tightly.I didn't say any more, just smiled at him.Huang Yi's expression is the same as usual, but the strength of his hand has never been relaxed. He held my hand tightly, and wrapped his other hand around my waist. He didn't dare to hug me again, and slowly helped me away I went to the hospital to take a good rest and then make a detailed diagnosis.

It turned out that I was two months pregnant.The imperial doctor said that my age was indeed a problem, and that even if I survived the first three months, there might be problems during childbirth.However, my body has always been good, so I can give it a try, and with proper conditioning, there may not be anything wrong.

After everyone went out, only Huang Yi and I stayed in the room in the courtyard.I leaned against the head of the bed and looked at Huang Yi who was frowning and standing beside the bed with arms crossed.He looked back at me, and I smiled back at him.

"Aren't you happy?" Forgive me for not daring to say no, haha.

Huang Yi turned away his face and sighed heavily, then lifted the hem of his robe and sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hands and hugged me deeply, but the strength of his hands was obviously lighter than usual.I leaned against him, Huang Yi patted my back lightly, and kissed my temple sideways.

"Don't worry," I said softly, "Didn't Doctor Tao say you're fine? Just pay more attention. Life and death are fate, and how long you can stay is determined by heaven." Seeing that he didn't reply, I joked: "I really don't Happy?"

"What nonsense!" He scolded in a low voice, "Give me a good rest."

"Huang Yi?" I straightened up a little bit, looking at him, holding his face with my hands.

He put his hand on the back of mine, "Don't think about it, just rest well."

"Yes, I understand."

I lay down on the bed along with him, and he set the pillow and quilt for me, and gently removed my hairpin to make me sleep more comfortably.I blinked and looked at Huang Yi, who lowered his head and kissed me on the forehead.

"Be obedient," he stretched out his hand to brush my forehead hair, and lowered his voice, "Sleep for a while." He held my hand and paused, "I'll stay here with you, don't think too much."

I shook his hand back.

He is not the only one who is worried?I am afraid that even if the delivery goes smoothly, the child born at my age will not be healthy.It's not that I haven't thought about the problem of children, it's just that Huang Yi and I just let nature take its course and didn't really think about it. After two years, I've forgotten about it, so we'll be together for the rest of our lives I planned, but I didn't think about it... This year, I am already 39 years old.

Suddenly, I found that my life may have been wasted for most of the time.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep unconsciously under Huang Yi's gentle pat.When I woke up again, it was already dark, but Huang Yi was still sitting beside me leaning on the bed post.He held my hand, but looked out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.I pulled his hand to bring him back to his senses, I didn't want to see him continue to frown deeply.

"Don't you need to work?" I smiled at him.

Huang Yi stretched out his hand to brush my forehead hair, and brushed my forehead with his palm, "It's okay, I'm asking for leave."

I continued to smile at him, his face was still cold, I still tried my best to maintain a smile, after a while, I was defeated and pulled down the corners of my mouth, rolled my eyes, but he raised his eyebrows at me.I just wanted to test the contagiousness of a smile, but I didn't expect it to be unsuccessful... Modern people also deceive me.

"Is your mind out of order again?" He flicked the space between my eyebrows with his fingers.

I slapped his hand away angrily, "I tell you, if you are always cold-faced, your child will be cold-faced after birth."

"Better than giggling."

"..." My child, I beg you not to worship the God of Poisonous Mouth like your father. Be good, mother will take you to Mr. Jinyu.

Huang Yi chuckled, leaned over to help me sit up, "Is it better?"

"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired." I turned my head and pressed my neck, "I just want to get up and take a walk." Seeing him pursing his lips, I laughed and said, "Didn't you hear the doctor say you need to walk more? It's okay "Caibaxian, I have a very bad feeling about my life for the next eight months.

Huang Yi helped me put on the cloak, and walked me to the edge of the imperial garden at a pace that was too slow.I wanted to say that it was not necessary, but seeing his expression, I obediently shut up and walked super slowly along with him.I don't want him to worry too much, it's also to protect our children.

The weather at the end of March has warmed up, and the air is still a little humid, making the flower buds more delicate.As soon as the wind blows, the cherry blossom trees planted all over the imperial garden will be driven by the wind, and pieces of cherry blossoms will float down.A gust of wind passed by, Huang Yi raised his hand to pick off the petals on my head.I looked at him and couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Like a lunatic." Huang Yi whispered.

"Huang Yi," I said with a smile, "I want to eat sakura cake."

Huang Yi sighed annoyedly, but still responded: "Yes."

"And sakura tea."

"Tea has medicinal properties, please consult the imperial physician before discussing it."

"Yes, I understand." I rested my head on Huang Yi's shoulder.

He reached out and hugged me tightly.Cherry blossoms, ambergris, blue orchids, and the moist green grass around the body, the world suddenly becomes colorful.Their colors may not be bright enough, and they also have the dark orange color of the sunset, but they are not as scorching as the afternoon sun or the morning sun, which only makes people feel more warm.I close my eyes and let my weight rest on him.

We have known each other for 23 years.

Finally, I and his child were ushered in.I still don’t believe in God’s blessings just like when I first traveled, but I still feel grateful at this moment.

