kiss my little dumb

Finally returning to Jinling, the moment Jiang Qingtang stepped into the house with one foot, he relaxed for a long time.

The items were arranged as they were before they left home. Before they arrived home, Zhong Qing had asked someone to clean them up in advance. The house was clean and tidy. Jiang Qingtang threw herself on the sofa, took a deep breath while hugging the fluffy and soft pillows, Squinting her eyes comfortably, she sighed, "I'm finally home."

The pillow that has just been dried has a smell of sunshine, warm and comfortable.

Jiang Qingtang buried her face in the pillow and rubbed it, like a kitten, Guan Xu seemed to be able to see the nimble tail behind her.

"How long has it been since you've been out, and you love home too much." Guan Xu smiled and closed the door, and put the suitcases back into their respective rooms.

The suitcases of the two are of different colors, so it is easy to distinguish them. Guan Xu's suitcase is black, and Jiang Qingtang's is silver-white. Jiang Qingtang's eyes darkened as she watched Guan Xu push the silver suitcase into her room.

She almost forgot that at home, she and Guan Xu slept in separate rooms.

So should he sleep in his own bedroom tonight, or squeeze into Guan Xu's bedroom with the cheek to sleep?Jiang Qingtang wavered in her heart, unable to make up her mind.

Of course she wanted to sleep with Guan Xu privately, but she was afraid of being rejected by Guan Xu when she came back.

After all, it was because they didn't take the last step between them, otherwise there would be no such hesitation and entanglement, and they would all "meet each other honestly", and it was logical for the two of them to sleep together.

almost...

That thing almost got done.

Jiang Qingtang's eyes were full of annoyance, she blamed herself for not having seen the world, she was on the point that day, but she retreated before the battle, maybe she left a psychological shadow on Sister Guan, so she didn't want to touch her after that.

Jiang Qingtang hinted several times, and almost made it clear, she remained calm.

Don't sister Guan want to?

Jiang Qingtang was worried.

"Xiaotang, do you tidy up your clothes yourself or let me tidy up for you?" Guan Xu's voice came from Jiang Qingtang's room to the living room.

Jiang Qingtang was so shocked that she came back to her senses, and hurriedly said: "I can do it myself!"

She remembered that there was an indescribable pajamas in the suitcase, which was sold to her by Zhong Qing, and she only wore it once in front of Guan Xu. It was not a pleasant experience, it was embarrassing.

Jiang Qingtang didn't dare to let Guan Xu see that dress again, if Guan Xu remembered the stupid things she did, he would not want to be with her...

Do you not lift a stone to drop it on your own foot?

Guan Xu put the suitcase away, and walked out of Jiang Qingtang's room. Seeing that Jiang Qingtang's face was a little red, he became vigilant, and touched her forehead, for fear that her condition would relapse and she would have a fever again.

Fortunately, not hot.

Guan Xu sat beside her, pinching her face, "What the hell are you thinking of? You're blushing like this?"

She said casually that in her heart Jiang Qingtang was just a pure and kind little white rabbit who had no scheming and had all thoughts on her face, what kind of tricks could she have?It's not that Jian Ling from Luo Yimu's family, who is full of bad water.

Jiang Qingtang really had a ghost in his heart this time. Hearing Guan Xu's question, he felt as if the crooked thoughts in his head had been seen through, and his eyes dodged, "No... I didn't think about anything."

Guan Xu could tell that something was wrong with her at a glance, raised his eyebrows, and joked half-truthfully, "Okay, Xiaotang, it's so good to go out, you dare to lie to me?"

Jiang Qingtang's skin was thin, and her face turned even redder, "I really... really didn't think about anything."

Guan Xu leaned on Jiang Qingtang's small shoulder, pretending to be resentful, "Xiaotang has matured, and she has a secret in her heart, and even I keep it from it. Fortunately, I am still your married wife. The two locks of our hair that night , or Xiaotang tied them together with her own hands... Forget it, Xiaotang probably coaxed me, if you move on in the future, tell me, you have a good heart for sister, and you can bear it..."

Jiang Qingtang covered Guan Xu's mouth, frowning tightly, "Sister Guan, what are you talking about! What empathy... I... I only like you! If you don't believe me, I will... I At once……"

She thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure out what to do with "I'm just", so her brain got hot, she pressed Guan Xu's shoulder, pressed her on the sofa, lowered her head and kissed her.

