[Full Time] Behind the Glory

It's okay to answer her with a soft and tender love word.It's a pity that the man she likes is introverted, deep and tough, and he can overcome all the headaches for her without changing his face.He can also indulge her hypocrisy of all the petty bourgeoisie with a light expression, but it is really difficult for him to coax her with sweet words and smooth tongue.

Look, man is such a greedy animal.Knowing that you can't have both fish and bear's paws, but still not satisfied, you have to look forward to Shu.So worrying about gains and losses, so suffering and hurting feelings.

Just like Zhou Lei.Just like her.Just like all the women in the world who fall in love and are unwilling.

Zhou Lei was still pouring herself a cup of wine, through the lights and music, Lin Qian could faintly feel her loss, hesitation and depression.After watching her kill a bottle of vodka, Lin Xi finally couldn't help stretching out her hand: "Enough, Lei Lei. There's no need to humiliate yourself like this for a broken love."

Zhou Lei shook her head, pushed away Lin Qian's hand that stopped her, held up her last Qingming and said: "Qi Qian, you don't understand. This is my memorial service for my own youth. After getting drunk, life still has to go on. , People still have to move forward. I am still the same me, the little white-collar worker in the steel and concrete TV station building. I indulged once today, just so that no scars will be left in the future, and the pain will heal too slowly, which will affect my future road. "

Lin Qian let go of her hand, silently acquiescing to her fallacy.That day Zhou Lei got herself completely drunk by herself.Lin Qian was also covered in wine and tears.Drunk and crying, Zhou Lei fell asleep quietly lying on the bar counter.Together with the bar's security guards, Lin Qian got her into the car, then dutifully took her home, handed her over to her family, and then turned back.

The road from Zhou Lei's house to hers was very long, and the lights were all on, but it couldn't dispel Lin Qian's anxiety and depression no matter what.She began to worry, worried that she and Han Wenqing would not be in sync after their marriage, and also worried that Zhou Lei's today would be her Lin Qian's tomorrow.A never-before-seen sense of hesitation emerged from the bottom of Lin Qian's heart, took root, sprouted, and when it was about to grow into a towering tree, thank God, she arrived home.

A home with the door closed but the lights on.Lin Qian's subconscious reaction was not that Han Wenqing came back, but whether there was a thief in the house?Lin Qian stopped the car, walked out of the garage, and hesitated between entering the door or not. Suddenly, the light in the front hall corridor was turned on, and then the hall door opened. Han Wenqing stood on the corridor and looked at Lin Qian with a stern expression.

Lin Qian breathed a sigh of relief at first, but was soon replaced by an unknown fire: Did I make any mistakes when I came back?Why are you looking at me with a cold face?

Han Wenqing leaned against the door, stared down at Lin Qian from the steps, and asked in a bad tone, "Where did you go?"

Lin Qian didn't want to talk to him, turned her head and walked past him.Han Wenqing frowned: a strong smell of wine came from his wife, and she was driving just now!In the evening, at nearly eleven o'clock, she smelled of alcohol and drove home from an unknown place!

Han Wenqing's expression turned ugly, and he grabbed Lin Qian's arm: "Have you been drinking?"

Lin Qian glanced back at Han Wenqing, and wanted to explain: No.It was just splashed by Zhou Lei.But after seeing Han Wenqing's expression, the explanation was immediately swallowed into his stomach.I don't know where Ms. Lin got the strength to get rid of her husband's restraint with a "snap", walked to a place two meters away from him, stared at him and said coldly: "What? Is the Han team going to ask the teacher for a crime? Or Said, if you don't come back, I have to wait at home, can't I find something else to entertain myself?"

Han Wenqing narrowed his eyes visibly in displeasure as he spoke in a strange tone.

"Why didn't you answer the phone?"

This sentence was the reason why Han Wenqing suppressed his anger from the very beginning and treated him coldly.That night, he called her no fewer than five times.None were connected!From receiving her audio text message yesterday to returning to the Q city club today, he was busy with the team work non-stop and returned home immediately.But when we arrived, there was no one in the house.I couldn't get through on the phone, so I asked my parents where they were, but I didn't go!He waited until eleven o'clock, only to find such a nonsense reason!

Mr. Han is very angry!

"No time." Lin Qian dropped her bag, turned her head and said a choking reply, who knew why she didn't tell him that she was going to the opera house, where the mobile phone could not be turned on.

After hearing this, Han Wenqing's face sank, and the anger in his heart burst out.Since he was a child, no one has ever talked to him like Lin Qian now: this is simply looking for trouble!

"What exactly do you want?" Han Wenqing frowned, pulled Lin Qian back, and locked her between himself and the wall, asking in a deep voice.

