Dip in fire

Just for that little thing to worry about, when Zhong Ning didn't know, Zhang Weilan dared to impulsively seek death.

And that's not the worst part.The most frightening thing is that if Zhang Weilan had succeeded in courting death and turned into a charred black corpse in the sea of ​​fire, Zhong Ning would not have known about it.

That is the person who will never be erased from my heart.The only two taels of flesh in the top of his heart were all cut off by him.But the fleeting time is boundless, with a few big waves washing the sand, the story will be broken when it is finished, and once the ending is buried, it can no longer be dug out.

How many endings are like this?Passing by, life and death are ignorant.

Zhong Ning pushed open the door of Zhang Weilan's ward, and saw his sweetheart lying quietly on the bed.

Zhang Weilan's right arm was padded up, and her forearm was tightly wrapped, protruding a certain height under the quilt.

Zhong Ning walked over, the soles of his feet were light and light, and he didn't dare to make a sound.He put the porridge on the table and sat down slowly beside Zhang Weilan's bed.

He looked at Zhang Weilan's face.

This face is too white.There are abrasions on the cheeks.There is also a piece of gauze on the forehead.

The surroundings are too quiet, it seems that the sound of dust falling to the ground can be picked up by the ears.

Zhong Ning told himself in his heart: "I should see him more. This is the man, he wants to come back to me with all his might."

If Zhang Weilan didn't come back to look for him, didn't look for him over and over again... Zhong Ning didn't dare to think about the consequences.

Only then did Zhong Ning see it clearly—how could there be fate in this bastard's cruel world?Most of them are accidents, and most of them are willing to give up.What is lost and found?How can there be a reunion after a long absence?It's all good lies.

Fate is a shameless liar.It is clear that only what people want and obsession remain.

But it was because Zhang Weilan wanted to return to him so much that they could be together again.It's all because of Zhang Weilan.Because Zhang Weilan is too stupid.

"Big fool." Zhong Ning whispered quietly.He touched the tip of Zhang Weilan's nose with his fingertips.

After touching Zhong Ning, he lowered his head again and kissed the corner of Zhang Weilan's mouth.

This time I woke up.Zhang Weilan opened his eyes, and when he saw Zhong Ning, he immediately smiled.

Zhang Weilan wanted to open his mouth to speak, but Zhong Ning didn't let him speak, and kissed him again.After the kiss, Zhang Weilan smiled even wider, and the corners of her mouth were lifted up comfortably.

"How are you?" Zhong Ning asked, "Are you still dizzy? Are you thirsty? Your arms are wrapped in rice dumplings."

"I'm not dizzy anymore, and I'm not thirsty anymore." Zhang Weilan grabbed Zhong Ning's right hand with her left hand, "I'm really fine. Do you think I'm fine? Did Xiao Huan cry too loudly when she called you, nonsense Gossip?"

Zhang Weilan: "You know, she's been like that since she was a child."

"Stop doing this." Zhong Ning poked Zhang Weilan's forehead, "It will make my heart hurt all day long."

Zhang Weilan laughed softly.He moved, trying to sit up on the bed.

Zhong Ning stretched out his hand to support him.Before Zhang Weilan sat down, Zhong Ning hugged him again.

Zhong Ning wrapped his arms around Zhang Weilan, not daring to use too much force, but his arms were as firm as a locked cage, tightly surrounding Zhang Weilan.

Zhang Weilan paused, and patted Zhong Ning's vest with his left hand: "It's all right. Don't be afraid anymore."

Zhong Ning didn't speak for a while.Suddenly, he spoke with a slightly hoarse voice: "You said you regretted breaking up with me."

Zhang Weilan was taken aback for a moment, then lowered her eyes for a second, and said "um" heavily, like a heavy boulder, falling on Zhong Ning's shoulder.

Zhang Weilan said: "That is definitely the most regrettable mistake in my life."

"Me too." Zhong Ning lay on Zhang Weilan's neck and took a breath, but didn't let it out, "I regret it too."

Zhong Ning's shoulders were overwhelmed, and he shook slightly: "When you were about to leave, I shouldn't have thought about anything, even if the house was torn down, I should have run out, caught you, tied it up, and locked it up. "

Zhong Ning's arms tightened, and he almost muttered to himself, "How can I let you go?"

— how could he.He clearly knew that Zhang Weilan was a jerk, and he clearly knew that Zhang Weilan had only him.He clearly knew that there would never be another person in the whole world who would be as desperately begging as his treasured Zhang Weilan.