Be blessed.

Huang Yi, I love you.

I don't know how long we stood there, until the sunset completely fell in front of our eyes, and a small official came to announce that the key to the palace gate was about to be released, and we left the palace and returned to the mansion.

After returning to the mansion to freshen up, Huang Yi and I discussed the matter of adding more manpower to the mansion.In the past two years, there have been a lot of attendants in the mansion, and I seldom do housework by myself anymore—no wonder they say that you have to have a wife to find a wife. I spent a lot of money as soon as I entered the house. It is really not easy for Huang Yi to support me. , sorry, sorry──But I still haven't found a personal maid.My image is not stable right now, so it's good to find someone to accompany me.

Huang Yi sat on the couch with his hands on his knees, "Why does it look like you have been wronged when looking for a maid?"

I responded casually: "Ah, it cost money again. My husband, thank you for your hard work."

"..." Huang Yi stretched out his hand and gently tugged at my cheek, "Be honest."

Pull, I let you pull.I looked like a dead fish, and said, "Why don't I see anyone around you?" Huang Yi's suspicion is worse than mine, and we can't easily keep people around.I grabbed Huang Yi's sleeve and pulled off his hand, "My face is loose enough, sir, don't pull it anymore."

The veins on Huang Yi's forehead jumped up suddenly, and he held my hand that was pulling his sleeve with his backhand, and pulled my face again with the other hand, pulling back and forth on my cheek, in a trance, verifying the looseness of my skin, and said Unceasingly: "Didn't you never live without your personal maid?"

Ah, this stuff is really annoying for ten years.I shrugged my shoulders and let him play, and said weakly: "You think it's easy to find someone you can trust?"

Huang Yi had had enough, so he turned his hand and caressed my face, with warm palms resting on my face and neck, "Your previous ones were all like lunatics, but they still work."

"Yes, Xinzi and the others are very good. It is my honor to have four trustworthy maids. But, in other words," I smiled at him with my head tilted, "that is, there are only four. Go, there are tens of thousands of people, not counting Mr. Liu, the clerk who followed my father, but in the end, there are only four people I dare to keep by my side." Even Wang Dali can't compare.When Zhang's family first broke up, Wang Dali wanted to follow me, but was finally persuaded by his wife to go back.The things I told Wang Dali and Licorice to do have always been slightly different, just because he has a family and some things are inconvenient.It's not his fault. As the head of the family, he should care more about his family.So, how hard is it to find someone who can always be of the same mind?

Gradually, the four girls had their own families and bonds, and they became farther and farther away from me.

Sure enough, I felt like I was raising a daughter.

He just treated his eldest daughter badly.

Just as he was thinking, Huang Yi lowered his head and approached, tightening his hands, and said softly, "Don't think too much."

Yan Tian, ​​it doesn't matter if it's this guy, as long as I'm happy, isn't it?I smiled at Huang Yi again, then bumped my head on his shoulder, "Yes, I got it."

Huang Yi ran down my hair, "Don't bring this up again. You were impeached when you were dealing with the case of mother-in-law suing daughter-in-law in Huangzhou. You think it's true, but it's up to you to judge." Whether you are fair or not depends on how others explain it. What you want to say has its own place to be said, but don’t be so stupid as to leave a story for yourself.”

"Yes, I understand." I looked up and said with a smile, "But don't expect me to avoid such cases. It's your lords who passed the bill, and I will drag you down even if I die."

"Well," Huang Yi raised the corners of his mouth, "Pull it hard, then no one will dare to touch you." The bad taste reappeared in his eyebrows.

I covered my mouth and laughed.Husband is a bad guy, it's really enjoyable.

"Find someone to take care of your daily life first, and leave other business affairs to Cui Changfeng first. If you can't even use this, he will stop coming to my house."

"Yes."

At night, according to the rules of the big family, Huang Yi wanted to sleep in a separate room with me.After he settled me down, he hugged the pillow and walked out, closing the door with a creak.I slept on the bed, silently pulled up the corner of the quilt, wrapped it up, rolled it, rolled it again, rolled it left and right, and wrapped myself up.

I can't bear to ask Huang Yi to come back. Hey.

My child, your father is an ancient man, don't blame him.I closed my eyes and was about to fall asleep when there was another squeak.

He is back.

We looked at each other in silence, then looked away and laughed at the same time.

In mid-April, the official document of the Huangzhou New Deal was officially approved.Using high-quality silk cloth and the purple silk satin substrate representing the royal family, the imperial edict bears the seals of Zi Liuhui and the governors of the three provinces, followed by some blank spaces for the signatures of Zhou Mu, Zhou Yin and others.I rolled up my sleeves and rubbed the ink, then took a pen from the pen stand, dipped some ink, and signed my name on the last position, Huangzhou Governor, Zhang Zelan.

This is probably the last time I will sign an edict in this capacity.The timing of the child's arrival was just right. I didn't have to find any excuses to transfer back to Guiyang to avoid the sharp edge of the New Deal. Changfeng didn't dare to quarrel with me immediately, and obediently followed me to help me with my affairs, from official business to the mansion. Give me all sorted out.

