Between life and death [unlimited]

Yes, that's right.

In fact, he saw everything.

Si Yufeng recalled what he saw and heard in the mirror room. Just now when Jiang Xun asked him what he did in the game in the kitchen, he did lie to Jiang Xun.

In the first half of the game, Si Yufeng acted as the "game director" and randomly decided the game content of his teammates; but in the second half, that is, when he escaped from the basement, he fell into a room again. In the mirror room.

The large and empty room was filled with mirrors of the same size, like an adventure house in an amusement park. The countless Si Yufeng reflected on the mirror could not find the direction to escape from there.

Later, on the thousands of mirrors, Si Yufeng clearly saw Jiang Xun lying in the double coffin with his upper body naked, as well as the self who came suddenly and turned into a demon.

And the fake one, not only looks exactly like him, but also sounds exactly the same, and even has the same memory and knowledge ability as him.Even Si Yufeng himself couldn't distinguish the difference between them for a while.

He immediately realized—it turned out that in the second half of this special game, it was Jiang Xun who decided his fate.

If Jiang Xun can successfully recognize that "Si Yufeng" is fake, then they should be able to successfully complete this special game together; but if Jiang Xun fails to recognize it, they think that it is Si Yufeng himself... Then, the direction of their future destiny does not know where they will go.

Thinking of this, Si Yufeng's mentality calmed down.Anyway, he can't decide anything now, so he can only sit here in vain, resigning himself to fate.

Although Jiang Xun couldn't see the eyes of "Si Yufeng" behind him under the condition that he couldn't see his fingers, Si Yufeng in the mirror room seemed to have night vision, and he could clearly see the unsettled eyes in his own eyes. desire to live.

In fact, that was what he had always thought about, but he never dared to show too much lust towards Jiang Xun.

Psychiatrist Freud once divided personality into "ego", "id" and "superego".The id is composed of various innate instincts and desires, and only follows the principle of happiness; the ego is responsible for regulation and follows the principle of reality; the superego pursues perfection, restrains the impulse of the id, and follows the moral principle.

And that Si Yufeng, who is made up of inner demons, should actually be his "self" who has been bound by his "superego".

Of course, he later saw that "Si Yufeng" who represented his true self had actually fulfilled for him the wish that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years.

Kind of ridiculous, isn't it?

Although he had fantasized about kissing Jiang Lu countless times in his heart, and wanted to confide his love to him, but the real him would never be able to do those behaviors to express his feelings to Jiang Lu.

After all, it would scare him in reality, and there are too many factors for hesitation.

Among them, what worries him the most is - what should Jiang Li do if he doesn't like men?

Once he and Jiang Xun broke their relationship, according to Jiang Xun's straightforward personality, if they didn't like it, they probably wouldn't even be friends, right?

It's better to maintain the pure relationship between them as teammates from the beginning to the end, so that he can still accompany Jiang Xun silently, and Jiang Xun will naturally accompany him all the time.

Although Jiang Xun later successfully recognized that it was a fake "Si Yufeng", he did not hesitate at the time, and the way he raised the knife and dropped it also left an indelible mark in Si Yufeng's heart.

It turned out that there was no difference between him and the others in Jiang Lu's eyes.

However, he thought he could understand Jiang Xun.

After all, as a killer, the most undesirable thing is to have the seven emotions and six desires.So even if Jiang Lai was able to attack him mercilessly, it was only out of instinct.

This also made Si Yufeng more determined to hide the love in his heart.

……

Brother Zhang Jian felt a little sorry because he always came to Si Yufeng and Jiang Lu's house to eat, so he actually brought a gift when he came this time as a token of his gratitude.

However, his memory was not very good. When the three of them had just eaten halfway through the meal, Zhang Jian suddenly remembered that his gift hadn't been given out yet, so he slapped his thigh and shouted, "I'll go! I actually gave away such an important gift. Things are forgotten!"

Si Yufeng was taken aback by him, stopped his chopsticks and asked, "Senior, what's wrong with you?"

Zhang Jian hurriedly ran to the shabby red cloak he had thrown on the sofa, then stretched out his right hand to grope inside, and found his gift not long after.