The sofa is not big, Guan Xu is tall and has long legs, he lay down on his back, his long legs had no place to rest, so he had to bend up, Jiang Qingtang knelt on her, grabbed her collar to kiss her, he moved so fast that he bumped into Guan Xu. Xu's front teeth, both of them frowned, Jiang Qingtang wanted to get up in a panic, Guan Xu held his shoulders, clasped the back of his neck, and deepened the kiss.

The number of kisses has increased, and they are more compatible. If the first few kisses were more satisfying in the heart than the actual comfort, then now, it is the double satisfaction of body and mind.

Guan Xu was in control of the initiative, and learned some new tricks without a teacher. Within a few seconds, Jiang Qingtang fell limply in her arms, supported her shoulders, and hummed weakly and bonelessly.

More and more like a kitten.

Guan Xu's smile stuck in his chest, and he rubbed her neck with his tiger's mouth.

So comfortable that Jiang Qingtang took the initiative to rub against her palm.

This is a little tacit habit between them. When Guan Xu kisses Jiang Qingtang, he always likes to touch her neck. It seems that only by touching her with his own hands can he confirm that she is really in his arms at the moment.

When they parted, Jiang Qingtang panted and gasped on Guan Xu's chest, Guan Xu rubbed her earlobe, and asked again: "Are you willing to talk now?"

"say what?"

"What bad idea do you have in mind to hide from me?"

"There is no bad idea." Jiang Qingtang raised her head and took a bite of Guan Xu's collarbone, "Good idea."

"What good idea?" Guan Xu's curiosity was aroused.

"I was thinking, when will Sister Guan be willing to be with me...with me..." She was too embarrassed to say out loud about such a shameful thing, she raised her neck and leaned close to Guan Xu's earlobe, "...to have a bridal chamber with me."

The warm breath made Guan Xu's ears turn red, Guan Xu was stunned, and stopped pinching Jiang Qingtang's earlobe.

bridal chamber.

It's really like what people in ancient times would say. Who would say this word now? If you say it, you will be laughed at.

That's what Jiang Qingtang would say.

Guan Xu knew what Jiang Qingtang meant, as soon as she lowered her head, she met the fiery expectation in Jiang Qingtang's eyes, and ignited the fuse in her heart.

The hand holding Jiang Qingtang's shoulder tightened suddenly, Jiang Qingtang frowned in pain.

Guan Xu gritted his teeth, closed his eyes fiercely, and opened them again before saying, "It's not yet time."

Jiang Qingtang looked anxious, "Why?"

Why?Guan Xu's eyes moved.

Of course it was because Jiang Qingtang hadn't really liked her yet.

What kind of feelings does Jiang Qingtang have for Guan Xu?obsession?gratitude?still have?

Guan Xu is not sure, the only thing that is certain is that there may be liking, but it is not pure, and it even accounts for very little in Jiang Qingtang's complex emotions towards her.

"Sister Guan, will you marry me?" Jiang Qingtang asked again, she was afraid that what she expressed was not accurate enough, so she specially emphasized, "It's not just sleeping, it's...you can do that kind of thing..."

Guan Xu hugged her, looked at the ceiling and thought for a long time.

Jiang Qingtang didn't urge her, and waited quietly.

This is a problem that the two of them will have to face sooner or later, it is better to just talk about it once and think it through, so as to save Jiang Qingtang from thinking wildly all day long.

After waiting for a long time, Jiang Qingtang thought Guan Xu was asleep, so Guan Xu said: "Yes."

Only one single syllable is enough to make Jiang Qingtang excited.

"When?" She propped herself up from Guan Xu's arms, her eyes enlarged, and she looked at Guan Xu, "Today, okay?"

She had waited too long and couldn't wait.

Guan Xu didn't answer her, but instead asked an inexplicable question, "Xiaotang, do you like me?"

"Of course I like it." Jiang Qingtang looked puzzled, isn't this obvious?Why does Sister Guan ask such a question.

I like Sister Guan so much, in my bones, in my heart, every cell in my body clamors that I like Sister Guan, that's why I want to do that thing with her.

