[full-time master] bitter lovesickness

The body is like duckweed, the heart is like weeds.

In the past few years when Ye Xiu died, Fang Rui felt that he came here in such a muddle, that life is really meaningless, he thought he could see clearly, he thought he was smart and sophisticated, and he thought that all kinds of things in the world of mortals could be regarded as Taste it.

Until the boy Ye Jiu appeared.

Fang Rui has a bit of a carefree temper, but in essence, he is the kind of person who has a delicate mind and pokes a few more eyes in his heart.He felt that Ye Jiu was like Ye Xiu, everywhere, so at the beginning, he was wishful thinking. Fall on your body.

As time went by, Fang Rui gradually noticed something was wrong.

There are many similarities between this child and Ye Xiu, and there are many differences. First of all, his somewhat old-fashioned operation techniques and tactical thinking. How old is this child?He's only sixteen after the new year, and working part-time is barely considered child labor. According to this technique, it's not too bad for him to start playing Glory at the age of eight.

Fang Rui asked Gu Zhao side-by-side when Ye Jiu was away, and found out that their family had spare money to buy a card reader and account card. I heard he is good at the game.

Fang Rui's curiosity slowly turned into anticipation.

The more you look forward to it, the more you feel like it.On the one hand, Fang Rui felt that he was sick, and on the other hand, he felt that there was some reason for his illness.

He drank a lot that night, but he didn't drink too much. He leaned against Ye Jiu. The boy's body was a little thin, but there was something familiar to him, which made him feel at ease.Fang Rui thought, if you go all out, you'll leave him with the impression of being a gay guy with bad wine, who are you afraid of?

Who knew that after some testing, he just couldn't fall asleep.

He obviously didn't admit anything, but Fang Rui knew that this was Ye Xiu, so he didn't run away.

All kinds of wrong emotions surged into my heart for a while, and finally they were suppressed by Fang Rui, leaving only a void with nowhere to go.Ecstasy, shock, bewilderment, after everything, there was some inexplicable grievance.

You're alive, why didn't you tell me?

Do you think it's just irrelevant, so there's no need to say it?Fang Rui couldn't figure it out, but in a half-dream and half-awake, he suddenly felt that there was no need to be entangled with this fact. He didn't have much extravagance in the first place, so this was enough.

I am used to seeing too many life and death farewells, knowing that there are too many loves and marriages that are dying, a secret love that he is content with, a sweetheart who is just in his prime, what else is there to regret.

But probably there is no impenetrable wall in this world, and there is no paper that can hold fire. Although Ye Xiu is slow, he is not ignorant of emotions. What's more, Ye Qiu's lessons learned are right in front of him. Ye Xiu would always pay attention to Fang Rui when he was drunk like that.

The more I looked at it, the more I felt it was wrong, and I sketched out the cause and effect of the incident in my heart, which made Ye Xiu tremble in fright.After thinking about it carefully, he comforted himself, he was not some rare and pretty woman, or he was being self-indulgent, but he couldn't bear the suspicions in his heart, and said something vertically, but Fang Rui seemed to be avoiding him these days It seemed that as soon as Ye Xiu wanted to speak to him, he immediately walked to the side as if fleeing.

This made Ye Xiu even more restless.

He didn't offend Fang Rui, why did he just get drunk and want to avoid him?Since Xingxin's opponent in the first round is the champion of the Challenger League, which is not a very strong team, Xingxin's training in the past few days has not been very tense, and Fang Rui has disappeared even more. Ye Xiu has continued for several days. Crouching on his spot, he didn't see anyone in a daze.

Ever since Gu Zhao left, Ye Xiu was the only one left in the double room, so he had nothing to worry about. He couldn't sleep that night, and he still didn't catch Fang Rui, so he just got up and played Glory anyway. No matter what time, the number of people online is still enough for him to abuse.

While typing, he listened with his ears open. His room was not far from Fang Rui's. He reckoned that there was some sound, and he should be able to hear it.It was almost two o'clock in the morning, and Ye Xiu, a professional late-night stayer, felt his eyelids twitching, only to hear the sound of the door opening in Fang Rui's room next to him.

Ye Xiu's originally loose nerves suddenly tightened up. He made up his mind to talk to Fang Rui today, but he smelled alcohol all over as soon as he opened the door of the room.

