Reborn Cheng can't bear it

"The concubine mother is so optimistic about her now, she can't wait to praise her to the sky. I really don't know what the concubine mother will think if she finds out that she is such a person and the child in her belly has nothing to do with me."

"Your concubine mother will definitely be hit hard, so you still have to think about this matter carefully. Even if you want to tell your concubine mother at that time, you have to think about how to say it."

"My concubine mother treats you so well, what method are you still thinking of telling her the truth to minimize the difficulty of concubine mother?"

"That's your concubine mother. If there is no her, there will be no you. I have to thank her, I have to thank her for giving birth to you, otherwise what would I do without you?"

"You..."

"By the way, I have good news for you."

"What good news?"

"I asked Imperial Physician Qin. I thought that you should take medicine immediately after you have cord blood. I confirmed with Imperial Physician Qin today. Imperial Physician Qin said that it is not necessary to take it immediately, and you can wait until the right time to take it. It doesn't matter. I've thought about it. I think I'll give you the medicine when we return to the palace and my body is almost recovered. What do you think? Although it is said that it is better to release the poison in your body as soon as possible, but I'm worried that if we haven't looked back at that time, you have amnesia, and I will be embarrassed if you leave me outside the palace. And you have to do big things, and amnesia is really not suitable at that time, so it's best to go back to the palace After that. My body needs to recover for a few days to get back to normal, so I'm worried that if I haven't recovered, you have lost your memory and don't remember me, and I will be a little bit at a loss. If everything goes well for us, it will be half a month after the baby is born. Of course , the premise is that we have already returned to the palace at that time, do you think it is okay?"

"Okay, I'll listen to you. In fact, if it wasn't because I suppressed the poison in my body and had to use your blood as a medicine, I would rather have the poison in my body, and I wouldn't understand it."

"It's absolutely impossible to understand, but once you detoxify, you will lose your memory, which is very sad. And you don't lose your memory right away, there is still a certain process, and that process is the most tormented. I should be worried every day after you wake up. Do you just know me... I have thought about it, what should I do if one day you wake up and find me lying next to you, but you don't know me. Fortunately, everyone can prove it for me, prove it My identity, otherwise, what if you treat me as an assassin?"

"If there is an assassin like you, then I will die under the peony flower and be a ghost [Feng Liu]..."

"Come on, what you said is good now, it won't be the case when you lose your memory."

"We're connected now, aren't we?"

"It's a mind connection, but who knows if it will work after amnesia?"

"It's really unclear."

Concubine Lian never imagined that she would have a chance to meet Qi Bai.

Although she was very happy when she saw Qi Bai...at least for a while, but when she thought that Qi Bai was in the palace and their relationship might be ruined, she couldn't be happy anymore.

"Your Majesty, what's the matter with you? But you don't feel well? Do you want to call the imperial physician over?"

"No need, I'm just a little tired, tired, and need to rest. You go down first, I don't need your service now, I will look for you when I need it."

"The servants will leave."

After dismissing the maids, Concubine Lian sat on the [bed] and began to be in a daze.

Right now, she really can't even trust the maids around her.

She has a personal maid who married into the palace with her from the Shen family. If there are other things, she can ask this maid to help her and tell her what she has to say, but for the current matter, she It is absolutely impossible to tell her about it, because once it is said, it means that Qi Bai's being in the palace has been known by her parents.

Now her father doesn't know how anxious he is about Qi Bo's disappearance, and Qi Bo is actually hiding in the palace, waiting to have a private meeting with her, and he wants to know what her father will do if he finds out about it.

Although this is the imperial palace, if her father is really determined to kill Qi Bai, no one can stop him.

After all, other ways can be found, even in the palace, Qi Bai cannot be kept.

She knew that Qi Bai took the risk to stay in the palace because of her, and she was quite moved.But she herself knew very well that even if Qi Bai was in the palace, she would not be able to be with him, and even the chance to meet him was very rare.

In this harem, in this west palace, normal men are guards, and guards can't come in and out at will, there is only one kind of man who can come in and out at will, and that is the eunuch.

Concubine Lian thought about Qi Bai, and felt another tumbling.

She stroked her belly with her hand and muttered to herself.

