Eccentricity

Chen Ziran felt as if someone had poured a bucket of ice on his head, his hands and feet were numb, he was fixed by the door, his hands were still touching the wall, and he kept the posture of turning on the fluorescent lamp, and he didn't respond for a long time.

How did that happen?

She doesn't understand.

Her life, the life she had managed to climb up from the dark valley, was finally able to see the light of the day, and she was pushed to the bottom of the valley between day and night.

The light was gone, and it was even darker than when it first fell.

Chen Yuran almost thought that happiness was within her reach, but she didn't realize that her happiness was a fragile glass bottle, which would be broken into pieces as long as it was flicked lightly by a stone.Every time she thinks she has everything, the reality will always tell her bloody, no, in fact, you have nothing, but you have an illusion that you seem to have everything.

Chen An'an is everything Chen Ziran is now.

House, job, money, you can have nothing, Chen Ziran can't lose Chen An'an.

If there is no Chen An'an, then what is Chen Qiran living in this world?There is only one Chen An'an in this world who can make her feel happy and satisfied, and now they are going to take away even a little bit of her happiness.

Chen Ziran was stunned, leaning against the door weakly, feeling frustrated, she pulled her hair and felt that she was useless.

She couldn't even protect the last bit of happiness. Her only relative, her only daughter, would soon no longer be hers, and would be taken away by them, and she would go to the orphanage to suffer.

But Chen Anan is obviously not an orphan, she and Chen Ziran have lived together for five years, she is Chen Ziran's daughter, Chen Ziran doesn't understand why they want to take her away.

If it is to give Chen Anan a better living environment, let her enjoy a high-quality education, and have a bright future, they will take her away, and Chen Ziran will recognize it.But they're sending her to an orphanage!

Orphanage!

Where is that place, would Chen Ziran not know?With so many children, there are only a few volunteer staff to take care of them, and they can't manage them at all. Chen An'an is so young and delicate, and he will definitely be bullied after being sent in.

My daughter, whom I have cherished in my heart for five years, will sometimes have enough food and clothing, and will often have bruises and bruises. Just thinking about it for a while, Chen Ziran's heart is cracked piece by piece .

And in the orphanage there will be those fifteen or sixteen-year-old gangster boys who have reached the age of impulsiveness, but are protected because they are underage.Chen An'an is as pretty as a doll, what if some brat bullies Chen An'an when the nurse is not paying attention?

Chen Ziran didn't dare to think that, for her, sending Chen An'an to the orphanage was like sending him to the den of wolves. If something happened to Chen An'an, Chen Ziran would definitely not be able to survive.

"Mom..." Chen An'an got off the bed with red eyes, walked to the door, squatted beside Chen Ziran, hugged her arm, and cried softly, "What should I do now?"

Her tears were falling like beans, and she didn't dare to cry loudly for fear of being heard, those people from the orphanage came to take her away tonight.

Chen Ziran hugged her tightly, pressed her on his chest, tears filled his eyes, and pretended to be relaxed as if nothing happened, "An An, good boy, I won't let anyone take you away, you can come back when you're done with work." Look, we can move to a new place if we don’t allow us to live here. Didn’t An An complain that I work too hard? Now it’s all right, we can move to a new home, a new environment, and a new job... …It just so happens that today is my mother’s birthday, let’s go, An An will go to a restaurant with her mother, and after dinner, I will buy a cake to celebrate.”

Chen Ziran's tears were drowned in Chen An'an's curly hair, she raised her hand to wipe her eyes, tried to smile, and patted Chen An'an's back, "An'an, go wash your face and celebrate your mother's birthday, don't you always Want to eat KFC once, do you want to taste what it tastes like? Let’s eat KFC today.”

Speaking of this, Chen Ziran was so wronged that he was about to cry.

Her daughter, she tried her best to give her the best, but her living environment was not as good as one-tenth of that of ordinary children. She lived in the basement, couldn't go to school, and her toys and books were second-hand. At this age, I have never eaten KFC once. Every time I want to eat, I can only ask Chen Ziran to make fried chicken drumsticks and fried meatballs for her at home.