Jiang Lai watched Zhang Jian intently, as if juggling, and pulled out something from the pile of rags.

——Looks like a bottle?

But Zhang Jian is also powerful enough to be able to hide a bottle in that tattered cloak... I don't know whether the cloak should be a pile of treasures or a pile of rags.

Then Zhang Jian took the bottle in his hand and shook it at Si Yufeng and Jiang Li as if offering a treasure, "This is a gift I brought to you!"

He put the bottle on the table with a "snap", and the crystal clear liquid in the bottle shook back and forth, and he said proudly: "This is my own super vodka made from potatoes and rye! Pure Alcoholic, absolutely no additives!"

Jiang Lai suddenly recalled the first time he met Brother Zhang Jian, his scruffy appearance full of alcohol and belching non-stop...

Zhang Jian pushed the "premium vodka" in front of the two of them, and smiled: "This is a gift from me to you two, thank you for always entertaining me for dinner, and accompanying me to do tasks. Hehe, I don't have much money. If I can make something for you, don’t hold it against me.”

The thoughtful Si Yufeng was naturally flattered, and he expressed his love to Zhang Jian without hesitation, "Senior really took care of you, we like it very much! But you don't bother us at all, and you welcome seniors Come to us for dinner anytime~”

After finishing speaking, Si Yufeng wanted to put away the bottle of "Superior Vodka", but was stopped by Zhang Jian.

Zhang Jian said: "Don't you guys have a taste? I have tasted it, it's delicious! And when I have no money, I drink the wine I brew myself!"

Zhang Jian's drunk appearance appeared again in Jiang Lai's mind, and he seemed to be able to smell a faint smell of alcohol in his nose, so he objected subconsciously: "No."

"It's better..." Si Yufeng and Jiang Xun just spoke at the same time.

Zhang Jian, who was immediately hit by a double crit, covered his heart exaggeratedly, with a heartbroken look on his face, "You...don't you say you don't dislike..."

Si Yufeng couldn't help but help his forehead, and replied helplessly: "We really don't dislike it...but it's so late today, let's stop drinking..."

But Jiang Lai glanced his head to the side very uncooperatively, and the words "I despise you very much" were almost clearly written on Bingshan's unchanged expression for thousands of years.

Zhang Jian naturally saw the expression on Jiang Li's face, he weakly stretched out his finger and pointed at Jiang Li, tremblingly said: "Jiang Li, do you really dislike this gift from me..."

In fact, Jiang Xun didn't want to answer this question, but after seeing the winks that Si Yufeng kept giving him, he reluctantly said simply: "It's okay."

But what a strong and confident person Zhang Jian is.In his heart, as long as Jiang Shui didn't express any disgust, it was equivalent to "acceptable" and "yes, I like" the idea of ​​approval.So after hearing Jiang Lai's answer, he immediately resurrected on the spot with full blood.

He snatched the "Superior Vodka" from Si Yufeng's hand, then filled a glass for the three of them with a smile, and persuaded them to drink: "Since you don't dislike it, why don't you just drink a few glasses with me!"

"In that school before, smoking and drinking were not allowed... it really suffocated me..."

"Hey, senior..." After all, Si Yufeng was not as quick-sighted as Zhang Jian, so several shots did not stop the success.He shrugged helplessly at Jiang Lai, as if to say: I can't help it, let's have a few drinks with him...

After Jiang Lai saw it, he just turned his head coldly, not wanting to talk to these two people very much.

Zhang Jian raised his glass and took a sip first, Zhang Po smacked her lips like a melon and praised: "I'm really a little genius in making wine ~ this taste is too good!"

Seeing that neither Si Yufeng nor Jiang Li raised their glasses, he persuaded, "Why don't you two drink it? Try it quickly! This bottle is really my 'masterpiece'! Don't you believe it?"

"No, no..." Si Yufeng had no choice but to raise his cup and sip a little.After vodka is added to the mouth, it is not as fragrant and mellow as other spirits, but more bland and tasteless like pure water, so Si Yufeng doesn't feel anything special after drinking it, only that it tastes better than ordinary water.

