I am the biggest

Therefore, I still earnestly complete my homework, learn piano skills and sword skills, and work harder than anyone else. I want A Niang to be "in". I was unhappy at first, so I would stay outside the door, even if I knelt all night, I would still wait for A Niang, because I know that she is always soft-hearted towards me.

I don't know how many times I knelt there, my uncle didn't come to persuade me that day, neither did my brother.I knelt there, and my heart was full of the kindness my mother treated me. It was the words that my mother touched my head and told me not to be too harsh on myself. It was when my mother sighed, "If you were not born here, you would be freer." at a loss...

Even with frost and snow on my body, I didn't feel cold, I was used to it, and when I waited for a door that would never open again, I gradually understood the meaning of "not here", but I still firmly believed that A Niang was still there.

That girl came over bouncing around, chattering beside me and asking me questions, and then... picked me up without any explanation, if my brother didn't find out, maybe more disciples saw me being hugged by a girl .

I don't know her name, but I remember her appearance, she is different from the whole cloud, like a bird song in the silent world, bright and beautiful.

This listening session is different from the past. The boy from Yunmengjiang family, Wei Ying and Wei Wuxian, are just like the girl in my childhood memories. She is unfettered and pursues freedom. She is what I yearn for but cannot be. .

Although I acted as if I couldn't stand him, I gradually regarded him as a friend in my heart, and... that little Mr. Qin always makes me feel familiar inexplicably, and reminds me of that small and warm embrace.

When I saw him laughing and fighting with Wei Ying and others, and when I heard him unconsciously defending Wei Ying and affectionately calling him "Yingying", what kind of emotion was surging in my heart? unclear.

If my elder brother hadn't reminded me, I might not have realized that I could no longer look away.

But, do I like the projection of that girl in my childhood, or the lively and lovely Xiao Qin today?

Fortunately, I didn't struggle with it for a long time, because of an accident, I discovered that Xiao Qin was that little girl. Her real name is Jin Mi, and it sounds like a warm and sweet name to me.

Hearing that she is going to come to Yunshen, I am very happy in my heart, but she clearly doesn't like the bondage here, why would she throw herself into the trap?

She finally said it out, and I thought in my heart that since she doesn't like it here, she probably doesn't like being with me, because I grew up in this environment, and I can't change the appearance she always hates.What she likes, naturally, should be a free, unrestrained and unrestrained person like Wei Ying, and what she should go to should also be Lianhuawu, where "knowingly can't do it".I hugged the white rabbit she had hugged before she left while listening to class, and my heart was turbulent.

I feel that if I couldn't choose freedom for my mother before, couldn't let her be free, and could only let her leave this place that suppressed her nature and emotions by relying on death, then this time, I have the ability to let Jin Mi leave, she is suitable Yes, it's not here, or maybe it's not anywhere, but the vast blue sky.

However, at the important moment when I made up my mind to let her go, she hugged me, she couldn't help but look very much like back then, and... I don't want to let her go...

How lucky I was to meet a girl who broke my silent world when I was a child, and to reunite with her who was still cheerful and bright when I was a teenager. Finally, I got my wish and spent time with this woman hand in hand, and was taken by her after death. Go to Wangchuan to see A Niang who has passed away for a long time, but is still waiting there, and see her reincarnation into a happy family, so as to untie the knot.

While waiting for Jin Mi, I waited for the snow on the temples to embrace each other, and I also waited for the mutual confession of love.

My Heart is Joyful and You Can’t Say It (Lan Xichen)

I'm Jin Mi. Right now, I'm facing a problem that every school-age girl would face. Cough cough cough, it's not that I fell in love with two men at the same time. It was my father who asked me to consider marrying a cabbage or a pig. Home is the best.

My father once tapped on the side and asked me what I think of the CPs at the top of the fairy list and the top of the son list, what can I think?Do you stare?

However, I still gave up going to Jinlin Terrace, Buyetian, etc., and didn't say anything dangerous, just calmly said to my father: "Father, I still need to go to Yunshen I don't know where to cultivate myself, Otherwise, what if your son-in-law is scared away by me in the future?"

My father is probably dreaming an unrealizable dream again, that is, I can steal the Chinese cabbage from the Lan family home... I didn't look at him who was fantasizing or even imagining a grandson, so I packed my luggage and set off.

So, at this very moment, I came to Yunshen's Unknown Place again. This time, there was no listening and learning trio here, only... Lan Wangji who was sitting opposite me.

