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"You never promised me, is it because of Su Yuan?"

Jing Han stood there, lowered her eyes for a long while without answering, "..." She didn't seem to want to answer this question, and tried to pull her hand away several times, but to no avail. Finally, her thin lips moved, "Do you want to answer this question?" Are you listening to the truth?"

"..."

Jing Han turned around and looked over with cold eyes, "It's not Su Yuan's business that I care about, I said it a long time ago," her eyes flicked on Ruan Mu's face, "I don't care about your past. I'm not interested in things, and I don't want to know anything about Su Yuan or anyone else."

"What I care about is you, Ruan Mu."

Jing Han kept looking at her, and slowly said a word, "It's impossible for you to date anyone for too long, what do you think?"

"..."

Ruan Mu raised her eyes and looked at her, as if she had been poked by something, she kept holding Jing Han's wrist, and didn't even care about the bathrobe that slipped off her shoulders. After a long time, she spoke hoarsely, "So...you think so."

There was some subtle emotion in Ruan Mu's eyes, and his expression became unnatural.

Jing Han looked down at her, and continued, "Su Yuan, she was a member of my team when she joined UBS, and I know her better than you...No matter how you look at her family background, temperament, skin, she is a person worthy of love. Man, it's hard to imagine anyone getting tired of her."

"She's so nice, but you still feel overwhelmed."

Jing Han paused and lowered his voice, "You always feel that you have broken through your limit after dating Su Yuan for three years, as if you have proved that there is nothing wrong with you at all. But the fact that you haven't broken up for three years is actually just because you temporarily You can't find a better one than her, can't you?"

"..."

Some incomprehensible emotions flashed in Ruan Mu's eyes, and she didn't answer for a long while.

Even she herself can't verify whether what Jing Han said is correct, why, why can't she be with someone properly?She didn't want to do this herself, but she thought about it countless times, but she couldn't get the answer.

Those three years with Su Yuan were her longest love relationship.

At one time, she thought that her illness was probably cured, but the facts proved that she was not at all.

But now Jing Han told himself clearly: "You are the kind of person who can't maintain a long-term relationship. Because of this, I don't want to promise you." That sentence was too harsh, and Ruan Mu was there.

Ruan Mu didn't want to hear Jing Han draw such a conclusion about herself, because it sounded like she would never get better in this life, but this was not what she wanted.

Of course she hopes to have someone to heal herself, and after so many years, the person she is looking forward to now is Jing Han... So she tried her best and finally had a breakthrough in her relationship with Jing Han. Even things that I wasn't sure about, everything turned back.

"Sometimes... I wish Su Yuan would still hate me, just like he did in the first half of last year."

Ruan Mu looked straight at Jing Han, with a disappointed smile, "I hope she will continue to hate me, so that I can feel more guilty for what I have done, but she doesn't."

"It seems that everything is over, she loves me, she hates me..."

Unpredictable emotions flashed in those blue eyes, even Ruan Mu couldn't grasp it, "..." She stopped, she didn't know what she wanted to say, should she complain about Jing Han? It seems that she should not blame her.

"..."

In a daze, Jing Han withdrew her wrist, "You won't love me forever," she turned her eyes away, not wanting to look at Ruan Mu again, but in the next second she heard, "Why?"

"..."

"I also want to talk about a passionate and long-lasting relationship, but I can't love others all the time. Does it have anything to do with me not always loving you?"

Ruan Mu was also very depressed. She sat on the sofa and looked straight at the cold back, and said in a low voice, "Jing Han, I will never go back and chase someone, and it is someone like you who rejected me." ,"

Ruan Mu was still very uncomfortable when he mentioned the woman who escaped by herself three years ago.

"Why can't you ever think about it properly? I broke up with Su Yuan because I still like you. Don't you understand?" She stood up and walked to Jing Han, looking straight at the man. Cool face.

For a moment, Ruan Mu's eyes softened, "I'm sure I love you now."

As if hearing something ridiculous, Jing Han suddenly raised his voice, "But I'm not sure, Ruan Mu." His eyes gradually turned red, and some emotions came out instantly, "Are you Such a person, how dare I fully devote myself to it?"

Although Ruan Mu had already expected this answer, he had never seen this person's emotions fluctuate like this.

"Then what are you going to do?"

She looked straight at Jing Han, her eyes flicked across her frowning brows, she moved forward, her bright red lips moved, "Are you going to suppress yourself like this for the rest of your life?"

"..."

Ruan Mu didn't answer the question at all, but just kept looking at her, "Because I might abandon you too, so even if you have feelings for me, you should suppress it."

Ruan Mu's charming eyes looked over, and the light in Jing Han's eyes was watery, "It's been five years." She seemed to hear the other party sighing, "I really don't know what you want to control yourself?" when."

The eyes of the two were glued, and Jing Han opened his mouth to deny it.

But in the next second, the waist was embraced by the person in front of him, and Ruan Mu looked straight at her, "Do you think suppressing yourself can give you a sense of security and happiness?"

"I know that you have had a bad life for three years after you returned to China. You didn't like your job, and you were forced by your parents to marry someone you didn't love... It was so bad that you almost went to see a psychiatrist. You shouldn't have to suffer from this at all. "At the end, Ruan Mu couldn't bear to stop.

"..."

Those words obviously evoked some memories, Jing Han subconsciously turned her eyes away, but couldn't hide the redness around her eyes.

"You are different from anyone before, if you want, I can repeat until you believe me,"

Ruan Mu raised her hand to pin her hair behind her ears, her eyes were shining brightly in her red eyes, "Don't repeat what happened five years ago..." She moved closer, her voice became softer and softer, "Torture yourself, torture me."

As soon as the words fell, Jing Han's eyes turned red.

Ruan Mu looked at her carefully, and finally, couldn't help but kissed her ear, then raised his hand to caress her side face, and kissed along that fair neck, "Look at me," she whispered.

Jing Han could barely look into those blue eyes, her eyes were flushed, as if her heart softened in an instant, "..." She took a few seconds out of the chaotic emotions, and Ruan Mu closed her eyes slightly. Closing his eyes, his bright red lips kissed her.

She could feel her lips being bitten lightly, and then, the soft tip of her tongue poked in, "Hmm..." Jing Han was powerless to struggle at this moment, and her body was wrapped in Ruan Mu's arms, her whole body They were all kissed softly.

Jing Han was pressed back on the soft sofa, and she never even had a moment to lose her mind, "I really like you," Ruan Mu pressed on her, kissing her all the time, his words were not clear.

……

The two returned to the bed somehow, Jing Han just let go of the sheet with his fingers, her body was still trembling slightly, her light panting was deliberately suppressed, but she could still hear it clearly.

Ruan Mu kept looking at her flushed cheeks, her gaze became extremely soft, and she kissed her gently, "Jinghan, you are so beautiful."

And the person under him slightly opened his eyes, looked at her, and said nothing for a while, "..."

Seeing that she didn't speak, Ruan Mu didn't want to force her any more. Before she opened her mouth, she smiled and said, "I won't stay tonight, you should rest well." She kissed Jing Han's lips again, whispering Said, "Think seriously about what I said, and I'll wait for your answer."

Jing Han looked at her, his eyes drooping slightly, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but he never spoke.

Ruan Mu took one last deep look at her, got up and got off the bed, Jing Han looked at the graceful curve of Ruan Mu's back from the corner of his eye, and the woman left after all.