Eccentricity

Gu Qiong dodged the bag thrown by Chen Ziran in a little embarrassment. The paper bag flew out against her ear and hit the wall behind her. Scattered out, soaked in a small puddle of sewage on the ground, already dirty.

"Aran, I..." Gu Qiong looked at Chen Ziran's red eye circles, and knew that she had misunderstood.

Gu Qiong didn't mean to embarrass Chen Ziran, she just saw Chen Ziran's envious eyes looking into the window late at night the night before, and she thought Chen Ziran must like this suit very much.She watched Chen Ziran compare her figure to the window, and ran away in a hurry, not even daring to lift her head.

At that time, Gu Qiong's mind was in chaos, he could only think about Chen Ziran's distress, and couldn't think about anything else.

Even when Gu Qiong was walking towards Chen Yuran's residence with the paper bag in his hand, he secretly expected, what expression would she have when she saw the gift he gave her?Will he be a little moved, a little bit convinced that he is really sincere to her?

What greeted us was Chen Ziran's stubborn and aggrieved expression with red eyes, the grief and indignation in his eyes could not be expressed, and the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed down.

Gu Qiong knew that he had made a mistake again.

Chen Ziran looks cowardly and easy to bully, but actually has a stronger heart than anyone else.When Gu Qiong was with her back then, the most common sentence she heard was "You can't take things that are not your own." Gu Qiong remembered why he only gave flowers to Chen Ziran back then, because Chen Ziran must have given you anything else. refused to accept.

Flowers are different, they will wither and will eventually belong to the soil, and after receiving the flowers, they are only placed in Gu Qiong's living room or dining room, and they are still Gu Qiong's own, so Chen Ziran can receive them with peace of mind.

Chen Ziran was devoted to Gu Qiong back then, and these stubbornness could only be hidden in his small thoughts, not only to please Gu Qiong, but also to keep his own persistence.

It's a pity that Gu Qiong never tried to understand her, and arrogantly used the false tricks that he didn't care about before to coax her, thinking that he would be able to deceive her back.

She forgot that Chen Ziran was no longer the innocent girl she was when she was 18 years old.

Chen Ziran has been working hard in the society since he was 19 years old. What kind of cruelty in the world has he not seen?

Gu Qiong and Chen Qiran looked at each other, one was outside the door and the other was inside.Gu Qiong has excellent eyesight, and can clearly see the mist in Chen Ziran's eyes, and the hatred in his eyes behind the mist.

The undisguised hatred and gnashing of teeth made Gu Qiong unable to bear it for a while.

Is this still Chen Qiran?In the past, Chen Qiran would not look at herself like this, her eyes were always warm, a hot spring that would never dry up, bubbling steam.

Gu Qiong bent down and picked up the dirty white paper bag. She lowered her head, stared at the bag in her hand, folded it in half, and folded it in half again until it became a small square. Her long hair behind her ear fell loose. , with a tall and straight figure, looks a little downcast.

She laughed at herself in a low voice, and stood in the narrow corridor to sincerely apologize, "Aran, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you unhappy. It's just..."

"It's just that I was smart enough to think that you would like this gift."

The muted bass, like an aria, is very moving.

Chen Ziran was unmoved, she said with a cold face: "The farther away you are from me, the happier I will be."

"But do you know, the farther away I am from you, the more I suffer." Gu Qiong leaned against Chen Ziran's door frame in pain, "Ah Ran, during the five years I've been away from you, I've always missed you, I... I seem to I can't live without you anymore."

"What's none of my business?" Chen Ziran showed a strange and natural expression on his face, "Miss Gu, please make it clear that you were the one who said to break up, you were the one who left voluntarily, and you were the one who said he never liked me, you Who are you showing it to now? Those who don’t know think that I abandoned you when I didn’t know how to be flattering.”