Because I have been silently taking his and Yingying's CP, so I think I should pay attention to keeping a distance, so I went directly to his brother, who is Lan Xichen.

"Clear and gentle, elegant and gentle", this is what the Xianmen family said about this young patriarch.

I think he is not only gentle, but also a good reader.Because he has been hinting to me overtly and secretly that his brother Lan Wangji might like me. In fact, Lan Wangji’s current affection for me and Wei Ying is not too different. As a fan, I will not destroy the CP of my website. of.

I took Lan Xichen's arm, and when his mild expression changed slightly, I said coquettishly, "Brother Xichen, I'm still young, and I'm not in a hurry to get married, but you, compared to caring about your brother, you It's better to care about yourself first, I think Mr. Lan has been secretly reading the information of the fairies of the family recently!"

Lan Xichen smiled, and patted my head: "I don't have that kind of thought. Now that the family has a lot of affairs, as the head of the family, I can't have other thoughts. Uncle, he... is indeed a little impatient."

I immediately felt a little pitiful for him. In fact, he can be regarded as our peer. No, he is 4 years older than me. I am 16 years old now, and he is only 20. Why does he seem a bit old-fashioned and calm?Do all homeowners need to be like this?Besides, if he doesn't take the initiative to attack, he always feels that he will either end up alone or be married into an arranged marriage.

……

On a certain day in a certain month of a certain year, I still live in Yunshen, but the quality of life has improved significantly. Through my inquiries, I have some clues about the identity of this kind-hearted person who does good deeds without leaving a name.

Coincidentally, Lan Xichen invited me to drink tea today. Although I don't like drinking tea very much, I secretly replaced the tea in my cup with fruit wine (the kind of alcoholic drink with a degree of alcohol that I wouldn't even get drunk).

I never expected that Lan Xichen would hold the wrong glass by mistake, and when I found out, he had already drank a glass of fruit wine... I thought about Lan Wangji's glass of pouring before, and silently prayed in my heart not to be brother the same.

My prayer seemed to have taken effect, he still had that gentle expression, I glanced at his face secretly, and his face was not flushed.

"Jin Mi, do you know that Wang Ji likes you."

No, why did he bring it up again?Just as I was about to refute, he stretched out his index finger and tapped it on my lips.

"I know you know about this, but you definitely don't know, Huan Yi is happy with you."

real or fake?As soon as these words came out, I was even more shocked than when I heard that Lao Hu and Lord Changfang were really together.By the way, if Mr. Lan Qiren knew that the two brothers had a crush on me, wouldn't he want me to be added to the Lan family's set menu?

As he spoke, he took my hand and flew me up to the roof of my house with me in his arms.I should really be thankful that he didn't invite me to his cold room, otherwise his uncle would have discovered such an indecent nephew long ago, and he probably would have lost a few beards in anger.

He took out his cracked ice and smiled silly and innocently at me.

"Jin Mi, Huan will send you a song."

Listening to that lingering tune, the corners of my mouth twitched. Even though I don’t know the rhythm very well, under the influence of my elder brother and second brother (in fact, it’s coercion and temptation), I can still distinguish the famous song. This is not the famous "Feng Qiu" Phoenix?Especially this piece I heard my second brother play to my elder brother with his first musical instrument in the Six Realms, Fengshou Konghou, one day. At that time, he insisted on explaining to me that it had no other meaning.

"Uh, brother Xichen, should we go down first?"

I poked him in the back as he finally finished playing and paused.

He grabbed my hand and shook his head.

"Jin Mi, do you know that Huan also wants to be like his father, hiding you in a place that only Huan knows about? It's a pity, Huan can't be like this, let alone him..."

What the hell?Did their Lan family fall under some spell?Is there such a suffocating operation?

He told me about the sadomasochistic love of his father and mother. Of course, it sounds like sadomasochism to me, because I have never liked the kind of behavior that restrains people regardless of other people's wishes because of love and responsibility.

You all know that my own mother, also known as Xianhuashen, was imprisoned and raped by my scumbag father. If Mr. Doumu Yuan hadn't acted later and helped my mother to guide her, my mother probably planned to Abandoned family affection together.

Because of this, even though I have read a lot of storybooks and like some settings, I only hate this kind of setting.

Just when I was about to break free from him, he took me into his arms and couldn't break free (if I tried to break free, I could only hurt him).

"Regardless of forgetting the opportunity or not, Huan will never do that. Jin Mi cannot be restrained, only suitable for being happy, free