All kinds of wear

For the sake of?Don't let Hao Erlang of our Eight Banners bleed and die because of him, it's not worth it. "

Luo Lin is lively and cute, with no scheming, and a complicated family is not suitable for her, so I chose a noble but uncomplicated husband's family for her, and then called Yan Ji and her daughter into the palace, and talked to each other Yan Ji was very satisfied with her family background, and Luo Lin's marriage was settled like this.

In a blink of an eye, it is snowing season, Dong E's birth date is approaching, and Xuan Ye and I are getting closer and closer. Of course, I am also very concerned about his upbringing, but the only thing I don't understand It is the emperor's attitude towards me, which seems to be there, sometimes strong and sometimes weak.

"Your Majesty, the fetus in Chengqian Palace started to move this morning, and I'm afraid it's about to give birth." The one who answered was Sister Qing, who was sent to me by the Empress Dowager after Yunwa got married.

"Go to Chengqian Palace, Xiao Xizi, and send the imperial physician to Chengqian Palace to wait."

Dong E's family gave birth for a day and a night, and finally gave birth to a thin prince in the morning of the next day. When Nurse Jingqi carried the child out, the emperor embraced him excitedly, but did not say anything. This is my first son. As for the first child, when the emperor was holding the child, I probably took a few glances. His face was sallow and his lanugo was sparse. It seemed that this child was destined to die young.

The Empress Dowager did not express too much about Dong E's giving birth to a prince, she just rewarded the child as usual, without even looking at the child, and the other concubines followed suit, and I rewarded things as usual, And said a few words to Dong Eshi before returning to Kunning Palace.

At three o'clock, the emperor bestowed a name on the fourth elder brother who was less than a hundred days old, and held three banquets according to the prince's specifications. She said some sour words like a black-eyed chicken, but the queen mother didn't say a word, and looked at the emperor and Dong E's with cold eyes, which made me feel cold all over.

I think that even if the fourth elder brother is strong, he will probably die young. Dong E is a smart woman, but her cleverness is misunderstood by her cleverness. She has erected too many enemies in the harem. It is doomed that nothing will happen to her and her children. In the end, a woman who doesn't know how to be low-key, who thinks that she can gain a foothold in the harem with the emperor's favor, how can the ending be better?

As expected, with the "help" of everyone in the harem, the fourth elder brother died when he was about to turn one year old. The emperor was furious and ordered a thorough investigation.

"Queen, look, this is the harem you manage for me? It's like a nest of snakes and rats. I'm going to abolish them, abolish them~"

I didn't say I was abolished, I was really flattered, I glanced at the list in the emperor's hand, it was just a few concubines who were not obvious from the family and had little involvement, I thought to myself, there is no one who can make such an arrangement than Queen Mother.

"Your Majesty, as the lord of the Six Palaces, the concubine failed to notice this. It was the concubine's dereliction of duty. Please punish me by the emperor."

He was silent for a while, then helped me up and said, "Xinyue, do you have any liking for me?"

Well?I was a little confused, he turned too fast, "The emperor is the wife of my concubine, of course my concubine likes the emperor."

"No, you don't like it. Wu Yunzhu said that love is selfish and lovers can't be shared. You never love me, don't love~" As he said, he walked out of Kunning Palace slowly. It suddenly made me sad.

Chapter 22

The word love is both familiar and unfamiliar to me. Facing the lonely back of the emperor, I can't bear it but I don't know how to deal with it. I have been a human being for four generations. I thought I could see through the world and people's hearts, but I never thought I would still be like this I don't know, I want to keep him, but I feel stuck in my throat, I can only watch him go further and further away.

From then on, the emperor doted on Dong E's more and more, and he really became the only favorite in the six palaces, but even so, he couldn't keep her life, and couldn't stop her passing, because the queen mother didn't allow her to live , in the same way, Dong E's death also took away the emperor's last bit of life, he got smallpox, not a monk because of love.

Because the emperor had smallpox, the empress dowager ordered the palace to be sealed. For a while, people in the Forbidden City were in panic. When the empress dowager asked who would like to serve the concubines in the harem, no one in the huge harem answered. At this time, the emperor flashed in my mind. So he stood up and walked to the center of the hall, bowed, "Go back to the queen mother, and my concubine is willing to serve the emperor."

The Empress Dowager looked at me, hesitated to speak, turned to a sigh, and said: "Get up, empress, the Aijia handed over the emperor to you, you are a blessed person, I hope you can bring your blessings with me." To the emperor, you are my hero of the Qing Dynasty." After finishing the words, he looked coldly at the concubines in the palace, and the cold air in the Palace of Compassionate Ning was suddenly overwhelming.

After leaving the Compassionate Ning Palace, I hurried back to the Kun Ning Palace. After arranging Xuan Ye's affairs, I walked into the Qianqing Palace alone with some change of clothes.