There are some things that are kept in my heart without saying them, and the tone is not smooth. Rao, a person like Chen Yuran, who is uncontested with the world, is also angry. He always persuades himself to be kind to others. The past is over, so let it go , there is no need to keep mentioning it over and over again, like a resentful woman, you can't get anyone's sympathy, it will only make people bored, but it doesn't go well, Chen Yuran, who was dumped and abandoned at the beginning, doesn't want to I mentioned it, but Gu Qiong, the instigator, mentioned it over and over again in the attitude of a victim. Chen Ziran finally couldn't help but exploded, and sneered at her:

"Gu Qiong, why do you have the face to mention me? When we were together, you didn't think much of me, but after we parted, you missed me instead? Are you lying to a fool? Or do you think I'm more stupid than a fool? Believe you the first time and believe you the second time? You..."

Chen Ziran wanted to say, do you know how I survived these five years if you think about me?I didn't say it after all.

The latter sentence is no longer about Gu Qiong's business. From the day she broke up with Gu Qiong, everything about her has nothing to do with Gu Qiong's business, and Gu Qiong cannot be blamed.

"I..." Gu Qiong was choked speechless by her and dared not refute.

How to refute?Chen Qiran didn't exaggerate a single sentence, every word she said was what Gu Qiong said back then, but she just repeated it again, how could Gu Qiong refute it?

Here it is again, with this forbearance and grievance expression again.

Chen Qiran was tired of watching it, and if he hadn't cared about the dignity of both parties, he almost couldn't help laughing out loud.

Gu Qiong always has the ability to make the other party feel that the fault is all on her, and she can't help but take all the responsibility when she is obviously at fault.

Chen Ziran was deceived by her many times in the past, and finally she will not be fooled again.

"It's getting late. If Ms. Gu is fine, please come back. I don't need to come again in the future. I really don't want to see you." Chen Ziran was about to close the door after finishing speaking.

Gu Qiong put his hand into the crack of the door, blocking Chen Ziran's movement to close the door, with a bitter expression on his face, "Aran, give me a chance, the last one, if I do one more thing that I'm sorry to you, you will send me to the [-]th floor of hell I can't stand up forever, and I have nothing to say."

Chen Ziran was extremely sad in his heart, but couldn't help laughing out loud.

The first chance given to Gu Qiong cost half of Chen Ziran's life, now Gu Qiong still wants a second chance?

Chen Ziran felt that she wanted to die by herself, and she would not be happy if she didn't kill herself.

Chen Qiran didn't make a sound, Chen Anan, who had been listening in the room, jumped out first, and pushed Gu Qiong away: "Go away! Don't touch my mother!"

"An An, be good, go to bed, mother will take care of her own affairs." Chen Ziran suddenly became nervous, and put her arms around Chen An'an, trying to persuade her to go back.

She can't let Gu Qiong find An An, An An is the most precious treasure in her life, and she can't be destroyed by Gu Qiong's hands.

"I'm not leaving! I want to protect my mother!" Chen An'an hugged Chen Yuran's arm stubbornly, and stared at Gu Qiong angrily, "You bad woman, you are the one who made my mother cry every day! My mother's illness has been cured all the time. No! You don't want to hurt my mother! Go away! Otherwise, I'll call the police!"

"An'an!" Chen Ziran covered her mouth and led her into the house.

Chen Anan kicked her feet wildly, crying and fussing, "Mom, let me go! I want to drive her away! She is a bad woman! She makes you have nightmares! She makes you cry every day! Woooooo..." Chen Anan At the end of An An's speech, she couldn't help but burst into tears, her childish words were unscrupulous, and her heart was piercing.

"Why did this bad woman appear? Mom hasn't been woken up by a nightmare for a long time, and it's been a long time since someone hid and cried secretly. Mom thinks that An An doesn't know, and An An'an knows it, but An An can't say it, and she can't let her mother know more about it." Sad. Mom has finally stopped having nightmares this year, and is finally really happy. Once she appears, your spirit will never feel better! She just wants to kill mom...she just wants to kill mom!"

Chen Anan cried until her throat was torn, as if she was about to cry and bleed, Chen Ziran couldn't persuade her, so she had to hold her and cry together.

"An An, be good, don't cry, it's your mother who is sorry for you."

"It's mom who didn't take good care of you."

"Mom didn't give you a sense of security..."

