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This time, I don't know which friend or relative's child it was, Jing Yi asked her if she knew that uncle, Jing Han just apologized lightly.

Probably because of the presence of outsiders, Jing Yi's attitude changed again, and he began to introduce the man's situation to her.

His surname is Chen, but I can’t remember what his full name is. He is from Cantonese. He seems to have come to the UK in high school. After graduating from London University, he joined a certain fund and worked for a certain fund. Ten years is enough for him to get a green card. Jing Han passed it by ear, but Jing Han didn't hear a word and took it to heart.

She knew that even by any standard, the man in front of her was a man who possessed enough qualifications to attract women, and she had really seen such a lot of people, and they couldn't let themselves be relieved before. Even more so now.

"Oh, you two are traveling together, you can add your contact information to chat more." Her stepmother also encouraged, "You are so grown up, don't need us to remind you."

The food was served one after another, but Jing Han never smiled, just listening to them chatting silently, and rarely picked up the conversation with the man surnamed Chen, and then, some familiar words began to be repeated.

"Do you want to go back to China in the future?"

"Oh, how lonely it is to be alone in a foreign country. I must be under a lot of pressure."

"Oh, you boys are fine. I don't worry about my daughter. She has been good at everything since she was a child. She has always been excellent, but she has never been in a relationship. Look, we are worried."

"..."

Jing Yi and Aunt Lin spoke alternately, but inexplicably, Jing Han began to feel that his hands were a little cold, those arguments were too familiar, they had said it without any scruples many times in the environment of outsiders.

In an instant, she suddenly felt as if she had returned to those three years in China. She was clearly living at her own pace, but her colleagues, friends, and family members around her were always pointing fingers at her.

"You must be lonely?"

"Why don't you fall in love?"

"Are you sick?"

It's like a boat sailing on a calm lake, but there are several layers of onlookers on the other side. No matter what you do, it's wrong, and it's only right to be like everyone else.

This suffocating feeling surged up again, and for some reason, a flash of Jing Yi's outburst on the spot when she couldn't force herself, couldn't bear the pressure and said she was going to divorce—"How long are you going to torment us?" ?! This doesn’t work and that doesn’t work?! You want to marry Obama?!”

Jing Yi was very irritable at the time, he didn't understand why Jing Han was so picky, and whether there was something wrong with his daughter.

But even Jing Han himself didn't quite understand this matter.

At that time, she couldn't sleep well all day long, her head was full of messy things, and she dreamed all night, dreaming about when she was in England, dreaming about things that had never happened with Ruan Mu, dreaming about what she thought When Ruan Mu and Su Yuan were together, he dreamed that those whom he had rejected one by one blind date suddenly appeared on the street corner, fantasy and reality intertwined.

During that time, Jing Han was about to be tormented by anxiety. She didn't know how to live a good life. Is it good to follow the secular marriage?Or is it good to stick to being single and live like this?

Where to go in life is a very confusing thing, people who have not thought about it will not understand.

And more often, Jing Han often thinks about some what-ifs. She often thinks of how Ruan Mu teased her at the beginning, how she pushed Ruan Mu away, returned to work in China, Ruan Mu soon got together with Su Yuan, and she was forced to lose The whole process of self, turning back has no meaning.

It was impossible for her to break up Ruan Mu and Su Yuan, and even if they broke up, she would not believe Ruan Mu, just like Ruan Mu could be with Su Yuan soon no matter how special he was.

Jing Han clearly remembered that at that time she told Jing Yi very seriously that she was in poor condition and really needed to see a psychiatrist.

And Jing Yi suddenly changed his attitude, "What do you look at, you are not mentally ill, you are just too picky."

Probably Jing Yi realized something at that time, but he didn't want to admit it in his heart, so he blamed all the crimes on Jing Han for being too picky and overworked, and the world became normal.

So, are you really too picky?

she does not know.

But what Jing Han knew was that it was impossible for him to persuade him, so he endured the pain and anxiety in his heart, and finally left behind everything she didn't want, and returned to London.

If this kind of thing was the former Jing Han, she would absolutely not be able to do it according to her temperament.