Fang Rui was holding on to the door frame, leaning against the door like a boneless person, his eyes were out of focus, so he hesitated aimlessly.Ye Xiu suddenly lost his thoughts: "Hey, my aunt, what are you doing?" Sighing, he half-supported and half-hugged Fang Rui back into the room.

Who knew that this guy was not honest, he remembered it when he was lying on the bed, Ye Xiu knocked him down a few times, but he was still trying to sit up on the bed.

"That's right, I've convinced your ancestors, what on earth do you want?" Fang Rui glanced at him, struggled to sit up halfway, and said, "I want to find Ye Xiu."

Ye Xiu was slightly taken aback, and asked, "What do you want him for?"

"Ask him something." As she said that, she wanted to stand up and walk out, but before she could stand upright, she fell back on the bed again.

"What do you want to ask him?"

Fang Rui turned his head and gave him a strange look, "What's the matter with you? I don't know you."

So Master Fang Rui, what dimension are you in right now?Well, now he has to hold back everything he has to say, Ye Xiu sighed helplessly.The co-authors come back so late every day, so they don't know where to drink.

Where can there be so much sorrow for parting?

Ye Xiu was a little irritable for some reason. After pouring Fang Rui a glass of water, he walked around the room aimlessly. He saw that the standby light of Fang Rui's computer was still on.

How hurried it was when I left.

Ye Xiu originally wanted to help Fang Rui shut down the computer, but when he opened it, it turned out to be a login interface where he needed to enter a password. He had no interest in spying on other people's privacy, so he just lost Fang Rui's birthday in a joking mood. go in.

wrong.

Ye Xiu raised his eyebrows.

After getting his mobile phone, he memorized his mobile phone number under Fang Rui's strong request, so he entered Fang Rui's mobile phone number again.

Not even right.

In fact, there was nothing surprising about this, after all, not everyone likes to use this method to set passwords, but for some reason, Ye Xiu suddenly wanted to try another string of numbers.

It seemed that once something was wrong, the somewhat outrageous guesses in his mind could be erased.

19970529.

Ye Xiu closed his eyes before pressing the Enter key, and then the iconic startup sound of the Windows system came to his ears.

Ye Xiu's hands on the keyboard trembled.He thought, he doesn't need to talk to Fang Rui anymore, his question...has been answered.As a result, when he opened his eyes, he was even more frightened.

Fang Rui's desktop is himself.

It's just a very ordinary photo of life, if you think about it, he hasn't taken any promotional photos for the league for so many years.In the photo, he seems to be playing Glory, and he seems to feel that someone is looking at him, his face is turned slightly, and there is still a cigarette in his mouth.

Oh my god, this face from the scene of the car accident.

But someone is willing to put it on the table and watch it every day.In this world, Fang Rui is probably the only one who is so special, Ye Xiu thought a little self-deprecatingly.

People come and go naked, and the fame and wealth, gold, silver and emerald jade that they have gained in this world for a lifetime, in the end, they don't walk away with empty fists, tens of thousands of mansions, and sleep seven feet. Thinking about it, what is it? It all seemed meaningless.

So in this life, let's go through this life for the sake of love.

When you come, you come with an empty heart, but when you leave, there are so many people who miss you in your heart, so you can't be chic.

But it is also where love lies.

At that moment, Ye Xiu suddenly felt that his previous life seemed to be quite boring.

My heart suddenly turned into a puddle of water.

【Bitter Lovesickness 18】

Fang Rui was shaken awake the next day in a daze.

"Get up, tidy yourself up first, or you will be laughed at if the juniors in the team see your hangover appearance in a while. I put the hangover tea at your hand. The boiled milk and roast I'll put the good biscuits on the table, you eat first."

Fang Rui was slow to recognize the voice at first, and then he slowly opened his eyes like a dream, and saw that the dishes were being placed on the table.It's strange to say that when Fang Rui didn't know that Ye Jiu was Ye Xiu, Fang Rui just thought that this kid was good-looking, but ever since he found out the truth, Fang Rui could always see from Ye Jiu that he couldn't say no. The unknown smell of Qing Dao made him blush.

