The lost way

Zhou Lin returned home with a pile of mess, and as soon as he sat down, Cheng Li called her and asked her what she had collected.

Zhou Lin reported the whole day's experience in detail, but the IQ of the person opposite her was not higher than hers, and he probably couldn't figure out why.

In the end, she told him what she thought Xu Yang should know a lot, and asked him to find out.

Although Zhou Lin felt that Xu Yang was somewhat hostile to her, which might be bad for her, Yang Jing was indeed number one.

After the other party expressed her understanding, she hung up the phone and planned to take a comfortable bath.

She threw the phone away, and when she went to the closet to find her old nightgown, she found a box on the rightmost drawer of the closet. She took it out of curiosity and opened it, only to find that it was an amethyst necklace.

She's never bought a necklace like this before?And her jewelry is never left here. Dad bought it for her?

She called Aunt Su, and Aunt Su should know.

Aunt Su took the box and looked at Zhou Lin with a surprised face, "Xiao Lin, you forgot that after the graduation party, a boy came to see you, but you were not at home at that time, so he left the gift for you." Come on, let's go."

how come? "Aunt Su, is that boy Xu Yang?"

Aunt Su said yes, yes, that's the name.

how so?She came back early that day, how could she miss Xu Yang's coming to find her.

She looked at Aunt Su as if asking for proof, and asked, "I remember I came back early, why wasn't I at home then?"

Aunt Su frowned suddenly, unwilling to speak.

Zhou Lin pulled her, insisting on a result.

Aunt Su shook her head and sighed, "So you forgot? You were with that girl Yang Jing at the time. After the boy left, you came back in a panic and cried to Mr. Said that you killed someone, and asked Mr. to save you."

"No! Impossible!" Zhou Lin almost screamed these words, she knelt on the ground, covered her face, unwilling to believe, unwilling to believe that she killed Yang Jing, no wonder everyone was so weird .

But she, but she really remembered that she went home early that day, and went to bed early after returning home.

When she heard the news of Yang Jing's death the next day, she almost collapsed. She really left because she was too sad to accept the truth.

In the eyes of those who thought she killed Yang Jing, her way of going to another place was probably guilt and atonement.

Aunt Su squatted down and hugged her, stroking her hair, "You girl, you have been impulsive since you were a child."

She did not kill!Zhou Lin broke away from Aunt Su's arms and pushed Aunt Su out of the room.

Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face.

She wiped away her tears and asked her classmates for Xu Yang's phone number. She wanted to ask him personally how much he knew.

"Hello, Xu Yang?" Maybe it was because of crying just now, her voice was still a little hoarse.

"Zhou Lin, what are you calling me for?"

Eh?How could he hear her voice?

Maybe he has her number, that's not the point.

"How much do you know about what happened five years ago?" She didn't intend to say any polite words, so she asked directly.

"Five years ago? Hmm..." The other party seemed to be in deep thought. If his voice hadn't been so sloppy, Zhou Lin might have believed it. This guy just wanted to whet his appetite for a while.

"What about Yang Jing? I don't know."

Zhou Linjue, why did you say this after waiting for so long?

After a few seconds, the person on the other side said again: "After the graduation party, I went to someone's house, but that person was not there. When I walked out of the door of someone's house, I saw someone driving home in a panic. , does the car still have a little damage?"

"Me?" Zhou Lin asked.

The other party was stunned, and then laughed in a low voice, "Zhou Lin, aren't you pretending?"

Then the other party stopped smiling for a moment, and his cynical tone became cold, "Do you know how impressed I was by your appearance at that time? Do you know how unbelievable I was when I heard the news of Yang Jing's death the next day?" You were so good to Yang Jing, but you actually killed her. At that time, I deceived myself that it wasn’t you, but you ran away immediately. Zhou Lin, who was once kind and beautiful in my heart, became a joke just like that !"

"'No." Zhou Lin explained. "I really don't remember, I just remember that I went to bed when I got home that day, I don't remember, no! I didn't do it! How could I kill Ah Jing! In my heart, she is more important than me!"

"Go to hell." The other party hung up the phone after leaving this sentence.

Zhou Lin let go of her hand, and dropped the phone on the ground, but she didn't pick it up. She knelt on the ground, covering her face helplessly, and tears kept gushing out from between her fingers.

