Eccentricity

For a moment, Chen Ziran didn't know how to face Gu Qiong.

At this moment, she really wanted to turn around and run, run upstairs, close the door, and lock Gu Qiong outside, so she wouldn't be able to come in.

But the upstairs is not safe either, it is a trap carefully arranged by Gu Qiong, so what if the door is closed?Maybe Gu Qiong could open it with just a few clicks.

She was stuck in the narrow space where she could not go up or down, forcing her to grit her teeth and tell the truth, "I want to go."

"where to?"

"Wherever I want, as long as I don't have you."

"why?"

Chen Ziran sneered, "You still have the nerve to ask? Don't you know what you did?"

"Aran, why is your first reaction not to question me when you encounter something related to me, but to run away?" Gu Qi was very frustrated, "Don't you even give me a chance to explain?"

Her posture was peaceful and gentle, and she patiently fought for a chance to defend Chen Ziran, and even kept a safe distance between the two of them in the stairwell, and Gu Qiong didn't move a step, which made Chen Ziran's terrified heart a little bit Calm, regained a little sanity.

In the final analysis, Gu Qiong has also changed, the former she has long strode forward to grab Chen Ziran, making the situation between the two of them stiff.

The old Gu Qiong couldn't communicate with her, and Chen Ziran also refused to communicate with her.

After all, it is different now. Gu Qi's reflection and changes in the past year are not completely ineffective. At least she reversed the stereotype in Chen Ziran's heart, so that Chen Ziran can calm down and listen to her.

"Please explain." Chen Ziran said.

Gu Qiong looked around.

The stairway where people come and go is not a good place to talk calmly.

"How about talking in a quieter place?" Gu Qiong suggested.

Chen Ziran's face changed slightly, and he almost blurted out: "I won't go back to your house again!"

"That's not what I mean." Gu Qiong comforted Chen Ziran, "I mean, let's find a coffee shop or teahouse, sit down and talk slowly, okay?" In order to reassure Chen Ziran, she added: " Aran, come and decide on a place, choose a place that can make you feel at ease."

Chen Ziran thought for a while, and decided on a small milk tea shop not far away.

The store was on the corner of the street, with wide sight lines and convenient transportation. Chen Ziran specially chose a seat next to the glass wall near the road, so that if Gu Qi made any moves, passers-by could call the police for her if they saw it.

One of them ordered a cup of milk tea, and when it was brought to the table, the waiter backed away, and Gu Qiong said straight to the point: "The house you live in now is indeed mine, and I also arranged the work for you."

Chen Ziran shook his hand, and a little milk tea spilled out.

Gu Qiong said again: "At that time, you were only thinking about moving out, and you couldn't find a suitable job for a long time. You got angry in a hurry, developed ulcers and blisters, and didn't recover in a few days. I was afraid that you would fall ill again in a hurry. , I can only think of such a way.”

"So it's better for you to lie to me or for me?"

Gu Qi was startled, then sighed, and said: "Aran, at that time... I made up my mind not to bother you anymore. I never thought about using this job to trap you, but you have to take care of An An, You have to study and take exams again, I think your life can be more stable, less busy, and you don’t have to get up early and stay late like before. I...I can’t see you suffering anymore.”

Gu Qiong smiled wryly, "Just think of me as selfish. I only think about how I feel, and I don't think about your thoughts. I know that you want to live in this world dignifiedly."

Facing her confession, Chen Ziran was speechless instead.

Is deception in the name of love considered deception?Who knows if what Gu Qi said is true or not.

Chen Ziran wanted to believe that what Gu Qi said was true, because she did what she said at the beginning, and she didn't show up on purpose. The only connection between them was a text message on Chen Ziran's birthday that year, only four words , used an unfamiliar number, and didn't even dare to sign the name, for fear that Chen Ziran would see the clue.

But could this be Gu Qiong's way of retreating?

Chen Zi was torn in his mind, holding the cup of milk tea with both hands and kept rubbing it, not knowing what to do.

"Aran, I know that my credibility in front of you is almost gone." Gu Qiong snorted self-deprecatingly, "I asked for this, and I deserve it, but to you today, I dare to say, Ever since I promised not to lie to you again, everything I said to you was sincere. This happened before our relationship improved. I didn’t expect to have the chance to come back to you, so I did it without telling you when I got hotheaded. Since you stopped resisting me, I was afraid that one day things would be revealed and all your good feelings for me would be wiped out, so I hesitated to tell you..."

"What if you had already arranged a bitter plan to save An'an?" Chen Ziran sneered.

Gu Qiong paused for a moment, and looked at her deeply, with a sad look in the depths of his eyes.

Heartfelt sadness cannot be faked.

Gu Qiong really gave up at that time, he didn't think much about saving Chen An'an, he rushed up instinctively, even the bodyguards couldn't hold him back.Gu Qiong would not be so despicable, she would not devise such an extremely risky "bitter trick" knowing that Chen An'an was Chen Ziran's half-life. Get yourself into an extremely embarrassing situation.

Chen Ziran figured this out as soon as he turned his head, and felt ashamed for thinking about Gu Qiong, and said sorry in a low voice.

"Aran, I really never thought about cheating you again. Although I arranged the work for you, I only do so much. The salary is completely in accordance with the market standard. The money you get is based on You earned it with your own hands, clean, I don’t know what Qu Lixiu told you, and I don’t know what you think, I just hope you don’t put too much pressure on yourself, the teaching certificate exam is about to start , you want to be a teacher so much, don't waste all your efforts because of this little thing."

"You really only lied to me about this?"

Gu Qiong thought for a while and said, "There is one more thing..."

Chen Ziran narrowed his eyes.