Fang Rui immediately adjusted his facial expression, and said, "Yes, what you said makes sense, makes sense, I'll go take a shower first." Although he finished speaking, seeing Ye Jiu still didn't intend to move, Fang Rui I couldn't care less about the profound proposition of 'how did he know that I was drunk', so I had to accompany my smiling face first, and took out a pair of underwear from the closet to take a shower first.

There was such a great god waiting outside, Fang Rui didn't dare to dawdle, he hurriedly cleaned himself up and came out in a hurry.Seeing that Ye Jiu was still waiting outside, he also felt that something was wrong, but he was too embarrassed to speak up, so he had to drink the hangover tea as Ye Jiu asked, and then honestly began to eat.

The biscuits and cakes were freshly baked, with his favorite blueberry sauce added, Fang Rui asked casually, "Where did you buy it? There is a new cake shop near us?" Ye Jiu raised his eyes slightly, and said : "I baked it."

"You know I like to eat blueberry?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Fang Rui regretted it. He had a ghost in his heart, so it was inevitable that he would be overly sensitive.But Ye Jiu didn't respond to him, he just looked at him silently. The awkward atmosphere made Fang Rui extremely uncomfortable. Just as he was about to say something, he heard Ye Jiu say:

"You don't have anything to say, do you want to tell me?"

His eyes are probing, and it can even be said that there is a little expectation.

No man can refuse such a look from the person he likes.But Fang Rui just blinked his eyes, and said calmly, "Eh? Xiao Jiu, did you do something wrong to confess? Tell me, let me listen."

Ye Jiu smiled at him and said, "Then Fang Rui has made up his mind to practice Tai Chi with me?"

Before Fang Rui could speak, Ye Jiu continued, "You clearly know who I am."

Fang Rui's milk cup fell to the ground.

Fang Rui looked at the broken glass in a daze, his eyes drifted aimlessly for a while, and finally forced a smile, "The glass is broken, I'll clean it up." He wanted to bend down, but Ye Jiu held down his hand.

"I know everything, Fang Rui."

He knows it all.

The grievance and anger in Fang Rui's heart suddenly exploded. He almost violently shook off Ye Jiu's hand, and stood up abruptly.The distance between the two of them was suddenly very close, which made Fang Rui's heart feel like being pulled again, so he took advantage of the situation to push Ye Jiu a little further away.

"Since you know everything, why are you here to talk? Ye Xiu, do you think I'm pitiful? Looking at my state this year, is it like watching a clown? You see I'm a big man who wants to die and live for you, isn't it great? Do you fucking think I'm disgusting and cheap? Don't you?!"

"I haven't! Can you stop belittling yourself here?"

Fang Rui shrugged his shoulders, then looked at Ye Xiu and said, "Belittle yourself? Then Ye Xiu, tell me... will you love me? Will you... respond?"

"you will not."

"It's like the breakfast you gave me today. You obviously don't like me at all, but you remember my preferences, even a little bit of imperceptible food taste. But I know, as long as you want, you can remember It’s like you understood my position and my dream back then, not because I have anything special to you, but because you are that kind of person. Wise, smart...and gentle.”

"That's why I'm so sad. I'm just such an ordinary person in your life, and you treat me the same way, but I just fell in love with you. Ye Xiu, it's been five years, tell me...why am I still A crushing defeat?" Fang Rui sat back on the chair and looked at Ye Xiu with some self-mockery, his eyes suddenly clouded with water.

In fact, he didn't want to cry.I just don't know why, but when I saw Ye Xiu, I suddenly felt wronged.

It's a grievance.I love you so much, why can't you like me even a little bit more?In love, no matter how willing one party is, how much they don't want to reciprocate, they all hope to have a response, and they all hope...even a little...to be discovered by the other person.

Ye Xiu suddenly didn't know how to answer him.

Love cannot be let down, but in his more than [-] years of life, no one has said love to him. He thinks it is a very far-fetched thing, and as long as he takes a look at the corner of happiness, he will be happy. The old wounds have been seen at a glance.It is too difficult to love each other, and it is too difficult to love someone.

But now he suddenly understands that being loved...is also difficult.There is a person who puts his emotions into your hands so carefully, and tells you that this is my sincerity, and I give it all to you.

What do you say?

If you say love, it won't work. He has a complete heart, so why would you trade that little bit?You say you don't love him... But how can that be, if he doesn't catch that heart, he will fall to the ground and shatter.

