Reborn Cheng can't bear it

Concubine Lian now fully understands how to write the word "regret", but she has lost the opportunity to regret it.

Now she can only use four words to describe herself, which is overwhelmed.

Apart from being overwhelmed, she didn't know what to do.

It seems that she should find a helper now, but who else can help her right now?She can only help herself.

"Your Majesty, you must calm down now. Your body is very weak. The imperial doctor specially ordered you to rest and rest, and you must not be emotional."

"Needing... How do you think I can calm down now?" Concubine Lian smiled wryly, with a look of lovelessness on her face, "At that time, His Majesty asked me what happened, and I walked in without thinking. I fell into the trap that His Majesty designed for me. You have already answered it before, but I forgot about it myself, so it is my own problem. No wonder any of you. Your Majesty does not know what to do with me next So, but now that I have made such a mistake, Your Majesty will definitely think that I arranged this matter, and will definitely think it is my conspiracy."

"Your Majesty shouldn't think so. You didn't do anything. Why do you think it's a conspiracy?"

"Do you think I didn't do anything?" Concubine Lian shook her head, "I know what I did. I don't want a child anymore, and I want to hold Ye Haosheng's child as a backing, that's enough."

"Your Majesty... But Your Majesty doesn't know that much, and there is also the Empress Dowager, the Dowager Concubine will definitely decide for you."

"How long have I been in a coma?"

"Almost three days."

"Then besides the first day, has the concubine come here?"

Hongying thought for a while and shook her head: "It seems that there are no more."

"So the facts are right in front of my eyes. I'm afraid the concubine already knows about my plot. But what the concubine probably knows is that I want to harm Ye Haocheng, but if I steal the chicken, I will lose money and kill myself."

"But at the beginning, the concubine was very angry, and the concubine even slapped Ye Haocheng."

"That was the beginning. Have you forgotten? At that time, I came here with Concubine Chen just to have another witness. Concubine Chen probably knows about my plot when she sees this scene now, and even thinks that I want to drag her into the water. In this way, it is impossible for Concubine Chen to hide anything from me. I guess Concubine Chen even told Concubine Lin the reasons I told her before to trick her into coming to Changle Palace with me. I am not a good person in the eyes of the concubine. Of course, it is not that the concubine does not support the scheming of the concubines in the harem, but the problem is that I have lost the ability to have children. The child in my belly was no matter how much the concubine valued you before. It's not that she didn't know, she just hoped that this child would be a boy, who would replace Ye Haosheng's child and even become the prince. But now that the child is gone, Concubine Lin's previous hopes have been shattered, and it is impossible for me to have any more children in the future. How could Concubine Lin put her mind on me again? You can figure it out just by thinking about it. Besides, Concubine Lin came over to quarrel with Her Majesty and Ye Haocheng when she knew about my accident, beat Ye Haocheng, and then Knowing that I was actually the one who made the mistake, she must hate me even more." Concubine Lian smiled wryly, "One mistake will cause eternal hatred, I have lost my wife and lost my army."

"Then empress, do you really have no room for redemption?"

"Recover it? How to recover it? The recovery you are talking about is probably dying. What happened before... His Majesty didn't know what I did before. If His Majesty finds out again, the consequences will be even more disastrous."

Concubine Lian felt that she could not face His Majesty, Concubine Lin, or even Qi Bai.

It was because of her that Qi Bai entered the palace, and the child in her womb was bought by Qi Bai's hard work, even his own freedom.

But now the child is gone, and there will never be any in the future.

She knew that Qi Bai must have got the news now, and she didn't know what Qi Bai was thinking now, she must hate her very much, right?

But otherwise, Qi Bai is now more worried than hating.

Qi Bai knew that the concubine Shen Qinglian's child was gone, it was their child...their child couldn't be kept in the end, his father must feel bad when he did this, and he also blamed himself for not being able to protect her well , blamed himself for not being able to protect their children well, blamed himself for not being able to protect their children well, and blamed himself for having entered the palace now, but after such a big incident happened, he couldn't even see him face to face.

He was helpless, but there was nothing he could do.

If Concubine Lian was in Qinghe Palace, he could still go to see her, but now she is in Changle Palace, and the guards of Changle Palace are absolutely inaccessible to him, so he can only worry outside now, hoping that Shen Qinglian can leave Changle as soon as possible. Gong returns to Qinghe Palace so that he can see her.

And he also knew that Shen Qinglian would not be able to conceive in the future.

After hearing the news, he was very distressed.