"When did you fall in love with me?" Guan Xu said with a calm expression, "I only met you once 15 years ago, and then I met you on your 20th birthday. In the middle of 15 years, you never saw me, but You fell in love with me just because of a photo?"

"Xiaotang, do you know what liking is?"

Jiang Qingtang's face was slightly stunned, and after a while, her face flushed, "Sister Guan, you... what do you want to say?"

"Do you know Sun Wukong?" Guan Xu said, "In my time, every child lived in the heart of Sun Wukong, Monkey King, 72 changes, omnipotent, if you are bullied, just yell his name Name, he will appear out of thin air to help children drive away those bullies."

"Xiaotang, you are only 20 years old. You are in the prime of your life, and there are infinite possibilities in the future. You will meet all kinds of people, maybe..." Guan Xu paused for a moment, and smiled wryly.

"...Maybe you will meet someone in the future, and then find that your feelings for me are not actually likes."

For some reason, Jiang Qingtang suddenly felt insulted, "Sister Guan, you..." She pursed her lips, her eyes filled with disbelief, "Do you think I'm using you?"

"That's not what I meant..." Guan Xu realized that he seemed to have said something wrong, and wanted to explain, but Jiang Qingtang interrupted suddenly.

"Then what do you mean?" Jiang Qingtang jumped out of her arms, took a few steps back, with grief and anger on her face, "You think I like you because I have to like you and want to use you because You are my only hope, only by using you can I escape from the Jiang family, right?!"

Guan Xu had never seen Jiang Qingtang so angry before, his face was tense, the corners of his mouth were drawn down extremely sharply, his teeth were gritted, and even his cheeks were trembling.

"Xiaotang..." Guan Xu opened his arms, trying to hug her, but she stepped back to avoid him.

The ends of her eyes were red, and her pupils were full of grievances, "You never, never thought about it... I really like you, right?"

Guan Xu slowly dropped his hands by his sides, and after a long silence, he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Qingtang's mind buzzed, and she was speechless for an instant.

Her heart was stretched by unhappiness, angry, unwilling, and self-deprecating. Jiang Qingtang couldn't tell what she was feeling now, but felt that her heart was being stretched and hurt, and all her emotions were blocked in her heart, unable to vent, even though she had tried her best It was useless to gasp for breath, my heart was so congested that even my fingertips began to ache, and I tremblingly grasped the skirt of my clothes.

She never thought that her liking for Guan Xu was seen by her, so it turned out to be like this, full of hypocrisy!

I clearly...

Obviously he really likes her.

Guan Xu felt that Jiang Qingtang didn't understand anything, but in fact Jiang Qingtang knew everything. Although she had no contact with the society, she was well-read, so how could she not understand what liking is.

Not only liking, but Jiang Qingtang also understands all the love, hatred, and conspiracy in the world.

She is not as ignorant of the world and a blank slate as Guan Xu thought, she also grew up through hard work, and the Jiang family doesn't like her, is it all because of a few words from the fortune teller?Isn't it because her grandfather believed the fortune teller and hated her, so the rest of the people followed suit!

Jiang Qingtang's grandfather is the person in charge of the Jiang family, and if there is someone who the person in charge doesn't like, who wants to continue to hang out in the Jiang family, who would dare to take the initiative to show favor to her?Instead, I have to step on it to show my loyalty to Grandpa Jiang!

The food and clothing deducted by the nanny who took care of her, the ridicule and sarcasm from outsiders, her brother's hatred for her...Jiang Qingtang knows everything, she understands the emotions of these outsiders, doesn't it mean that she doesn't understand the feelings in her heart ?

I didn't say it before, I just don't want to care about it. A person's life is so short that there are not enough people to like. Why waste it on people and things that you don't like?

It's just that Jiang Qingtang didn't know that in Guan Xu's eyes, his liking wasn't liking at all, it was like a joke.

How could it not be that she likes it? On Jiang Qingtang's cheeks, warm tears flowed down.

In the past, when Sister Guan didn't come, when I thought of Sister Guan, my heart would suddenly beat violently; when I met Sister Guan, she would talk in her ear, and she would feel drunk; when Sister Guan kissed her, she would be happy She went to heaven; later she found out that Sister Guan also liked her, and the first thought that popped up in her heart was that she was worth it if she died immediately.