Any relationship, as long as it is deep enough, is a knife.It is twisted in your heart, as long as you are still alive, it hurts, and when it hurts, you will naturally recall something.

What is he going to do.

Who will tell him.He disliked being in debt the most in his life. If someone gave him a good point, he wished he could give back ten points, but... love is not enough.He didn't know what wrong thing he did. He thought he was worthy of the world, but he owed an inexplicable love debt, which made him unable to face his heart openly.

Ye Xiu walked up to Fang Rui and half knelt down. The shards of the cup hurt his knees, but he didn't care. He asked, "Liking me...does it hurt you so much?" If it hurts, then don't like it.

I'm not worth it.There will always be a better person, there will always be a more suitable person, there will always be someone who loves you more than the current me.

"How could it be... Like you... How can it make me suffer? I just..."

Can't help it.He can't help himself.

There are so many idiots in the world who are deeply in love and have no complaints.

Those so-called letdowns that others sympathize with or sigh with emotion are nothing but romantic waste for those who are in them.

If you love someone, you won't be in pain.Even if you feel sad, you feel wronged, even if you have great anger and unwillingness, but it is not painful, everything, when it comes to the tip of your tongue, it turns out to be sweet.

Fang Rui smiled, but accidentally squeezed out the tears that were originally in his eyes.

He gently moved away Ye Xiu's hand on his knee, "Ye Xiu, you don't need to feel that you owe me anything."

"I am willing."

Maybe in the future there will really be a person who is more beautiful than you, gentler than you, better at talking than you, and more loving than you, but that is not you.

I love you.

only you.

【Bitter Lovesickness 19】

On the surface, the relationship between Ye Jiu and Fang Rui is no different from before, the two of them are still making jokes endlessly every day and tearing each other down.But in fact, both of them knew very well that there was something fundamentally different, and everything was nothing more than two people's stubborn whitewashing.

The second round of the regular season was against Tyranny. After a season of accumulation, Tyranny was even better. Moreover, Ye Xiu did not participate in the group arena this time. As a result, although Happy won, the score was only fixed at 6-4.

Before the press conference, Ye Xiu went to the bathroom and just happened to meet Fang Rui. For a while, the two of them couldn't say anything, they could only look at each other slightly embarrassed.Fang Rui scratched his cheek nervously, "Um...does your knee still hurt?"

"It's alright, you don't have to worry." After finishing speaking, he didn't know what to say, so he had to show him the direction of the door, then turned and left.

Fang Rui suddenly stopped him.

"Ye Xiu, can we... go back to the past? Can't you... pretend that you don't know anything?"

Ye Xiu thought that was impossible.What was their past like?A silent secret love, another unknown life.

Why bother.Why bother to suppress yourself so hard, why bother to pretend to be confused.

Ye Xiu couldn't bear to refuse, but he also couldn't bear to agree. In a dilemma, he had to open the door and go out. He saw Han Wenqing standing at the door with a dull expression, his eyes were surprised and raining.In Ye Xiu's mind, Han Wenqing has always been a calm and measured person, and Ye Xiu panicked when he saw his expression for the first time.

But Han Wenqing just gave him a dull look, then turned and left.Ye Xiu didn't know whether he heard the conversation between him and Fang Rui just now, so he could only follow his footsteps and chase after him.Han Wenqing finally stopped in the smoking area, didn't say anything, but took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket in a panic, but his hands were shaking unbearably, and the cigarette fell to the ground before it was completely drawn out.

Han Wenqing didn't pick it up either, but just stood there, frowning, staring at the cigarette as if he had some deep hatred for it. If this cigarette had legs, Ye Xiu believed it would run eight feet away, determined to He never appeared in front of Han Wenqing again.Seeing that Han Wenqing had remained motionless, he had no choice but to go over and pick up the cigarette, and then stepped aside.

Han Wenqing took a deep breath and asked him, "Why didn't you give it to me?"

Ye Xiu sneered: "It fell on the floor. It should be dirty. Throw it away." Han Wenqing ignored him, lowered his head and pulled a few more times before pulling out another cigarette. It lit up, then squatted down, buried its head and did not speak.

Such Han Wenqing actually made Ye Xiu a little scared.He has known Han Wenqing for a long time, and he knows him well. He knows that he is actually a bit of a stern person. He also dared to open his mouth at Han Wenqing like no one else was around.

