kiss my little dumb

Jiang Qingtang's body was thin and soft, Guan Xu was able to hold her in his arms with a clear conscience for the first time, for some reason, it didn't feel real, he didn't know what to do, it was like a dream, when he woke up, the person in his arms disappeared.

She couldn't tell where this feeling came from, but there was a strange feeling deep in her heart that she couldn't figure out. When she wanted to calm down and explore it carefully, Jiang Qingtang moved in her arms, changing from pillowing her arm to Cheng lay on her chest, with his delicate chin resting near her collarbone, and raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes almost melted, and he didn't have time to think carefully about where the vague uneasiness in his heart came from.

Jiang Qingtang does not have such a complicated mood as Guan Xu, her world is so simple, there are only two types of feelings for a person, like or dislike, they are clearly distinct, there is no ambiguity, now sister Guan knows everything Instead of pushing her away, the distance between the two hearts got closer.

This liking became brighter.

Jiang Qingtang's love for Guan Xu was generous, and he was hugged by Guan Xu all night, the arc of the corner of his mouth did not go down for a second, the water in his eyes was shining, and his love was almost overflowing. It was scorching hot, like the sun that couldn't be ignored, and Guan Xu's heart was steaming, as if soaking in hot spring water. A satisfied sigh, indescribably comfortable.

On the tip of the moon, a piece of light and warm light was cast from the huge window lattice, just shining on Jiang Qingtang's side face, the eyelashes stretched out the shadow by the moonlight, fluttered gently, and the long hair was dyed with a layer of moonlight , a little more hazy, poured down murmuringly, scattered on Guan Xu's chest, Guan Xu was so excited, he hooked one of the strands, and lifted it up under the moon.

The plain white fingers, jet-black long hair, and the moonlight are so beautiful that even the top masters can't draw them.

Jiang Qingtang also imitated, brushing up a strand of Guan Xu's hair, staring at it for a while, as if she wanted to do something, but was still hesitating, unable to make up her mind.

When she is in trouble, her thin eyebrows will be tangled into a ball, along with her whole small face is full of bitterness, her mouth is also puckered, like a small animal, Guan Xu watched it, it was very interesting, and she didn't interrupt, so she waited all day long She decides her own next move.

On a summer night, it was not cold at all. The wind slipped in through the window, played around the two playfully, and slipped out again, leaving only a bit of pleasant coolness.

Time slipped away quietly, the clock in the room turned round, and the hour hand crossed 12 and slowly fell on 1.

Guan Xu raised his hand to scratch Jiang Qingtang's nose, and smiled lazily, "Little night owl, it's time to sleep."

The voice was very soft, unable to bear to break the silence of the night.

"I don't want to sleep." Jiang Qingtang said, "I don't want to sleep."

She had been guarding for 15 years to come to such a night, she could occupy Guan Xu unscrupulously, she only hated that the good night was too short, so she was not willing to sleep.

Even blinking is a waste.

Jiang Qingtang said, "The ox and the weaver girl in the sky also meet once a year on the magpie bridge."

"Huh?" Guan Xu was puzzled.

"It took me 15 years to wait for this day." Jiang Qingtang was a little sad, "I am worse than Niu and Lang who were waiting for the Weaver Girl by the Milky Way."

Guan Xu laughed, "How do you know that you are a cow or a man?"

Jiang Qingtang's eyes are more beautiful than the moon outside the window, "Of course it's because Sister Guan is a Weaver Girl."

In Jiang Qingtang's heart, Guan Xu is of course a fairy, even a fairy can't compare to her,

"It turns out that I am so beautiful in your heart."

Jiang Qingtang took it for granted, "Sister Guan is the most beautiful."

Under the moonlight, Guan Xu smiled extraordinarily softly, making Jiang Qingtang's heart beat fast, staring at her light-colored thin lips, his eyes flickered, holding her face, bowed his head and kissed her.

This time it was upright, it wasn't a kiss on the chin or the corner of the mouth, it was an upright kiss on her lips, tossing and turning.

