Between the sea of ​​clouds

Early the next morning, Gu Haifeng got up and was ready to go to the company. Mu Yunfan lay on the bed and rubbed his sleepy eyes. Seeing that Gu Haifeng was packing up his things and preparing to leave, he immediately sat up and said, "Let me accompany you to the company." !"

Gu Haifeng walked to the bed, "Lie down, I'm not here recently, and you're tired too, take advantage of the holidays these days, you should also take a good rest!"

After speaking, he kissed Mu Yunfan's forehead and left the room. Mu Yunfan didn't lie down lazily until he heard the sound of Gu Haifeng closing the door. He left reluctantly, hugged Gu Haifeng's pillow, the smell of Gu Haifeng's hair was still on the pillow, and fell asleep sweetly.

Haifeng Group, after the mid-year reception, will give employees a three-day holiday, which can be regarded as a kind of welfare of the company.So when Gu Haifeng came to the company, he was deserted, except for the security guards, there were basically no employees.

Arriving at the office, not long after, Zhong Xiaoxia also walked in. The employees were on vacation, but Zhong Xiaoxia couldn't rest, because Gu Haifeng had to go on a business trip the next day, so today she had to give up her vacation and go back to the company to help Gu Haifeng dealt with some urgent matters at hand.

The two of them were busy all morning, and the desk was full of documents and materials. Gu Haifeng was sitting at the desk, holding the documents in his hand while staring at the computer. Zhong Xiaoxia was sitting opposite him, flipping through the documents in her hand, Keep writing with a pen.

"It's past eleven o'clock!" Gu Haifeng felt a little hungry, looked at his watch, then put down the documents in his hand, and said to Zhong Xiaoxia, "I treat you to a good lunch at noon, it's a reward for your hard work. Come and work overtime with me during the holidays!"

Zhong Xiaoxia smiled slightly, and actually learned to love others, "Okay, then I will not be polite!"

"What do you want to eat?"

"Steak, I haven't eaten for a long time!"

"No problem, let's go!" Gu Haifeng stood up after finishing speaking.

The two came to a western restaurant together, each ordered a steak, and Gu Haifeng also ordered a bottle of red wine.

"Why, just drink it at noon?"

"Drink a little, to relieve fatigue!" Gu Haifeng said, pouring a glass for Zhong Xiaoxia, and pouring a glass for himself, "Come on, have a drink, these days, you have worked hard!"

After Gu Haifeng finished speaking, he drank it in one gulp. Zhong Xiaoxia looked at Gu Haifeng, smiled slightly, and drank a glass, then put down the glass in her hand and said, "I don't work hard, these days, Mu Yunfan worked harder than me! "

"Mu Yunfan!" Hearing this name, Gu Haifeng's eyes lit up again, "Yes, he is very good!"

When the steak came to the table, Gu Haifeng cut the steak on the plate in front of him into small pieces, then took Zhong Xiaoxia's plate over, and gave Zhong Xiaoxia what he had cut.

Zhong Xiaoxia watched Gu Haifeng's series of actions, and only smiled and said: "You have changed!"

"That's right! How can you tell that I've changed! Is this the steak?" Gu Haifeng said while cutting a piece of steak and putting it into his mouth.

“Not just one steak, but many more!”

"Tell me!" Gu Haifeng poured another glass of red wine for Zhong Xiaoxia.

"Even if you cared about others before, you kept it in your heart and didn't show it!" Zhong Xiaoxia shook the wine glass, staring at the red wine in the glass, and said meaningfully, "Didn't you notice that you are smiling now?" If there are too many, you will be joking!"

"Wouldn't it be nice to have more smiles?" Gu Haifeng gave Zhong Xiaoxia another friendly smile.

"Okay, of course, but you were not like this before!" Zhong Xiaoxia will always be the one who understands Gu Haifeng best.

"People always have to change. It is impossible to live in the past forever. Today I can stand up and look forward. You should be happy for me!"

After Gu Haifeng finished speaking, he picked up the wine glass, reached out to touch the quilt in Zhong Xiaoxia's hand, and took a leisurely sip.

Zhong Xiaoxia also picked up the wine glass, took a sip, and then looked at Gu Haifeng meaningfully, "What kind of person is it that makes you change suddenly?"

Gu Haifeng put down the knife and fork in his hand, looked at Zhong Xiaoxia with a serious face, "What do you want to say?"

If it was someone else, she probably wouldn't have dared to speak anymore, but Zhong Xiaoxia is no one else, because she knows that most of the time, if even she only regards Gu Haifeng as the boss, then no one would dare to tell him the truth .

"What I want to say, in fact, don't you know clearly in your heart?"

"You mean, I can no longer find my own happiness?" Gu Haifeng slowly turned his head and stared at the mural on the wall, "Among the living people in this world, the one who understands me best is you. Yes, Xiaoya has been away for so many years, you know my feelings for Xiaoya best, and how I survived these years, you will understand even if I don't tell you."