In fact, I also want to see the implementation of this policy with my own eyes, but it would be too unwise for me to get involved as a small bookkeeper.When the ink was dry, I rolled up the edict and put it aside, then opened another edict, and a new ribbon and official seal.Just today, the Ministry of Officials also completed the transfer procedures for me, and promoted me to be the Chancellor of Guanglu Temple, the fifth rank, standing at the top of the middle-level officials--it sounds nice, but in fact, I am in charge of the court Banquets and such, lol.I didn't let other people get involved in the matter of the post station this time. It seems that I have offended many people. Not bad.

"Not satisfied?" Huang Yi walked around the screen.

I put away the official seal and ribbon of the State Registrar, and looked up with a smile, "Isn't this a good time to take a break?" I don't have the ability to charge forward with my stomach straight.

"Four years. You stay in this position for four years, and then you go to take the imperial examination."

"...Huang Yi, I'm very lucky." From Huang Yi to Hui Qia, everyone forced me to study, just to let me take the imperial examination.

"You are neither rich nor imperial, so don't even think about going to the central government."

I know, if I really thought I was such a good boy and you forced me to read those test-taking articles?I raised my hand and rubbed my forehead, "Yes, I see."

"You idiot, you are the one who wanted to come in, don't give me a dissatisfied look."

"Complaining is good for the body and mind." I said with a smile.

"..." Huang Yi glanced at me coldly, then raised his hand and rubbed my shoulders, "Go to sleep after that, and have dinner later."

Speaking of dinner... I covered my mouth and unceremoniously spit it out into the small wooden barrel that had been prepared by the side.Entering the third month of pregnancy, I vomited faintly.After taking the time to order Changfeng to send the imperial edict to Huangzhou, I bowed my head and spit it out...

At the beginning of May, when I was drowsy in bed, Feixiang came to see me.I couldn't hear exactly what he said, but when he lowered his head to talk to me, I moved my finger and poked the tip of his nose.Such a big man, and Guan Feixiang from Heizhou, don't make a sad face.

After finally waking up for a while at night, I saw Huang Yi who was leaning against the head of the bed looking out the window with frowning eyes.

"Huang Yi."

He turned his head, "Are you hungry?"

"No." Hungry, but can't eat.

Huang Yi caressed my face, leaned over and kissed my forehead, "Lan, I discussed it with the imperial physician."

"you say."

"We have to decide whether to keep the children or not. If this goes on, neither the adults nor the children will be able to keep them." It was rare for Huang Yi to speak with a little more tact.

Whether to stay or not, what he means, I know.

"Isn't it just eating?" I smiled at him, "Just eat." I would swallow it too, "It's no big deal. What are you worried about?"

Huang Yi bent down and hugged me, but carefully supported his own weight with his elbows, not pressing me down.I turned my head to touch Huang Yi's head buried in my neck, and stretched out my hand to pat his back.

"What's the matter? The imperial doctor said that it will not work if it continues like this, so it will be fine if it doesn't go on like this?"

"Lan, don't do this."

I know.I lowered my eyes, thought about it seriously, and asked, "Is there no chance at all?"

He didn't speak.

"Huang Yi."

"no."

I jokingly bumped him head-on again.lie.

"Lan, wait until next time." He said in a deep voice.

"Even if there is a next time, it might not be this one." The child is always unique. I know Huang Yi is uncomfortable, but he forces himself to make a decision so that when I complain in the future, I can blame him .The idiot.I whispered: "When there is a limit in the ends of the world, there is only endless love." People will die one day, but some things will not end with the end of life, just like, I love you.

Huang Yi remained silent.

"Huang Yi, I'm not really stupid. Try again, it won't work," I pursed my lips, "Then send him away, okay?" I rubbed his temples, "Don't worry, I'll still I haven't lived enough, I haven't trampled you under my feet in the court~" Not yet, I've had enough with you.

"Yeah." He got up a little and stroked my face, "Don't worry, I'll arrange other things."

"Yes, I understand."

"Lan, I won't make you go back on what you promised."

"Yes," I laughed, with tears rolling down the corners of my eyes, "Understood." It made you worry.Work hard with me for a little more time, if it doesn't work, I won't force it.

"Idiot," Huang Yi's voice was extremely soft, and his rough palm gently wiped my face, "Don't cry."

"Coax me." Hahahaha.

The corner of Huang Yi's mouth twitched, then he bent down resignedly, and whispered in my ear, "Life and death are inseparable, talk to Zicheng." His deep voice sounded slowly, and his hands tightly held my hand Hand, "Hold the hand of the son, and grow old together with the son."

I laughed again and the tears rolled down again.

How beautiful would it be if the poems could come true?

It's a pity that it is precisely because they are hard to reach that people write down these distant wishes, so that ordinary people who can't get what they want will be passed down through the ages and become a swan song.

In the days that followed, after I vomited, I insisted on eating again, and Huang Yi was by my side to take care of it. The situation was repeated again and again. Fortunately, I finally survived.In a blink of an eye, it was late autumn again, and my stomach had swelled into a ball, just waiting for the day of delivery.

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