Between life and death [unlimited]

In a trance, as if returning to a certain point in the past, Si Yufeng could clearly feel the darkness around his current environment.

He was a little confused—with a hesitation that he couldn't explain the specific reason—and tentatively stretched out his hand to the position beside him, but it was a pity that Si Yufeng couldn't touch anything.

Both of his hands passed through the empty void.

Since the system's voice notifying the player to enter the last mission disappeared, Si Yufeng found himself here when he woke up.But speaking of it, his current floating feeling is a bit like the way he lived in the mind of the female criminal as an independent personality in "Original Sin".

But for some reason, Si Yufeng was certain in his mind that this time his back should be completely different from "Original Sin" - he was very sure that he must still be a separate individual and exist in the form of a human being.

Staying in this silent and dark environment for a long time, people will easily lose the sense of time, and Si Yufeng is no exception.After a long time (maybe it was just a moment), he couldn't remember exactly how long he had been here, whether he was standing or sitting... Anyway, he knew all these things. Not sure.

The reason why Si Yufeng is sure that he is still an independent individual may also be because he can sometimes hear intermittent voices in his ears, which sounds like someone is reciting some scriptures or leading everyone to pray.

Bored, he began to imagine in his own mind what the space he was in would look like——

Maybe he was lying in a dark underground coffin, or maybe it was a confession room inside a certain church. In short, these familiar contents gave Si Yufeng a strong sense of belonging in his heart—not that Because of his former "pseudo" priesthood, but since he was a child, he and his family have often performed these activities and ceremonies together.

As for why Si Yufeng can quickly think of the former (that is, the coffin), it is of course inseparable from the shadow of his miserable childhood - he once stood alone in the empty and huge cemetery, surrounded by All kinds of low-quality black coffins, and even some corpses that didn't even have a coffin, just laying naked on the grass alone like that - this will also become an indelible mark on Si Yufeng's mind forever;

As for the latter, it is also a painful experience that Si Yufeng will never forget. He also often enters the dark and narrow room for "confession" (actually confinement)—it can also be said that Si Yufeng used to be a "frequent visitor" to Anhalter's confession room, and he was also the one who paid a monthly subscription to the distinguished VIP. kind.

However, these painful experiences or unpleasant pasts that caused him, after Si Yufeng grew up a bit, began to gradually get better-Si Yufeng knew it clearly, but it was because of those always in his heart. In the end, the boy's mind of resistance and unyielding was completely exhausted by real life. He no longer had any human rights, and he finally lived a "good" life in the following days.

Thinking of this, Si Yufeng, who is good at looking for details and discovering clues, also suddenly realized that his current state should be the deliberate arrangement of this system that is keen on "making troubles", like a prey that has been slowly led into a trap.

——Next, he might be forced to face his own heart.

After all, this kind of dark and dull environment seems to have no hope, and it is the easiest to collapse those who think they are strong but are extremely fragile, isn't it?

So when "Si Yufeng" appeared in front of him when he was a child, the grown-up Si Yufeng really didn't feel the slightest turmoil in his heart, and his attitude was not as good as treating a stranger.

He used a calm and almost indifferent gaze that was not as warm as usual, like spying on a life-and-death enemy, looking hostilely at this person who suddenly appeared in front of him out of thin air, and had ignorant eyes that didn't know the world. Very glamorous little boy.

If he took a closer look, he should be able to see the beautiful fantasy of the future on this immature face of a child.

——But Si Yufeng may not have realized that the self who no longer had a smile on his face looked exactly the same as Jiang Xun who was ready to attack at any time.

Si Yufeng secretly looked at the neat, soft and smooth shirt and the trousers without a single wrinkle underneath that the little boy was wearing. In fact, it took him many years to realize that this kind of silk fabric that is as comfortable as the skin must be It is made of two kinds of expensive silk and it takes a lot of labor to make, and its annual output in the world is not very large-but the one in front of me does not only have one piece of this material, but has a dozen for washing The same style, healthy in body and mind, without any bad habits, no matter at home or in school, he is praised as a good boy, it is absolutely impossible to know that these are just ordinary clothes for him and the expensive cost behind them.

But it was these damned, extravagant and almost wasteful material satisfactions that caused Si Yufeng, who had just entered Anhalter's "wolf den", to suffer a lot.

Fortunately, these humiliating experiences are only remembered by Si Yufeng himself. In the early days when he couldn't complete the tasks, he couldn't get enough food and clothing, and he was like a ghost. All the gentlemanly demeanor and good qualities he cared about in the past can be discarded—— —In front of a dirty steamed bun that fell to the ground and was even stepped on by someone, he could be as humble as the most loyal dog, quickly pick it up and gobble it up.

Even if the steamed bun already smelled rancid and was so dry that it was stuck in his throat, he, who had been deliberately hunger strike and aroused his desire to survive, could still regard this rotten steamed bun as the most "delicious" in the world. food.

So, what is the purpose of the system in arranging for him to see his childhood self now?