"Well, keep talking!" Zhong Xiaoxia looked at Gu Haifeng, of course she knew how difficult it was for Gu Haifeng these years.

"Now, in terms of feelings, I suddenly seem to have a sustenance. I feel that I am slowly letting go of the burdens I have carried for so many years. I am very tired, really!" Gu Haifeng stared at Zhong Xiaoxia, his eyes revealed a very Complicated and very complicated mood, "Actually, I wanted to let go a long time ago. The reason why I haven't let go is that I lack a new sustenance. Now that I have it, you say that I should give up on him and continue to carry on with my own burden. Or hold his hand and walk towards a better tomorrow together?"

"Xiaoya and I are best best friends. We grew up together. Although she and I are not sisters, we are still like sisters. However, I don't blame you at all. You have the right to pursue happiness, and no one can stop you." You, not only that, I also hope that you can re-pursue your own happiness." Zhong Xiaoxia picked up the wine glass and took another sip, "Your current changes are what I have always wanted to see. Like me, she definitely hopes that you can live a good life, and she certainly doesn't want to see you being so decadent all the time."

"Thank you!" Gu Haifeng's eyes were already filled with tears, but he still held back firmly.

"I have always wanted to have a good talk with you. I hope you can let go of the past and start over, but I understand that you will not listen to me. Over the years, your people are here, but your heart has always been Follow Xiaoya who left." Zhong Xiaoxia couldn't help but shed tears, but then she picked up a tissue to wipe it, and said with a smile, "But recently, I have seen your changes and hope, and I feel that I don't need it anymore. I'm here to persuade you, I'm very happy for you if you can continue to take another step, no matter who that person is, or whether that person is a man or a woman!"

What Zhong Xiaoxia said actually made it clear, she already felt that the relationship between him and Mu Yunfan was not simply a superior-subordinate relationship, especially at the reception last night, when Gu Haifeng suddenly called her and said that he wanted to When he came back to participate, he had to hide it from Mu Yunfan!

"You know it's him?" Gu Haifeng had a trace of doubt on his face.

"I don't know, I just suspected, but now I'm sure!"

"What do you think!" In fact, he also really wanted to hear Zhong Xiaoxia's opinion, after all these years, Zhong Xiaoxia was almost the only real friend around Gu Haifeng.

"I believe that you, Gu Haifeng, can handle the relationship with him well. I don't need to worry about that! It doesn't matter what others think, but I believe that you, Gu Haifeng, are sensible, and I also believe that he is not greedy for your money."

"Then what are you worried about?"

"What I'm worried about is, even if you two are true love, even if the love is desperately in love now, have you considered him in the future?"

"Aren't you against it?" Following the change of Zhong Xiaoxia's topic, Gu Haifeng felt a little uneasy. He wanted to hear Zhong Xiaoxia's heartfelt words, but he was afraid of hearing something bad.

"I don't object!" Zhong Xiaoxia glanced at Gu Haifeng, "Not only do I not object, but I also agree! It's just that I'm looking at it from his point of view, don't you think it's a little selfish?"

"I'm selfish?" Gu Haifeng didn't quite understand Zhong Xiaoxia's meaning.

"The reason why you are together is because you two have the same experience. Have you ever thought about whether you are with him because of how much you love him, or because you just want to keep warm with him!" Zhong Xiaoxia said She came up with her own thoughts, she didn't mean to break them up, she just analyzed it objectively for Gu Haifeng from a bystander, "He is still so young, you have already experienced many things, but he hasn't experienced it yet. , you plan to let him follow you without a name and no distinction for the rest of his life? If it’s just pure and selfish from your point of view, I don’t have any opinions. I will sincerely bless you both, but from his point of view , do you really intend to let him live like this? What can you give him? Is it just pure love? Or money? Or power? You can bring him to me today, but you can bring him to other people , and then say that this person is my wife or husband? At the very least, can you give him a home? Even if you can give him a home, can you give him a child? "

Zhong Xiaoxia asked a series of questions, but Gu Haifeng woke up completely. He realized that he really couldn't give Mu Yunfan anything. He had never thought about it so much. He just felt that after so many years, all the lost happiness, now Because Mu Yunfan is returning to him bit by bit.

Just like Zhong Xiaoxia said, does he really love him?Or just keep each other warm?He never delved into this issue.

"Now you may feel very happy, happy, and happy with him, but how long has it been? What do you use to maintain your ordinary life, no relationship can be vigorous for a lifetime, and it will eventually return to ordinary. At that time, you will have quarrels, there will be estrangement, and there will be more problems than ordinary relationships between men and women. At that time, what will you do? What will he do?"

Zhong Xiaoxia's heartfelt words made Gu Haifeng feel like he was having a good dream but was woken up by someone hitting him with a stick.