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She got to the point.

"Gege" She used to call me Xinyue in private, "I know about you, I just want to hear from you today, is this true? Did you really have feelings for Nu Dahai?" ?”

Hearing her questioning, I was relieved instead. I was worried that I couldn't fix him. I put down the tea in my hand calmly, looked at her seriously, and asked: "Do you think it is possible for me to love him? Or ask , do you think Nudahai has such a great charm to attract me?"

Yan Ji's face suddenly changed from lifeless to full of hope, she grabbed my arm excitedly, and said in a trembling voice: "Really? Xinyue, you really don't love Nu Dahai? But why did he say so definitely? Are you really in love?"

I couldn't bear to cover my face, and raised my middle finger to the sky. Sure enough, the brainless can't understand human words, so I replied with a smile: "Fu Jin, I really like you and regard you as a relative, so I won't lie to you , just like my mother-in-law who will never deceive me."

She nodded and looked at me nervously, "What Nu Dahai said was all based on his imagination. How could I be in love with a man like Ama? And it was before the filial piety? Actually, it was early When I found out that something was wrong with him, I distanced myself from him. I thought the Queen Mother would keep me in the palace, but unexpectedly, she let me stay at your house temporarily. After entering the mansion, I also explained to him, After clarification, I didn’t expect him to still be obsessed with it.”

After the misunderstanding was resolved, she let go of her domineering side, became depressed, sobbed softly, and choked up: "Xinyue, what should I do? Nu Dahai~ he is now acting like crazy, forcing me to find You, let me tell you that I will accept you and bless your love, I thought you were as he described, I wanted to come to you today to dispel that idea, but now~how could he~"

"Fu Jin, it's a man's nature to like the new and dislike the old. Nu Dahai may have loved you very much, but time will change everything and fade everything. His love for you is obviously not that deep. Maybe you should get to know your husband again."

After hearing what I said, Yanji stopped her tears and sat there in a daze. After a long while, she gradually straightened her back, "He and his family are far away from a boy to pass on the incense. Add some brothers."

After Yanji left, I ordered my servants to lock the door and not allow anyone to disturb my chanting. I had just finished chanting for a while when Nu Dahai’s voice came over. Da, the people in my yard are all from the palace. If he broke into my boudoir so blatantly, if it spreads to the palace, his future will probably be ruined.

"Gege, do you want to go out and have a look?" I looked at Yunwa and said coldly, "No, tell Mang Gutai to stop him, and someone will take care of him later."

Chapter 18

Not long after, the old lady came in person, said something to Nu Dahai, and dragged him away. Later, Yunwa came back and said that the nuns beside the old lady gave all the slaves in Lengyue Pavilion a gift. After paying the money, I sneered, no wonder Nu Dahai is so brainless, how dare you have such a bastard, the people in the palace can be bought with your little money?

Three days later, the Empress Dowager ordered me to enter the palace. After changing clothes so skillfully, Yan Ji came. What she said was that she wanted me to hide the matter of Nu Dahai. I lightly supported Kai Yunwa's hand , motioned her to back down, then looked at Yan Ji coldly, and said, "Yan Ji, do you think that if I don't tell the Queen Mother, you won't know? Shut up?"

No matter how smart a woman is, she will lose her usual wisdom when it comes to herself, and she is no exception, "Yan Ji, what you should do now is not to beg me, but to find a way to control your husband. I'm just a novelty. You're not in your prime, aren't you any less beautiful than a green girl, Yan Ji, or a beautiful girl from the Qing Dynasty? Don't forget what you said a few days ago? It's painful to serve a husband, but you still Having children, love, is just something for young people."

After finishing speaking, I walked out of the hall without hesitation. As for whether it makes sense or not, it is up to her. After arriving at the Palace of Compassion, the Empress Dowager first asked our siblings about food and accommodation as a matter of routine, and also praised me for keeping my filial piety. , when the greetings were almost over, she changed the topic and asked about the reason why Nu Dahai made such a fuss in Lengyue Pavilion. I thought to myself, Yanji, it’s not that I don’t help you, but that they don’t give me the chance to help you at all. , then thought about it and replied, the Queen Mother nodded after listening.

"Xinyue, your filial piety period will pass in a few months, and you have reached the age of marriage, do you think about it?" Is it like this for all empress dowagers?I and Shuo Gege can pick a husband by themselves?

I got up and knelt down in the middle, and replied: "Although Xinyue is young, she also understands that marriage matters depend on her parents' orders. According to the matchmaker's words, now that both of Xinyue's parents are dead, the Queen Mother is Xinyue's most respected elder, and everything is up to the Queen Mother. "

"Oh? Are you afraid that Aijia will point out someone you don't like?"

