[Izzy] Career

Memories are fleeting.Illumi looked at his grown-up brother in front of him, two meters away, as usual.safe distance.

Qi Ya rolled his eyes away.

Brother, where are you going?said the younger brother.

have not decided yet.Illumi said.

When you're free... we, uh, we can play together.Qi Ya said.

Illumi nodded.

There was another silence.

He was used to this feeling of alienation.If it's okay, I'm leaving.Illumi said.

oh well.Qi Ya responded nah na.

Illumi walked to the door and heard Qi Ya say.Brother, be careful.

He waved.

Qi Ya is still a little embarrassed, Illumi thought, not used to the role of giving orders.In fact, since Qiya came home, he felt that the atmosphere at home had changed subtly, and Sheba also seemed a little hesitant when assigning tasks.Illumi is well aware of this, and he should have brought it up on his own initiative. Originally, he had been waiting for this day to return the part of the family management that he represented to his younger brother, and then retreat behind the scenes or play a supporting role.Originally, these belonged to my younger brother, and he just kept them. Now, it's time to return them to the real owner.

He has confidence in Qiya. Although his younger brother is still young, Illumi is very pleased with the overall situation and ability to handle things he showed during the Aluka incident two years ago. Perhaps it should be another word, sincerely convinced.Originally, according to Yilumi's idea, he wanted to get rid of the fourth sister. It was not without guilt in his heart, but he was used to weighing the pros and cons and taking the advantages outweigh the disadvantages. However, after that incident, Ilumi realized for the first time that the original Your own way of doing things or even principles may not be the best.Qi Ya is very different from him. He has been a little different since he was a child, and since he went out with Xiao Jie, he is even more different when he returns home. He uses another set of logic and another set of values ​​to handle things better.

Aluka is not the darkness of another world, my sister is an angel bestowed on our family by God.In the end Qi Ya said so.It's just that we've never discovered this before.

we?

At that time, Yilumi thought, Qi Ya is blaming himself, as the eldest brother, he has not fulfilled his brother's duty at all.He hugged Alluka, a beautiful smile appeared on his sister's delicate face, he finally remembered that it had been so many years, he had never hugged his sister, let alone played with this little girl.He was too busy, years of killing had made his heart extremely numb, and tedious family affairs left him no time to care about the thoughts of his younger siblings. When he discovered Alluka's ability, his first reaction was to isolate.If you can't control things, stay away as much as possible; if you can't get the best of both worlds, sacrifice the less important part; when loss is inevitable, you must not use emotions to delay the overall situation; he has too many principles like this, and finally he forgets that his sister is cute , because he doesn't have any warm memories about his sister at all.

He has long since become a working machine.Killing machine.Live in the world without desire, without desire, without love or hatred, without laughter or tears.The only thing I care about is how to make the assassination work more perfect, more detailed, and less visible.He got caught up in the logic of the work, dismissing everything that had nothing to do with it.

What is his job?

kill.

What is murder?

Destroy a man's organs, deprive him of breathing and heartbeat.

and then?

And then it's over.Things worked out.next task.Repeatedly.

Over time, he developed a mind-set that was purely destructive.Illumi realized this from Qi Ya. He had no comparison before, and all his siblings were educated by him. Although he vaguely felt that he was a little different from his father, he didn't really understand what the difference was. , until Qiya appeared.

The moment he saw Aluka's smile, he suddenly understood.What's special about Qiya.In this destructive family, he was the only one, only the younger brother, who took a non-destructive approach to solving problems.Illumi thought about what would happen if he inherited the family business. Before, he didn't think it would be so. He thought everything would go on as usual. At this moment, he understood. At the moment he wanted to kill Alluka, he finally completely disqualified.If he was in control, the beating the enemy's Hakka family would one day turn into an empty grave, right?

Can he still change?

Illumi asked himself.can't.he replied.

I am such a person.Can no longer be someone else.

Hey Illumi.

Hisoka had said it provocatively to him.Sometimes I really don't understand, what's the fun in living like you?I fight and kill for fun, you seem to kill purely for work, don't you think it's boring?

Illumi remembered that he thought about this question seriously, and finally he said.

Life is not for pleasure.This is the biggest difference between me and you.

Of course, I also have fun.The killer's big black eyes were like hollow holes.

Treat interest as work and you will get bored sooner or later. Work should be mechanical, boring, and emotionless, so that you will not be tired. It is easy to do things without emotion. Too much passion will not only burn out, but also increase The cost and exhaustion of the work.Just having a little fun is enough.The satisfaction of ending a life.enough.

Illumi is proud of what he has accomplished in this brutal profession.From the day he was born, he was trained as a killer. When his first younger brother was born, his hands were already stained with blood. The family was in short supply. The rapid development of his business allowed him to enter the role ahead of schedule.

He couldn't breathe.

The younger brothers and sisters who were born one after another increased the training tasks.Illumi is in charge of Mickey and Chiya.

The brothers are smart.Looking back on the past after a long time, Illumi found that he couldn't forget that busy and dizzying time.Watching his younger brothers grow up little by little, he felt that his breathing began to ease up.Soon, they will be able to share their tasks, Illumi thought.