The mother and daughter washed their faces, each changed into their best clothes, held hands, and went to the nearest shopping mall to eat KFC.

A beautiful little girl, wearing a floral dress and pink sandals, is leading an adult woman with a scar on her face. With such a contrasting combination, people who pass by them will inevitably look twice, even a kind passerby Stopped them and asked Chen Anan, "Do you know this person? Was she tricked out of her? If so, uncle will take you to call the police. She may not be a good person."

Chen An'an grabbed Chen Ziran's hand, and angrily yelled at the "kind" passer-by: "You are not a good person! Get out! Who wants you to speak ill of my mother! My mother is the best and most beautiful in the world! You talk too much! Get out!"

Passers-by were frightened by her little explosive=drug=bucket-like temper, and ran away after saying sorry, Chen Anan chased after him to punch and kick, but was shackled in Chen Ziran's arms to comfort her: "An'an, good boy, let's not be angry Well, today is mom's birthday, be happy, right?"

Chen An'an pursed her lips, and cried loudly around Chen Ziran's neck, "Mom, why does he say that about you..."

Why didn't Chen An'an have such a kind person when he could only pick up garbage in the trash can to eat?Now that she has been brought up white and tender by her mother, all these "good-hearted people" come out, trying to snatch her away from her mother under the banner of doing her best!

But where were they when Chen Anan was starving?

No one in the world wants Chen An'an, it was Chen Ziran who took her in and treated her well, and Chen An'an only believed that there was only one Chen Ziran in the world who would treat her well, the mother and daughter endured the hardest days, so What's the point of breaking them up with the day ahead?

However, there is legal support for this truth!Chen Ziran didn't even have a chance to appeal!

"An An, be good, don't cry, be happy today, both of us must be happy." Chen Ziran choked up and wiped away tears for Chen An'an.

……

For the first time in 24 years, Chen Ziran lived extravagantly.

In the KFC store, she ordered the original finger-licking chicken that Chen Anan mentioned but had never eaten, as well as Orleans grilled wings, hot wings, burgers, ice cream cones, etc. The plates were all piled up, among which There was a children's set meal, and a Pokemon toy was given away. Chen Anan held it heavily in her hand, and she didn't feel happy at all.

Saying it was a birthday celebration, both mother and daughter knew that this was their last supper.

Chen An'an sat still, Chen Ziran picked up a chicken nugget, stuffed it into her hand, and said with a smile: "What is An'an doing in a daze, eat it while it's hot, and see if the fried chicken made by mom is delicious or sold in other shops The fried chicken here is delicious, but it doesn’t taste good when it’s cold.”

Chen Anan glanced at his mother who was smiling so much that her eyes were squeezed together, raised her hand, and took a big bite of the chicken nugget, her cheeks bulging as she chewed, tears streaming down her cheeks.

As if Chen Ziran didn't see it, he joked to her, "How about it, the ones in the store are delicious, right?"

Chen An'an chewed, shook his head with tears in his eyes, and sobbed vaguely, "The store...is not delicious...I only like to eat what my mother makes..."

Chen Ziran pretended to drop something and lowered his head to wipe away his tears.

She can't cry, she can't break down, she is An An's only support, if even she gives up, An An will be even more desperate.

"Well, when An'an and mom find a place to settle down, mom will make fried chicken legs and fried ribs for you."

At the end of the meal, the more he ate, the more salty he ate, tears filled his mouth, and there were two unfinished hamburgers left. Chen Ziran asked the waiter for a bag, and packed it back for tomorrow's breakfast.

When passing by the cake shop, I bought another small round cake. When I got home, I lit candles to celebrate my birthday and sang happy birthday.

Chen solitary made a wish.

I don't want to be an ordinary person anymore, as long as my daughter is returned to me, it doesn't matter if I am ugly for a lifetime, or have scars on my face for a lifetime, I just want my daughter.