I replied with a sweet voice: "What the queen mother said, how can there be any disagreement? Xinyue believes in the queen mother."

The queen mother laughed, and said to Su Ma beside her: "Look at this girl, how sweet her mouth is, it seems that if Aijia doesn't find her a satisfactory husband and son-in-law, it won't work, girl, come to Aijia, let Aijia Take a good look."

I sat down next to her without hesitation, and let her look her up and down, "Well, she is a good girl, would you like to come into the palace to accompany Ai's family?"

I should obey my fate, stay away from Nudahai, I wish I could, and then I was arranged by Su Ma in the side hall of the Cining Palace. In the evening, Keshan was also taken into the palace, accompanied by Yunwa, but Manggutai is a man He was not allowed to enter the inner court, so I begged the Queen Mother to arrange a post of bodyguard for him.

Xiaozhuang is quite easy-going to me, and the Palace of Compassion and Ning followed me around. Keshan lived in the elder brother's house, and went to the study room with the elder brothers every day. Here I also met the famous concubine Dong E and Emperor Kangxi in history. Li told Keshanduo and Kangxi that the future emperor's thighs must be hugged tightly, and the love they grew up with is different. If Keshan doesn't make any big mistakes, then his life's glory and wealth will be assured. .

In just two months, I have become the role of Qing'er in the Compassionate Ning Palace, and Xiao Zhuang has gradually become inseparable from me. Today, when I was concentrating on dressing her, she seemed to have no intention of saying: "Listen! The emperor said that Nu Dahai made three tricks and wanted to take you back to his house, what do you think?"

I continued to move my hands without raising my eyelids, and replied: "I'm not going anywhere, I'm right next to the queen mother, but this Nu Dahai, I think the emperor should send an imperial doctor to see if he's sick, maybe it's because of the war Broke the brain? It’s not right, I guess it’s flooded.”

The Empress Dowager burst out laughing, and said angrily, "You girl is so weak. When you first arrived in the palace, Ai's family thought you were a prudent person, but now you look like a little rascal."

I curled my lips, "You despise me? How can it be? Without me by your side, don't you feel that something is missing?"

Aunt Su Ma poked my head on the side, and said with a smile: "You, the queen mother is really sure that the fox's tail is exposed, but you are also sure, our queen mother, we are really leaving now. I can't leave you anymore, haha~"

After laughing, the queen mother said solemnly: "Fu Jin from Nu Dahai handed over the sign, and I guess he also wanted to take the opportunity to meet you, girl, the Ai family knows you well these days, it's not your fault, it's Nu Dahai Wishful thinking is beyond the rules, but he has military achievements after all, and the emperor is not good at taking heavy responsibility, you have a lot of eyes, and you can give her an idea."

In the afternoon, the Empress Dowager summoned Yanji, and after a few casual words, she went to the Buddhist hall to chant sutras. We were the only ones left in the hall. Looking at her emaciated face, I couldn't help but ask, "Yanji, what are you doing?" How did it happen? What happened?"

When I asked, she choked up, "Xinyue, I gave Nudahai a few concubines, but he was still not satisfied, and even gave the emperor three orders to take you back. No one in civil and military circles is aware of the trouble, what do you think I should do? Jiyuan's future is probably over, and Luo Lin's marriage~"

I rubbed my brows and said coldly: "Yan Ji, look at what you look like now? Where is your intelligence and wisdom? As a man, Ji Yuan, what's the point of relying on the merits of his ancestors? Gold shines everywhere, As for Luo Lin, don't worry, I will ask the queen mother to point out a good marriage for her, but Yan Ji is not important, the important thing is do you have an idea?"

"I~my heart is in a mess, Nudahai has treated me very well these years, I~"

I interrupted her mercilessly, and said coldly: "Yanji, you just remember one sentence from me. If you are ruthless, I will give up. We are Manchus, so we just need to learn the culture and etiquette of the Han people. As for the pedantic things, there is no need Take it to heart, love can only love those who are worthy of love. Well, this is the Palace of Compassion and Ning, so it's not convenient to say more, you go back and think about it."

When serving the Queen Mother to go to bed at night, she held my hand and asked solemnly: "Girl, who is worthy of your love?"

I continued to cover her with the quilt, and was not surprised that she knew about my conversation with Yan Ji this afternoon. This is the "benefit" of living in the palace, and there is no privacy at all. Then I sat on the footbed and replied: "Go back Empress Dowager, Xinyue hasn't met her yet, maybe she won't in her lifetime, but if all the men in this world are as frivolous and mindless as Nu Dahai, then Xinyue would rather be with the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha for a lifetime."

She looked at me fixedly, and said three words softly, "Continue talking."

I was stunned, "Queen, still