Eccentricity

Chen An'an was depressed all night, after helping to clean up the kitchen after dinner, she said that I was going to do my homework, and locked herself in the room.Chen Ziran understood that she was blaming herself for Liang Ziying's commotion in the morning.

Compared with her peers, Chen An'an's physical development is too slow - some of the girls in the same class have already had their first menstrual period, while Chen An'an is still in the stage of growing tall, and there is no sign of secondary development.But compared to his peers, Chen An'an's mental development was too fast, too precocious, and he took too much responsibility on himself.Therefore, when the mother is hurt, Chen Anan will show more serious self-blame and guilt than other children, which makes Chen Ziran very worried.

A young girl's mind is sensitive and slender, and too many negative emotions buried in her heart will sooner or later crush this sensible child.

However, Chen Ziran can't do much. Her most precious daughter has already entered puberty, and she has learned to hide her little secrets in her heart. The depression and setbacks encountered in the process of growing up, whether she feels ashamed or shy, in short, she is no longer like when she was a child. So willing to share with Chen Yuran, a mother.

Moreover, Chen An'an also realized that Chen Ziran was too young as a mother. Every time a parent meeting was held, Chen Ziran was always the youngest of all the parents. Many people thought she was her older sister.The oldest parent in Chen An'an's class is twice as old as Chen Ziran, more than enough to be Chen Ziran's mother.

Chen Ziran looked at her daughter's closed door, just like her heart that was closing more and more, so she was also worried. When she went to work with earphones, there were a few small mistakes in replying to the customer message. If Gu Qiong was not beside her Point it out to her, I'm afraid she's going to be charged tonight.

"What are you thinking about absent-mindedly?" Gu Qiong broke off a piece of grapefruit that had been peeled and de-seeded, and stuffed it into her mouth.

The end of the twelfth lunar month is the best season for pomelo. The warm days and cold nights in the south make the grapefruit quickly accumulate a lot of sugar, and the last trace of sourness fades away. , the sweet juice exploded in the mouth, and the unique fruity aroma of grapefruit soared to the sky. It was so delicious that people couldn't help squinting their eyes.

This grapefruit was brought over by Liang Ziying during the day, but Chen Ziran resisted and refused to eat it, and planned to send it to the nearby orphans and orphanages in the daytime tomorrow, so he should do a good deed for Liang Ziying.But Gu Qiong didn't have so many ideas, he brought everything, and picked the best broken one that night, and sent half of it to Chen An'an who was doing homework, and held the other half in his arms, slowly Peel it, peel it clean, take a bite for yourself, and feed Chen Ziran a bite, so uncomfortable.

"Thank you." Chen Ziran took a piece of grapefruit she fed, sweetly, and said casually: "Why are you more familiar with the product features in the store than I am? It seems that you are the customer service of this store."

An unintentional remark made Gu Qi startled, his eyes felt a little unnatural, he shrugged and said with a smile: "The last time I saw you work, I remembered it."

Chen Ziran has no doubts about this. Gu Qiong had a good memory when she was in school. She could memorize the reading questions on the English test paper after reading it once. She performed it for Chen Ziran several times. The first time Chen Ziran didn't believe it, thinking that she had memorized it secretly to coax him, until Gu Qiong performed it a few more times, Chen Ziran could only be convinced and praised Gu Qiong as a genius.

"You haven't answered me yet, why are you absent-minded tonight?" Gu Qiong peeled another piece of grapefruit and gave it to Chen Ziran. She didn't want to deceive Chen Ziran. Her left hand went to the hospital to remove the bandage a few days ago, and now both hands are flexible , but left a light-colored scar on his left arm, which is the mark of being bitten by a dog.

Chen Ziran also arrived at the end of get off work time, saw off the last customer, and after reporting to the boss, closed the computer, looked at Chen An'an's door and sighed, "I don't worry about An'an."

"What's there to worry about?" When Gu Qiong was growing up, her parents adopted a laissez-faire education method, and she herself had no experience in raising children. Believe that sentence, a tree is big and straight, and children only need to eat With enough clothing and warmth, you can grow up by yourself, and you don't need to worry about it. "She is 12 years old, she understands everything she should know, and her self-care ability is much better than her peers. You love to worry too much."

"I only worry about it when I'm too sensible." Chen Ziran stood up, flexed his muscles and bones, stretched his waist, held up his mug, and sighed, "Too early to be sensible is not necessarily a good thing. The sooner a child is sensible, the less happy he is." , I'm afraid that if An An keeps something in her heart and doesn't tell the adults, sooner or later something will happen."

She is in love again.

Gu Qiong saw through the worries in her heart at a glance, patted her on the shoulder with a smile, and said: "It's normal for children not to tell their parents about something, you and I have come from this stage, don't you understand? "

Chen Ziran glanced at her.