Han Wenqing is not a person who likes to be silent.

That's why Han Wenqing who didn't speak made Ye Xiu very uneasy.

After a long time, Han Wenqing finished his two cigarettes before he raised his head and asked Ye Xiu, "Why did Fang Rui call you Ye Xiu just now?"

Ye Xiu knew that this was an unavoidable problem, and at that moment his brain was almost running fast.Ye Xiu has a delicate personality and is used to doing things without revealing anything, so except for Fang Rui who slipped through the net, the people around him couldn't find any substantive evidence even if they suspected it.In an instant, several explanations flashed through his mind, but in the end they died down under his pressure.

What's the point?This is Lao Han. They have known each other for more than ten years, so what can't they say?

"That...that's the literal meaning. I am Ye Xiu. It's genuine, and it's guaranteed to be a fake." When he was speaking, he carefully looked at Han Wenqing's expression, but found that Han Wenqing was still just smoking, even They didn't even give him a look.

After saying this, there was no response for a long time.Just when Ye Xiu was about to say something more, Han Wenqing suddenly threw away his cigarette butt and stood up, turned around and pushed him against the wall. At that moment, Ye Xiu could see the storm in Han Wenqing's eyes, but slowly Returning to calm, there is only a deep place where you can't see the end.

Han Wenqing still just looked at him and didn't speak. After a long time, he smiled.

Strictly speaking, this was the first time Ye Xiu saw Han Wenqing smile.Han Wenqing is a serious person. Ever since Ye Xiu was a teenager, Han Wenqing had the buff of keeping strangers away. He didn't smile much at all. Even when Tyranny won the championship, he smiled a bit. reserved.

But this smile is different, it really brings a bit of a smile of spring breeze and snow, staining the corners of the eyes and brows.

Ye Xiu kept this smile, and watched Han Wenqing suddenly take off the ring on his left ring finger, and put it in Ye Xiu's palm, "This is the biggest secret in my whole life. It tells you. After reading it, just throw it away.” After finishing speaking, he left the smoking area and walked towards the press conference.

Ye Xiu was a little confused, so he played with the ring in his hand for a while, turned it over, and saw that there seemed to be some words on the inside of the ring. The light in the smoking area was too dim, so he walked outside, using the faint Only then can I see the words clearly.

Ye Xiu.

"I'm not married yet, but I have someone I like."

"But he died."

Oh my goodness.

When Han Wenqing heard the conversation between Fang Rui and Ye Jiu outside the door, his mind went blank.But soon, he was able to connect all the clues together. Ye Jiu and Ye Xiu's various similarities seemed to have an explanation at this time.

He almost subconsciously turned his head and left the moment he saw Ye Jiu. Hearing the footsteps behind him, he was in a state of confusion, and finally his hands were so trembling that he couldn't even pick up a cigarette.

Ye Xiu, do you understand how I felt when you left?

In the No.11 season, his state continued to decline, but he couldn't even find anyone who could talk to him. Those vigorous and joyful youth years, those years that accompanied him through the glory just appeared, and those who experienced the early days of the league. Frustrated people, finally no one is there.

Not one is there anymore.

This left him alone on this stage, singing a play that was applauded by countless people, but no one responded.

It is really empty.

You walk in style.

He heard Ye Jiu admit that he was Ye Xiu.At that moment, his heart seemed to have a sea that was about to rise, but it was strangely calm.He didn't think about anything, he even threw away all his love for Ye Xiu, leaving only a simple sentence: Ye Xiu is alive.

He is alive.

Nothing is more important than this.

He knew that Ye Xiu didn't love him, so there was no need to say anything more. He didn't want to care about other people's or even Ye Xiu's opinion. Han Wenqing just wanted that if he died the next second, he could leave without regret.

He and Ye Xiu, because he alone has too deep a relationship, but the relationship is too shallow.

When he walked out of the smoking area, Han Wenqing's eyes hurt a little under the strong light, so he shed tears so unexpectedly.

The best things... are lost and found again.

【Bitter Lovesickness 20】

Although it was already late summer, the weather in City H was still sultry and hot, and it was rare for a heavy rain to brighten up most people's moods.

The same goes for Han Wenqing.He just felt happy.

Ye Xiu is alive.Could there be anything that would make him happier than this?