Obviously all know.It's because the teenagers from that year were too enthusiastic, they blasted each other to death.

Zhang Weilan was dumb for a long time before finding her own voice: "Zhong Ning, what's wrong with you?"

Zhang Weilan's movement was as thin as a piece of fragile frost: "You are killing me by saying that."

"Are you afraid?" Zhong Ning asked Zhang Weilan again, "When the truck hits you, are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid." Zhang Weilan said, "I'm afraid of death. I'm afraid I won't see you. I'm afraid I will leave you again and hurt you again."

Zhong Ning closed his eyes, touched Zhang Weilan's back with his palm, and landed on the scar under Zhang Weilan's left shoulder.The ugly bumpy scar couldn't be felt through the clothes, but it was definitely in Zhong Ning's palm.

Zhong Ning opened his eyes and asked again: "When you ran into the fire, were you afraid?"

Zhong Ning obviously felt Zhang Weilan's body stiffen.After a long time, Zhang Weilan said in a low voice, "Did Xiao Huan tell you?"

"Well, tell me this time. Don't lie." Zhong Ning rubbed the scar with his palm, "Are you afraid? What were you thinking at that time?"

"I'm afraid."

"I was thinking that I shouldn't run in." Zhang Weilan felt that Zhong Ning's heartbeat was hitting her chest hard, and the chest was aching, "But when I realized it, I had already gone in."

Zhang Weilan said: "Later, I thought again, if I really died inside, how regrettable it would be? If the reincarnation is a fake, and there is no next life, then..."

Zhang Weilan's throat trembled, and the words trembled from his mouth: "I really want to die with regret."

"So you've been looking for me since then?"

"Yes. I can't do without looking for it." Zhang Weilan bit every word between her teeth in order to survive, "I must find you. I must find you."

Zhong Ning finally exhaled all the air in his lungs, and his belly was empty.

Zhong Ning immediately let go of his strength, he couldn't bear it and threw himself forward, and Zhang Weilan threw/falls lightly on the pillow.Zhong Ning lay on Zhang Weilan's chest, his fingers suddenly convulsed, and his nails dug Zhang Weilan's sleeve.

Heart and lungs were torn clean.How much despair, how much longing, can Zhang Weilan pass through the gate of hell, turn around and return to the vast crowd, trying to find a shadow?

In the past, Zhong Ning was too late to regret, but in the future he will give everything.Zhang Weilan wants him, a family, and a lifetime, and he will give it all, everything, until the end of his life, he will also give it to the grave and to the stone tablet.

It took Zhang Weilan a while to move. He hugged Zhong Ning with one hand and patted Zhong Ning on the back.He coaxed Zhong Ning and himself in a low voice: "It's okay. It's okay. We'll be fine in the future."

Zhang Weilan turned her face away and saw the sun shining in.

The sun will coat Zhong Ning's hair with a layer of gold.Light, clear gold.it is very beautiful.

No one spoke in the ward, and no one needed to speak.Only the breathing of the two people accompanied them.

I don't know how long it took before Zhong Ning got up from Zhang Weilan's chest.He rubbed his face and reached for the porridge on the table, his eyes were a little red.

Zhong Ning touched the bottom of the bowl.The porridge was no longer hot, but it was still warm.

"Would you like something to eat?" Zhong Ning said as he opened the takeaway box, took out a spoon and scooped it up twice.

Zhang Weilan is not left-handed, and her right hand is injured, but she can eat with a spoon in her left hand.But Zhong Ning didn't want Zhang Weilan to do it.Looking at the way Zhang Weilan was leaning on the pillow, she didn't even think about reaching out.

It was an embarrassingly boring taste, but it was surprisingly natural to the two of them, and it seemed to be a matter of course.

Zhong Ning scooped up a spoonful of porridge, touched his lips first, and made sure that the temperature was just right, before handing it to Zhang Weilan's mouth: "Eat some."

Zhang Weilan opened her mouth obediently, and was fed honestly.

After feeding half a bowl, Zhang Weilan couldn't eat anymore.He waved his hand towards Zhong Ning, then turned his face away and coughed for a while.

Zhong Ning put down the porridge bowl and spoon, gave Zhang Weilan a hand on his back, and couldn't help but say, "Why do you keep coughing?"

"I heard you coughing on the phone before, and your throat was uncomfortable?" Zhong Ning's brows were almost twisted.

"No." Zhang Weilan coughed and said, "It's just that I didn't hold back when I came up."

