Eccentricity

All Chen Qiran's hatred, the unspeakable grievances and hatred buried in her heart, in the rainy night, just because of Gu Qiong's remorse, they were all hooked out, her eyes were sore, tears rolled down, her teeth Creaking and trembling, he sat up suddenly, turned over and pressed Gu Qiong's shoulders, his pupils were red, and he lowered his voice angrily: "What do you mean by saying you regret it now? What's the use?"

Gu Qiong stared blankly at the pitifully red-eyed woman on top of his head.

Yes, what's the use?In addition to humiliating Chen Qiran again.In addition to letting Chen Ziran know that he really gave the wrong heart and loved the wrong person back then.In addition to making Chen Ziran regret the stupidity of the past again.

Other than that, it's really useless.

"..." Gu Qiong opened his mouth wanting to speak but stopped, when Chen Ziran's tears dripped on her face, she touched it and then shut up again.

Gu Qiong didn't mean to hurt Chen Ziran, nor did he intend to expose her scars, but facing Chen Ziran, he couldn't help but want to repent, let her know that he really repented, and he was no longer the young and frivolous Gu Qiong.

She thought, she only wants to make herself happy again, regardless of Chen Ziran's inner discomfort.

She was always selfish, she said a thousand times that she wanted to change, and if she didn't pay attention, her nature would be revealed.

No wonder Chen Ziran no longer believed in her.

Probably because he spent too long time in the same space with Gu Qiong, Chen Ziran's mind was in a mess all day, and in the early hours of insomnia, it was covered with glue, sticky, and the brain cells could not function normally, and the heartbeat In a hurry, like playing a movie in my mind, I recalled how bad Gu Qiong was, how I ignored her, how I lied to her, and how I said some inhuman bastard words beside her hospital bed!

The heart and the brain are not in the same place, and the whole person feels that they are dominated by two huge forces and pulled in completely opposite directions, and the body is about to be torn apart. Then, after listening to Gu Qiong's nonsensical confession, what regrets, He also said that he was not sincere before, and it just happened to pierce the softest and most painful piece of meat in Chen Ziran's heart!The skin is rotten and bleeding.

Chen Ziran's rationality immediately exploded, pressing on Gu Qiong's body to question, he wanted to kick her out of bed and kick her out of the house on the spot, regardless of whether she lived or died in the middle of the night when the dew was heavy!

It's just that his temper is too soft, his heart is too wronged, and he hasn't kicked anyone yet, so he presses her shoulder and questioned, first crying himself out of anger, tears falling down, and then looking at Gu Qiong who was pressed down by him, it's also Seeing the pain in her eyes entangled, the anger behind her couldn't come out, she got off her body, turned her back to Gu Qiong, sat on the edge of the bed, covered her face with her hands, and sobbed silently.

Gu Qiong saw her back that was outlined by the padded pajamas, and her two shoulder blades trembled.

That year when Gu Qiong stood beside Chen Ziran's hospital bed and said to her, "I won't take another look at you", Chen Ziran's hands trembled almost imperceptibly in the same way.

She was also so skinny that year.

In a trance, the two Chen Ziran in different times just overlapped.

Gu Qiong left in a panic and haste after saying these words back then, and left without waiting for Chen Ziran's reaction, so until now I don't know if Chen Ziran cried after that.

If there is, it must be like now, with people behind their backs, covering their faces, except for trembling shoulders, it can't be seen that they are crying, and the sound of sobbing is very soft.

Gu Qiong regretted it, not only the deceit back then and the seduction of Liang Ziying behind Chen Ziran's back, but also the fact that she left when Chen Ziran was in the deepest quagmire of his life.

If she hadn't left back then, Chen Ziran wouldn't have to carry someone behind his back when crying, and wouldn't have to be afraid of making noise. Chen Ziran would have a shoulder to lean on, and if she collapsed or hurt, at least Gu Qiong would be able to hold her and not help her bear the pain. It can also give her moral support.

Chen Qiran hated herself for being born with low bones. She knew that this person had bad roots in her bones, and she also knew that she was so different from him that it was impossible to be together. Being used to Gu Qiangyi to stretch out his hands to eat and open his mouth to live a life of rich clothes and fine food, sooner or later they will fall apart, the two of them are doomed to end badly together!

But Chen Qiran's heart doesn't follow reason, and when it gets close to Gu Qi's heart, it seems to have a sense, and the beating frequency will suddenly become chaotic. Feeling the pain, I can't wait to fly to her side!

There is no way, who made Chen Ziran already give her his heart when he was there.

The divergence between the heart and the brain, the separation between emotion and reason, made Chen Ziran herself in chaos and division. Unless she stayed away from Gu Qiong, only by staying away from Gu Qiong could the root cause of her illness be cured.

Gu Qiong refused to leave. Not only did she not leave, but she also wanted to get close to her. Even fate pushed her towards Chen Ziran as a joke. There are more than 2000 million people in Linyuan City, and there is a one in 2000 million chance of saving Chen's life. An An, that person is her!

At this moment, Chen Ziran was full of resentment and sorrow and had nowhere to vent. When she covered her face and cried, she hugged him from behind and gave Chen Ziran her shoulders.

This reliance is seven years late, so what's the use of coming now?Chen Ziran had already suffered all the suffering he deserved.

The fire was extinguished, only ashes remained, and she remembered to add more firewood.

No one who knows Chen Ziran will say that she is magnanimous and doesn't care about it. Only Chen Ziran knows that she is the smallest person who cares about every detail. If Gu Qiong hurts her, even if it is a tone, she will remember it. Won't be haunted by nightmares all night long.