Jiang Qingtang's first kiss was given to Guan Xu in that haunted house in the amusement park. The second kiss was when he was pressed down by a drunk Guan Xu. Even Guan Xu himself didn't remember it. It was only the third kiss after all his calculations. , from the heart, all by instinct, stumbling, without any skill at all.

The number of times Guan Xu has kissed in his life is also very few. The first time he was kissed by Jiang Qingtang against the wall in the haunted house, the second time he even forgot himself, and even the third time Jiang Qingtang took the initiative to kiss him. People in their thirties are not as lonely and courageous as Jiang Qingtang. After being kissed by Jiang Qingtang greenly for a long time, Jiang Qingtang snorted as if protesting, and pushed her small hand against her chest before she responded. Come over and respond to the past.

What was lacking in technique was made up for ten times and a hundred times by the surging emotion. The moon outside the window testified that this kiss was so sweet that it was unbelievable. Only then reluctantly parted.

Jiang Qingtang buried herself in Guan Xu's side neck, calmed her breathing, the swelling warmth in her heart filled all blood vessels, she couldn't help biting Guan Xu's earlobe: "I'm so happy."

She thought how lucky she was, that every day after reuniting with Guan Xu was more joyful than the day before.

Originally, I thought that being able to meet Sister Guan again would be the most satisfying thing in the world, but who would have thought that Sister Guan would say that she would marry her later, thinking that being able to stay with Sister Guan would be the most satisfying thing in the world, and now She shared the bed with Sister Guan, kissed and hugged.

What will happen in the future?In the past, Jiang Qingtang didn't dare to look forward to it, but now she only hopes to come soon in the future.

The more she thought about it, the happier she was, her fingers were still entangled with a lock of Guan Xu's hair, she picked up that lock of black hair, and then pulled up a lock of her own hair, tied the two strands of hair together, and made it into one strand.

"This is called getting married as a wife." Jiang Qingtang laughed foolishly.

Guan Xu pointed at the tip of her nose and said with a smile that she was a little fool.

If it wasn't for the little fool, he wouldn't have waited for Guan Xu for so many years knowing that there was no hope.

"Does Sister Guan like little fools?" Jiang Qingtang asked seriously with her big eyes open.

Guan Xu nodded softly, "I like it."

Just two words made Jiang Qingtang roll in her arms happily.

Guan Xu hugged her and let her act coquettishly. He caught a glimpse of the necklace around her neck being rubbed out, and his heart moved slightly. He picked up the chain with his index finger and pinched the pendant in his hand to play with.

A thin metal chain looks particularly beautiful on her white fingertips, Jiang Qingtang looks more and more pleasing to the eye, rubs it to teach her how to open the hidden box of the pendant.

With a click, the old yellowed photo was revealed.

In the photo, one big and one small, head to head, you can see that they seem to be smiling when you try to distinguish them.

Guan Xu looked at it carefully and couldn't help laughing.

She had scolded the people in this pendant countless times before, even scolded such words as beasts and inhumans, and she also gritted her teeth in jealousy, wishing that the people in the photo would disappear into the world immediately.

Going around for a long time, cursing and cursing, it turned out that she was the one who scolded herself.

scold!

Guan Xu thought happily, shouldn't he be scolded for leaving such a poor little girl alone in Jiang's house for so many years?It's not enough to scold her, I would rather Jiang Qingtang punch her hard twice in the chest.

"It's hard for you to recognize me in such a blurry photo." Guan Xu said, squeezed Jiang Qingtang's finger, put it to his mouth and bit it.

"Why can't I recognize it?" Jiang Qingtang wondered, "Sister Guan is so beautiful, let alone 15 years, even 25 or 35 years, I can still recognize her."

After she finished speaking, she bit her lip and added with a blushing face, "It's a good thing that sister Guan didn't make me wait so long, otherwise when you come, I'll be married too, so...just..."

We can no longer be together.

Jiang Qingtang couldn't speak.

Just thinking about it, my eyes are already red.

Guan Xu felt the sadness of the person in his arms, put her palm on his lips, and kissed her, "Fortunately, I came in time."

Fortunately, but also afraid.

"Do you still remember how you gave me this necklace?" Jiang Qingtang suddenly raised her head and asked her.

Guan Xu looked ashamed, "I seem to have a little impression..."

