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Ruan Mu came here in a hurry that night, and it was rare that he didn't hesitate to go out. He only put on light makeup and drove over in a hurry.

When Ruan Mu just stepped into this Chinese restaurant, he quickly sensed that some eyes were cast on him, "..." It seemed that some people around had been looking at her, and that kind of probing eyes made people feel a little uncomfortable.

Ruan Mu actually only wore a pair of sunglasses at the time, and she didn't intend to take them off because the makeup was relatively light, but even though half of her face was covered, her tall figure wrapped in a black skirt was still very conspicuous.

She frowned, and after scanning around, she still decided to ignore it. At this moment, she was not in the mood to think about the twice as many gazes as usual, and she just wanted to find out where Jing Han was sitting as soon as possible.

"Excuse me, may I ask?" She stopped a waiter and just said a few words, "Huh?" She seemed to see the familiar figure sitting in the corner, "No, thank you."

The waiter was startled for a moment, then followed her gaze, which suddenly became complicated.

Ruan Mu walked towards the seat on the right without distraction, she didn't notice that some people in the distance were whispering and discussing the two of them, "Look, look, people are coming." "Hey, this is the one just now." A woman's girlfriend? So beautiful, mixed race?" "It should be... She's sitting next to her, look..."

"..."

She had already walked to the table in the corner, and the cold figure was in a crouched posture, with her arms resting on the table, her hand touching her forehead, and she didn't intend to raise her head at all.

Ruan Mu frowned when he saw that scene, and raised his breath in his throat, "..."

She hurriedly sat beside Jing Han, gently wrapped her arms around Jing Han's waist, handed over a tissue and said softly, "Honey, I'm here, what's wrong with you?"

But Jing Han didn't turn his head to look at her, but responded with a low voice that was almost inaudible.

Ruan Mu couldn't help but glanced around from the corner of his eye. He saw two sets of tableware on the opposite side in a mess on the table. One of the cups was upside down, and some liquid could be seen rubbing on the tablecloth. Take a closer look. , There are even crumbs on the corner of the plate.

Immediately, her frown deepened, and she probably understood what happened here just now when she was away. Although the specific content cannot be guessed, since Jing Han is still sitting here, it is obvious that she had just quarreled with her parents one.

Ruan Mu seldom saw Jing Han cry. Although Jing Han's eyes were always red during the time of mutual torture after being with her, the number of times she really cried was actually not many, but now she saw that thin Thin fingertips were holding a wad of soaked tissues.

Soggy tissues?

Did she cry?

Ruan Mu felt a little pain in her heart, and she couldn't help asking, "What happened? You..." She had just asked, but was stunned when she saw Jing Han's reddened eyes.

Jing Han seemed to have finally reacted. She turned towards Ruan Mu and wiped the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, "It's okay..."

Before turning around, the cold voice had been restrained to answer in a low voice, but at the moment when he really looked at Ruan Mu, Jing Han's eyes suddenly turned redder as if he couldn't control it, "..."

There was liquid swirling in the eye sockets, but for some reason, he didn't say anything.

Ruan Mu looked at the tears stained on those fair cheeks, her head went blank, "Suet..." She frowned, not caring that anyone around them was looking at them, only Jing Han was the only one in her eyes, and she leaned over and hugged her. Jing Han hugged her waist.

"..."

Ruan Mu took a deep breath, suppressed the pain in his heart, buried the tip of his nose in Jing Han's fragrant hair, and whispered against her earlobe, "Okay, I get it, don't cry, I'll take you back .”

……

Ruan Mu pulled Jing Han up from the seat, and finally noticed that there were many people around them looking at them. She glared at them a few times, but unfortunately she couldn't see clearly because of her sunglasses.

While in the car, Jing Han seemed to have calmed down a little, but she still didn't want to talk much.

When Ruan Mu was sitting in the driver's seat, he asked cautiously if her parents had gone back, but Jing Han just shook his head, Ruan Mu paused for a few seconds, and could only touch Jing Han's cheek in distress, and kissed her at the corner of her eyes , "With me here, let's talk when we go home."

……

After thinking about it again and again, Ruan Mu still took Jing Han to her home. She was afraid that Jing Han's parents would know her address, and it would be too bad to come here on a whim.

Ruan Mu walked behind, she locked the door, and looked at her phone. She was worried at the time, and Jing Han only replied a few words to a text message she sent, "Come pick me up."

Jing Han seldom made any demands on her, and Ruan Mu immediately sensed that something was wrong with Jing Han.