Saying that you don't care, in fact, you just don't care.As long as you care, you will count.The deeper you care, the more you care about it.

"I don't want you!" Chen Yuran pushed Gu Qiong's chest, pushed Gu Qiong to the bed, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and said viciously: "I don't need you! I have been alone for seven years You have carried it all down, why are you pretending to be a good person now!?"

At this moment, if it was someone else, even if it was Liang Ziying, Chen Qiran would not say such vicious words.

Probably because they are really too familiar with Gu Qiong, they have even seen and touched every inch of each other's bodies, and they say that they will be strangers in the future, but it is impossible to really think of her as a stranger in their hearts. Not only are they not strangers, but It is also possible that he is the person who understands Chen Ziran's grievance and pain best in this world, so Chen Ziran doesn't have to pretend in front of her, and he doesn't have to carefully respect and coax her like he used to when he was afraid that she would abandon him, lest she get angry , so all the temper and anger can be vented on her.

The current Gu Qiong is really a very good target to vent his anger on. If he can't fight back, he can't fight back. Chen Ziran grabbed her by the collar and hit her chest with his head. His teeth bit her side neck, like a vicious little tiger, ripped off several buttons of Gu Qiong's pajamas, jumped on the ground and crackled, and his manicured round nails grabbed five long and narrow nails on her shoulders. Bloodstains come.

Most people would be angry or scream in pain, but Gu Qiong grinned for a while when his flesh was scratched by Chen Qiran's nails. He lay on his back on the bed, raised his hand and gently clasped the back of her head, slowly. Soothe her slowly.

"I know I'm not good to you." The low voice was like a long sigh in the dark night.

Chen Ziran's lifelong wish is to have someone who loves her and treats her well.

Gu Qiong didn't love her in the past, and he didn't treat her well.

Chen Ziran, who dug his fingernails into Gu Qiong's flesh, was suddenly discouraged when he heard this sentence, his whole body was on Gu Qiong's body, and he didn't care whether Gu Qiong's bandaged left hand would be injured, and burst into tears stand up.

It was no longer the sobbing that he didn't dare to make a sound before, but he let go of his throat, like a child who was bullied outside, whining, wow, and crying loudly.

She grabbed Gu Qiong's torn skirt with both hands, and her cheek was pressed against Gu Qiong's chest. Tears gathered at the place of Gu Qiong's heart and formed a small river. It was late at night, and it didn't matter whether it would disturb Chen An'an in the next room, or the sleeping neighbors upstairs and downstairs.

Gu Qiong's heart was watered by her hot tears, hot and sour, and he caressed her hair one after another, "Aran, I'm not good to you."

Sure enough, Chen An'an was woken up, and got out of bed wearing the woolen slippers with the bunny pattern that Chen Ziran had hooked for her, and walked to the door of Chen Ziran's bedroom. Mother taught her a lesson, stood by the door and heard this sentence, and listened carefully to Chen Ziran's unscrupulous crying, raised her steps and retracted, rubbed her eyes, walked back to her room silently, turned off the lights and went to sleep .

It's good to cry.

It's better to be able to cry out loud than to hide in a place where no one is secretly wiping tears.

Chen Ziran has grown up to such an age by herself, there are too many people who treat her badly, and even those who treat her badly think that they have treated her very well and done their best.

No one will admit that they are mean to others. Everyone thinks that they are kind and compassionate by nature, just like no one will think that they are bad people.

Gu Qiong was the first person to realize that he was not kind to Chen Ziran at all, which was enough for Chen Ziran to have the courage to cry out at her.

This is probably one of Gu Qiong's few strengths. When she realizes her fault, she admits it. She doesn't hide it or cover it up. She doesn't care about the eyes of the world.

Just like back then, when others deliberately made fun of her relationship with Chen Ziran, Chen Ziran was afraid that she would lose face because of herself, so she said openly and honestly: "So what if Chen Ziran is my little wife?"

The implication is, is it your turn to talk too much?

Instead, those who want to see a joke are seen as a joke.

This is also the main reason why Chen Ziran wholeheartedly felt that Gu Qiong treated her sincerely.

Hearing Chen Ziran's heart-wrenching crying, Gu Qiong put his arms around her, confessed to her one by one, told all the bad things he had done to Chen Ziran, and used her mouth to express his grievances for Chen Ziran.

Until the sky turned white, Gu Qiong finished counting his crimes, and Chen Ziran had cried enough, lying on her chest without moving, his head aching from crying, and hoarsely pushed Gu Qiong: "It's dawn, you should do it too." gone."

That being said, there is no point in getting up from her at all.

Gu Qiong also knew that her words were duplicity, and she felt the joy of seeing the moonlight through the clouds and mists, so she didn't dare to disturb her, so she still lay on her back, and took advantage of the situation to ask her a word: "Aran, it seems that I was bitten and scratched by you For sake, can we be friends? Ordinary friends are fine."

A friend, at least it's a title, so Gu Qiong can take care of her openly.

Chen Ziran said stubbornly, "I don't believe you."

"You will kill me."

It's not something that hasn't happened.

It hurt me so badly.

Even if Chen Ziran still has a heart for her, he also knows that she can't believe a word she says.

The author has something to say: The tentative titles of the next Gou Xue Wen: 1. "The ex-wife begged me to change her mind", 2. "The overlord begged me to turn around after the divorce".

Just by looking at the name, you can tell that it is a vulgar and bloody vulgar article, a story about a dog woman who wants to turn her head back.

Still the same sentence, don't bookmark those who don't like to read dog blood.

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