Wild grow

Before that, Chu Mobai's Fushen had always dismissed the idea of ​​"soul compatibility". He thought it was just a romantic way to deceive ignorant girls—probably Chu Mobai's body He may have any flaws in this aspect. Even when he was with Wang Chaodong just now, he never experienced the so-called "passionate love period". Everything happened naturally. Wang Chaodong confessed that he I think this person is not annoying but also very smart, and we can have something to say when we stay together, so we stay together.

Except for hugging or finding a corner where no one is around to kiss, the relationship between the two is not much different from that of friends—at least for Chu Mobai, he never felt that he urgently needed Wang Chaodong. .

Even in bed.

For him, everything is just a step-by-step product. At any stage, something needs to happen, just like completing an experimental project, triggering and completing it step by step in an orderly manner.

Wang Chaodong has always been very dissatisfied with this, and sometimes even quarreled with Chu Mobai because of it. He thinks that he is a dispensable person to Chu Mobai. It's not impossible for Chu Mobai, or maybe, Chu Mobai has long had the idea of ​​wanting to change someone... Whenever this time, Chu Mobai will feel very wronged: he is already tired of dealing with Wang Chaodong Yes, why change to a possibly more troublesome one?

However, habit is a terrible thing. After being together for a long time, this kind of relationship, which is neither salty nor dull, has been maintained stumblingly. Wang Chaodong has almost become a part of Chu Mobai's daily life, especially When the two were dependent on each other in research institutes abroad, Wang Chaodong's identity became more subtle——

Like the second-order relatives who are stranger than their parents, but also know themselves best in the world.

He didn't know how to give Wang Chaodong a fair position.

So when Wang Chaodong proposed to him, he was very happy, because he felt that he could finally give an accurate position to the man who had been with him for many years——

For example: husband, legal partnership.

Although sometimes even Chu Mobai himself feels very strange, and can't help but want to ask himself: So should love be so plain?The rapid heartbeat, the ecstatic anticipation, the longing of the deer bumping like in the TV series... everything has never appeared, it seems that they have skipped this step before they knew it, and came to the stage of "living together" .

Chu Mobai didn't understand, even if he saw his partner lingering with other people, he didn't experience heart-piercing pain. In contrast, the disgusting feeling of "being betrayed" was even stronger.

In other words.

This stupid test subject didn't know the real definition of "love" until the day he died.

But now he seemed to understand a little bit ignorantly.

The reason why he thought seriously about Wang Chaodong’s question was probably because he realized that what he had mistakenly believed to be “correct” did not seem to be really “correct”, and he began to face this problem head-on——

He realized that sometimes he might not be as indifferent as he thought.

When he was confused and hesitant, he no longer hid and tried to deal with this problem by himself. For example, when he saw his parents wanting to replace himself with a new body because of the eyes of true knowledge that night in India, the first time he woke up One thing is to get into another person's snow nest, although he doesn't know what the purpose of doing this is, but when he and test subject No. [-] are tightly squeezed shoulder to shoulder, he can feel I have become more at ease...

It was like a heart that had been empty was suddenly filled.

——This feeling is something he didn't have before.

Later, he began to care about the emotions of the experimental subject around him, whether he was angry or happy, or said some domineering words that sounded very unreasonable, no matter whether Fushen scoffed at them or simply doubted whether these words had IQ I could say it, but he listened to it no matter what... What, "I'm watching you", "Don't let you mess around", "I'm here" and so on, now that I think about it, I still remember it clearly Chu.

——This kind of feeling is also something he didn't have before.

Of course, if these are not unbelievable enough, then the most incomprehensible thing to Fushen himself is that before the self-destructive action in exchange for Shiva's will, he chose to give someone he knew six The kiss that Test Subject No. [-] will definitely forget...

Even Fushen himself couldn't explain what this kiss represented.

He only knew that if it was something really insignificant, he didn't really care whether the No. [-] test subject could remember it or not.

He is like a child who has done something bad, cautious and hesitant.

The only thing I remember is that when he held Enoch's face and stared at his pair of red pupils, the strong beating of the heart in his chest made him feel like a real human being, his heart was beating like a drum, full of Expectation, despair, and trepidation.

For the first time, he had a kind of hesitation because he was too afraid of losing and would rather not try to take a new step to break the status quo until the end.

what is this?

What Chu Mobai didn't know, Le Fushen was not too clear about.

This is a truly new definition of the world for him in a sense.

"But you don't even remember..."