When Qi Ya was confirmed as the next successor, Illumi felt a little complicated, but he was somewhat relieved. When his younger brother became an adult, he would be able to take this burden off his shoulders.Thinking of this, he paid special attention to this silver-haired younger brother. In order to better protect him and monitor him on the other hand, Illumi implanted a mind needle in Qiya's head, so for a long time During business trips, Illumi's habit is to read his younger brother's thoughts. Due to the distance, he can only read some fragments, but whenever Qiya has strong emotional fluctuations, he can always feel it.

During the boring time sitting on the airship during the business trip, Illumi closed his eyes and meditated deeply.

This younger brother is really different from himself.He has such a strong love and hate.His heart is often tangled and shaken.He cares so much about that friend named Xiaojie.He was really willing to lay down his life for his friends.

The younger brother's thoughts are all interesting things to Illumi.

He watched Qiya go to the Sky Arena he was familiar with, followed him to Youkexin City, watched him and his friends grow in GI, and later, Qiya went to NGL.Feeling that his brother was surrounded by powerful enemies, Illumi felt a little headache, Qi Ya was too disobedient, and he was too inexperienced to follow him at any time, so he could only spend more time monitoring his brother's thoughts, but what was the use of that Woolen cloth?

When the real danger came, he could only scream in vain through the needle as thin as a cicada silk.Qi Ya, run for your life!

Run for your life!

Run for your life!

Escape to safety!Escape to where you can come home alive!

Then there will be no danger.

Kacha——Illumi stood under the scorching sun in a daze.The needle broke, as if cutting off the only connection between him and his younger brother. Finally, he could no longer hear from his younger brother.

That was a long time ago.

Illumi thought, but he kept remembering it well.For the first time in his life, he felt a heart attack.That was his family, the younger brother he had put the most effort into educating, the younger brother who never stopped paying attention, the younger brother who spent countless thoughts and calculations to control, the future hope of the Dike family, that was his odd tooth, no One can take away the younger brother.As long as you are alive, as long as you can breathe, walk, move, and talk.It will not corrupt in the dark underground.It will not become air that he will never see again.

Ugh……

Illumi was helpless.

Later Qi Ya came home, he saved his friends and his sister, he is already an adult.

Illumi found that he could finally hand over the burden of the family to his younger brother, and he could finally unload that burden.So he unloaded, and then, exhausted.

On the day when the management rights were handed over, Shiba told him solemnly.Illumi, you have worked hard for so many years.

The killer's eyes were dark and lifeless.

nothing.He said expressionlessly.

I have always been proud of you.Shiba patted the elder son on the shoulder and said.

Ilumi made up his mind, for so long, he almost forgot that when he was very young, getting his father's approval was the happiest thing for him.He finally got it all, his childhood dream.The father's approval and the younger brother's respect perfectly fulfilled the family's mission.no regrets.

But he couldn't laugh.It seems that the chest is full of too many regrets.

Thank you, Dad.Illumi said calmly.

I will be a little awkward at home in the future, it has nothing to do with Qi Ya, it is because I am tired, and I will not get used to it at first.I plan to develop myself outside, is that okay, Dad?

Illumi... is there anything you want to do?

Have.

You always have great ideas.Shiba said.then you go.

OKDad, brother, Qi Ya is in your care.

you do not need to worry.

Illumi walked into the sunlight, and he walked quietly along the green forest, with the dead leaves trembling under his feet, almost without sound.That is the top professionalism and killing skills.Illumi raised his head, the sun was shining down through the gap in the forest, it was so dazzling that he couldn't open his eyes.

Danatus.

He's registered.

Silently walked into the elevator.

Confirm room number.

unlock.

Confirm the target.

kill.

Simply neat.

Not a drop of blood.

The killer floated away from the window.

It was raining outside the window.Illumi walked quietly in the rainy night.

The rainy ground was pitch black, reflected in his dark eyes, like the deepest blood in the world.Blood flowed on the ground, there was no fishy smell, only the smell of wetness.

Illumi is hungry.He was a little surprised.He suddenly remembered that when he was on a business trip for the first time, he was so hungry after completing the mission.With nothing to eat around, he was too weak to escape.So he picked up the corpse on the ground, the internal organs of the human body still exuded a warm breath, the heart seemed to be beating slightly, and the liver was still beating.Illumi scooped one out and stuffed it into his mouth.The blood in his mouth spread in his trachea, and he ate silently.Seeing an apple on the ground, he let go of the corpse and picked up the apple.The apple was stained with blood from his hands.

The phone rang.

He took a bite of the blood apple in his hand, and the weird smell of blood was disgusting.Illumi picked up the phone.It's over, Dad.I'm going home now.

Eat whatever you have.When Ilumi was ten years old, he sat in a pool of blood on the ground. Since then, he no longer distinguishes the difference between fruit and human blood.

That was the start of a illustrious career for Reaper.Treat everyone equally, without desire or demand.

Illumi swallowed, and he opened his mouth to let the rain mixed with blood flow down his throat.

The streets were deserted.It was as if the gods had cleared an empty path for Thanatus.

The rain was continuously flowing down the ends of the black hair, and the killer felt that the blood in his veins had also become cold. He felt tired, but he still quickened his pace and walked silently into the deeper darkness.At the end of the road, he looked indifferently at the brightly lit phantom of the sky arena.

He is such a person.

You must have heard of his name, but not his legend.

He had only death in his life, but he kept facing life.Calm.

He is the god of death.

The author has something to say: Alluka just came out when I wrote it, so there are bugs in this part, I will change it later