Eccentricity

That night, when it was pouring rain outside the window, Chen Ziran nestled in Gu Qiong's arms and talked to her a lot.

He seldom talks about the past, and most of what he talks about is his own vision for the future.

For example, she likes ancient poetry, so she wants to be a Chinese teacher in the future, teaching children to understand the thousands of miles of mountains and rivers contained in a few lines of poems. For example, if she meets someone she really likes in the future and gets married, she must only have one child. Both men and women have only one child.

Gu Qiong asked her why she said if, although Chen Ziran was smiling, her eyes were very sad, "I guess no one would like a person like me. To meet one is already unlucky luck. It's normal until then."

Her self-deprecating attitude made Gu Qi feel uncomfortable, and retorted: "A person like you? What kind of person are you? You are so motivated and have such a good personality. Many people are rushing to ask for it. I'm afraid no one will like it." Is it?"

What Gu Qiong blurted out at this second, Chen Ziran only thought she was comforting herself, both of them felt sad, and Chen Ziran didn't say a word, so Gu Qiong changed the subject, forced a smile and asked her again: "Don't you like children? Why do you only want to have one and are afraid of pain?"

Chen Ziran was in a slightly better mood, his face turned happy, his smile was soft and soft, and it made people feel sad, "One is enough."

"One... I can give him all my love."

People’s hearts are biased. No matter how hard parents try, it’s impossible for a bowl of water to be level. Sometimes it’s because one of the children is born weak, so they pay more attention to it. Sometimes it’s because the other child is weak. One happens to have a pleasing personality, so it is inevitable to be spoiled.The favored one doesn't feel anything, but what about the neglected one?Will I always doubt myself in my heart, why don't my parents like me?Is it because I'm not good enough, not cute enough, so my parents don't like it?So he became more obedient, harder, and more obedient.

But parents have only one heart, more than half of it has been allocated to the one who loves the most, how much of the rest can be leaked to the obedient and obedient ones?What's more, the more obedient and sensible he is, the more at ease his parents are, and the easier it is to ignore him.

A child who was born but was not loved is so pitiful. When Chen Ziran thought about it, he couldn't bear it, and wanted to cry for the child who was not loved.

There was lightning and thunder outside the house, Chen Qiran's small bed was close to the balcony, the sound of raindrops hitting the glass was very loud, her one-meter-wide single bed was small, she was afraid that Gu Qiong would not be able to sleep well at night, so she pushed herself hard Crouching at the edge of the bed, leaning against the edge of the bed, she would fall if she moved a little. Gu Qiong stared at her back for a few seconds in the middle of the night, and with a long arm, he took her directly into his arms.

Chen Zi then pressed her heart against Gu Qiong's chest, the soft touch made her shoulders stiffen, she was too embarrassed to move.

Her heart was more violent than the storm outside the house, pounding on her chest until she couldn't breathe, clutching at the front of her chest, sweating profusely on her brow.

Such unfamiliar emotions made Chen Qiran afraid, like a nest of little rabbits in his heart, jumping so fast, it made people uncomfortable, so he had to close his eyes and meditate, go to sleep, go to sleep, the harder he tried, the more he couldn't fall asleep, but at this time Gu Qiong He asked softly next to her ear: "Is it uncomfortable? Why is the heart beating so fast?"

The heat of breathing spread all over the back of Chen Ziran's neck, arousing a small piece of red goose bumps, and Chen Ziran's voice trembled, "No...no..."

Who would have thought that Gu Qi would put the back of his hand over to test the temperature on her forehead again, the delicate touch directly made Chen Ziran hold his breath for a second.

Chen Ziran was so flustered that she didn't even dare to look at Gu Qiong's eyes, wishing she could get really sick.

Sleeping peacefully and unsteadily all night, Chen Ziran had a lot of dreams, and when he woke up, his face was unusually red, Gu Qiong almost thought she had a fever, tried her temperature, but it wasn't hot at all, and asked if Chen Ziran was feeling unwell, Chen Ziran evaded his words and avoided his eyes, and then he was absent-minded for several days, often avoiding Gu Qiong.

