Eccentricity

Chen Ziran was about to take the teaching qualification certificate exam in three months. Instead of looking for a job, she found a cheap single room in the outer suburbs of Linyuan to prepare for the exam with peace of mind.

The small house can only accommodate a bed and a wardrobe, and it is far away from Chen An'an's school. It takes several hours to commute to and from school, so Chen An'an started her school life, every weekend Chen Ziran Go pick her up, the mother and daughter buy vegetables and cook, and have a good meal together.

The living conditions seemed to have suddenly become worse than the time when they lived in the basement. The small single room could not even accommodate the mother and daughter turning around at the same time. What happened to Chen Ziran and Gu Qiong, they just often cheered Chen Ziran up, "Mom, don't put too much pressure on yourself, you will definitely be able to pass the exam. Based on my experience as a student for so many years, the most important thing to face the exam is to relax." Peace of mind."

After Gu Qiong healed his injury, he had to deal with the company's backlog of things. It was the end of the year, and the annual summary, financial report, next year's plan, etc. were all overwhelmed.When she temporarily spared time to go to Chen Ziran's residence, Chen Ziran was not surprised.

Just relying on someone calling "Mr. Gu", it was easy for Gu Qiong to find out where Chen Ziran lived.

Chen Qiran didn't let Gu Qiong in, she was just about to go out to buy vegetables with a basket on her shoulders, so she motioned to Gu Qiong to go with her all the way, "If you have anything to say, just talk about it."

"I'll take you home."

"We don't have a home."

"Aran, I have reflected on Zhou Xiaoyu's matter. I did make a mistake in handling this matter. If I had listened to you from the beginning and cut off contact with her, the subsequent series of things would not have happened. You Come back with me, and this kind of problem won't happen again in the future."

Chen Ziran didn't know if he heard it, so he just stopped in front of a vegetable stall, squatted down = rummaged through a pile of lettuce with water droplets on it, trying to pick out the freshest one.

The vegetable market in the outer suburbs is dirty and noisy, and the hygienic conditions are far inferior to the clean and tidy large-scale general supermarkets in Linhai District. There is a layer of wet and sticky black mud on the cracked concrete floor. All vegetable vendors use a few cuts to sell vegetables. I spread the snakeskin bags on the floor, and then the food started to be yelled after putting the vegetables on it, leaving an aisle less than half a meter wide, and people walked next to each other.

Gu Qiong stood beside the vegetable seller Chen Yuran and waited for her. Without paying attention, someone stepped on the shiny upper of the pointed-toed flat shoes unexpectedly, and there was a black mud footprint on the beautiful off-white leather.

"I'm sorry." The person who stepped on her apologized casually and left.

Gu Yi had no choice but to hold his breath and say it's okay, and stood carefully inside, but was scolded by the vendor again: "Hey, don't step on my food! Stop outside!"

Gu Qiong seemed like a swan landed in a chicken coop, out of tune with the environment of the vegetable market.

After buying vegetables, I went inside and went to the poultry stall to buy chicken. Chen An'an said he wanted to have chicken soup, and Chen Ziran planned to buy a native chicken to make soup for her.

Live poultry stalls are much more disgusting than vegetable stalls, not to mention the disgusting smell. Dozens of chickens, ducks and geese waiting to be slaughtered are crowded in the same cage with their necks curled up. When the peddler brought it out to slaughter, the chicken paws were still stained with feces. Gu Qiong glanced at it, felt nauseated several times, and almost vomited.

Chen Ziran was amused, it was probably the first time for this young lady to watch someone kill a chicken at such a young age.

Along the way, Gu Qiong held her breath and did not dare to breathe. She always felt that she was also contaminated by the smell of live poultry stalls. Even when she was out of the vegetable market, she still felt that she smelled like chicken feces when she breathed in. She wished she could do it now. I can find a place to take a good shower, change from head to toe, throw this clothes as far as possible, and never want to wear it again.

Chen Ziran used to be very careful to hide the messy side of his life in front of Gu Qiong. Whether it was when he was a student, or after he decided to reunite with Gu Qiong later, he finally gave up this idea completely, and he can do whatever he wants in front of Gu Qiong. Finally, I don't have to try my best to hide anything.This is her real life, shopping in the vegetable market, wearing street clothes, saving food and money.

This is the law of survival of ordinary people, how could Gu Qiong who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth adapt to it.

When he was about to get home, Gu Qiong said again: "Aran, come back with me."

Chen Qiran was unmoved, "Gu Qiong, I will live here, where do I want to go?"

Gu Qiong just repeated stubbornly: "Come home with me."

Chen Ziran resolutely said: "Gu Qiong, we can't have a family, we can't be together, and we can't have a future."

"You like me, you said it yourself."