She really doesn't remember, she has been a very utilitarian person since she was a child, and only remembers things that are useful to herself. To Guan Xu, who was less than 20 years old at the time, Jiang Qingtang was just an ordinary little girl whom she met by chance. So cute, but what is there worth remembering by Guan Xu?It can't bring Guan Xu any benefit at all.

For example, she can remember that when she was 14 years old, she rented a server and opened a psychic website to cheat... No, she made her first pot of gold, and then used the first pot of gold to double it ten times in Las Vegas. But she has long forgotten the name of the person who voluntarily promoted her website that year, even the man and woman.

If you do too many immoral things, there will always be retribution. No, retribution will come.

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember." Jiang Qingtang snickered, "I'll tell Sister Guan."

"Do you want to hear it?" she asked Guan Xu.

"Think about it." Guan Xu said, "I can't imagine it."

Jiang Qingtang blushed slightly, lying on her chest, slowly remembering.

……

That year, Jiang Qingtang was about to go to kindergarten, and her elder brother was already in primary school. He was the orthodox heir of the Jiang family, with heavy studies, no homework, and various etiquette and musical instruments, which seemed to have occupied every bit of space in her brother's life. Qingtang's parents are both romantics, and they dislike this kind of education, but at that time, Jiang Qingtang's grandfather was the head of the family, and her father had no right to speak and could not resist, so he had to do something positive, at least take advantage of Jiang Qingtang's When childhood is not overwhelmed, take her out for a walk and see the outside world.

The first stop was to visit Shang Jiahui and Guan Hongsheng. Shang Jiahui was hospitable and stayed with Jiang's parents for a few more days.

At that time, Guan Xu had already graduated from his undergraduate degree, and the university was in another state far away from his parents. Shang Jiahui and Guan Hongsheng were the only couple in such a big home. The love of An Fang's parents sincerely treats her as her own child, even in the dead of night, Shang Jiahui even thought about having another child, and told Guan Hongsheng, Guan Hongsheng glared at her, "How old are you? What if something goes wrong in the delivery room, how will I live the rest of my life?" Shang Jiahui just gave up and could only pour all her love on Jiang Qingtang.

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother lived here for more than a month, and they never saw Guan Xu come back. When they asked Shang Jiahui what was going on, Shang Jiahui said angrily, "I think I'm in charge of her, so Yezai doesn't want to come back. , be as virtuous as her father."

Unexpectedly, Guan Xu sneaked back that day, not to visit his parents, but to steal his car keys that were confiscated by Shang Jiahui.

The weather was fine that day, Jiang Qingtang's parents and Guan Xu's parents were drinking tea in the backyard, the little Jiang Qingtang couldn't sit still alone, the new toy her mother bought for herself was hanging around her neck - a Polaroid camera, I took pictures everywhere in the yard, it was the season of singing birds and fragrant flowers. There were many butterflies, they stopped on the flowers and flapped their wings. They were colorful and very pleasing to children. Jiang Qingtang pointed the camera at the butterflies and pressed the shutter hard.

She is young, her fingers are weak, and it takes a long time to take a picture by pressing it, but it is still blurred, and the butterfly has gone to nowhere, but she never tires of it.

Looking for butterflies along the way, twisting and turning, I ran to the corner without knowing it, and happened to meet a person, who wanted to sneak up from the bushes.

A very tall woman, against the sun, Jiang Qingtang raised her neck high, couldn't see her face clearly, moved her nose, but smelled the sweet milk fragrance in her hand.

That's an ice cream.

"Hey, sister, you squat down, I'm so tired from looking at your neck like this!" Jiang Qingtang called to her in a childish voice, grinning with a naive look.

The woman was stunned for a moment, and actually lowered her body obediently, and half-kneeled in front of her, level with her.

Jiang Qingtang saw her appearance clearly, she was so beautiful, even more beautiful than the colorful butterflies that Jiang Qingtang was chasing just now, especially her eyes, with such long eyelashes, Jiang Qingtang thought of the fairy tale her mother read to her, she thought, Princesses in fairy tales probably look like this.

"Sister, are you a princess?" Jiang Qingtang asked without thinking.