Chen Ziran didn't know what was wrong with him. Since that night, when he saw Gu Qiong, his heart beat fast unconsciously, and he wanted to see her all the time. The more he looked at her, the more he thought she was beautiful, but Gu Qiong approached her unintentionally, which made Chen Ziran afraid again. , couldn't help avoiding her.

Maybe it was because I told Gu Qiong all the little secrets I kept in my heart, so I couldn't help but want to get close to her, and even wanted to peek at her in class. One piece, Chen Ziran felt that the place she touched was burning and hot, which made people feel agitated, but Gu Qianxin didn't notice it, and often hung shoulders with Chen Ziran, pulling her cheeks and making faces.

Because of his heart, Gu Qi also knew the pain in Chen Ziran's heart. In the past, his kindness to her was mixed with [-]% of falsehood, but now it is completely reversed. Being close to Chen Ziying's selfishness, she often brings some good things to Chen Ziran, but as expected, Chen Ziran doesn't want them. She has a stubborn temper, and Gu Qiong can't persuade her, so she doesn't bring them any more, and she doesn't want to see Chen Ziran anymore. He ate the broken rice brought from home all day long, and dragged her out to eat, but Chen Ziran hugged his own cold lunch box and said nothing.

Gu Qi was very angry, and said angrily: "You would rather eat these things that pigs don't eat than eat with me?"

Chen Ziran's face turned pale when he heard this, the knuckles of his knuckles holding the chopsticks turned white, he was still chewing on the food, he looked up at her, motionless.

Gu Qiong knew that he had made a slip of the tongue, and was so angry that he couldn't bear to say sorry to her, so he turned his head and left.

Chen Ziran sat in his seat, waited for Gu Qiong to walk away, picked up the chopsticks and tremblingly picked up the cold rice and brought it to his mouth, chewed it mechanically, felt a salty taste, raised his hand to touch it, Only to find that tears have been left all over the face.

Chen Ziran raised his sleeve and wiped his face indiscriminately, sniffing and said, "Eat...eat."

"do not Cry."

Still swallowed his lunch with tears in his eyes.

Looking at Gu Qiong again later, the inexplicable shyness and agitation towards her froze like a frozen lake, and she knew in her heart that Gu Qiong looked down on her.Although being a friend and treating her very well, it was more out of sympathy, and one should not be so shameless, threatening something with other people's sympathy.

Later, even if Chen Ziran couldn't avoid Gu Qiong's casual and intimate hugs, she didn't respond secretly with joy like before. Instead, Gu Qiong took her shoulders without any grievances. , not at all.

Gu Qiong only felt that something had changed about Chen Yuran, but after thinking about it carefully, he couldn't see anything changed. Besides, the last time he yelled at her, he had already apologized to her afterwards, and she also said that it was okay, Gu Qiong only took it as a matter It just passed by, there is no doubt about him.

Time passed quietly in Chen Ziran's entanglement alone. In mid-December, Xichao City ushered in the first snow in winter. The birthdays of Chen Ziying's two sisters are also approaching.

Chen Qiran suffers from frostbite whenever it snows. Gu Qiong brought her a lot of medicines for frostbite, but none of them worked. Her ten fingers were so red and swollen that the skin seemed to be torn apart. It was itchy and painful. , Gu Qiong was impatient and always advised her not to touch the cold water, but Chen Ziran smiled and didn't take it seriously.

Washing clothes, washing dishes, and mopping the floor, how can there be a time without touching cold water?It's not the first year that I have chilblain, and I'll be fine until next spring.

"Just next to each other?" Gu Qiong was not angry, and felt a faint pain in his heart, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"

Chen Ziran smiled and said, "It's okay."

Which year did not come here like this.

Christmas this year is very special, it is the 18th birthday of Chen Ziran and his sister.

My younger sister was going to participate in the preliminary competition of the dance competition. Two days earlier, she had been accompanied by her parents to go to another city. Chen Yuran was left alone at home. Although she was lonely, she was also very at ease.

They were going to go for a week, and before his father left, his father secretly gave Chen Ziran 100 yuan, asking her to call him if she had anything to do. Green vegetables, just fill your stomach.