Che Jilu talking too much is meaningless, Chen Ziran had already talked enough to Gu Qiong last time, and he didn't want to waste any more words, so he went back to his small rental room and shut Gu Qiong out.

Gu Qiong stood at the door like a woodcarving, waited for a long time, and Chen Qiran would not open the door again, so his figure shook slightly.

After returning home, Gu Qiong thought about it all night.

The day Chen Ziran left, I told her a lot of things, whether she loved the old Chen Ziran or the current Chen Ziran, and whether Chen Ziran only wanted to love herself or something. The only thing I remember clearly is that Chen Ziran wants to break up with her.

After talking about a lot of love and dislike, Chen Ziran's knot, in the final analysis, is nothing more than two words: confidence, or three words: sense of security.

When a little provocation is provoked, he shrinks back, and retracts himself tightly into the clam shell. Only in this way can he protect himself. This is a stress response.

In Chen Ziran's heart, Gu Qiong is the superior ruler, while she herself is a mediocre ant with no job, no support, and no confidence.

Gu Qiong wanted to put Chen Ziran in an equal position, but the disparity in status between the two of them meant they were unequal. Gu Qiong forcibly straightened the balance, but it was also precarious, and she could overthrow it at any time if she wanted to.

Even if Gu Qiong cleared up his heart, knew that she would always hold Chen Ziran on the same level as her, only wanted to care for her and never hurt her, from Chen Ziran's perspective, it was just that Gu Qiong hadn't pinched her for the time being. Tighten the palm of the hand, whenever she pinches it unhappy, Chen Ziran will be pinched to death.

What Chen Ziran said about wanting to love herself more was just to give her a little bit of leverage on the other end of the balance, but it was a drop in the bucket, and she knew it herself.

A few days later, Gu Qiong went to Chen Ziran's door again.

As soon as Chen Ziran opened the door, Gu Qiong said, "I want to chase you."

Without giving Chen Ziran a chance to respond, "What?"

"I want to chase you." Gu Qiong explained to her, "It's not about getting back together, it's about starting over, Ah Ran, no, Chen Ziran, starting today, I'll chase you again, you can reject me, you can love me Ignore it, you can also beat me out with a broom, but I just want to chase you, and I will give up after chasing you until the day you get married."

"you……"

"I won't use any external means this time. I'll chase you all by my own ability. If I really can't catch you, I'll admit it."

For a moment, Chen Ziran had nothing to say to Gu Qiong's persistence, "Gu Qiong, on your terms, you can definitely find another person who is similar to Zhou Xiaoyu and who loves you so much."

"I only want you."

Gu Qiong's eyes were firmer than ever before.

"Whatever you want, I won't agree anyway." Chen Ziran closed the door.

Having said that, in fact, Gu Qiong didn't do anything special, and he didn't show his face for ten days and half a month.

On New Year's Eve, Liang Ziying, who hadn't shown up for two years, came to visit her.

Liang Ziying knew Gu Qiong's virtues, and originally wanted to stimulate her through Qu Lixiu to make her do something that would make Chen Ziran angry, but she didn't expect Gu Qie to think smarter than Liang Ziying.

If one plan fails, another plan can be made, Liang Ziying resorted to her trump card, Zhou Xiaoyu.

She also met Zhou Xiaoyu by accident. At that time, Zhou Xiaoyu was still in high school. She listened to Liang Ziying's lecture at Linyuan University. University, and want to apply to the department where Liang Ziying teaches.

Liang Ziying was in a daze when she saw her at the first sight, as if she saw Chen Ziran in high school, so she thought about it.

Zhou Xiaoyu was just a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl with a pure heart, she almost worshiped Liang Ziying, and Liang Ziying coaxed her a little, so she willingly reported to Lin Normal University, and also willingly went to set up a trap for Gu Qiong.

It's just that what happened later was somewhat beyond Liang Ziying's expectations. Zhou Xiaoyu was too stupid and took the initiative to provoke Chen Ziran, which was discovered by Chen Ziran.

But it doesn't matter anymore, Liang Ziying's goal has been achieved - Chen Ziran is completely disappointed in Gu Qiong.

This means that Chen Ziran just gave Liang Ziying the opportunity to step in when she was sad and sad.

She brought a lot of things over, thinking that Chen Ziran was heartbroken and empty inside, and she would definitely not care about her little mistakes in the past.

Chen Ziran didn't even look at it, and just threw it out. Liang Ziying's face was so embarrassing that even her smile twitched.

"Get out, I don't want to see you." Chen Ziran would never open the door for her if he knew that it was Liang Ziying who knocked on the door.

"Sister!" Liang Ziying inserted her hand into the crack of the door, and blocked the door regardless of the risk of her fingers being pinched, "Even if we are not biological sisters, we have been dependent on each other for a long time. You really don't miss the old relationship at all?"

