[Fifth Personality] Escape from the manor

Vintage envelope sealed with wax seal.

The notebook was placed on top of the envelope, so Xu Jingshu chose to look at the notebook first.

The first page of the notebook is written with the owner's name:

【Joe Yan】

After seeing that familiar name, Xu Jingshu's hands trembled a little.

She flipped through the notebook quickly, and was shocked by what was recorded in the notebook.

Shocked that there are actually parts outside the rules of science in this world.

The second half of the notebook is a diary, which records the process of Qiao Yan's mental recovery from the brink of collapse step by step, but this normality did not last long.

A new nightmare swept over again, and this time was just after they traveled together.

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[Sunny on July 2018, 08]

[I saw Joseph again.Nightmares become reality.He is still the same as before, and his beautiful appearance is enough to deceive everyone's eyes.

I should have known that from the moment I saw that camera, there are no flukes.

When that photo fell into his hands, I knew my existence in this world had come to an end.

I thought I could escape from the manor and escape from his side, but in the end the reality still told me: this was just what I thought.

Maybe that world is reality, and this normally warm world is just a dream of mine.And now, it's time to wake up from the dream.

I might be crazy to think so. 】

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【Rain on August 2018, 08】

[I hate rainy days.

I'm calm, I think I'm really calm.I was even thinking about what kind of feelings I have for Joseph?As the psychiatrist asked me back then:

"do you like him?"

do i like himIf I could answer that I wouldn't be thinking about it now.I may like him, but I don't admit that liking.Because I don't know why I like him?

Why would I, the prey, like a stalker who could endanger my life?

Stockholm Syndrome?I think only this can explain my feeling.It is abnormal, it is deformed.

Human endurance has a fragile bottom line.Pain keeps us from gradually losing our desire to survive when encounters cross that line.At this time, our subconscious mind will save itself and develop love for the perpetrator.When love occurs, all the pain it brings is plated with a false appearance of sweetness, so that we can bear it and strive to continue to survive.

Of course, this is just my own understanding.

It may not be consistent with common sense, but it is correct that I insist on. 】

……

[Overcast on September 2018, 09]

[I am ready to leave this world.There's no point in crying, at least you have to be decent in the end, isn't it?

My sister will take good care of my parents, I should believe that. 】

……

【Thunderstorm on September 2018, 09】

[According to normal logic, maybe I should resent him.But honestly, I didn't have that kind of affection for him, not until the end.

I just fear him, that's all. 】

……

[Sunny on July 2018, 09]

[I saw Joseph, he is here, he is looking for me...]

THE END

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