December 12th was Wednesday, and I was supposed to go to evening class, but because of Christmas, the hearts of the students had already flown, and the school also generously approved not to take evening class at night. I had something to do, so I left early, and Chen Yuran was the only one left, riding her broken bicycle, facing the north wind all the way home, and the wind blew on her face like a knife cut. The cold wind poured into the ears, and the pain in the middle of the brain felt like it was going to explode. It didn't help to beat the temple hard, but what was more uncomfortable than the wind blowing the head was that after the door was opened, the room was pitch black.

Chen Ziran put down her schoolbag, threw herself on the sofa, hugged her head, felt uncomfortable in body and heart, and had no appetite. She just wanted to be lazy today and stop cooking.

In previous years, I could still have a piece of my sister’s cake to eat, but this year I don’t even have this piece of cake. Chen Ziran doesn’t know if this is just growing up. He only thinks that when he grows up, he should be like this. Can face the black light, make do with food, make do with it.

She hugged the pillow under her body tightly, buried her face in it, to prevent the tears from flowing too clearly, she gritted her teeth and thought, if... if only someone could accompany me...

As if there was a tacit understanding, as soon as he had this thought, Gu Qiong knocked on the door of Chen's house outside, "Qi Lan, it's me, open the door."

Chen Ziran's whole body tensed up, as if a ray of light had been shone into his heart, he almost jumped up from the sofa and rushed to the entrance, randomly turned on the light in the living room, it was brightly lit instantly, and when he opened the door for Gu Qiong, the corners of his mouth almost grinned Going to the back of the ear, the eyes are bright, and the voice is raised, "Gu Qi? Why are you here?"

"Last time I promised you that I will give you the most delicious birthday cake when it's your birthday." Gu Yi was infected by her smile, smiled warmly, and lifted the beautifully wrapped cake box in his hand , before her eyes, "I'm here to fulfill my promise."

So on Chen Ziran's birthday, she finally had her first birthday cake that belonged only to her.

Just like a dream, Chen Yuran was dumbfounded, her eyes were fixed on the exquisite box in Gu Qiong's hand, it was so beautiful, tied with a delicate bow with a pink ribbon, like a work of art, she stared at Gu Qiong Undo the ribbon, open the box, and light the birthday candles.

18 real candles were inserted on the cake one by one, carefully avoiding a line of words, which read "Happy birthday to Chen Ziran!".

This time the name on the cake was finally not Chen Ziying, but Chen Ziran.

That was Chen Qiran's cake.

Chen Ziran's heart trembled when he saw it, his eyes were hot, tears blurred his eyes, until he could no longer see the front, Gu Qiong turned off the light, the candles on the cake twinkled like stars, Chen Ziran saw Gu Qiran Qiong waved to her through the candlelight, "Quiet, come and make a wish."

Chen Ziran's tears finally rolled down uncontrollably.

She squatted in front of her birthday cake, clasped her hands in front of her chest, and closed her eyes piously. It was the first birthday cake in her life that was unique to her, but she didn't make any wishes. All she said in her heart was thank you.

Chen Qiran is a contented person, he got what he wanted, and he didn't dare to be greedy for anything else, besides being grateful, he was grateful, thanking Gu Qiong for being so kind to her, even if it was just sympathy and pity, it was worth her lifetime of gratitude.

Tears flowed from her tightly closed eyes, and the eyelashes were wet. Gu Qiong sat beside her from the opposite side, wrapped her hands, and said softly, "Don't cry."

"I will spend every birthday with you in the future."

The author has something to say: Recovery Day Update.

In fact, it is not considered abuse now, the real abuse will start in chapter 25-30, and chasing wife fire=burial=field will probably start after chapter 30 (estimated), this article is estimated to have 40 words.

When I wrote the article, I thought, this article is very suitable for the second time. The content that I thought was sweet the first time, in the second time, because I know what will happen later, I will have overwhelming feelings of abuse, and the blunt knife will cut the flesh. , Pain after knowing it.

----------

感谢在2020-07-2110:51:24~2020-07-2320:15:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Xue Er's wife 1;

Thank you to the little angel who threw the grenade: 趑跑嗫嚅, Xueer’s wife 1;

Thank you to the little angel who threw the landmines: the uncle in pants, and the orange little Jizi;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：趑趄嗫嚅59瓶；227791077瓶；九生嘀哩6瓶；猜火车5瓶；败絮未必内藏金玉4瓶；阿娜、林鹿1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!