Gu Qiong's face changed slightly.She almost forgot that maybe she came from the stage of avoiding her parents, but Chen Ziran did not. She has always longed for a family, and it was her parents who deliberately ignored her since she was a child.

"Okay, don't worry too much." Gu Qi had no choice but to push Chen Ziran to sit on the sofa, "You have been working on the computer all night, take a rest first, I'll go and see how An An's homework is doing That's it."

"Hey!" Chen Ziran called to stop her.

Gu Qiong turned around.

Chen Ziran squeezed her hands and said nervously: "Don't say anything that pokes her sore spots, she is a sensitive little girl."

Gu Qiong pulled the corner of his mouth, "Don't worry."

Some things are inconvenient for parents to say, because the relationship is too close, but it is difficult to say. Besides, the thinking angles of parents and children are never on the same plane.

Gu Qiong is different. First, Gu Qiong saved Chen An'an's life. Even though Chen An'an hated her in the past, but later saw that she behaved well and relieved her mother a lot, the former hatred disappeared. Gu Qiong still has complicated emotions, at least not contradictory; secondly, Gu Qiong is an outsider, a young, fun-loving, and beautiful outsider, called Auntie in name, but actually a mature, fashionable and charming older sister. Chen An'an, a half-grown girl who unconsciously yearns for admiration in her heart, is of course more willing to listen to her.

When Gu Qiong entered Chen An'an's room, Chen An'an was reading those difficult reading articles in English newspapers, wearing earphones, following the standard reading pronunciation in MP3 and correcting his spoken English bit by bit, looking decent, Gu Qiong went up to pick her Headphones, holding her desktop with a half-smile: "Talk?"

Chen Anan turned her head awkwardly, "What do we have to talk about?"

"Why can't we talk?" Gu Yi crossed his arms and leaned against the edge of her table, "Music, games, TV dramas, or animation. You have no hobbies since you were a child? Don't you feel dizzy after studying all day?"

Chen Anan snorted: "I love learning, can't I? It's not like you, you don't know how to learn."

This remark wronged Gu Qiong, Gu Qiong looked cynical on the surface, Chen Anan reckoned that she was also a gangster when she was a student, but in fact Gu Qiong's grades were quite good when she was a student.

"It's right for young people to study, but they also need to combine work and rest. By the way, tomorrow is New Year's Eve and your birthday. Do you have any special arrangements? Tell me, and I will prepare a birthday surprise for you."

"Is it a surprise if you say it all?" Chen Anan rolled her eyes, "Are you all right? Go out, I'm going to learn English."

"It's nothing serious, but next year our company's advertising and marketing plan will start in the next year, and we've contacted several spokespersons, including a young man in his twenties called Blooming. I heard it's very popular recently. Don't you kids Do you like these handsome and handsome little brothers? I also want to ask if I can help you get a few autographed photos of him so that you can give them to the class. It seems that you only want to learn. I'm not interested in anything, so forget it, I'm leaving."

Gu Qiong made a gesture to leave, but just as he took a step, Chen Anan shouted: "Wait!"

Gu Qiong showed a hooked smile in a place that Chen Anan couldn't see, and when he turned around, he looked innocent, "Do you have anything else to do?"

"You just said...in full bloom? Is it the blooming of the No.1 talent show recently?"

"It seems to be." Gu Qi raised his eyebrows, "What's the matter, kid, are you interested again?"

Chen Anan shrugged and remained silent.

Shengkai is an idol that the girls in their class have been obsessed with recently, and Chen Anan also likes him, thinking he is very delicate and handsome.

Children are group animals, they like to follow suit, and are afraid of being isolated and excluded, so once a certain person or thing is popular in the group, those who don’t follow will be regarded as aliens.

Blooming is the most popular idol of the new generation recently. Chen Anan's group of little sisters are crazy when they mention him, and they scream with excitement when they mention him. If Chen Anan can help them get a signed photo of Blooming, then she is The undisputed king of kids in the class.

Chen An'an was arrogant and refused to say anything, but Gu Qiong knew that the defense in her heart had been withdrawn, so she sat down and chatted slowly with her.

Gu Qiong's stupidity was all given to Chen Ziran, because she was nervous and Chen Ziran, the more nervous a person is, the easier it is to get hotheaded and do wrong things.

Against other people, Gu Qiong is still very comfortable. She can be regarded as an interesting person. She has a wide range of interests outside of work, and she is very keen on the fashion trends among young people.There is a generation gap between Chen Anan and Chen Ziran, but she finds that she and Gu Qiong have a lot to talk about. For example, she never dared to say in front of Chen Ziran that she likes to read romance novels, but she can have no scruples in front of Gu Qiong. I can also tell the names of a few novels, which are exactly what Chen An'an can't put it down. The two chatted from celebrities to novels, and then talked about several new shows that Chen An'an has been chasing recently. said.