Did it also know that it wished to live in the past and kill the innocent self, so that this poor hapless child who once regarded self-esteem as everything had to suffer from those tortured experiences, both body and soul?

Just after Si Yufeng stared at himself when he was a child, and his gaze gradually became cold and temperatureless, even full of tyranny and cold blood, the little "gentleman" who seemed to be looking at a mirror (a curved mirror that magnifies people) , but suddenly felt something terrifying.

Just like those sensitive little animals in nature that can quickly detect changes in the environment, the little boy who still has innocence in his eyes is immediately frightened by the strong resentment that is about to come to him. He can clearly feel the current situation. His limbs were weak, but he was still standing in the "boiling water" like uncooked macaroni.

However, not long after holding on, the little "gentleman" quickly slumped down towards the floor in a very unmannered posture.

"save……"

However, before he could say his fate, the little "explorer" who chose to explore at night was immediately slashed in the carotid sinus by Jiang Xun, who also came out to explore at night, and then passed out quickly and silently.

"Boom."

Although Jiang Shui's attack was very light just now, Scott still made a small movement when he fell on the wooden board without carpet.Jiang Lai looked at the one who fell on the ground. Not only was his back similar to Si Yufeng's, but even Ruyu's small face with his eyes closed was exactly the same as the one he had seen in the photo.

It's no wonder that Jiang Xun always thought this place was very familiar, and his character name this time was Claude from the "Blades Family"—it turned out that the location of their last mission was selected by the system again. in the real world.

Jiang Xun couldn't help but rejoice in his heart that fortunately, he didn't use much strength just now, and the instantaneous blockage of the carotid sinus would only make the childhood Si Yufeng—that is, Scott—pass out for a while.However, it is foreseeable that Scott who wakes up tomorrow morning will definitely regret the wrong decision he made last night.

Thinking of this, Jiang Lai turned his gaze to the other side.

When Si Yufeng, who still hadn't recovered from his senses, saw Jiang Lai walking out from behind him when he was a child, he thought that his face must be full of surprised expressions that could show his heart—but it was just a sudden change from the original violence. Cheng was full of shock, and Si Yufeng believed that it was definitely a very ugly and blunt expression.

"Jiang Xun...you, why did you appear here?" No matter how fast Si Yufeng's brain was spinning, he couldn't tell how he, who was just now undergoing the test of the system in nothingness, suddenly met Another person, and this person is also a "friend" that he is very familiar with and has countless involvements.

On the other hand, Jiang Lai's face, which also had a trace of doubt flashing across it, returned to its usual expressionless face at this moment.

His eyes were calm, and although there was no warmth, he looked at the completely unfamiliar man in front of him.

Even though Si Yufeng changed his appearance, hair color, and figure at this moment (Jiang Lai speculates that this should be a deliberate arrangement by the system), he still appeared when Si Yufeng appeared, and the moment the two looked at each other in the air, he was immediately recognized .

Si Yufeng looked suspiciously at the suddenly changing environment around him. Those things still remained in his memory, such as the long and spacious corridors, the wall lamps on the walls on both sides, and the ancient bronze mirrors with carved wooden frames. Things, and those ancient oriental spells that were hidden under everyone's eyes... These things kept bubbling in Si Yufeng's mind like boiling water.

An unbelievable idea that shocked him even more and also inspired him, floated into his mind like a jellyfish diving fast.

——Could it be that he has returned to his former home now?

He still used that unbelievable look, looking suspiciously at the environment around him that was both familiar and somewhat strange.

——Is this the castle where he has lived with his family since he could remember?

Jiang Lai, who has keen five senses, naturally noticed the change from Si Yufeng, but he still didn't ask anything, just like when Si Yufeng showed a strong killing intent to Scott in front of him just now, he also It was just "a little effort" that easily knocked out the little guest who didn't know what to do.

Then, he looked at his ex-teammate who finally appeared in the last mission standing in front of him. The eyes that emanated from those beautiful long and narrow eyes seemed to contain a variety of emotions and seemed to have no emotions at all. Jiang Shi once again recalled the nonsense that Vicky had said in the afternoon, but this time, the tone without any emotional ups and downs seemed to have something else.

"Scott Yves Felton." He stared at Si Yufeng motionlessly, calling his teammates' names like this.

Scott·Yves·Felton——Si, Yu, Feng.

……

the next day.

When Scott was awakened from his sleep by the servants, he was suddenly shocked to find that he had returned to his room at some point!

No, no, no... Scott quickly shook his cute little head again, and suddenly realized that he couldn't remember the experience of last night anyway.So, he couldn't help thinking: Or did he not go out to explore the secret of the bronze mirror last night, but actually he just stayed in his room all night?

But when Scott, whose head was still a little groggy, put on today's clothes with the help of the servants—that is, the school uniform, but it was specially improved by the mother who doted on the child—he also came to the A restaurant on the first floor of our own castle.

There's nothing quite like a good breakfast to captivate a growing boy with a prodigious appetite.

"Good morning, Father."