She watched the tall and thin figure take off his coat, walked to the sofa and sat down without saying a word, stroked his forehead with his slender fingers, and could feel the man's upset even if he looked from behind.

Probably, her parents already know.

Ruan Mu had already guessed in her heart that she didn't know what kind of harsh criticism Jing Han had received at that time, which made her collapse like this now, her heart sank, and she walked over silently.

"baby……"

Ruan Mu walked behind Jing Han, and as soon as he put his hands on her thin shoulders, he saw from the corner of his eye that something was wrong with the person below him, "suet..." She grabbed Jing Han's arm and turned in front of her.

The peaceful state didn't last for a long time, without the looking and staring eyes around her, Jing Han's cold face was completely wet, as if she was finally willing to let go of her guard, her eye circles and nose tip were red, and tears kept falling down.

Ruan Mu began to panic.

She hurriedly leaned against the sofa and bent down to hug her, "...why are you crying again?" Ruan Mu had hardly seen Jing Han in such a distressed state, she was so flustered that she didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only hug Jing Han into the bed. In his arms, "Don't cry, no matter what happens, it's not worth making you sad like this, you still have me..." Ruan Mu kept repeating, patting Jing Han's back lightly.

But Ruan Mu's consolation seems to have little effect.

……

Jing Han's body twitched a little bit, and she raised her hand to press Ruan Mu's shoulder, her thin arm was a little weak, she tried a few times, and finally spoke out.

"I don't know what I did wrong... Ruan Mu,"

Her voice was a little trembling, and she hugged Ruan Mu tightly, "I don't want to make a fuss like this... I thought I'd just let it go, tell a lie, and we'll be better off... But I can't tell that lie, I can't pretend nothing happened to meet and date other people."

"I want to tell them I already have you and I can't take anyone else."

"..."

She choked up, and the hand holding Ruan Mu trembled slightly, "What should I do?"

"My dad said he regretted sending me abroad... He said he shouldn't have sent me out in the first place, but I ended up like this now."

"Selfish, mean, deviant...disgusting."

"I don't know why, how can I satisfy them... I tried my best, I really tried my best." She said at the end, her voice trembling.

Ruan Mu heard the meaning of her words, and whispered in her ear, "I know, I know you tried your best." She knew that Jing Han must have suffered a lot tonight, and she suddenly blamed herself very much. Jinghan shouldn't have gone alone tonight.

"Why did it become like this... Ruan Mu"

"Why do so many things bother me... What did I do wrong?"

Jing Han grabbed her by the shoulders, her cold voice was a little muffled because she was buried in Ruan Mu's arms, the events during this period of time were about to overwhelm her, one after another, one after another.

Some time ago, she was under a lot of mental pressure because of the investigation, and she didn't tell Ruan Mu the deep-seated reasons.

"I can't go back, Ruan Mu... If I am forced to go back again, we will definitely break up..."

Jing Han seemed to recall those three years in an instant. Ruan Mu was with Su Yuan soon because she returned to the country. She suddenly pressed her fingertips into Ruan Mu's shoulder, her voice trembling, "You Won't wait for me again, you won't want me again."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Ruan Mu was in a hurry, she couldn't help pulling Jing Han away from her arms, and looked down at her, "We won't break up, I won't want you," she took a deep breath, she didn't expect Jing Han to suffer so much. What a torture, what she said before, what she didn't say, she didn't expect Jing Han to be afraid because of herself.

Ruan Mu had never dealt with this kind of situation before, and suddenly felt at a loss, "Listen to me, I will not break up with you, and you will not return to China." She was a little panicked, and could only say that she felt dry if.

With Jing Han's temper, it was never imaginable that she could cry in her arms.

What can she do for Jing Han, besides saying these innocuous words, what can she do? Ruan Mu no longer thinks about the previous few days because whether it is time to move forward or retreat, all of that is not important No, she just felt deeply afraid.

When Jing Han mentioned the word "separate", she really panicked.

She stared straight at the person with red eyes in her arms, panting lightly, and it took a long time to calm down from the panic, "Listen to me..." She lowered her eyes and looked at Jing Han tightly, calming down Calm down, said word by word, "There won't be a day when I love you and I want to be with you forever."

"..."

"I didn't expect that you would really tell your parents tonight that you didn't have to suffer so much grievance," she looked down at Jing Han, feeling extremely distressed, "but since you said it, I will carry it with you past."

"I do not want to lose you."