Children are very sensitive. Chen Ziran thought that if she didn't say anything, she would always smile where Chen Anan could see, and she would give Anan a happy and secure growth environment. She forgot that they are relatives who get along day and night, and every little detail of her Any changes in her mood will be seen by An An. An An knows her sadness, but she laughs, and An An laughs with her.

The mother and daughter hugged each other and cried, the crying gradually subsided, and they cuddled together, Chen Ziran remembered to look back at the door.

I don't know when the door was closed, but Gu Qi had already left.

Chen Ziran wiped away her tears, feeling surprisingly happy.

I found an outlet for what I wanted to say, the depression that had been congested in my chest for many days dissipated, I even breathed a lot more lightly, my shoulders no longer felt heavy, and even my shoulder joints no longer hurt.

That night Chen Ziran slept very soundly. The next day, the low-grade fever that lasted for several days subsided, her head was no longer dizzy, her chest was no longer tight, and her breathing was smooth. The flowers, plants and trees outside were all colorful.

When the spring is pressed to a certain extent, it will lose its elasticity, and when a person is pressed to a certain extent, it will collapse.

There has to be an outlet for venting.

Gu Qi made a mistake yesterday and happened to hit the muzzle of the gun, playing the role of Chen Ziran's punching bag.

If he had known it was so simple, Chen Ziran would have chased Gu Qiong and yelled at him.

Of course, I just thought about it in my heart, Chen Ziran was used to being kind to others, if he hadn't been irritated to the extreme by Gu Qiong yesterday, he wouldn't have been able to say those harsh words.

Chen Ziran was relieved, but the big rock was on Gu Qiong's heart.

She used to know about Chen Ziran's situation from the cold investigation report, and she thought she had a thorough understanding, but later she realized that the investigation report only had a biographical account and lacked details.She also learned about Chen Ziran from the gossip of the neighbors, and pieced together the appearance of Chen Ziran's hard life, thinking that this time it must be almost the same, but also found that Chen Ziran's inner feelings and thoughts were missing.

From Chen An'an's mouth, I learned about Chen Ziran's unknown bitterness. Can I fully understand Chen Ziran this time?

how is this possible.

I'm afraid no one knows how much pain she still hides in her heart except Chen Ziran herself.

Gu Qiong remembered that the taste that Chen Ziran hated the most was bitterness.

Such a person who is afraid of suffering has carried all the suffering in his heart alone, and has never poured out.

Gu Qiong couldn't even compensate her.

……

In fact, Chen Yuran no longer feels that she is suffering.

As long as Gu Qiong doesn't show up, she's going to live a good life now, it's okay to be tired, she can cover her body with clothes, she can eat enough, she has a place to live that is not afraid of wind and rain, and she has a rowdy friend like Zhou Suxin, the most important thing is , there is Chen An'an, a daughter who can always be with her.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, Sister Wu sent several boxes of mooncakes to Chen Yuran. Every year, her family sends so many mooncakes that others don’t want to eat them all. The shelf life of the mooncakes is very short. Once the Mid-Autumn Festival is over, half a month will be wasted. Fine, not many people like mooncakes, a seasonal food that is so sweet that it gets greasy, and Chen Yuran is one of them.

Chen Ziran loves white lotus paste mooncakes the most. Even a child like Chen An'an thinks it is too sweet, but Chen Ziran likes it very much. It has a dense texture, and it feels sweet from the throat to the heart when swallowed.

Even in the mid-autumn festival, the hot and humid feeling in Linyuan has not diminished in the slightest. According to Chen Ziran's experience of living here for five years, not to mention the mid-autumn festival, it is November and December, which is also the season to wear short sleeves. March is when Linyuan City really starts to get cold. It's rainy, cold and humid. This is the season that Chen Ziran fears the most. Every time at this time, her life will not be too easy.

December 12th is Christmas, and it is Chen Ziran's birthday again, his 25th birthday.

Looking at the date of love on the calendar that Chen Anan specially drew with a watercolor pen, Chen Ziran felt a little dazed, and couldn't believe that he was only 24 years old this year.