Just when he was alone thinking about something, he heard a knock on the door unexpectedly. He thought it was the team members coming to ask for advice, but when he opened the door, he saw Ye Xiu standing in front of him like a drowned chicken.

Ye Xiu felt that he had been a bit unlucky lately. For example, today, it started to rain heavily after he went out, and he couldn't get a taxi. He insisted on running to Han Wenqing's hotel by himself. cold.

As soon as he entered the door, before he said anything, Han Wenqing took a towel to help him wipe his hair.His movements were light, just enough not to hurt him, yet dry enough.

He suddenly discovered that Han Wenqing was a very gentle person, and he also suddenly discovered that after more than ten years of knowing each other, he still didn't seem to understand Han Wenqing.In his impression, Han Wenqing has always been courageous, strong, and courageous, and nothing can restrain his progress.

But now Ye Xiu knew that there was.

It's him.

In this world, the invisible heart has always been the most loyal, and the unheard love words are the most touching.Ye Xiu suddenly couldn't imagine that if he really died...would it be possible for Han Wenqing to walk down alone with a silver ring?

"What are you here...for?" Han Wenqing was quite nervous when he asked this question, even if he kept telling himself that since he dared to confess, he didn't care much about Ye Xiu's reaction.But no matter what, Ye Xiu was different to him after all, he was afraid that Ye Xiu would get angry, he was afraid that Ye Xiu would hate him.

So when Ye Xiu entered the door, Han Wenqing took a special look at Ye Xiu's face, and only dared to speak when he saw that there was no problem.

Ye Xiu seemed to hesitate for a moment, then spread his tightly clenched hands and said, "I'm here to return your things."

Inside was Han Wenqing's ring. It seemed that he had held it for too long, and his palms were a little red.Han Wenqing stared at the ring for a while, pursed his lips, picked it up again, and said, "Are you sure...don't throw it away?"

"I'm sure."

Han Wenqing seemed to have a very shallow smile, and then put it on the ring finger of his left hand.Ye Xiu watched his movements and asked, "Are you sure... you won't take it off?"

"I've been wearing it for so many years, I'm used to it, and I can't take it off."

There is a kind of love, it is not vigorous but tender, it is not passionate but long-lasting, because it has already become an instinct and habit engraved in the body.

Loving you is my habit.

Ye Xiu suddenly didn't know what to say.

Some people may say that giving and moving cannot bring love.But Ye Xiu thought, even if being moved can't bring love, it can at least bring a heart that will always be loyal to you.Because the accepting party feels that even if you do not accept him, if you are sorry for him, it is nothing.

Ye Xiu thought so.He felt that he was really a scumbag, wavering among many people, and always hesitated.All his restraint and calmness were smashed to pieces by these people.

But because they are all affectionate, they are easily tired by ruthlessness.

Now he can't give Han Wenqing any answers, as if the palms and backs of his hands are full of flesh, and it hurts to cut either side.But in a daze, Ye Xiu suddenly remembered that the two of them met for the first time more than ten years ago, when they were still teenagers, and Su Mucheng was still such a little loli.

At that time, Su Muqiu had just left, and he was so poor that he couldn't even pay for the taxi to pick him up at the airport, and he could only afford the food stall downstairs for a treat.Han Wenqing didn't care, but he didn't eat much, and rushed to pay the bill when it was time to pay.

Ye Xiu remembered that little boy's comfort that he was ashamed to say, and that little bit of kindness that made people soft.That is because they are still young, and they don't know the ups and downs and twists and turns they will experience on the road ahead.

Everything is soft like a dream.After more than ten years of honing, it is still clear in his mind.

In a blink of an eye, they have gone through so many years.Thinking about it carefully, the time he has known Han Wenqing...is actually longer than the time he has not known him. Thinking about this kind of thing, I feel warm.

There is such a person who has been with you for so long and so long.

He still loves you.

Even a heart made of stone would already be overheated, let alone Ye Xiu.

Ye Xiu didn't say anything in the end.Han Wenqing didn't say much, but quietly sent him to the hotel door and watched him leave.

He remembered their past, and he knew he did.

Coming to city b to compete again, Xingxin still booked a hotel that was very close to Zhang Jiale's surrounding store.Ye Xiu couldn't help but think of Zhang Jiale's slightly out of control behavior that day, he couldn't help hesitating secretly, and decided to go and see Zhang Jiale, but if it didn't work, he told him everything.