So he also tried to persuade Jiang Li: "Jiang Shang, would you like to drink...? I think the wine made by the senior is really good."

After hearing Si Yufeng's affirmation of Si Yufeng's affirmation, Zhang Jian, an "ordinary little genius in wine making", showed a provocative smile at Jiang Shou, "Look, let me just say it, it is definitely a 'masterpiece'! Jiang Sel, you Do me a favor too, try some~"

Unable to hold back the two of them trying to persuade them to drink, Jiang Lai gave Si Yufeng a distrustful look, but he still picked up the cup in front of him, raised his head, and immediately drank a lot.

"Hey! Jiang Xun..." Si Yufeng and Zhang Jian saw Jiang Xun drinking like water, but it was too late to stop him, "Vodka has a lot of stamina..."

It was indeed a bit like white water, but Jiang Shang felt it was more like medical alcohol.He also didn't realize how delicious the wine was, which would fascinate Zhang Jian so much.

Si Yufeng looked at Jiang Shang with some concern, and asked with concern: "Jiang Shang... are you okay?" After all, it is a high-concentration spirit, so it won't hurt Jiang Shang's stomach if it goes on for more than half of it.

But Jiang Xun shook his head quite normally, wondering why Zhang Jian and Si Yufeng kept staring at him, "I'm fine." His voice was as cold as ever, and it seemed that he was really fine.

Zhang Jian saw that nothing happened after Jiang Lie drank so much, he couldn't help but sighed: "It's amazing... I dare not drink like that, Jiang Lie, I didn't expect you to be a 'thousand cups are not drunk', you are very well hidden. deep!"

It seems that drinking is nothing more than that.Jiang Lai picked up the cup in front of him as if nothing had happened, and drank the vodka like drinking water.

But Si Yufeng's drinking capacity is not as perverted as his teammates.After three rounds of drinking, not dozens of rounds, the bottle of vodka was about to bottom out, and he was the first one who couldn't hold on, and fell asleep on the table with a "plop" unexpectedly.

In fact, Zhang Jian has already died, but in order not to lose his position in front of Jiang Xun, he had to work hard.But after Si Yufeng fell down, he continued to invite everyone to drink together in a daze: "Come on, Xiaofeng, Jiang Yu...let's continue drinking..."

Not long after finishing speaking, Zhang Jian also fell asleep slowly on the table, snoring quite a bit.

So in the end, the only one standing on the battlefield was Jiang Xun himself.

He wasn't very dizzy yet, but his mind was indeed not as clear as before. After drinking a little hot, he opened the collar of his shirt, and somehow came across the gold coin necklace that he was wearing next to his body.

Jiang Lai stroked the side of the head, and a lot of emotion surged in his hazy eyes.

So, he began to recall the past.

When he mistakenly thought that Si Yufeng had passed away just now, his mood seemed to have returned to the day when he found out about Jiang Ke's death.

At that time, Jiang Lai had just returned to the organization after returning from overseas missions. However, the organization that had just experienced civil strife seemed as if nothing had happened, and everything was as orderly as before.

He didn't know this news until he overheard other instructors talking about it during lunch later.

At that time, the instructors were just talking about the civil unrest that killed hundreds of people in a relaxed tone as if they were talking about the assassination target.

When Jiang Ke heard Jiang Ke's name, Jiang Li was startled subconsciously.

But when he raised his head and glanced around, he found that the faces of his colleagues around him had only the same numbness.

Life is the most worthless thing here.

——He thought, his present and future should always be like this.

But he forgot that "life is impermanent".

……

Unlike Zhang Jian's thunderous snoring, even after being drunk, Si Yufeng's sleeping position was very quiet.

With the bright moonlight shining on that jade-like face, Jiang Xun thought, maybe his future will be different from this moment.

But Jiang Lai thought of the unfinished business.

So he left his seat gently, then pushed open the door silently, and walked out.

The moment he went out, Si Yufeng's eyes that were originally closed suddenly opened.

The colors in those quiet eyes are black and white,

Nothing to do with Fengyue.

The author has something to say: thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Qianshan Heming 16 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!