It's a pity that Chen Ziran's wish has never been realized once.

After eating cake, taking a shower and brushing teeth, Chen Ziran was about to tell Chen Anan a bedtime story when Zhou Suxin knocked on the door, "I heard from the landlord that you have been fired and will move tomorrow, and Anan will also be taken away by the orphanage." ,What the hell does this happen?"

"Come in." Chen Ziran turned sideways to let Zhou Suxin in, and smiled wryly, "That's it, something happened at home during the day, so I missed work. I didn't expect someone from above to check the sanitation today. I left the post for no reason. I was fired. This house was originally the staff dormitory that Sister Wu gave me for free. I was fired. Of course, I can’t continue to live in it. As for An’an... I picked up An’an five years ago, and I couldn’t give it away due to policy reasons. Go to the children's welfare home, if I don't care about her, she will live on the street, so I will take her by my side and raise her, anyway, I estimate that I will be single for the rest of my life, picking up a daughter for nothing, I earned it."

Zhou Suxin was annoyed: "I couldn't be sent to the orphanage five years ago, so why was it mandatory to be sent to the orphanage five years later? Is this policy still being changed every day? Didn't you inquire about it?"

"I only found out tonight, and I plan to ask tomorrow."

"Anyway, we must keep An'an. I, an outsider, can see the relationship between her and you. I don't believe that those guys in the orphanage are so cruel. If you don't give it, can they still rob people in public? "Zhou Suxin hugged Chen Yuran's shoulders to comfort her: "Don't think too much, I have been taken care of by you a lot in the past few months, the landlord asked you to move tomorrow, it will be hard to find a house for a while, how about this, we Together, pack up your things first, and move upstairs to me for a few days, what do you think? There is one room and one living room in my place. Although it is a bit crowded, there is a separate bed for the two of you to sleep in. It's still okay, but don't refuse."

Zhou Suxin's words were like sending charcoal in the snow, Chen Ziran was worried that he would move out tomorrow, and he didn't even have time to pack his things, not to mention looking for a house, if he could stay with Zhou Suxin for a few days, at least he could have a breathing space.

Chen Ziran was moved, "Xinxin, thank you, really... I don't know what to say other than thank you... You literally saved my life."

"Tch, do you think I'm a friend and talk so smugly? That's it. It happens to be tomorrow Saturday, and I will come over at eight o'clock in the morning to help you move together."

"Sister Xinxin, you are so kind!" Chen Anan happily jumped over.

Zhou Suxin touched her head, "Little devil, you still called me auntie yesterday, but today you are willing to call me sister? Forget it, you should call me auntie, otherwise I am a generation shorter than your mother, and she will take advantage of her too much." Bar."

The time was urgent and there was no need to delay, so Chen An'an asked Zhou Suxin to live in her house that night, and Chen Ziran cleaned up in the basement all night by herself.

Living for five years, there are a lot of trivial things, and Zhou Suxin's place is not big. It is impossible for Chen Ziran to move all his belongings there. He only packs the important ones, books on the bookshelf, and all the books he has read. Those who collect waste products come to collect them. For furniture, I find old furniture collectors to estimate the price and collect them together. Fortunately, I bought second-hand furniture at the beginning, and I can’t lose much money. An An likes, and there are relatively new ones, and the rest of the ones that have not been played for a long time are also sold.

When the sky was turning white, basically everything was sorted out, two bundles of books and two large bags of clothes and daily necessities were packed out, and the rest were all disposed of.

At the last moment of leaving this basement, Chen Ziran took a nostalgic glance at the five years that belonged to her. The home that she and her daughter had built bit by bit was torn apart by her own hands.

Reluctantness is inevitable, but it doesn't matter, someone has a home, things can be repurchased, old things don't go away, new things don't come, as long as they are safe, the world is big, and they can always find a place to accommodate their mother and daughter.