Zhou Lin didn't know how long she cried, she cried until she fell asleep, and slept on the carpet all night.

When she was washing her face, looking at her red and swollen eyes, tears were about to flow out again. She simply washed her face and brushed her teeth.

She got up a lot earlier today. Her father, stepmother, and younger sister were all still there. She ignored her stepmother and sister and walked in front of her father.

"Dad, did I really kill Ah Jing?" She looked at her father as if he was her life-saving straw.

Father Zhou gave her a cold look, and left directly.

Is this the default?Did she really kill Ah Jing?

Seeing Zhou's father leaving, the stepmother immediately followed her. When Zhou passed by, she glanced at her lightly, without any emotion.

Zhou Ying was still eating breakfast, but she wanted to express that she was full after seeing Zhou Lin, so she threw away the fork, picked up her bag and left.

Zhou Lin stood in the middle of the room, her mind was full of Xu Yang's sentence "Go to hell" and her father's indifferent eyes, forcing her to almost collapse.

She seemed to really see that she drove a car into Yang Jing in front of that secluded park that day.

She called Cheng Li.

"Hello, Zhou Lin? Did you understand anything?"

Zhou Lin burst into tears as soon as he heard his voice, "Cheng Li, I killed Ah Jing! I killed Ah Jing!"

"What are you talking about?!" The other party's tone was full of disbelief. "What reason do you have to kill Ah Jing? You are so good with her. When I finally caught up with Ah Jing, you still acted like I stole your most important thing. How is it possible? What happened to you? Was it someone who threatened you? is you?"

"No! No! I killed Ah Jing! I forgot, I forgot everything, do you remember Xu Yang's attitude towards me? He knows, he knows it's me, my whole family knows it's me , I killed Ah Jing." Zhou Lin wept while speaking, with her father's acquiescence, she had accepted the fact that she killed Yang Jing but forgot everything.

After she finished speaking, the other party hung up the phone, maybe they went to the police.

Aunt Su brought her breakfast at this time, but she was not in the mood to eat breakfast at all, and ignored Aunt Su, holding on to the handrail of the stairs, she walked upstairs step by step.

She sat on the bed alone, holding her legs, her face was full of tears, her eyes were dull, and she didn't think about anything.

After a while, she only heard noise from downstairs, and she didn't want to bother about it.

Then he heard Cheng Li's voice calling her to go down.

Let's take revenge on her, okay, she obediently went downstairs.

As soon as Cheng Li saw her, he strode over and grabbed her neck.

Seeing this, Aunt Su was so anxious that she rushed up and slapped Cheng Li's hand desperately to let him go.

Zhou Lin suddenly felt that maybe it would be better to let him strangle him to death like this.

Cheng Li's veins bulged, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked at her resentfully, "Why did you kill A Jing! Such a good A Jing, who regards you as her best friend! Why did you kill her! You're so deceitful!"

After he finished speaking, he increased the strength of his hands, Zhou Lin only felt that her neck was pinched so painfully that she was almost cut off, she couldn't breathe at all, her face turned red from holding back, and she stared at Cheng Li with wide eyes.

Aunt Su almost cried out to ask Cheng Li to let go.

Cheng Li also regained some sense, knowing that he couldn't kill, so he let her go.

Zhou Lin fell to the ground, panting heavily, breathing in the air greedily.

Aunt Su immediately went over to hug her, and patted her on the back to make her feel better.

Then Aunt Su turned her head and asked Cheng Li: "You just said that Xiao Lin killed Yang Jing girl?"

Zhou Lin looked at Aunt Su in disbelief, didn't she kill her?But she told her everything!

Cheng Li didn't quite understand Aunt Su's words either.

Only then did Aunt Su realize that they really didn't seem to know about it.

"You did hit girl Yang Jing that day, but you just knocked her unconscious, but you thought you killed her, so you ran away."

"And then?" Zhou Lincheng asked in unison.

"You begged Mr. to save you, and then Mr. sent someone to check the scene, only to find that the police were all around, and Yang Jing was run over to death by drunk Xu Sheng. The autopsy showed that she was knocked down first and then run over to death. Yes, you didn't kill someone."

In the final analysis, the direct reason is still on her.

It was still Ah Jing who killed her.

Seeing her like this, Cheng Li felt disgusted, so he slapped her hard, and Yu Yu was puzzled, so he slapped her again.