Chen Ziran looked at her with a stiff smile, and asked, "Liang Ziying, what is the old relationship between me and you?"

Liang Ziying was at a loss for words.

Chen Ziran helped her and said: "You miss the old love, so you can break into my house and insult me, right?"

"That's because I got mad and lost my mind. Sister, I also regretted it later, so I didn't dare to come to you. I did that kind of thing. I'm not human. It's just because I like you so much. All of this It's all Gu Qiong's fault, if it weren't for Gu Qiong, we wouldn't be fighting like enemies, you and I are on the same front, you should hate Gu Qiong!"

Chen Ziran sneered, "Liang Ziying, you are worse than Gu Qiong, at least she knows that one person is responsible for everything."

"Gu Qiong, Gu Qiong, you have already separated from Gu Qiong, and you are still thinking about Gu Qiong?" Liang Ziying's eyes were red, "Gu Qiong is a complete rotten person, is it worth you thinking about her so much?"

Chen Ziran looked at Liang Ziying with sadness in his eyes.

Liang Ziying was irritated by her pitiful eyes, "Chen Weiran, why is your heart so cruel? Gu Qie hooked his fingers at you and you ran away with her. I have liked you since junior high school, and I have liked you for so many years. You Treat me like this?"

"But I don't like you." Chen Ziran said, "I hate you, you have deprived me of my life."

Finally able to speak out openly, Chen Ziran suddenly felt a mouthful of stale air accumulated in his chest for 20 years, and his eyes cleared up a lot.

This is the despicableness that Chen Yuran is most unwilling to admit. She has no good points in her life, only kindness is left. Now let me tell you that she doesn't even have kindness. She is just a cowardly villain who can hate and be jealous. ugly.

"You hate me?" Liang Ziying repeated in a murmur, her smile gradually becoming weird and distorted, "You hate me."

"Then you might as well hate me even more." Liang Ziying's tone was strangely calm.

Chen Ziran suddenly smelled danger.

"You..." Chen Ziran opened her eyes wide.

It was too late, Liang Ziying had already covered Chen Lingran's mouth with a towel.

Inhaling a smell of medicinal powder in his nasal cavity, Chen Ziran lost consciousness.

The author has something to say: I apologize to readers for my impulsive behavior yesterday. I am ashamed and should not be reckless and affect readers' reading experience.

It makes the plot feel less exciting now.

Let's talk a little more, why is Gu Qiong not the worst, but the worst?

Because Chen Qiran is useless.

That's right, it's because Chen Ziran is useless.

She's not like any character I've ever written.

For example, Mo Qian, who used to be the proud son of heaven, even after ten years in prison, still has the ability to earn a good life by himself after being released from prison. What's more, the case was overturned and her charges cleared, which made her proud.

For example, although Ji Chenli is an orphan, but she is protected by her elder sister and has been a bully since she was a child. That's why she dared to do such a thing as forcing Ming Lang to marry, because she was lawless.

For example, Xiao Tong is the one whose family situation is most similar to Chen Ziran, but she is talented, glamorous (at least she looks glamorous), and respected, and she doesn't have to worry about what to do with her next meal even after she retires.

Chen Qiran's uselessness made her extremely inferior, so Gu Qiong couldn't love her with a superior status.

Another one, when Gu Qi fell into the clouds, he did not fall passively, but gave up voluntarily.I thought I had made it very clear in the article. Gu Qiong is a love brain, and he is the same as Chen Ziran in his bones. He hopes to live a carefree life with a little money. The so-called president and company are all controlled by her parents. Arranged, her mother pushed her forward, she has always been indifferent.I didn't refuse before because I didn't have motivation. If I want to be with Chen Ziran, of course I can recognize what is the life I want.

Chen Ziran is a cowardly ordinary person, and Gu Qiong is just a cowardly ordinary person pushed to a high position (of course she is a hundred times more beautiful than ordinary people).

So although everyone is talking about Gu Qiong's misery, I think Gu Qiong is already a rare and happy person in my goofy novels. His wife and children are hot on the bed, and he healed his face with Chen Ziran, worked together, and raised children together.

In fact, my articles have always praised the happiness of ordinary people.Probably because I really believe in my heart that the happiness of ordinary people is the most complete happiness.

I have said too much, and I hope this is the last time I will explain my writing ideas to readers.

Authors should not comment too much on their own work.

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感谢在2020-10-2010:49:11~2020-10-2112:06:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Yu Qinghan, the top player in the Lily Zha attack world, and 1 Huakai Fugui;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 for DetectiveLi; 1 for louisezhong, Yixuan E, Qisunjin, Blown into Momo, km, and Uncle in a Flowered Jacket;

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