He couldn't see Zhang Jiale's fragile expression.Ye Xiu was naturally delicate, and he was able to figure out the personality of everyone in the alliance who had a little personal acquaintance, not to mention that he and Zhang Jiale had known each other for nearly ten years, and their relationship was even more extraordinary.

Zhang Jiale is stubborn, but has a soft side. Sometimes he is a little irritable, but he can also be very calm. At first glance, he looks soft, but in fact he is very strong.

So Zhang Jiale's expression that day really scared Ye Xiu.

Before Ye Xiu could find Zhang Jiale, Zhang Jiale came to him first.

"Senior Zhang Jiale? Why are you here?"

Zhang Jiale's expression was a little awkward and embarrassing, and in the end he could only pretend to be nonchalant and tease: "Why, you don't welcome me?" Ye Xiu hurriedly stepped aside and let Zhang Jiale enter the room, "How come, the fluffy fluffy fluffy Brilliance."

Zhang Jiale handed him the things in his hand: "I know that a store's caramel pudding and tiramisu are delicious, so I bought two for you on the way." Then he looked at Ye Ye with a little embarrassment. Xiu glanced at it, pinched his earlobe uncomfortably, and explained with some intention of concealing: "I just dropped by..."

Ye Xiu also nodded with three points of understanding: "Well, thank you, I hope that senior Zhang Jiale's sense of taste is more reliable than luck." Zhang Jiale was not annoyed, but just glanced at him dodgingly, and then said : "That incident a few months ago... don't worry about it, I just thought of something else, and I was a little excited for a while, don't worry about it."

"I'm fine, you don't have to think too much."

Zhang Jiale didn't seem very happy after hearing this answer, but lowered his head again, and asked, "I just want to ask... have you practiced signatures before? I see... your signature is pretty good. Like a person."

Ye Xiu also hesitated slightly, and finally said: "Yes, we have specially practiced signing."

Zhang Jiale turned his gaze back to him this time.He asked word by word: "Did you specifically... pick out the fonts to practice? Whose are you practicing?"

Ye Xiu was suddenly at a loss for words.Zhang Jiale also suddenly stood up from the sofa and approached him, and asked again: "Can you tell me...whose calligraphy have you practiced?" But before Ye Xiu could speak, he said again: "If you It doesn't matter if you don't tell me. I won't force you."

I don't force you.I never force you.

Sometimes, the distance between people is just a thought away, but it can be as close as the world.Ye Xiu's mind suddenly popped up a period of time before the playoffs of the seventh season. He was going to celebrate his birthday. That day happened to be the match between Excellent Era and Hundred Blossoms. After the match, Zhang Jiale came to see Ye Xiu for dinner.

Zhang Jiale was very proud and said that he would be the host, and Ye Xiu deliberately chose a very expensive restaurant without any politeness. Anyway, there were only two people and they couldn't eat much, so he thought he would kill Zhang Jiale.Zhang Jiale made an exception and ordered three bottles of beer, just in a slightly drunk but not drunk state, at that time Zhang Jiale said to him with blushing cheeks: "Old Ye, let me tell you, I'm going to win the championship this season. "

How... so high-spirited.

Thinking of the last time he met Zhang Jiale in his memory, Zhang Jiale drank a little too much and danced in front of him, "I'm going to Lao Ye, your last kick was so cool, didn't you, how many hands did you hide from us?" Ah, why are you still so good at retiring...Let me tell you, this is my...first championship! The first one!" As he spoke, he waved his hands a little bit, who knew he might be a little drunk , even directly made a gesture of two, making the people beside him laugh together, Zhang Jiale turned his head and desperately explained: "This is not two, this is yeah, understand? Ah?"

What a thrill... what a thrill.

But the Zhang Jiale in front of him was different, he was a little melancholy and a little haggard, the smiles and occasional frizz that used to be quite common on his face seemed to have disappeared together, just like the years had left no trace on his face. .

Because of me?

Can I really change you like this?

I'm so good... Do I deserve your love for me?

Ye Xiu grabbed Zhang Jiale's wrist.

"Zhang Jiale. I have really practiced signing with my heart. It started when I first entered the league fifteen or sixteen years ago.