How could you not like these?If you just want to be grateful or want to take advantage of someone, will you be like her?

Jiang Qingtang thinks, Mama Guan is very kind to herself, she loves herself as if she is her own daughter, what she has for Mama Guan is gratitude and affection, which is not at all the same as the love she puts on the tip of her heart for Guan Xu.

What's wrong with being young?Just because you are young, can the feeling of liking someone be denied so easily?

The more Jiang Qingtang thought about it, the more blocked her heart became, the tears rolled down uncontrollably, she wiped the back of her hand carelessly, but couldn't stop, so she had to turn her back.

don't want to cry.

Fragile and useless, everything is protected by sister Guan, so even if my liking is true, it is passively mixed and used.

Sister Guan is right, I was using her in the first place.

Without Guan Xu, Jiang Qingtang has probably married a paralyzed second-generation ancestor as his wife. How can he be like this now? If he wants to see the Metropolitan Museum, he can go to Jinling University. If he wants to study, he can go to Jinling University. Jiang Qingtang Guan Xu gave her everything she wore, what she usually ate, every needle and thread, every scrap of paper, isn't that considered taking advantage of her?

Thinking frightenedly, tears fell down, shoulders trembled, the illness was not cured, this crying, out of breath, coughing uncontrollably, Jiang Qingtang covered her mouth, Coughing and crying, his shoulders shook violently, Guan Xu was flustered, stepped forward, and hugged her tightly from behind.

"Xiaotang, don't cry, don't cry..." Guan Xu comforted helplessly, "It's my fault, sister Guan's fault, I shouldn't have said such things, I know, Xiaotang really likes me."

"How could Xiaotang not really like Sister Guan? When you look at me, your eyes will glow and watery. How could you not like..."

Guan Xu was extremely annoyed, wishing to give himself two slaps, he was so reckless at his age, he dared to say any stupid things, Jiang Qingtang was originally sensitive and shy, and he would feel panic in his heart when nothing happened, What's more, Guan Xu's words are almost clear!

Wasn't there a sign last time in New York?Jiang Qingtang laughed at herself as a "sugar daddy", but Guan Xu didn't care, and joked about it.

Saying this now is simply confirming Jiang Qingtang's subconscious panic, no wonder she has such a violent reaction!

Jiang Qingtang seemed to be coughing up her lungs, her forehead was flushed, her forehead was covered with sweat, it was cold, and she was still crying, she grabbed Guan Xu's hand and pushed it out regardless, not letting her hug her.

I can't... I can't be greedy for the warmth of Sister Guan anymore.

Don't let her feel that she is still using her as if she is pretending to be pitiful.

Not long ago, Jiang Qingtang threw herself on the sofa contentedly and said that she finally went home, but now it has become ironic. In Guan Xu's heart, this is not Jiang Qingtang's home, but Jiang Qingtang's shameless and self-important.

Guan Xu shackled Jiang Qingtang's hands in his arms, held them tighter, and comforted her softly in her ears.

"I'm sorry, sister Guan was wrong."

"I insulted Xiaotang's heart."

"Xiaotang's liking is true, but I'm too stupid..."

"Me too... I like Xiaotang too."

"I just……"

just scared.

Only the last four characters can't be uttered in my throat.

So humiliating.

Guan Xu couldn't say such cowardly words.

Guan Xu's lips trembled, tears fell and fell on Jiang Qingtang's thin shoulders.

Hot tears, Jiang Qingtang was only wearing a thin T-shirt, the heat soaked into the flesh on her back shoulder almost instantly, scorching her heart to shiver, all resistance was forgotten.

It's Guan Xu's tears.

In Jiang Qingtang's memory, Guan Xu almost never cried.

It turned out that sister Guan's tears were so hot.

Almost burned her shoulder.

Jiang Qingtang thought, Sister Guan must like her very much - even when she felt that she was using her, Sister Guan still liked her.

Look, she thought, Guan Xu likes Jiang Qingtang so much, but Jiang Qingtang makes Guan Xu so miserable.

The stone in her heart was pressed heavily again, Jiang Qingtang did not move in Guan Xu's arms, shedding tears quietly.

The huge living room was suddenly silent, only her intermittent sobbing.