Lin Qian looked up at him, and a voice in her mind shouted: Quick, tell him!Tell him, tell him you miss him!Tell him that you are afraid of losing him; tell him that you are afraid of being alone in the house, tell him that you are worried that Zhou Lei is a lesson for you!

But in terms of action, Lin Qian's performance was that she pushed Han Wenqing's arm away, turned around and shouted at him:

"What do I want to do? What else can I want to do? Apart from looking at the big house and imagining whether there are bad guys coming outside, what else can I do? In a week, you leave for three or four days! Never ask me Are you afraid, are you doing well? Now you have to care about what I think and what I do? Han Wenqing, stop coming!"

Once a gentle and submissive person gets angry, it must be a very fearful and terrible thing.

Lin Qian has always shown others in a docile and well-behaved state.But when the care and concern in the bottom of my heart are backlogged to nowhere to send, some negative emotions will grow secretly, which are not obvious on weekdays, but today I encountered the Zhou Lei incident as the fuse. With the culprit who made her tangled and messed up in front of her eyes, her violent anger was naturally on the verge of breaking out.

So it was too late to adjust the messy mood, and the hurtful words had already been uttered.

"You were waiting for me just now? You were in a hurry? But it was only for one night! You couldn't bear it for one night. Do you know how I lived those days and nights when you were not here? Did you ever care? Have you asked? In your heart, what am I?"

"In such an empty yard, I'm the only one! Thunderstorm and lightning, I'm the only one! I can't sleep all night, even if I know you're in the club in Q City, I don't even dare to call you! I'm afraid it will affect you Work! I'm afraid it will affect your rest! What about you? Have you ever asked me? Han Wenqing, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? Isn't what I've done enough? Isn't it enough? "

In the last sentence, Lin Qian yelled at Han Wenqing with tears in her eyes. .

After yelling, she stood there blankly, as if she had just realized what she had done.After a long time, when she looked up and saw Han Wenqing's mixed, inexplicable, astonished, and dazed expression, Lin Qian suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness: it turned out that he was completely unaware of this problem before that.

"...I'm sorry, I lost my temper." Lin Qian opened her mouth and apologized insincerely.Then he turned around and quickly walked towards the bedroom without waiting for Han Wenqing's reaction. The door closed with a bang.

Han Wenqing was so shocked that his expression recovered instantly, he walked to the door in two or three steps, and slapped the door panel a few times.

"Lin Qian, open the door!"

Captain Han's behavior was rough and his voice was irritable, as if he was on the verge of an emotional outburst.

But at this critical point, Lin Qian could still hear a trace of hidden worry.It's just that she didn't respond or make a sound.He allowed him to slam the door hard twice, and shouted at her again: "Lin Qian, open the door for me!"

As the male owner, he actually has keys to every lock in the house, including this bedroom.Just because he didn't know whether she was behind the door or not, if pushing the door rashly would hurt her, Han Wenqing could only argue with Lin Qian through the door.

Inside the door, Lin Qian didn't realize this, she was lowering her head, closing her eyes tiredly and hoarsely: "I'm very confused today. I'm afraid I can't figure it out. Wen Qing, you should sleep in the guest room first."

This is what keeps people out.Mrs. Han is really awesome.Fortunately, it is a private matter in the boudoir, so it is easy not to spread it to the outside world, otherwise if it is known to outsiders, I don't know what expression they should put on to express their shock.

Of course, as soon as the powerful Mrs. Han finished speaking, she slid down the wall to the corner and squatted down.

No matter how well-bred, no matter how well-educated, she is nothing more than an ordinary woman when she meets an unhappy couple.Inherited the traditional means of Chinese women: sharp teeth, sharp mouth, soft heart.Even if you grit your teeth and shut people out, people still have duplicity.

At this time, Han Wenqing only needs to bow his head to be soft, then say a few nice words casually, coax people, and hug Lin Qian to make out, maybe this matter will be over tonight.

Unfortunately, Han Wenqing is not that kind of person.Where did he expect so many twists and turns, confusing twists and turns of romance?As soon as he heard Lin Qian chase him into the guest room, Captain Han burst into flames, turned around and angrily kicked the sofa twice, without knocking on the door, turned his head and picked up his coat, and rushed out in a chill. The door slammed shut with a bang.

Not long after, Lin Qian heard the sound of Han Wenqing's car starting, and when she panicked and rushed to the French window to look around, Han Wenqing had already driven out the gate and sped towards the club.

He, actually, slammed the door and left.

Lin Qian squatted on the ground in aggrieved manner, hugged her shoulders, buried her head in her arms, and whimpered.

As for Han Wenqing, he drove all the way to the club. When the doorman opened the door for him, he was surprised: It's almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night. Isn't the Korean team a bit dedicated to come to the club at this time?

and the next day