She felt as if she had spent most of her life, her heart was extinguished, and she had accepted her fate. Although she occasionally thought of passing the adult college entrance examination to study at Linshi Normal University, in fact, even she herself knew that it was a long way off. She doesn't have much time to pick up her previous homework now, let alone prepare for the exam. Besides, she really went to study, so what about An An?Who will take care of her?Who reads for her?

To this day, Chen Ziran can only reminisce about his youthful ideals by digging out the admission notice of Lin Normal University at the bottom of the box during the annual general cleaning.

But she doesn't regret it. Compared with studying, she got something more precious, that is An'an.

An An is like an angel from God who came to the world, making Chen Ziran feel love, hope, and happiness. She would rather be a sanitation worker for the rest of her life than lose An An.

Chen An'an is very powerful, much more powerful than Chen Ziran at the same age. She did not know when she was behind Chen Ziran's back and contributed to the children's special edition of Linyuan Morning News, serializing fairy tales. The manuscript has been submitted, the manuscript fee is not much, the first issue is only 20 yuan, but it is of great significance, Chen Anan asked her what she wanted to use the manuscript fee for, Chen Anan blinked mischievously, said to keep it a secret, and Chen Ziran was at the disposal of the little girl herself.

Chen An'an saved up the manuscript fee little by little, and she saved more than [-] yuan. She searched for a second-hand oven on the Internet. Bake her a cake for her birthday alone.

"Mom, happy birthday, get off work early today, come back quickly and eat the cake your daughter baked for you for the first time."

"That's good, I have to come back sooner no matter what I say." Chen Ziran went out with a smile, very energetic all day long, waiting to see how the cake Chen Anan baked by himself.

Since he scolded Gu Qiong away two or three months ago, the time Gu Qiong appeared in front of Chen Ziran was very limited.

Gu Qiong's life is more than one of Chen Ziran, Chen Zi later found out that the famous chairman of Gu's Pharmaceutical is Gu Qi's father, and Gu Qiong is now the head of Gu's pharmaceutical branch, and at the end of the year, her company's affairs That's enough to keep her busy.

They are not from the same world, as long as Gu Qiong doesn't take the initiative to look for them, the intersection between the two of them is equal to zero.

Chen Ziran thought comfortably, probably the last time her bad words hurt Gu Qiong and hurt her self-esteem, so she lost her obsession with her and went back to be her president again.

If he had known that this would drive Gu Qiong away, on the first day they reunited, Chen Ziran would expose Gu Qiong's background and show her no favor.

Forget it, they're all gone anyway, and I wonder what she's doing.

Chen Ziran was shoveling the trash, the phone vibrated in her pocket, she took it out to see, it was Chen An'an.

It's only ten o'clock in the morning, why is Chen An'an calling?Could it be that when you encounter difficulties, you need to ask her for help?

Chen Ziran didn't think much about picking it up, "An'an, how is the cake doing?"

I just heard Chen Anan screaming on the other end of the phone: "Mom, come back quickly! A group of people broke into our house to move things—"

Chen Ziran's expression froze, and he immediately put down the shovel and ran towards home.

As soon as I entered the yard, I saw several large trucks with the words of a certain moving company printed on them. Several people guarding the trucks, wearing red and black work uniforms, were orderly leaving the farmer's house where Chen Ziran lived. After moving things out, Chen Ziran was very familiar with the furniture. She took An An to the second-hand market when she was free, and bought them bit by bit.

"What are you doing!" Chen Ziran yelled, making the people in the moving company afraid to speak.

"Mom..." Chen An'an had tears in her eyes, and when she saw Chen Ziran coming back, it was like seeing a backer, and she rushed into her arms and sobbed.

Chen Ziran hugged Chen An'an tightly, and patted her on the back lightly, "Don't be afraid, An'an, it's fine with mother here."

Sister Wu heard the sound outside, walked out of the building, looked at Chen Ziran with a happy smile, "Oh, Xiao Chen, congratulations, congratulations, you have lived in the basement for five years, and finally you can see the moon when the clouds open, so you can move in." Great villa."

