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In the Mediterranean afternoon, the scorching sun is more than the mood.

Even across the sea, you can still smell the smell of the sea in the distance, but the sea and the shore are two different worlds. The two of them are sitting on the lawn next to the churchyard, and the surroundings are colder than other places.

Bo Jing had never had such an experience, and she didn't know that she could go to another place to find someone with a single obsession, and waited for rejection or not, so she could only sit next to her anxiously.

Shen Qin sentenced her to death without seeing her at first sight, and Bo Jing was grateful for this.

But sitting here in silence is never a wonderful experience. Bo Jing doesn't have that kind of calm heart. She didn't dare to turn her head to look at Shen Qin. She slowly pursed her lips and stretched her slender legs Put it away, bent over and propped it on his knees.

"Don't talk, sit with me for a while." Shen Qin took her hand and pulled her down, as if she really just wanted to sit quietly for a while, other than this sentence, she didn't have any intention of talking.

But Bo Jing probably didn't know what she should say. For a moment, she felt that it was inappropriate to ask anything. There were some things she really wanted to ask, but whenever she wanted to ask, an answer was already given in her heart. He struggled repeatedly, frowning slightly and looking into the distance.

……

"Shen Wenqing is my father."

It was like a drop of water falling into the sea almost silently, without much sound, "..." When Shen Qin's crisp voice sounded, Bo Jing was almost not sure if she heard it clearly.

……

Shen Qin smiled and turned to look at her. She didn't intend to repeat it again, but just looked at Bo Jing's surprised expression. She seemed to know what Bo Jing was surprised about. She looked straight at her and carefully sized her up. The emotion in Bo Jing's eyes, "I think, you should already know," she smiled and shook her head.

"sorry"

Hearing her words, Bo Jing subconsciously apologized for some reason, "I'm sorry, I didn't investigate you," she was afraid that Shen Qin might have misunderstood something, but she didn't know how to express it for a while, and the anxiety accumulated inexplicably It made her speak faster, "It's just because Ruan Mu and the others showed me the news, they said you were missing, I think I should come to you, no matter what happened to us before."

"I……"

Bo Jing suddenly got stuck here, she still looked at Shen Qin with a faint smile, without much fluctuation, which made her suddenly unable to say anything.

What exactly is she longing for at this time, Shen Qin's family is in disarray, but she only thinks about talking about love with her, Bo Jing only feels that there is something wrong with her head, "...Sorry."

"..."

And Shen Qin stared straight at her, with the corners of her lips curled up, she just looked at Bo Jing for a while, and said with a smile, "You worry too much, this matter doesn't make me sad."

After Shen Qin finished speaking, he slowly looked away, and looked towards the bay with clear eyes, "I hate my father very much, so he was sentenced, there is nothing wrong with this matter,"

"My only feeling is—" She said with a faint smile on her lips, "A person who deserved his crime has finally been arrested, that's all."

……

Looking at the faint smile on her face, Bo Jing frowned deeper and deeper, wondering what...what happened to her.It would have been fine if she didn't know her before, but now Bo Jing basically knows all of Shen Qin's secrets. Under such circumstances, Shen Qin's same reaction made her feel uneasy.

"Can't you stop being like this?"

Bo Jing's heart tugged, and her voice couldn't help softening. She stretched out her hand to pull Shen Qin's wrist, "Why do you want to hide your emotions at this time? I know you..."

"What do you know about me?"

Shen Qin replied like this almost immediately, she looked down at her wrist, then raised her eyes to look at Bo Jing lightly, her voice sounded a little cold, "Bo Jing, what do you know about me?"

"You know I'm sad, you know that I must feel uneasy and even afraid because of my father's imprisonment, you know that I must feel anxious because of family breakdown and bankruptcy, and I just don't want to show it because I am brave, otherwise I wouldn't come out alone to relax. ?"

"I don't need your sympathy, Bo Jing, what do you want to do all the way here?" Shen Qin looked straight at Bo Jing, smiled ironically, and wanted to brush her hand away, "You want to see me cry Falling into your arms, you took the opportunity to express your love, I am too fragile, too touched, I will forget everything you have done, and then we can get back together, right?"

Shen Qin's series of questions were so harsh, Bo Jing felt a little cold in her heart, but she didn't let go.

……

"I'm sorry, I just thought you would need me," Bo Jing felt her heart tremble slightly when she said this, her eyes looked unsteadily into Shen Qin's eyes, and kept shaking.

"Maybe I'm just being self-indulgent,"

Bo Jing's voice was soft, as if she was begging for mercy, "I just hope that you will be happy seeing me, even if it's only for a moment, so that you can forget those troubles and think of me."

"I didn't want to take this opportunity to do anything, I just want you to be happy." Bo Jing was terrified.

But Shen Qin didn't answer, she listened, her smiling eyes dimmed for a moment, she suddenly lowered her eyes, then turned her gaze away, only for a moment, the corners of her eyes were a little red.

……

Bo Jing let go of her hand.

Both of them fell silent suddenly.

……

For a moment, Bo Jing seemed to understand something. She should have understood when Shen Qin suddenly questioned herself out of control. Just let yourself lose your mind.

Shen Qin's concern made Bo Jing's anxiety and uneasiness gradually calm down, and she blamed herself for not understanding the meaning of the phrase "don't say anything, just sit with me" too late.

Emotions sank involuntarily like that.

The sun gradually began to set towards the west, and there was a cold wind blowing around the church, and the leaves rustled on the ground.

……

After a long, long time, the clear voice finally sounded.

……

"I just feel that the world is impermanent." Shen Qin finally opened her mouth, her voice was very slow, it sounded a little calmer, but it was a little tired.

"I always wish I hadn't been born into that family."

Shen Qin's voice was a little low, and she looked into the distance with her deep eyes, "Since I was a child, I have never gotten what I want. I am different from you, Bo Jing," the corners of her lips hooked, but she didn't Too many smiles, "You can enjoy those inherent advantages peacefully and reasonably, but I can't help it."

Shen Qin turned to look at Bo Jing, and moved her thin lips, "I don't deserve those things, I have a cleansing habit, I feel a little disgusted."

……

"But I have no other choice."

"After I came to the UK, I felt even more uncomfortable. All of this feels fake..." Shen Qin smiled in a low voice, "However, getting a postgraduate degree and being admitted to UBS was the happiest time for me in so many years. At that time, I sincerely felt that I had the ability to become an elite, not because I was Shen Wenqing's daughter."

"But it was all shattered later..." She lowered her voice.

Shen Qin paused for a moment, but suddenly laughed, "I'm sorry to disappoint you, I'm really not sad, but it's a bit disgusting that I'm still trying to prove myself at this time."

Shen Qin lowered his eyes, his voice could not hear any emotions, "At this time, I still can't feel sad because of him, why, I don't know if there is something wrong with me."

After she finished saying this on her own, she laughed at herself, "Why should I tell you this, maybe I really have a problem with my head."

After Shen Qin finished speaking, she stood up suddenly, with her thin back facing Bo Jing, "Go back, Bo Jing, I know what you are thinking, I don't have the strength to think too much now, and I don't want to hurt you."

With her back to Bo Jing, Shen Qin seemed to take a deep breath, her voice sounded a little trembling, "Thank you, but forget it..."

Before she finished speaking, Bo Jing suddenly stood up and hugged her from behind.