The black fan of death has become popular [Rebirth]

After finishing Bo Lin, Bai Yuqi sat alone on the curb in the smoking area outside the hospital and lit one.

The scarlet cigarette butt became the only light in the darkness, Bai Yuqi didn't smoke much, but stared blankly more.

In the time for a cigarette, Bai Yuqi returned to the inpatient building, pushed open the door of the emergency passage, stepped on each section firmly, and then walked up.

The chicken feathers in my heart dissipated with the exhaustion of time and physical strength, and those reluctance and hesitation were all thrown away.

"Squeak."

The door of the ward was pushed open, and Bai Yuqi walked in with a basin of hot water.

Yu Xiaoyan's bed was adjusted by the nurse, and he leaned on the pillow to watch TV, which happened to be broadcasting news at this hour.

Seeing Bai Yuqi approaching, he couldn't help following him: "Qiqi, where have you been?"

Bo Yuqi walked over cautiously carrying a water basin, for fear that his buff would suddenly lose his temper and pour a basin of water on the patient.

"Go see grandpa off." Bai Yuqi twisted the hot towel, stood up and looked at him, "The doctor won't let you move, don't take a bath today, let me wipe it for you?"

Yu Xiaoyan nodded several times, for fear that his little wife would regret it: "Okay."

Bai Yuqi looked at Yu Xiaoyan's expression of "I'll be good, come quickly", his cheeks couldn't help but burn, and he couldn't avoid the sticky gaze, which really made him a little overwhelmed.

Yu Xiaoyan's hair, which had been growing for a month, was shaved short again for the operation, and his unshakable head revealed his stunningly handsome face, which was full of upright handsomeness.

Bai Yuqi suddenly thought of a senior director who praised Yu Xiaoyan for having a "decent face".

At that time, the senior director was filming an anniversary film, and there was a positive representative character in it. He fell in love with Yu Xiaoyan at first sight, saying that he had the kind of quiet edge that other people didn't have.

Like a knife hidden in a low-key scabbard for killing evil and shoveling rape.

At that time, Bai Yuqi was still talking nonsense with that black fan account, saying that his acting skills can only rely on his face as a vase, and he also satirized that his face doomed him to have a narrow role in the role.

Now he just wants to strangle his former self in front of the keyboard, and make this world less of a keyboard warrior.

Yu Xiaoyan's outstretched little finger poked his little wife's arm, and his thoughts of running away were pulled back.

"Huh? What... what's wrong?" Bai Yuqi glanced at him, then lowered his head again.

"Qiqi, are you tired?" Yu Xiaoyan asked with concern while holding Bai Yuqi's hand.

"No." Bai Yuqi quickly pulled away the hand he was holding, and walked to the basin beside him, leaning sideways to get a towel to dip in the water.

Yu Xiaoyan looked at himself empty and unable to hold his little wife's hand, a dark wound flashed in his eyes.

……

Bai Yuqi stiffly finished wiping his body, his monkey butt-like face was so hot that he didn't dare to look at him, and didn't dare to help him put on his pajamas, and held the basin He ran away without looking back.

Yu Xiaoyan, whose upper body was almost naked/bare, looked at the messy steps of his little wife, and his heart sank suddenly.

He picked up the mobile phone by the table and opened the four-person son group suspiciously.

- Fish Daddy: Am I out of shape?

-Father Fish: Why didn’t my kids react at all when they saw it?

-Fish daddy: You don't like me?

Rong Yi was the first to bubble up: Didn't it mean that your brain was smashed?Still playing on the phone?

Xiang Shuo expressed his concern: You can knock your head on that slope, have you returned all the fucking things you learned in the team?Don't say you are from 731 in the future!

Lin Jing was the only one who gave the answer: You don't even care about your body, you two are talking about Plato?

Yu Xiaoyan: ...

This group of unreliable sons, you might as well shut up if you ask them.

Of course, what Yu Xiaoyan didn't know was how much the three brothers reacted when they found out that he was lying in the hospital.

Rong Yi was still chatting with some important guests in the private club. When the phone was connected, it was too noisy. Rong Yi yelled twice but it didn't work. He picked up a bottle of Lafite from the table and knocked it directly. The audience was silent.

Xiang Shuo was practicing/sniping in the field. Just after practicing, he changed his hand and took a short step 27. His assistant ran over to explain the situation.

With a "bang", Xiang Shuo, who has always been a gun/heart, scored 9 points for the first time.He was discussed by the group of bastards under him for a whole night.

……

After Bai Yuqi ran to the bathroom to pour water, he washed himself as well, so as to calm down the burning cheeks and calm down a certain little brother who was about to stir.

With the water basin in the way, as long as he slips fast, the stupid fish head doesn't know what's going on in his mind that will be blocked and mosaiced if he speaks out!

Not to mention that some unspeakable changes have taken place in his body!

Bo Yuqi didn't wipe the water from his face, he squatted on the ground, leaning his head against the wall, closed his eyes and took a long breath.

What about his straight male homophobia?

And he has never been able to raise the flag to any man before.

Bai Yuqi touched his face, and fidgetily rubbed his hair with both hands.

……

After calming down, Bai Yuqi entered the ward with a blank expression, brushed his teeth and soaked his feet, and accompanied him to the bathroom in the ward.When the two of them came out, the lights in the entire corridor had been turned off, leaving only a few lights flickering in a few wards.