Seeing that it was me, the emperor saw a flash of shock and then joy in his eyes, and finally clenched his fists fiercely, scolding: "What are you doing here? Do you want to die? Are all the slaves in the Forbidden City dead? Do you still want you, the mother of a country, to serve the sick?"

I smiled gently, walked to his bedside, sat down without the slightest fear, and said softly: "How can the concubine spare her life? How does the emperor know that we will not be able to pass this test? Even Xuan Ye can survive, why can't the emperor ? Leave your husband to a group of slaves to take care of, and the concubines are worried."

In the first few days, perhaps because he was in a good mood, his body gradually became paler, but it only lasted for a few days, and his condition suddenly declined. The imperial physicians ordered him to take care of him, but the emperor's condition still did not improve, until one day, his spirit was very good, I understand that this is probably the so-called flashback, the emperor probably also understood his condition, and ordered Soni Aobai Wait for the minister to come to the Qianqing Palace.

Across a screen, the emperor said slowly: "Sony drafted an order. After I go, the throne will be passed on to the third elder brother Xuanye, and the jade plate will be changed to the son of the middle palace, and the world will be announced."

"My lord~" I exclaimed.

He ignored me, and continued: "Queen Borzigit Nadazhu listens to the government behind the curtain."

This time it was not me who exclaimed, but all the ministers in the room who exclaimed together. Naturally, I refused, but the emperor had a tough attitude. After saying these few words, he ordered everyone to leave the Qianqing Palace.

After everyone left, he patted my hand and sighed, "Xinyue, I really love you, but as an emperor, I have to do something to hurt you. I can't heal the pain of childlessness for you, but that's all I can do for you. As for asking you to hang the curtain, I have my own considerations. The queen's mother is very greedy for power. After I leave, Xuan Ye will definitely Be her puppet, but I know that you won't, you don't love power, let alone greedy for power, I'm very relieved to entrust state affairs to you."

After talking so much in one breath, he was obviously a little tired. After taking a few breaths, he continued: "Xinyue, I'm sorry, I want you to be sandwiched between me and Erniang. It must have been hard for you these few years. At first I just want to make Erniang mistakenly think that I dote on Dong E, so that she can't demand too much from you, I never thought~ But because of my idea, we drifted away, and what happened later was just more and more You are getting deeper and deeper, Xinyue, you are a good wife, I missed you in this life, don't blame me~"

At this time, I couldn't help crying, I want to tell him, I don't blame him, I only blame myself for being weak and timid, if I take a bold step, maybe our ending will not be like this, maybe I can get happiness in this life, maybe ... But it was too late, no matter how much I regretted it, he would never hear it again.

After the funeral, as expected by the emperor, the Empress Dowager tightly grasped the power of the government. Although the imperial decree ordered me to hang down the curtain, I was just an empty shell, and the morning court every day was just for show.

"Emperor Niang, why do Sony and the others go to the imperial grandmother instead of you? Am I the kind of puppet emperor mentioned in the history books?"

"Xuan Ye, whether you are a puppet or not depends on what you do. There is nothing in this world that you can get for nothing, especially rights. You are still young and can't handle state affairs well, so Er Niang wants you to study hard. , to learn the ways of the emperor, as a grandson, shouldn’t you be filial to your grandmother? Go to the Palace of Compassion and Ning to accompany your grandmother more often, and learn from her the way of imperial power, you know?”

Since then, Xuan Ye has never stopped studying in the morning and evening, and he is very attentive in his studies. He has practiced it 120 times in history, and I have been between the Queen Mother and Xuan Ye, and I have been in touch with the government little by little. , secretly cultivating one's own strength.

It wasn't until Xuanye got married that this superficial peace was broken. The emperor's wedding meant being in charge, and the queen mother was not willing to give up her rights, so she only picked a few of the eight banners' noble daughters. The most noble but not prominent show girl in the court, and I followed the historical track to choose Sony's granddaughter, Hesheli Ronglan.

In this competition for queen candidates, Sony and I joined forces and successfully facilitated this marriage. When I sent out the queen's decree, the one from the Compassionate Ning Palace couldn't sit still, and sent someone to find me, "New Yue, it seems that the Ai family has underestimated you, you really can’t accept the old, the Ai family sometimes misses, but the Ai family would like to see, how long can your complacency last?"

I smiled and replied: "Back to the Empress Dowager, the new moon does not need to maintain anything, because the new moon can make me proud for a long time. But, the empress dowager, are you really happy? Rights are like that Attracting you? When you overtly made the emperor and me perfect, and secretly supported Dong Eshi and me to fight in the ring, did you think that your son has already seen everything? That's why Nadazhu has no favor and no children." Finally