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The rhythm of the DJ's music is getting louder and louder. Bo Jing can't remember how many people she has danced with. Her hair is a little wet, and thin sweat is streaming down her collarbone, flowing into the black back she is wearing today. heart.

But at this time, the rhythmic sound suddenly stopped for a second, and for an instant, it seemed that everything in the world she lived in stopped, her head was a little dazed, and the deafening music sound still lingered in her ears, like a hallucination.

Like her relationship with Shen Qin, as if she had never touched Shen Qin, she always felt that she had entered Shen Qin's world countless times, but she was in a trance and uncertain, as if she had been outside all the time.

"laura."

Bo Jing seemed to hear someone calling her, she frowned and looked back, her out-of-focus eyes finally focused on one point, she suddenly forgot the voice, but only the familiar figure could be seen in her sight range.

"..."

When Bo Jing's pupils came into contact with that figure, they subconsciously contracted and enlarged. That was...

With straight black hair draped over her shoulders, exquisite makeup, and slightly raised corners of her bright red lips, a girl with a Chinese face was about to cross the dance floor, her clear eyes seemed to drift towards her in an instant, Bo Jing was not sure, The eyes flashed away with a smile in the next second.

"...Shen Qin?"

At that time, Bo Jing was stroking her hair with her fingertips, holding the wine bottle in the other hand and just about to drink, she opened her mouth, realizing something in her head, but she didn't utter a word, and was swallowed by the sound of music again.

Her eyes kept following the direction where Shen Qin left, and she could still vaguely see the thin figure of her back.

Suddenly, Bo Jing noticed a short-haired boy with a Chinese face behind Shen Qin. He was wearing a vest and looked good. Shen Qin kept looking back at him, as if afraid that he would get lost, and even stopped, turning around and pulling the other's wrist .

But because Shen Qin had a cigarette in his hand, he only used a few fingers to pull him.

Bo Jing didn't know why she noticed such details, but this scene made her feel uncomfortable all over.

She frowned and stopped moving, "..." In sharp contrast to the dancers in the dance group, the half-blood saw her reaction and raised her voice and asked, "What's wrong?"

Bo Jing stood there, stuffing the wine bottle to the other party, "It's okay, I saw someone," she didn't bother to explain, she said, "Hold it for me," pushing away the people around and chasing in Shen Qin's direction.

The distance between the two was already far apart, and with the fact that there were people blocking her way, Bo Jing could still see Shen Qin and the boy at the beginning, but later, they went all the way to the second and third floors. , she realized that she had lost her.

Bo Jing stood at the highest place, looking at the crowd below, perhaps because of the swell of alcohol, her breathing was heavy and her heart was beating fast, she took out her mobile phone again, dialed Shen Qin, it rang for a while but there was no one catch.

At this time, the punk girl followed her up to the third floor, and kept saying sorry to get away from the people around her, before walking in front of Bo Jing, she was a little worried: "Laura, what's going on, what did you see just now?"

Bo Jing stood there, staring at the punk girl for a long time, and then slowly said: "Shen Qin..."

"Shen Qin?"

"I seemed to see her just now. There was a man next to her. I don't know who it was. She pulled his wrist..."

Bo Jing's words paused slightly, thinking of the picture of Shen Qin pulling the other's wrist, her nerves felt as if she had been pricked by a needle, and she couldn't continue talking. No more, "I'm sorry, I want to go out, you guys continue to play, leave me alone, I want to be quiet."

The punk girl wanted to stop her, but she gently pushed away, went downstairs regardless of the other party's obstruction, and walked out of the club.

Her ears and her head were still a little hard to turn. It was raining again in London at this time. It was not heavy, but the ground was wet, and the raindrops could be seen slanting under the street lamps, which was a bit cool.

Bo Jing stood there, feeling extremely depressed.

Even if she catches up, what should she say to Shen Qin?Should I apologize first, or ask her who is that boy?She didn't know how to describe it. This incident was her own fault. She didn't deny it, but in the final analysis, it was all because she didn't know Shen Qin from the beginning to the end.

From the beginning to the end, Shen Qin didn't want to tell her about her affairs. Bo Jing could tell that Shen Qin seemed to know her affairs well, or she was not interested in them, but she treated Shen Qin like a flower in a fog. .

She didn't like this feeling, the feeling that no matter how close she was, she couldn't understand what the other person was thinking.

Bo Jing was standing there wearing a vest, the drizzle was dripping on her heavy Martin, she stood silently at the door of the club, people around her were watching her all the time, after a long, long pause, she walked slowly along the road to Go up, go around half a circle from the side of the club and walk forward.

Suddenly, beside a certain alley near the club, she stopped suddenly, and a familiar voice came from her ear, "..." She looked there, and saw Shen Qin and the boy just now.