Guan Xu was stunned. Seeing this girl who was not afraid of strangers, he became interested and deliberately teased her, "I'm not a princess, I'm a witch."

"Really?" Jiang Qingtang's big eyes were full of doubts, "How can there be such a beautiful witch?"

"You think I'm pretty?" Guan Xu asked with great interest.

Jiang Qingtang nodded, her mind was already attracted by the ice cream in Guan Xu's hand, she put her finger in her mouth and sucked it unconsciously.

Guan Xu smiled, no wonder his mouth is so sweet, it turned out it was for the ice cream.

"Want to eat?" She waved the ice cream in front of Jiang Qingtang.

Jiang Qingtang nodded, her saliva almost dripping from greed.

"Promise my sister one condition, and she will give it to you, okay?"

"What is a condition?" Jiang Qingtang didn't understand, her vocabulary was not enough.

"..." Guan Xu lost his temper, so he had to explain to her, "My sister is playing hide-and-seek with others, and she needs to find a place to hide. You must not tell anyone that you have seen me, can you sit down?"

"Yes!" Jiang Qingtang patted her chest and promised.

"So cute." Guan Xu patted her head and gave her the cone in his hand.

Jiang Qingtang sat on the grass with a cone in his hand and ate, watching Guan Xu stepping on the bricks to climb up, his pocket was accidentally caught by a tree branch, he took it out and saw it was a necklace with a heart pendant hanging on it, look It's quite delicate.

Guan Xu forgot who gave it to her, and now he just felt that it was getting in the way. He looked down at the child who was concentrating on licking the ice cream, and called out, "Hey."

Jiang Qingtang raised her head, with a little cream on her lips.

Guan Xule was happy, and casually threw the necklace on the grass next to her, "I'll give it to you."

Without looking back, he climbed into the room to find the car keys.

Jiang Qingtang was stunned for a moment, walked over slowly, squatted down, and picked up the necklace.

Very beautiful and shiny.

The child has no resistance to this shiny metal tease, happily hangs it around his neck, and continues to eat ice cream.

After eating an ice cream, Jiang Qingtang sat under the eaves dangling her short legs, waiting for Guan Xu to come down.

"Why are you still here?" Guan Xu frowned after jumping off.

Jiang Qingtang opened her mouth wide, pointed and touched her round belly, "It's over."

Guan Xu: "...so?"

"More."

Guan Xu smiled, "Little brat, don't push yourself too hard."

"If you don't give it to me, I'll tell Mom and Dad to go."

Guan Xu raised his eyebrows, he didn't expect this little guy to be quite smart, and he blackmailed himself.

"Okay, I'll buy it for you." She took the child by the hand, took it to the ice cream truck on the side of the road, and warned, "Is this the last one?"

"Yeah!" The little girl smiled like a little fox, "Sister, you are so kind."

Jiang Qingtang opened her mouth wide, and ordered an extra-large box of ice cream, and added three extra chocolate-flavored ice cream balls, holding it in her hand, it was so heavy that it was almost unsteady, and she couldn't hold a spoon in her hand, so she stretched her head over , licked directly in the box.

There is a circle of ice cream stains on the mouth, like a little tabby cat.

Guan Xu looked at the box of ice cream that was bigger than her face and was overjoyed, "Little money fan, you will definitely be a big boss when you grow up."

"I don't want to be a big boss." Jiang Qingtang licked the ice cream and said, "I want to be a prince."

Guan Xu became interested, "Why?"

"Because a prince can marry a princess." Jiang Qingtang hugged Guan Xu's arm, and gave her a hard slap on the face. In addition to the smell of ice cream, there was also the unique milky fragrance of a little girl.

"Sister, you are so pretty, I will marry you when I grow up."

If it was an ordinary adult, he would definitely teach Jiang Qingtang that girls cannot be princes, they can only be princesses and marry princes.

But Guan Xu is no ordinary adult.

She herself is a person who doesn't follow the rules, and she doesn't bother to instill those so-called "conventional" "rules" into such a young girl.

She only squinted her eyes and smiled, and raised her chin cynically at Jiang Qingtang, "Okay, I'll wait for you to marry me." She pointed to the necklace around Jiang Qingtang's neck, "This is the token of love."