"Are you sleepy? Go to sleep." Bai Yuqi helped the man to the bed, "Are you dizzy?"

Yu Xiaoyan sat by the bed, shook his head slightly: "It doesn't hurt."

"That's fine." Bai Yuqi helped him to lie down, covered him with a quilt, and adjusted the bed down.

"I turned off the overhead light and left you a night light. This is too dazzling." Bai Yuqi yawned after finishing speaking. He slept for a while except when he passed out, and he didn't close his eyes again. I'm a little tired.

"Okay." Yu Xiaoyan looked at the thick dark circles under his little wife's eyes, feeling distressed.

Bai Yuqi turned off the light and moved the bed next to him to Yu Xiaoyan's side, reducing the distance between the two beds as much as possible.

"Call me if you need anything at night." Bai Yuqi sat on the outermost edge of the bed, with his back facing Yu Xiaoyan's slippers, he really wanted to lie down.

"Okay." Yu Xiaoyan turned his head sideways and looked at the little wife who had taken off her coat.

It was an unfamiliar room, not a very spacious bed, and there was a warm yellow lamp between the two of them emitting soft and warm light.

The little wife was right in front of his eyes, but he couldn't reach it, and his arms could only touch the edge of his bed.

Bai Yuqi changed into pajamas, lay on the bed covered by Yueyue's changed sheets, turned sideways, put his hands beside his face and looked towards Yu Xiaoyan.

Before the two of them slept together, they simply slept, and because they were too busy and tired during the day, they fell asleep when they stuck to the bed.

This was the first time that the two of them looked at each other face to face, letting their gazes intertwine and test each other.

Under the warm yellow light, seeing each other clearly is like adding a layer of tulle, flickering.

I can catch it but it seems like I haven't caught it, scratching my heart lightly.That is, the moment of inability to touch, inexplicably synchronized breathing and heartbeat.

No one wants to break the silence at this moment.

Don't think about how to turn around and leave the person who wants to catch the person who is reluctant to let go.

Don't think about it, the firm sincerity that accompanies you day and night is just wishful thinking in the mirror.

"Xiao Yan, go to sleep." Bai Yuqi looked at him and spoke first.

Yu Xiaoyan didn't answer immediately this time, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I don't want to sleep."

"Can you tell me a story?"

Bai Yuqi: "..."

"What do you want to hear?" Bai Yuqi scratched his head, searching for things like bedtime stories and fairy tales in his mind, "Let me tell you first, I haven't heard many stories."

Yu Xiaoyan followed his example and turned sideways: "You tell me, and I will listen."

"Then you will listen to my nonsense?" Bai Yuqi laughed.

"I will listen to everything you say, and I will believe everything you say." As long as you are willing to say it, he is willing to believe it.

"Let's think about it..." Bai Yuqi changed his posture, lay flat and blinked his eyelids, "A long time ago, there was a little boy walking in the alley of Tongzilou in the slums, one trash can after another He went to rummage through things, and occasionally found half a shoe, so he kicked off the one on his foot and put on a new one..."

That was the second time he was living on the street due to the bankruptcy of the orphanage. He was once familiar with the second time. This time, he was not as scared as the first time. Old pockmarked legs grab the site.

The little boy is very good-looking, and he is the most beautiful child in the entire orphanage. Every time, he is the first to be picked by those who come to adopt him, but there will be various accidents. He has never been adopted from the orphanage. go out.

Then, after four orphanages went bankrupt, he was seven years old, at the age where he could go to elementary school.

The little boy meets the man who caused his nightmares for ten years.

Those water tanks, cages, big palms, and fragments of fragmented memory were all packaged up by him, and he deliberately avoided forgetting them, only slipping into his dreamland quietly on a certain night.

Before he was too young, no one taught and no one told him what to do.

He can only be like an inexhaustible weed, trying his best to earn a chance to live in this land.

Learn to fight back from being beaten and scolded, and learn to take revenge.

But he couldn't find the person who appeared in the palm of his dream, and he didn't understand how those days existed. He seemed to be thrown into a maze by someone volleying in the air, and he could only stumble and fumble through it, looking out the window. Lun Mingyue survived round after round of torture.

Later he met a person, a person who didn't know what his name was or what he looked like.

Even though he hid behind the curtain, he planted a dream for the little boy at the time.

That is the god in his heart.

But before he found that person, he disappeared.

Later, he found a clue from a few words, and followed the clues to find the current male god Qu Yuchen.

Although the feeling of the male god was different from the first time he met, he was still impressed by Qu Yuchen.

Qu Yuchen has a willful life that he doesn't have. He is free and indulgent, and he can do what he wants to do and say what he wants to say.

The little boy has struggled all the way to this day, and now he can stand upright in front of people, and he has become an adult who can support himself.

But just when he thought his life could be spent in a normal way, God made another joke for him.

"He, this time, has a debt that he will never pay off in his lifetime." Bai Yuqi murmured.

Falling in love with the person I used to hate when I was very childish.

Bai Yuqi finished the last sentence in his heart, showing an embarrassed smile.

Saying it in your heart counts.

He confessed!

The author has something to say: Divorce Diary No.70 of Bai Mou, six articles:

It's just that the stupid fish head can't hear it!

So what?

Anyway, I confessed!