After Chen Ziran moved her things to Zhou Suxin's house the next day, she rested for half a day. For the first time in five years, she didn't have to work from dawn to dusk. Early in the morning, I went to several departments to inquire about how to make Chen An'an stay.

Got nothing.

Even the people in the street office said: "Xiao Chen, we all have seen how you have treated An An these past few years, but you are not An An's legal adoptive mother after all, and we could turn a blind eye before. Let An An follow you, who told you to be so impulsive last time, and beat Mr. Gu in our jurisdiction! Do you know who Mr. Gu is? You even went to the police station. Now the order is issued, orphans without parents It must be adopted by the government welfare home. Individuals have no right to detain the child privately. You should pack up An An's belongings as soon as possible. The people from the welfare home have already called and will come to pick it up next Monday, that is, tomorrow. people."

"Why so fast? Is there nothing I can do?"

"Unless you can go through the legal adoption procedures, An An can only be taken in by an orphanage."

The adoption procedures are so difficult, Chen Ziran ran away for five years and failed to complete them, how could they be completed in just one day?

no way.

Chen Ziran was in despair.

There is really no way.

Her dependent daughter is really about to be snatched away by others.

Chen Ziran didn't know how to tell Chen An'an the news. When Zhou Suxin asked at night, she told them not to worry, there would be a solution, but the next day, the car that picked up the orphanage stopped in the yard.A group of people knocked on the door of Zhou Suxin's house.

Zhou Suxin went to work, only Chen Ziran and Chen Anan were at home.

Those people showed their IDs and explained the reason, Chen Ziran closed his eyes.

Here it is, the person who took away her happiness has really come.

Chen Ziran blocked the door, not letting them in.

"Ms. Chen, please step aside and cooperate with us."

The neighbors across the door heard the movement, opened the door, and asked these people in a bad tone: "Is your job to break up other people's families and separate the mother and daughter?"

"Auntie, you misunderstood. According to the evidence we have, Ms. Chen and Chen An'an have no legal adoption procedures. They are not mother-daughter relationship. Chen An'an should be taken over by the Municipal Welfare Institute."

"If you want to take over, you have already taken over, and you have to wait until five years later?" The neighbor's aunt knocked on the door angrily, "I think you are bullying others! You have no humanity at all!"

"..." The staff of the orphanage saw that it didn't make sense, and they didn't bother with unrelated people, so they talked directly to Chen Ziran: "Ms. Chen, it's okay if you don't let us in, please take Chen An'an out, if you refuse With cooperation, we can only call the police.”

"Mom... what's so noisy outside..." Chen An'an, who was still sleeping, was woken up, rubbed her eyes and walked out. Seeing a group of people around the door, she was stunned, stepped back in fear, and grabbed Chen Ziran. "Mom, what are these people here for? Are they here to catch me?"

"You are Chen An'an, right?" The staff smiled at Chen An'an with a friendly face, "We are not here to arrest you, but to pick you up to a better place, An'an, can you go with your uncles and aunts?"

"I don't want it!" Chen Anan screamed and hugged Chen Ziran's waist, "Mom, Mom—"

"I don't want to go with them, I want to be with you..."

"Don't you want An'an anymore?"

"I want to be with you..."

Chen An'an was talking, sobbing in her throat, and then crying heartbreakingly.

"An'an, don't worry, mom will never let anyone take you away." Chen Ziran half knelt beside her, hugged her, buried her head on her little shoulder, and cried with her.

There are more and more people onlookers, all of whom live in the neighborhood and gossip with each other. No one knows how Chen Ziran adopted Chen An'an back then. The uncles and aunts in the building also like Chen An'an, a lively and clever little girl. , took good care of their mother and daughter, so they condemned the staff of the orphanage for being impersonal and breaking up other people's families. Some uncles took out their mobile phones and said that they would take pictures of their work attitudes and post them online. Let public opinion judge.

"You didn't come to pick up the children who had nothing to eat and were starving to death five years ago. Now you are here as grown-up girls. Are you human? Do you have any conscience in your heart?"