The mobile phone in Jiang Qingtang's pocket rang cheerfully inappropriately. It was a sweet nursery rhyme. Once upon a time, Jiang Qingtang was awakened by a nightmare and crawled into Guan Xu's bed with her pillow in her arms. Guan Xu once sang it to her. Jiang Qingtang Tang liked it very much, and wanted Guan Xu to sing it again and record it as a mobile phone ringtone. Guan Xu smiled and said it was too ugly, and it was better not to embarrass Jiang Qingtang outside, so Jiang Qingtang had to find the song there on the Internet. The original version, set as a mobile phone ringtone.

Jiang Qingtang twitched in Guan Xu's tight arms, took out her cell phone and saw that it was Jian Ling's call.

"You answer the phone first, I... I'll get you something to eat." Guan Xu let go of her, and walked towards the kitchen with messy steps, and only secretly wiped the corners of his eyes after carrying Jiang Qingtang on his back.

But Jiang Qingtang had already seen the red corners of her eyes and the bloodshot eyes.

He was so haggard that it made people feel distressed, and he still remembered to get something for Jiang Qingtang to eat.

In Jiang Qingtang's heart, she has added another crime.

The phone rang for half a minute. Just when Jiang Qingtang wanted to answer it, she hung up automatically, and it rang again after a while. This time Jiang Qingtang didn't dare to delay, so she hurriedly pressed the green answer button on the screen and put the phone on the phone. In the ear, "Sister Ah Ling."

"Xiaotang, why are you answering the phone now? Could it be that I interrupted you because I was doing something embarrassing with Guan Xu? Then I have committed a serious crime."

"Sister Ah Ling, you... What's the matter with you?" Jiang Qingtang asked eagerly.

"Ah, just to make sure you've arrived home safely. I also heard from Mumu that Jinling University will officially start tomorrow. You should prepare the materials you will use. Don't forget."

Jiang Qingtang was taken aback for a moment, took down the phone, and looked at the date.

Time flies so fast, today is August 31st, and tomorrow will be September [-]st, which is the day when Jinling University starts registration.

"I... I see, thank you sister Ah Ling." Jiang Qingtang sniffed.

Jian Ling heard something was wrong, "What's wrong with your voice? It sounds a bit hoarse, are you crying?"

"No……"

"You must be crying! You can't lie to me!" Jian Ling's tone became a little anxious, "Say, who bullied you? Where did Guan Xu die? Why don't you know how to vent your anger?" Jian Ling suddenly remembered , Jiang Qingtang and the others should have just arrived home, now she and Guan Xu are the only two at home, who will bully her?

"It couldn't be Guan Xu who bullied you, right?" Jian Ling raised her voice, "Is Guan Xu still a thing? How did she bully you? Tell me quickly, and I will teach her a lesson for you!"

"No, no!" Jiang Qingtang shook her head violently, she stopped when she remembered that Jian Ling couldn't see her, and hurriedly denied, "Sister Guan is very good to me, she didn't bully me."

What Jian Ling wanted to say, Guan Xu had already come out of the kitchen, holding a bowl of noodles with a poached egg lying on it.

"Xiaotang, are you finished talking on the phone? Come over and have something to eat."

"Sister Ah Ling, I won't tell you anymore, goodbye." Jiang Qingtang hung up the phone and walked into the restaurant.

Guan Xu put the bowl of egg noodles on the dining table, with a nervous expression, "I... I made it according to the recipe on the Internet, and I don't know if it's good or not. You should make a mat first, and then cook something better when the cook comes tonight. .”

Jiang Qingtang nodded, "Thank you."

She picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of the noodles.

Guan Xu paid attention to her expression nervously, "How is it? Is it delicious?"

It’s not that it’s unpalatable, it’s just that the noodles have been cooked for too long, they are soft and melt in the mouth, and they don’t have the chewiness they should have.

"It's delicious." Jiang Qingtang said softly.

"Then... that's good." Guan Xu heaved a sigh of relief, and sat opposite Jiang Qingtang.

With sharp eyes, Jiang Qingtang noticed that her right index finger was burnt, and a large area was red.

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Well, the readers are right, Guan Xu is indeed an idiot.

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感谢在2020-04-0814:37:19~2020-04-0923:28:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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