She saw Shen Qin was leaning against the wall, leaning against the wall with his thin legs, with a cigarette in his mouth, smiling all the time, and the boy seemed to be telling her some joke, with an exaggerated expression, Shen Qin was amused several times.

Bo Jing's head was almost empty. She stood there watching for a while, then subconsciously walked towards the entrance of the alley, "..." She didn't speak, Martin stepped on the wet stone road, and finally, both of them noticed her.

The moment Shen Qin saw Bo Jing, the smile in his eyes gradually disappeared, and the smoke on his lips slightly lifted.

The boy looked at Bo Jing with a cold face, and then at Shen Qin's suddenly subtle expression, "I'll make a phone call." He didn't ask the two of them anything, and walked away very consciously. Only Shen Qin and Bo Jing were left standing at the entrance of the alley.

……

Shen Qin took the cigarette away from her lips, the smoke dissipated from the cold air, her bright red lips pursed, she looked at Bo Jing for a while and didn't speak.

Bo Jing was originally confused because she didn't know whether to be angry or apologize, but at this moment, she just felt angry.

The words came out faster than my head, "I'm sorry, if I'm meddling in my own business, forget it," she looked straight at Shen Qin, "Can you stop going to ask someone else right after you quarreled with me? "

Shen Qin kept looking at her, the smile on her lips was not obvious, she asked softly, "Does it have something to do with you?" There was an incomprehensible emotion in her eyes, and she asked with a smile, "Bo Jing, we What's the relationship?"

Bo Jing stood there, the sound of the rain behind her started to get louder, and she couldn't speak for a long time.

Shen Qin kept looking at her, and asked again, "What is our relationship, tell me?"

Bo Jing didn't understand what she was denying or what she wanted to answer, and she didn't know how to answer. After a while, she moved her lips, "I don't know... I knew it at first, but now I don't know."

……

"He's gay," Shen Qin raised his eyes to look at her, his bright red lips moved, "he's gay"

Bo Jing was startled, Shen Qin was talking about that person just now, she suddenly didn't know what to say, "I..." Did she say the wrong thing again. ?

Shen Qin threw away the cigarette, then looked at her and smiled, "Bo Jing, you didn't answer me at all, what do you think we are related to?"

There were so many emotions in Shen Qin's smile that Bo Jing could hardly tell them apart. She opened her mouth and said nothing, but saw the other party's thin lips move, "That rumor..."

She stopped, as if feeling ridiculous, "..." After a while, she hooked her lips, "Bo Jing, you are really amazing."

Shen Qin tilted his head, looked straight into Bo Jing's eyes, there seemed to be emotions flickering in the clear eyes, "I never thought that you would doubt that it was true."

The emotion in Shen Qin's eyes at this moment was so blurred that she couldn't see clearly.

"Why do you want to be like other people...Bo Jing, do you think you should be like other people?" The voice trembled a little, and after saying those words, Shen Qin's eyes turned red.

Bo Jing thought about Shen Qin's reaction many times, but she never thought that her reaction would be like this.

I just felt like my heart was broken for a moment. Seeing Shen Qin showing such a fragile expression, she couldn't help stepping forward, holding the other's arm and pulling it into her arms, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry," Bo Jing couldn't help but talking,

I didn't know what to do at first, but at this moment, I suddenly became emotional.

It turned out that Shen Qin didn't care about herself that much, Bo Jing just felt uncomfortable in her heart, she could feel that Shen Qin wanted to push her away, struggled a few times, and finally stopped, but she didn't know how to comfort her, I had no choice but to whisper in her ear all the time, "Baby, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have believed those people's words...I shouldn't have asked."

"I just……"

Before she could explain, Shen Qin interrupted her in a muffled voice, "Bo Jing, don't talk now, I don't want to hear your explanation." Her voice sounded a little nasal.

Bo Jing was at a loss for words for a while, and couldn't continue speaking.

She had to touch the back of the man in her arms until she was willing to let go of herself a little before she dared to raise her hand to caress those red eyes. Bo Jing caressed her face with her fingertips, and saw those eyes Feeling aggrieved in the face, feeling sad, leaned forward and kissed her.

For the first time since we met, she finally felt that Shen Qin was within reach. Although there was still a sense of distance, at least those emotions at the moment were for herself, not because of some insignificant people. Bo Jing kissed gently She felt as if something was melting in her heart.

The kiss finally ended after a long time.

Bo Jing let her go gently, with some hot emotion in her eyes, she put her arms around Shen Qin's waist, "I'm sorry, then... let's not quarrel, shall we?"

Shen Qin looked at her, with some redness in her eyes, "Bo Jing..." She just murmured out Bo Jing's name, and after a long time, she finally said, "There will be no second time."

Bo Jing seemed to be finally relieved, and coaxed her softly, "No, there will never be a second time."