"Son, mother knows that you want your father to accompany you, but you have to know that your identity cannot be known by everyone. From now on, you can only be the child of His Majesty, you are the child of the royal family, you Your Majesty’s father can only be His Majesty, not anyone else, otherwise our mother and son’s lives will be gone. Good boy, you must not blame mother, mother can’t help it. What is mother doing this for? Mother is for Self-protection is for you, do you understand?"

As she spoke, Concubine Lian began to cry.

Pregnant women are easily agitated, and cry when they think about something, not to mention that she cried sincerely this time.

What is the saddest thing in the world?It means that the person you love is right in front of you, but you have to pretend to turn a blind eye.

She can't recognize Qi Bai, and can't meet Qi Bai again.

Just looking at it from such a distance is enough to make her lose her mind. She can't imagine how she will lose control if they have closer and more intimate contact, and it will definitely arouse suspicion at that time.

Ye Haocheng was there when she lost control today. Fortunately, Concubine Lin arrived later and saved her. I don't know if Ye Haocheng noticed anything wrong.

But she really couldn't figure out why Qi Bai would choose to stay despite the opportunity to go away and fly away.

Is it for her?

But she let him go in the first place because of him.

Although the palace seems to be safe, it is actually the most insecure way.

The most dangerous place is the safest place. In some special cases, this sentence does not apply at all.

"Your Majesty, it's time for you to take the birth control pill."

Concubine Lian wiped her tears with a handkerchief.

"come in."

"Mother, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying so well?"

"It's okay, I was in a daze just now, and I didn't know what I was thinking, and suddenly tears couldn't stop flowing out."

"Your Majesty, please forgive me for talking too much, your tears are not for that person, are they?"

"Bold, how dare you say such a thing?"

"I know I'm wrong, but I'm just worried that my mother is fascinated for a while, and I have a good impression of that person, and I can't bear it, so I..."

"Hongying, you followed me into the palace. You used to be my mother's servant girl. I know what mother means. Mother wants you to stay by my side and watch my every move so that I don't do anything wrong. I can understand and accept Mother's hard work. But this doesn't mean that you are qualified to question Ben Gong, and you are qualified to take responsibility for Ben Gong, understand?"

"The servant realizes his mistake."

"There are some things that should not be said indiscriminately. Have you ever thought about it? If what you just said was heard by someone with a heart, what kind of person would I become? The palace is not a safe place, and no one knows when something will come out." People, listen to what we said. Even in this Qinghe Palace, can you guarantee that everyone in this celebration palace is dedicated to this palace? Can you guarantee that no one here is against this palace? Does Gong have two minds?"

"Your servant understands. I know that I have said something wrong, and I forgot to appease my mother's anger. You are pregnant now, so don't get angry."

"Since you know that I can't be emotional, you have to be careful when you speak in the future, and don't say anything nonsense."

"The servant knows."

"Okay, get up, or others will think it's something wrong when they see it later." Concubine Lian took a deep breath, "Are you wondering why I cried when I was fine just now?"

"Yes, after all, you were not in a good mood after you came back from the outside, so this servant is worried..."

"You have never been pregnant before, so you don't know what it's like to be pregnant. This is the first time for me. I didn't know that my emotions would be so out of control after pregnancy. The doctor said before that this is a normal reaction. Not surprising."

"It's the slave who doesn't understand anything, and misunderstood the empress."

"If you misunderstand now, you will misunderstand. Fortunately, there is no one else. I hope that no matter what you think of in the future, you can use your brain first. If you don't understand something, you should ask me first. Don't just say whatever you think of. ,May I?"

"The servant understands."

Concubine Lian breathed a sigh of relief.

In fact, Hongying is not so easy to deal with. After all, she was by her mother's side before and learned a lot from her mother. This is something she can't deal with at all.

She really wanted to tell her mother to let Hongying leave the palace.But every time she had such thoughts, she didn't know how to tell her mother.

She felt that she might not be able to say this for the rest of her life, and she didn't know how she would be scolded after she said it.

But she was really tired of being watched like this all the time.But no matter how annoying he is, it's pointless to be watched or continue to be watched.

As for Zeppel...

She can be sure that she saw the right person just now, she really wants to meet Qi Bai and have a good talk.But now she has no chance to meet Qi Bo at all, and there are still people here who are monitoring her every move and will tell her parents what she has done, what else can she do?

All she can do now is to stay here to take care of the baby and give birth to the baby, it's that simple.

As for after the child was born...she didn't know what happened.