Before leaving, he asked the owner of the ice cream truck to find a group photo for them, and printed two of them, one for Guan Xu and one for Jiang Qingtang to keep for herself.

Jiang Qingtang thought this princess was really interesting, she was obviously a princess, but she still lied to herself that she was a witch.

How can there be such a good witch.

There is no such beautiful witch.

……

That old photo was eventually eroded by the years.

Jiang Qingtang kept her promise. For so many years, she really didn't tell anyone about it. Later, even Guan Xu was forgotten, and it became a secret buried in her heart that only she knew.

Guan Xu hugged her, listened to her memories, and her gentle tone made Guan Xu think a little bit.

There was indeed such a little girl in my life.

Like a ghost, she would blackmail people at such a young age. The lion opened his mouth and asked for the largest ice cream, but he had to add three extra chocolate balls for her.

That little girl was so clever back then, she couldn't connect with the silly girl in her arms.

The environment can change people so much. Guan Xu remembered that when he saw her at her birthday party, she couldn't even speak a whole sentence. The Jiang family knew that she could speak before, but she couldn't speak later. No one cared. No one wanted to help her, and they even laughed at her, getting used to her inability to speak, and called her "dumb".

What kind of dumb, Guan Xu gritted his teeth, Jiang Qingtang was so eloquent back then, she would become dumb, and those who mocked her could not get away with it.

The irony of this world is that the perpetrator often laughs at the victim.

Guan Xu thought, feeling sore in his heart, he kissed again and again between Jiang Qingtang's temples.

With mixed hair, Jiang Qingtang was tickled by her kiss, giggled, hugged Guan Xu's neck affectionately, and said delicately, "Sister Guan, why are you so good today."

Guan Xu rarely took the initiative to kiss her, it was rare that he took the initiative once, Jiang Qingtang wanted her to kiss her more.

"I failed to protect you." Guan Xu's throat was a little choked.

"I don't want sister Guan to protect me, I want sister Guan to like me."

Not only that, Jiang Qingtang also wanted to be someone who could protect Guan Xu.

She didn't feel wronged by waiting for Guan Xu all these years. On the contrary, it was because of Guan Xu hidden in her heart that she had the courage to wait for so many years, always full of hope. A person who treats her well is worth her waiting.

With hope, the days of being alone, the days of being ridiculed by others, and the days of often not having enough to eat, all become insignificant.

After a little bit of darkness before dawn, you can see the golden sun, bright and warm.

Sister Guan walked towards her stepping on the morning glow.

When she was a child, Jiang Qingtang hoped that she could become a prince, because in her heart, Guan Xu was a noble princess waiting for her to marry.

Later, when she grew up, she taught herself without a teacher, and found out that a princess can marry a princess, but Jiang Qingtang is no longer a princess, but a broom star.

Guan Xu is no longer a princess, but a fairy.

In the end, she became a fairy and married Sao Baxing back home.

Jiang Qingtang felt a little inferior, thinking that she was not good enough for Sister Guan.

And at this moment, there was a new understanding.

Whether it is a prince, a princess, a fairy, or a broom star, the essence remains the same.

Both Jiang Qingtang and Guan Xu got married.

"Sister Guan, do you like me?"

"like."

Jiang Qingtang was full of joy, look, this is the essence, Guan Xu likes Jiang Qingtang.

Jiang Qingtang giggled silly, with a warm heart, lying next to Guan Xu's ear, brushing their knotted long hair, and whispered softly, "I like you too..."

"I like sister Guan the most."

"Sister Guan, I said I would marry you." Jiang Qingtang picked Guan Xu's earlobe with her teeth, grinding the light-colored mole on her ear, "Look, I will do what I say."

Guan Xu put his arms around her and smiled indulgently, "I know."

"My Xiaotang is the best at keeping promises, a promise is as good as gold."

"It's my fault, I forgot you for so many years."

Breathing burned Jiang Qingtang's heart, Jiang Qingtang couldn't help blurting out:

"Sister Guan, you want me."

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感谢在2020-04-0418:34:38~2020-04-0519:37:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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