Gu Qiong said: "At the end of the year when I was bitten by a dog, I went to your house wrapped in a bandage and told you that the stitches would not be removed until the next year. In fact, the stitches were removed a week before that. I want to celebrate the New Year with you, so I didn't Let me tell you..."

"anything else?"

"Not anymore! Absolutely not anymore!" Gu Qiang swore to her, "One more thing, I kick myself out of your eyes without you needing to speak!"

Chen Ziran was confused, Gu Qiong's words were true and false, it was not a good idea to entangle her again.

There is no way, the disparity between them is too great, Gu Qiongtian's proud son, a dragon and a phoenix among men, has the ability to turn clouds and rain, while Chen Ziran is just a struggling citizen struggling in life.

Unequal identities are doomed not to breed equal and honest love. When Gu Qiong wants to lie to her, he can lie to her again at any time. When Chen Qiran is with her, he always has to bear the anxiety of being cheated.

The foundation of trust has been hollowed out long ago, and they came together again, building on a crumbling castle in the air, every step is like walking on thin ice, and a crack will shatter their bones.

Gu Qiang lost his confidence, and said in a low voice, "Aran, I don't even know how to regain your trust."

It seems that everything is wrong, one or two words of teasing will be regarded as sweet words, and wanting to get close to her is cunning and wretched, can we just wait for Chen Ziran to take the initiative to come over?

But Chen Qiran has never been a proactive person, and Gu Qiong has always been good at seizing opportunities. The two of them are so twisted, when will it be the end?

Whether it's wretched or slippery, Gu Qiong just wants to be with Chen Ziran and be content with her.

Chen Qiran didn't know how to trust Gu Qiong again. The fatal blow woke her up and made her see clearly the insurmountable moat between them. Since then, trust has become a superficial castle in the air.

How can I trust Gu Qiong again?

I'm afraid that one day when Gu Qiong comes down from the clouds, the two of them stand at the same height, step on the same ground, step on the ground, feel at ease, and Chen Ziran can regain the lost sense of trust.

"Gu Qiong, we really don't fit together anymore." Chen Ziran said.

The reason why the young love flies to the flame is because the mind is pure and there is no need to think too much.Instead of being together reluctantly, it is better to keep that time in memory.

"Get the teaching qualification certificate first, and then discuss the rest later." Gu Qiong didn't kill himself like before. Chen Ziran was forced to make a choice, but left behind a long time. buffer zone.

Life is like this, it is never black and white, the buffer zone of many things is actually very long, unlike what Chen Ziran thinks, it is either a love match or a cage of imprisonment.

"It's hard to find a house now, and it's not good to take An An to move around all the time. She is now in a sensitive period to build her confidence and sense of security. At that time, she told me that it would be great if you and her could have a stable home. Now, she is going to move out again, maybe she will be paranoid again, you can live in that house for now, if you don't want to accept it, can I pay you rent? You don't have to worry, that house wasn't mine before, and then I After buying it, the key will be sent directly to you. Without your permission, I have never stepped in. I... I am afraid that the house will be stained with my smell, and if you find out, I will not go. Live... so it's all your territory, really."

"Aran, you can relax a little bit, can't you just live in the staff dormitory?"

Chen Ziran thought for a long time before saying, "I'll pay you the rent."

"But I can't afford the high rent, can you give me a discount on the market price?"

"For the sake of you pursuing me."

Chen Ziran thought that she was indeed a bit too inferior, and treated all the good intentions of Gu Qiong as bad intentions. After hearing Qu Lixiu's words, she started thinking wildly, and made up her mind to accept Gu Qiong, but she didn't believe her, and she still hugged and hugged her. With her distinct thoughts, this barrier will always exist.

Gu Qiong tried his best to take 99 steps forward. For the last step, Chen Yuran should also take a little forward. Take your time, how about taking half a step out first?

Gu Qiong's eyes recovered, "It's easy to say! Easy to say."

Does this mean that the relationship between himself and Chen Ziran can still advance steadily?

After all, she personally admitted the word pursuit.

Gu Qiong's heart had already fallen to the bottom, but because of Chen Ziran's words, he cheered up again.

At night, Qu Lixiu sent Chen An'an back to the old house.

He thought that Chen Ziran had already moved away, and he brought Chen An'an here so that she could live in school with peace of mind, but he happened to bump into Chen Ziran going out and was going to pick up Chen An'an from school.

"Mom!" Chen An'an threw herself into Chen Ziran's arms, "Why do you want me to live on campus? I thought something happened to you, it scared me to death!"

"It's nothing. My mother is going to take the teaching qualification certificate test. I'm afraid I won't have time to take care of you. I want you to stay in the school dormitory for a while and pick you up after the test is over."

"I'm almost fourteen! I can take care of myself!" Chen An'an was furious.

Chen Ziran touched her natural curls, and smiled compromisingly: "It's because my mother didn't think about it comprehensively. If you want to live in school, I will go to your school tomorrow to talk about it, and let you come back to live."

"That's about the same!" Chen An'an went back to her room to do her homework with peace of mind.

Chen Qiran apologized and said to Qu Lixiu: "I'm sorry, old classmate, I made you work for nothing."

"It's okay." Qu Lixiu was surprised, "You still want to live here? Don't you know..."

"I don't know what? I don't know that this is my house?" Gu Wei suddenly leaned half of his body out from behind the door and smiled, "Qu Lixiu, you are very well informed? You know everything that Aran doesn't know. .”

Qu Lixiu rubbed his nose, smiled awkwardly, "How would I know, Gu Qiong, stop making fun of me."

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: a professional passing by, an uncle in a flower jacket, one with a scumbag name;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Silent Night; 2 bottles of zvgxdgv; 1 bottle of Ana;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!