Scott coincidentally walked into the restaurant today with his own father.But like other children, compared to a gentle and pleasant mother, even a smart and well-behaved Scott will inevitably be more afraid of his strict father, so he can't help but behave in front of his father. Be more obedient.

Mr. Felton raised his eyes and looked at his handsome son—even though he didn't think Scott looked much like him, it was undeniable that Scott, who was unconsciously pursing his lips in a tense state, was almost the same as the one he saw back then. His father's small movements were exactly the same - so Mr. Felton rarely softened his tone and said to his son.

"Scott, do you have anything to eat?" Mr. Felton pointed to the food on the table with the clip in his hand.Although the Felton family had a history of living in country C, it was several generations ago, so Mr. Felton is more comfortable with the Western style than the traditional Chinese breakfast, "I can help you get it from the table. "

It seems that Mr. Felton wants to do something for his children that can show his father's love, but his movements of holding the clip are still elegant, and the distance between him and Scott is absolutely in line with the most standard Social etiquette.

Scott didn't know what happened to his father today, how he suddenly became like a mother and wanted to take care of himself, but Mr. Felton's sudden "fatherly love" only made him feel very uncomfortable.However, it is impossible for the sensible Scott to fail his father's wish.

So Scott casually pointed at the furthest thing from him—God knows he didn't even see what that thing was, but he believed that he definitely did his father's face, because he acted as naturally as he Restricted by the length of his arms, he wanted to eat that dish but couldn't touch it—he said obediently: "Thank you father, I want to eat that thing."

However, after hearing his son's answer, Mr. Felton didn't realize the fact that little Felton was actually deliberately giving him face.

When he heard this, his hands froze, and finally he couldn't help but correct him: "Scott, don't call it 'that thing', it's very impolite." Mr. Felton fried a large piece until golden on both sides The flounder was put on his son's dinner plate: "Even if you are at home, don't say that."

"What's more, you are still in front of the guests."

Scott's round and plump little head immediately looked behind him, and he really saw two guests who seemed to be invited by his cousin sitting opposite him and his father - when he entered the restaurant just now , because he was with his father, so he was so nervous that he didn't notice that there were other people in the restaurant.

No wonder my father wanted to show his "blunt" fatherly love just now. This is mainly due to the fact that today he also invited two people who are also of Chinese descent—maybe Chinese, overseas Chinese, in short, they may care about traditional oriental etiquette—— guests, have breakfast with their family.

"Sorry, father...but I will know later." Scott apologized to his father with a straightforward attitude, and then he took his own plate and sat on the usual position, just bowed his head and ate quietly, which was not impolite He stared at the two guests curiously.

As for Jiang Xun, who came to the restaurant early, he watched the interaction between the weird father and son who was not like a "father and son" at all, and subconsciously looked at Si Yufeng who was sitting on his left—but Si Yu There was no strange expression on Feng's face, which belonged entirely to a strange man.

Think about it too, after all, he also came through this weird way of getting along with his father back then.

Mr. Felton returned to his seat after choosing his own breakfast.He showed two guests—he remembered that one of them was a good friend of his nephew Vicky, and the other was a strange "guest" who suddenly visited his family—showing a gentle smile that made people feel very comfortable .

"I hope you live here comfortably, Claude." He first said politely to Jiang Xun, then turned his eyes to his right, and asked Si Yufeng: "By the way, I haven't asked for advice yet. What is your name?"

Si Yufeng was suddenly shocked by his father's question. He acted like a student who was distracted in class and was suddenly called by the teacher. The tension that hadn't appeared for many years actually returned to him at this moment—his breathing Faster, faster heartbeat, it is obvious that he is now completely dominated by adrenaline and thyroid hormones, which makes Si Yufeng inexplicably feel like he has changed back to Scott, even though he has already grown up and left Family for a long time.

So, Si Yufeng delayed for a moment before answering: "Feb, Mr. Felton, my name is Feb."

Then Si Yufeng couldn't help but like Scott, thanked his father in a obedient and obedient tone: "Thank you very much for your hospitality this time, Mr. Felton. Thank you very much."

Felton smiled indifferently, like a very kind distant elder, he and Jiang Lai said kindly: "You don't have to be so polite with us, Feb. During the Eastern Spring Festival, the receptionists from Relatives and friends far away are the tradition of our Felton family over the years."

He seemed not at all curious about the origin of this young man named Feb who suddenly appeared in his home, but asked again: "By the way, your Feb is from February—" Fei, who was required by his family to master multiple languages ​​since he was a child Mr. Dun, repeated it again in Chinese: "Does it mean February?"

"Yes." Hearing this, Si Yufeng also smiled along with his father.

"That's really a coincidence." Felton suddenly showed a little interest: "Did you know that the Eastern Spring Festival usually happens in February?"

However, Jiang Xun could clearly feel that Si Yufeng's tone had changed this time, but the smile that he showed that had been carved into his bones still kept the same arc.

As if hearing it for the first time, he asked his father in a surprised tone, "Is that so? Mr. Felton, this is really the first time I've heard such a thing mentioned."

"That's such a coincidence." Si Yufeng replied without changing his expression.

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