In the darkness, the entwined bodies of the two people on the bed fluctuated with their movements... Pillows, quilts and scattered clothes fell to the ground, but the main color was black, and the decoration was simple and even boring Create a breath of life in the room.

Being pressed under the tall man, only a little bit of the body of the black-haired young man can be seen. His hands are wrapped around the man's neck, his hair is slightly wet with sweat, and his cheeks are not known to be drunk or emotional. And slightly flushed, his eyes were closed tightly, and at this time, because of the man's fierce entry, his back was slightly arched, and a low moan escaped from the red and swollen lips that were bitten...

"You... well," he frowned slightly, "I don't remember."

The man's slender and clean fingertips climbed up the cheek feathers that were unclear, and he let out a low voice from the depths of his throat, and then light kisses fell on the troubled-looking tight cheek like fine raindrops. frowning heart -

"Don't remember anything? Huh?"

The man's voice was still panting.

He saw the eyelashes of the person under him trembling slightly because of his response, and after a while, they opened faintly, and he glanced at him with black eyes full of chaos...

Such sleepy eyes are hard to resist.

Feeling that the heat in his body was concentrated in a certain place along with the enthusiasm, the man frowned fiercely and could no longer maintain the tenderness of the previous second. He almost brutally pressed the person under him into the soft bed, His hands were taken off his neck and fixed on top of his head, one hand pushed away his clenched hand and interlocked his fingers——

He entered hard.

Until the person below let out a rapid sob that seemed to be crying.

"You forget," he said in a soft, wet voice, "that you admitted, when you thought I was destroyed, that you missed—"

His voice was muffled, as if he was talking in his sleep.

However, Enuo could hear clearly and clearly. He knew that the person in his arms was talking nonsense after drinking too much, but once he thought that such words might indeed be addressed to a specific person, he felt a burning sensation in his heart. Burned all at once——

It burned completely inexplicably.

After all, he had known the person he was working with for less than 24 hours.

He has a weird possessiveness.

He was almost annoyed, so the actions of tossing the child became more unscrupulous, using the strength and ruthlessness that a newcomer like him would never be able to resist, to disperse his strange thoughts——

"Lying on my bed, can you tell others your heart and soul?"

He stretched out one hand, pinched the slightly pointed jaw of the person under him, shook it playfully and gritted his back teeth while smiling——

"Is it because I haven't tried hard enough?"

"Ah... slow down..."

"Spread your legs, don't move—hiss, let go, don't pinch me, it's about to come out."

Almost viciously shaking the person under him, I don’t know when it started, Enoch only knew that when he was finally released and contentedly climbed down from the young body and fell beside him, It was already daylight outside.

The number of used condoms on the ground cannot be counted.

The moment he pulled the one off his body, Enoch felt that he might have to abstain from sex for the next three months.

...Of course he quickly dismissed the idea.

Since he turned his head and glanced at the person who had been crushed all night.

At this moment, the black-haired young man in a semi-comatose state still frowned lightly, Yinuo paused, a frivolous "tsk" flashed in his eyes and muttered: "How many troubles can there be, it's not that the young man doesn't know What is your worry?"

Even though he said this, he still involuntarily stretched out his slightly sweaty hand to smooth the man's brows.

Probably because of the pain caused by the rough fingertips, the brow furrowed fiercely here, but after a while, it suddenly loosened like a miracle.

Like a puppy who has had a nightmare and is soothed.

The man withdrew his hand in satisfaction and looked at him again. After hearing him muttering "Don't touch me", he rolled over and fell into a deep sleep...

When there was a gentle sound of sleep sounding beside him, Enuo was completely out of sleep.

He sat up and turned his head to look at the young man who was bathed in the morning light and was wearing a crumpled white shirt but sleeping soundly. His lower body was naked, and his legs were slender without any blemish. There is also a suspiciously wet stain left between the legs...

Very tempting.

If it wasn't for Enoch who was really impatient, he probably wanted to come back at least two more times.

But look up, just look at that face...

Just looking at the face half hidden in the darkness, the strong desire was extinguished again.

Ah, of course it wasn't because of any fright.

Simply...

For example, you wouldn't want to fuck the concept of a famous oil painting of a fat little angel Cupid sleeping with his eyes closed in the clouds.

It's not amazingly beautiful, but after looking at it for a long time, it makes people realize that I haven't been willing to look away for a long time; the eyes are forced to move away, and they unconsciously stay in his messy hair, and the faintly exposed shape under the hair Strange earrings—

Enoch lit a cigarette.

Amidst the smog, he vaguely felt that he had probably encountered the most perfect human body model in the world.