The staff only acted according to the above documents, and felt that their work attitude was quite good. They did not expect to provoke public anger. They felt bitter and couldn’t express themselves. They didn’t dare to be tough anymore, so they had to say: “Okay, let’s be accommodating for another day, Ms. Chen. , I hope you can bid farewell to An An tonight, and do her ideological work, and we will really take her away when we come tomorrow."

After speaking and leaving, the neighbors comforted the crying mother and daughter, and gradually went their separate ways. Only Chen Ziran hugged Chen An'an, tears seemed to flow endlessly.

I don't know how long he was crying, Gu Qiong knocked on the door of the rental house, Chen Ziran opened the door, and saw her standing in front of him with a long body.

The wounds on her pretty face from Chen Ziran's beating had all disappeared, and she was radiant again. Chen Ziran used all his rationality to restrain himself so as not to disfigure her again.

"What do you want to do again?" Chen Zi then gritted his molars, sounding like he wanted to chew Gu Qiong's bones.

Gu Qiong said: "I can help you complete all the procedures for adopting An An."

Chen Ziran smiled wryly, "I knew it was you."

"Can you stop ruining my life..." Her voice was hoarse and tired, pleading with tears, "I have nothing left, I'm almost a mouse that everyone shouts and beats. Living in the gutter, what else do you want to take away from me? What else do you want to lie to me? I fell in love with you out of delusion at the beginning, and I depended on you for a few months, but I didn’t do it For any bad thing that hurts you, you can treat it as a free babysitter for a few months, or if it doesn’t work... just treat it as being bitten by a dog! Now that I am neither human nor ghost, I have received the punishment I deserve, President Gu , ants know how to steal their lives, your lord has a lot, why bother to kill me?"

"All right..."

She said, suddenly her knees fell to the ground, and she knelt down towards Gu Qiong.

"Will you please, let me go, I was wrong, I shouldn't like you, I shouldn't want to eat swan meat, I shouldn't be wishful thinking... I know I'm wrong, please forgive me... "

She kowtowed to Gu Qiong.

thump.

His forehead hit the ground, and there was a muffled sound, which directly pierced Gu Qiong's eardrums.

Gu Qixin also fell to the ground.

Chen Yuran's forehead immediately swelled up, but she didn't know it, and she muttered with tears, asking Gu Qiong to let her live.

Gu Qiong then knelt down to help her, "Chen Ziran, get up."

Chen Ziran seemed to have never heard of it.

"Miss Gu, you have a lot of adults..."

"forgive me……"

"I really don't dare..."

"Don't dare...don't dare to like you anymore..."

She didn't understand why she didn't deserve happiness, her tears flowed from her eyes, her eyes were out of focus, and she was clutching the patch on the hem of her white washed clothes—it was so interesting, in this day and age, there are still people patched clothes!

Her mind was full of humming, she couldn't think, she stared blankly at Gu Qiong's elegant, shiny, and expensive-looking pointed high-heeled shoes, so high that Chen Ziran couldn't even touch the tip of the shoe.

What else can she do in front of Gu Qiong?Except begging.

"Mr. Gu, please forgive me. You cover the sky with one hand, why bother to humiliate a penniless bastard again?"

Last time it was her half-life, and all the future she dreamed of, what is it this time?Want her to die?

Chen Ziran can't die, she still has to protect her daughter.

Chen An'an knelt beside her mother, also kowtowed with tears, "Aunt Gu, I was wrong before, I shouldn't have scolded you, please let my mother go."

A tear from Gu Qi fell on the back of Chen Ziran's hand, "Aran, I don't want to hurt you, I like you, and I want to treat you well."

"I love you."

Chen Ziran never knew that to love someone is to kill her.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-08-2323:31:37~2020-08-2422:44:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Yu Qinghan, the top player in the Lily Zha attack world;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: take a scumbag name, yanyan, Wuxian, uncle in pants, hum, 42158299, rabbit horn, and one innocent cutie;

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