Chen Qiran was confused, "Sister Wu, what are you talking about?"

"You don't have to hide it from Sister Wu, Sister Wu already knows that the one who sent you home in the middle of the night a few months ago was your lover, and I heard that she is very rich, no, I'm here to pick you up today. "

Chen Ziran squinted her eyes, knowing that Sister Wu was talking about Gu Qiong.

Looking at this battle, it is probably Gu Qiong's moth.

She really wanted to wipe away the last bit of Chen Ziran's affection for her before she would give up.

"You guys, stop!" Chen Ziran pointed at the moving company employees who had taken apart the old bed she slept in from the building, and her warning voice was like ice, "I don't care who you are , who was instigated by whom, how did you move my things out, just move them in as they are and arrange them for me. I warn you, entering my house without my permission to move things is called burglary=robbery, It is a violation of the criminal law, and you will be sentenced to at least three years in prison. If you don’t move my things back, I will report you to the police for robbery now, and I will also publish your company’s behavior on the entire Internet, so that your company will never receive another report. Single business!"

She was categorical in every word, those who were in charge of moving things were just company boys, there was no need to put herself in prison for a salary of several thousand dollars, they all stopped after hearing the words, but they did not dare to move Chen Ziran's things back.

At this time, a gentle man wearing glasses stood up, probably the leader of the gang, and apologized to Chen Ziran with a nod and bow, saying that he was only doing things according to his employer's orders, and he would not dare to take care of him until he called his employer and asked about it. Chen Qiran's things were moved back intact.

"Untouched?" Chen Ziran smiled, "You dismantled my bed into wooden boards, so is it still intact?"

"Miss Chen, don't be angry. Maybe it's all a misunderstanding. I'll call the employer right now."

The man with glasses dialed a number in front of Chen Ziran, and just after saying hello, Chen Ziran snatched the phone.

Chen Ziran put the phone to his ear, and yelled into the microphone: "Gu Qiong, what do you mean?"

On the other end of the phone was a strange woman's voice, "Hello miss, Mr. Gu is in a meeting, please leave a message if you have anything to say, and I will convey it to you as soon as she is out of the meeting."

Chen Ziran's home was about to be demolished by her, yet she could still hold meetings leisurely.

Chen Ziran squeezed the phone tightly.

"Please go to the conference room now, find Gu Qiong, and tell her that my name is Chen Qiran, Erdong Chen, the lonely lonely, I don't care what meeting she has, you let her come here to see me now, immediately, immediately If she doesn't arrive within 10 minutes, even if I sue her for bankruptcy, I will also sue her for buying = murder = burglary = robbery, and send her to jail, I will do what I say."

There was no expression on Chen Ziran's face, but the scar on his face seemed to move, it was hideous and terrifying, the man with glasses standing beside her was startled and trembling, took the phone that Chen Ziran threw back to him, The atmosphere dare not breathe.

Everyone present was startled by Chen Ziran's aura.

They would never have imagined that this 1.6-meter thin, dirty woman in a sanitation suit would have such a strong aura when she erupted, and even the man with glasses respectfully moved the folding chair off the big truck , smiling flatteringly: "Miss Chen calm down, please sit down."

Chen Ziran glanced at him, then looked down at the timer on his mobile phone.

8分23秒，8分22秒，8分21秒……

This time she was determined to fight Gu Qiong to the end, as long as Gu Qiong didn't arrive within 10 minutes, she would immediately call the police.

Gu Qiong pinched the last 30-second countdown and ran into the yard, his long hair on his forehead was messed up, and his clothes were also messed up. He looked embarrassed and couldn't help it, and ran straight to Chen Ziran.

"Aran." Panting unevenly.

Chen Ziran clenched his fist and punched her in the face.

Gu Qiong staggered a few steps, but Chen Ziran grabbed her by the collar, and his fists rained down on her head.

The author has something to say: As the saying goes, rabbits will bite people when they are in a hurry. Don't think that Chen Ziran has a good temper and can't beat people.

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感谢在2020-08-2123:34:53~2020-08-2223:08:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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