But the reason why she can really be so cruel is probably because she has been pushed to a critical point by herself, or the previous experience in England gave her a little sense of peace of mind, in short, she did so.

She thought that by fleeing to London, she could finally avoid these annoying remarks, and it was indeed due to the warming up of her relationship with Ruan Mu during this period, which made her forget about the troubles of her family.

But now because of Jing Yi's arrival, everything has been brought up again, and she has no way to escape.

"dad,"

Jing Han finally interrupted him, raised her cold eyes, and said in a cold voice, "Dad, stop talking."

"..."

The Mr. Chen next to him who was called to eat seemed to be unable to listen any longer. He smiled awkwardly and said, "Uncle, don't say that, it will be a good thing if you don't, you should be careful about marriage, right? The age of marriage is later than in China, so she doesn't have to worry so much."

Jing Yi looked at him and sighed, obviously not really persuaded, "Oh, Xiao Chen, you don't know, aren't we anxious?"

"You don't know my daughter, she just picks and chooses, neither this nor that."

"Actually, we are not the kind of family that has particularly high demands on the man. Look at her sister. She is going to get married in May. She found a colleague from their TV station. His family is not particularly rich. If our family wants her to find A rich second generation is a big catch.”

"So we don't have to ask them to do something. Girl, just find a man who treats her well. As long as he is motivated, our family can help him appropriately. Anyway, they are all on the TV station. We can think of a way."

"But my eldest daughter is too picky, we don't know what she wants."

Jing Yi probably hadn't seen Jing Han for a long time, and he didn't care whether there were outsiders in front of him, so he began to speak indiscriminately. He looked at Jing Han and frowned and said, "I didn't ask you to find a rich second generation, your Aunt Lin After giving birth to your younger brother, our family will not rely on you in the future. You can see how little sister is worrying, and you can look at you. "

……

He was talking.

Suddenly, Jing Han slowly raised his eyes to look at him, and said word by word, "I won't get married."

Jing Yi didn't expect her to talk back, and was choked by her words, and looked at the man next to him, "What nonsense are you talking about, what do you mean you won't get married?!"

Jing Han looked at him calmly, with the emotion in her eyes calm, "Is your marriage happy?" As if the other party couldn't see all the anger and humiliation, she asked directly, "If you feel happy, why should you be happy?" Divorce your mother?"

Seeing the sudden change in Jing Yi's eyes, she smiled faintly, "Dad, ask yourself, have you really regretted it?"

……

Jing Yi became angry, and raised his voice, "Don't blame me, what do you know about me and your mother? We are talking about you now, and I don't even know where your strange ideas come from. It started? Who's mother brought you down?!"

Jing Han replied calmly, "Since you gave birth to me."

Jing Yi showed an expression of "How did I give birth to a daughter like you?" He knocked on the table and said, "I tell you this is a process that must be experienced in life, ah? Why are you so grown up and still so ignorant?"

Jing Han looked straight at Jing Yi, "Except for death, there is nothing that must be experienced in this world. Whether marriage can bring happiness or not, you should know much better than me. I don't want to fall into the same circle as you .”

She probably hit Jing Yi's sore spot.

"Don't talk to me about that, I will never allow such a thing to happen, ah, my Jing Yi's daughter wants to be single all her life?" Jing Yi patted the table again, "I repeat, you and I are two different things, everyone Get married, why don't you get married, why can't you be a normal person?!"

"..."

Jing Han didn't respond to his question, but just looked at him indifferently, "There is a question I've wanted to ask for a long time."

"Do you want me to get married so much because you are afraid that I will be unhappy if I don't get married, or that you will embarrass yourself if I don't get married?" Her voice was cold.

This question was too harsh, and Jing Yi's chest heaved. He seemed to be very angry, but his long-term experience in high-level positions made him subconsciously choose a roundabout way at this time, "What is your problem, of course I want you to be happy!" After he finished speaking, he repeated, "You don't care if I'm happy or not, I just want you to get married and be happy."

"That's fine."

Jing Han slightly raised the corners of her lips, and looked straight at Jing Yi, "I tell you very seriously, I am very happy with my girlfriend now."