Zhou Lin just let him beat him like this, and also prevented Aunt Su from trying to protect her. After all, it was all her fault.

Not to mention Cheng Li, she would never be able to forgive herself, the life of her most important friend was ended by her own hands just at the beginning.

A person like her deserves to be looked down upon by her father and sister, and to be cast aside by the world!

Cheng Li finally left, probably because he thought that Zhou Lin was Yang Jing's most cherished sister during his lifetime, so he didn't intend to take revenge after all.

Zhou Lin looked at his back, touched her red and swollen face, it was burning hot, she refused Aunt Su's medicine, and walked back to the room alone, she thought a lot, and finally made a decision, she opened the Turned on the computer, turned on the camera and recorded a video.

"My name is Zhou Lin, I am 27 years old. Let me explain the real cause of death of my best friend in college, Yang Jing, five years ago. She was killed by me. I drove her to that park. I ran over her with my car, and not only failed to call 120 for rescue, but also escaped, causing her to be run over by the drunk driver Xu Sheng and died, but I forgot all of these, and I will atone for my own mistakes. "After she finished speaking, she showed a relieved smile, pressed confirm, and then set a time to send the video.

Zhou Lin still didn't remember what happened that day, but subconsciously she felt that she did it by herself, maybe she could go to the underworld to ask her beloved Ah Jing what happened.

She closed the computer, locked the door, put a bathtub of hot water in the bathroom, and took out a delicate knife from the cabinet of the dresser.

After walking into the bathroom, Zhou Lin looked at the knife and felt a little scared. She had been afraid of pain since she was a child. She used to put her head in Ah Jing's arms to draw blood and give injections.

Ah Jing. .She hesitated again and again, but still closed her eyes and slashed hard at her wrist.

It hurts!Blood spurted out after the artery was cut, Zhou Lin reluctantly put her hand into the hot water, feeling the loss of life, her eyes gradually turned black.

She saw it, saw that five years ago, after she separated from Ah Jing, she went to the door of the house and went back to look for Ah Jing.

She has always loved Ah Jing!She hated Cheng Li so much at that time, for stealing her Ah Jing.

She knew where Ah Jing's house was, and found her along the way.

She took Ah Jing to that secluded place because she felt that Ah Jing would not get out of the car easily.

But Ah Jing didn't understand her feelings, and was very scared.

Ah Jing said that when she thinks that she has other thoughts about her intimate behavior with her on weekdays, she feels extremely disgusted.

Ah Jing said that she has always regarded her as her best friend, but she did not expect her to think this way.

A Jing insisted on getting out of the car and said that Cheng Li would pick her up.

When she saw Ah Jing getting out of the car and was about to call Cheng Li, countless thoughts flew through her head, and by the time she realized it, she had already crashed into it.

Let alone people in her life, she has never killed even a small animal. When she saw that she had killed a person, she was afraid.

At that time, she only knew that she was finished, completely finished, no!It's not all over yet.

She thought of her last straw!her father!

After hearing her words, her father slapped her across the face, and sat down on the sofa, thinking how could he teach a murderer.

But he still loves his daughter.

The debt of Xu Sheng's family who crushed Ah Jing to death must have been paid by his father, although that person was guilty of driving while drunk and deprived Ah Jing of his life. .

But the main reason is still her.

It should be Xu Yang who sent the email to Cheng Li. The reason why he brought up these things on the eve of the class reunion after five years is because he likes himself?

Maybe it's because she's being passionate again, who would love her for a vicious person like her. .

The memory of Xu Yang in college was too weak to her, even the reason for a little familiarity seemed to be because she saw him in the rearview mirror when she hurried home, and it was hard for her to remember this.

He seems to be a handsome young man, maybe a little shy, why did he become so gloomy in the end?

Also, Cheng Li, she was really sorry for Cheng Li, but she still couldn't like him, because Ah Jing liked him so much at the beginning, and she was so jealous.

However, she is suddenly a little happy now, she can go to A Jing first, and A Jing may blame her, but A Jing is such a good person, she can definitely find a way to make her forgive her.

And Cheng Li will definitely marry a wife and have children in the future, and will gradually not love A Jing, and even forget about A Jing. Her A Jing still belongs to her in the end, which is great. .

As the blood flowed, her consciousness became weaker and weaker, and she could no longer think about it.

Ah Jing.

I am sorry.

I love you