Chen Ziran is tired enough from work, and his only hobby during rest time is reading. She doesn't know anything about Chen An'an's broad interests of young people, and she doesn't understand even if she says it.

Besides, it's weird to talk about this with her parents, especially when Chen An'an worked so hard to support her to study in order to make her promising in the future. Talking to her about "doing nothing" outside of studies always made Chen An'an feel sorry for Chen's dedication. An unbearable sense of guilt.

In the midst of the hot topics, Gu Qiong stuffed in a few topics related to Chen Ziran, all casually, Chen An'an didn't pay attention, and was eager to express, like a bamboo tube pouring beans, he said those things that Chen Ziran didn't dare to say. She told Gu Qie all her secrets, and said that she often felt sorry for Chen Qiran, and that it would be fine if she didn't have her daughter.

"Why?" Gu Qiong asked curiously while propping his chin.

Chen Ziran regarded Chen An'an as a treasure for fear of losing it, but Chen An'an actually regarded herself as Chen Ziran's burden.

"Without me, my mother didn't have to drop out of school back then. Now that she has graduated from college, she doesn't have to work hard to take out garbage and pick up waste products. Besides, I'm so stupid that I can't even tell the good from the bad. I believed Liang Ziying's nonsense and lured wolves into the house. , I can't do anything except make my mother sad, I'm just a moron."

After Chen An'an finished speaking, the room fell into a brief silence.Gu Qie took a deep look at her, and said, "Do you know that when you ran away from home, your mother almost went crazy?"

"I know." Chen An'an said depressedly: "That's why I said that I am useless, it will only make her sad."

"That's not what I meant." Gu Qiong said, "From the moment your teacher called to say that you ran away from home, your mother seemed to have lost her soul. She searched for you all day and couldn't eat or drink. "

Chen Anan curled her lips, "Isn't this making her sad?"

"It's true to make her sad, but you are not her oil bottle, you are her most precious treasure, half of her life, your mother has suffered so much these years, without you, maybe she would have lived a long time ago If you don’t go down, you will commit suicide. It’s impossible to persist until now. An’an, you are the one who needs to blame yourself the least. You are not your mother’s burden. You are a good boy who supports your mother’s beliefs. Your existence is enough to comfort your mother, you know?"

"Really?" Chen Anan was confused.

Gu Qiong smiled and patted her head, "Of course."

"But now I don't want to say a lot of things to my mother. Am I being unfilial and a white-eyed wolf?"

"People will naturally have small secrets when they grow up. This is called privacy. It belongs to you alone. You can bury them in your heart calmly. It doesn't matter if you don't tell anyone. It has nothing to do with being unfilial. As long as An An just knows in her heart that she loves her mother."

When Gu Qiong was not messed up, she was a very good and confidant sister. She was young and rebellious, and she was very sure about the minds of children of this age, and understood their confusion. Every sentence she said pierced Chen An'an's heart, and Chen An'an chatted with her. After talking for a long time, she told about her failure to protect her mother today, and seeing her suffering from being bullied by bad guys, Gu Qi's few words made her heart clear, her depression disappeared, and she looked like a bright girl again.

Chen Ziran waited anxiously outside, and almost couldn't help but poke at the crack of the door several times to eavesdrop on what the two of them were muttering inside. He wanted to give the child enough respect, but he didn't.

When Gu Qiong came out, Chen Ziran couldn't wait to meet her, and asked in a low voice, "How was the talk?"

Before Gu Qiong could speak, Chen Anan ran out seemingly in a good mood, took her pajamas to the bathroom to take a shower, and did not forget to say to Chen Ziran: "Mom, I'm hungry, can you serve me a bowl of wontons?"

"Okay, I'll make it for you now." Chen Ziran also raised her lips and smiled, her daughter could eat and sleep without feeling bored, which was a great thing for her, so she went to make wontons for her happily. I only ate half a bowl for dinner tonight, so I should be hungry right now.

When Gu Qiong heard the wontons, his eyes lit up, he touched his belly, and said quietly: "Okay, you mother and daughter will eat wontons, I won't bother you, I'll go back first, and come back tomorrow."

"One bowl is also the next bowl, and the second bowl is also the next order. Let's stay for supper together." Chen Ziran smiled at Gu Qiong, "Thank you for your hard work today."

Gu Qiong was flattered.

The author has something to say: I think of someone saying that I always write scumbags but not scumbags. In fact, I really have a scumbag in my mind, and it is the Queen Shou X loyal dog gong, who is domineering, noble and proud Delicate and scumbag...Gong is tolerant and loyal, and in the end his heart was hurt so thoroughly...

But this year is too late to write, let's see if it can be put on the agenda next year.

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