He knows what is the most important thing about being a woman.

Now that Shen Qinglian doesn't even have the most basic fertility as a woman, what will she do in the future?

He was worried that Shen Qinglian would suddenly lose her mind, so he wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

"Hongying, make some arrangements, I want to go back to Qinghe Palace."

"Are you going back now?" Hong Ying frowned and said, "Actually, this servant thinks that there is nothing wrong with you staying in Changle Palace now."

"Do you think I can stay in Changle Palace if I want to? Unless I keep pretending to faint, this is possible. Otherwise, knowing that His Majesty knows that I have woken up, the first thing he will do immediately is to put I was sent to Qinghe Palace. Now I am nothing in His Majesty's heart. His Majesty realizes that I have lied, and His Majesty realizes that I am going to harm Ye Haosheng, so he will not treat me well. If here At that time, I still can't be a little self-conscious, if I leave quickly, then His Majesty will only hate me even more."

"My lady..."

"So let's go, although I don't know what to do next, and I don't know what else I can do next, but at least I can't stay here."

"But you are very weak."

"It doesn't matter, it's okay to forcefully move. I don't know where His Majesty and Ye Haosheng are going now, I have to leave quickly to make room for them, and I can't let His Majesty hate me anymore, absolutely not."

Hongying also feels distressed seeing Concubine Lian like this, but since the incident has already happened, it is impossible to go back in time, so there is no other way but to accept fate.

"Your Majesty, do you regret what you did before?"

"Yes, I regret it. If possible, I would rather keep this child. If I knew that the price of losing this child is that I will never have a child in the future, then I would never do it. But there is no medicine for regret in this world , even if I regret it, what's the use? Just do whatever you want, and if the child is gone, it's gone, and it's impossible to have one in the future."

"Then what are you going to do in the future?"

"After all, it was Ye Haosheng who made me become like this. If it wasn't for dealing with him, I wouldn't have become like this. Since I have nothing now, I am not afraid of anything. Other concubines may have concerns, but I don't have any of these. The next thing I have to do is to let Ye Haosheng and the child in his womb be buried with me!"

"But seeing that they are about to set off, it will probably only take two days."

"Do you think there is nothing I can do after the child is born? It's actually the same. If I do it now, it will be more convenient. If I do it again in the future, it will be two lives. I don't care. I don't care if it's a little troublesome, as long as I can achieve my goal."

"Okay, the servant will support you, and the servant will definitely help you."

"I thought you saw that I had no hope of winning [favor] now, so you wanted to go back." Concubine Lian smiled wryly, "My mother sent you to watch over me before, and now I must be doomed to never regain my favor in front of Your Majesty." [Pet] love, then you will get nothing if you follow me."

"After all, I have been following you for so long. You are the lady of I, and I will always serve you."

"Thank you. I thought you would want to leave when you saw my current misery. After all, following me has no future."

"My servant wishes you well, so that my servant can live a good life, but now that you are in such trouble, this servant will definitely not abandon you immediately."

"I'm very touched to hear you say that, but I won't thank you either."

"My servant doesn't need your gratitude, I just hope that you can achieve your goal. Since you want to work hard to deal with Ye Haocheng, then you must work hard."

"Okay, I will. You also hurry up and pack your things, and go back to Qinghe Palace now."

"Yes, slaves will prepare now."

Yun Wu originally wanted to find Ye Haocheng and Feng Linyu, but she didn't expect to see Concubine Lian as soon as she entered.

He knew that Concubine Lian hadn't left yet, but he didn't know that Concubine Lian had woken up.

He froze for a moment, then turned around and was about to run.

But Concubine Lian had already seen him, so there was no reason to let him go.

"Who are you? What are you running for? If you don't stop, I will call for someone."

Yun Wu was a little nervous, now that Feng Linyu and Ye Haocheng were not here, she was worried that if Concubine Lian called for someone, she would directly call Concubine Lin over.

It's not that he has never seen Concubine Lin's ability, if Concubine Lin came, he would basically have a bad life.

So he struggled for a while, but he went over honestly.

Concubine Lian looked at Yun Wu and asked, "Who are you?"

"I... I am the one who serves His Highness."

"You don't look like a eunuch, and you're not a guard. How could there be someone like you in the harem? You didn't sneak in, did you?"

"No, of course not, it was His Majesty and Your Highness who asked me to stay."

"Really?" Concubine Lian thought for a while, "Couldn't you be the one His Majesty secretly hid?"