Zhong Ning felt hysterical all over his body when he saw Zhang Weilan's finished appearance.He said unwillingly: "When you are discharged from the hospital, hurry home with me. Your body is not good at all, and I have to raise it for you."

"Okay." Zhang Weilan behaved inadvertently, "You can say whatever you want."

Zhong Ning glared at Zhang Weilan, especially wanting to stare at the corner of the man's mouth.It's a pity he doesn't have that much skill.Zhong Ning could only lift up the quilt and cover Zhang Weilan again.

It is terrible that there is no heating in the south, and the house is as cold as an icehouse.As an authentic northerner who has always been spoiled by the heating system, Zhong Ning now has both hands feeling cold.

"Is it cold?" Zhang Weilan glanced at the cabinet opposite, "My coat is in the cabinet, you can put it on, and drink some hot water."

"Ah."

So, half an hour later, Xiao Huan opened the door and came in, and saw Zhong Ning wrapped in Zhang Weilan's coat, sleeping next to Zhang Weilan's bed.And Zhang Weilan, her bastard brother, was wrapping around Zhong Ning's waist with a shabby one-arm.

Xiao Huan quietly retracted her feet, exited the room, and closed the door.She was very thoughtful, and she was afraid that the nurse and doctor would accidentally enter the door, so she sat outside the door and kept watch for the two guards in the house.

...It's really pitiful for the hearts of younger sisters in the world, it must be a bad luck brother.

Zhong Ning hasn't slept well in the past two days, especially last night, the seven souls were scared off by Zhang Weilan, and the remaining one barely flew him over 2000 kilometers. When he ran over and saw Zhang Weilan, it was finally We can get out together.

This time he fell asleep until mid-afternoon.When Zhong Ning woke up, he felt the back of his head was heavy and his eyelids were swollen from sleep.

"Hiss..." Zhong Ning pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Headache?" Zhang Weilan saw that Zhong Ning's expression was not good, "You didn't sleep well. There is a hotel near the hospital, you should hurry up and get a room. Go and sleep well."

Zhong Ning shook his head, and slowly recovered, only to realize that he occupied almost half of Zhang Weilan's hospital bed.

He almost pushed a concussed and fractured patient out of the ground, he was the only one who could do such a wicked thing.

"No need." Zhong Ning got off the bed, dragged the stool over, and sat down in front of Zhang Weilan, "Xiao Huan must go home tonight, I will accompany you in the hospital."

"You don't need to accompany me." Zhang Weilan looked at the dark circles under Zhong Ning's eyes, "I..."

Zhong Ning's mind was still buzzing, and he was too lazy to listen to Zhang Weilan's nonsense.He reached out and touched that pale face: "Be good."

Zhong Ning won with one move, and when Wei Lan stretched out his hand, it stopped.Zhang Weilan closed her mouth, blinked her eyes lightly: "Yes."

"That's about the same." Zhong Ning smiled.

The phone in his pocket rang at the wrong time, Zhong Ning took it out and took a look, paused, then looked up at Zhang Weilan.

"Huh?" Zhang Weilan subconsciously looked at Zhong Ning's phone.

The call was actually from Zhong Pei.

Zhong Pei would call at this time, [-]% of it was because of the two of them.I don't know if the call is good or bad.

Both were silent.

Zhong Ning rubbed his forehead, forcing himself to be more awake.He didn't shy away from Zhang Weilan, and answered directly in front of Zhang Weilan: "Mom."

The voice of Zhong Mi on the other end of the phone was still a little hoarse, but her mood was quite stable.Zhong Pei asked, "Are you at home? Or in a bar?"

It took two seconds for Zhong Pei to say again: "I...you can come over when you have time, I have something to talk to you."

Zhong Ning was heartbroken for a moment.He glanced at Zhang Weilan again, grinned, and said with difficulty: "Mom, I'm sorry, I can't go there for a few days."

He always hoped that Zhong Pei could calm down, call him, and give him a chance so that they could talk more.But now that the opportunity came, he couldn't grasp it.

"Mom." Zhong Ning gritted his teeth, he had to tell the truth to Zhong Pei, and it was not good to say anything false, "I went to the south to find Zhang Weilan."

Zhong Ning said: "Zhang Weilan went back to the south yesterday to handle work and got into a car accident."

Upon hearing this, Zhang Weilan quickly tugged Zhong Ning's arm.

On the other hand, Zhong Pei obviously took a breath, and almost blurted out in the next second: "How is the person? Is he okay? Where is the injury?"

Zhong Ning patted the back of Zhang Weilan's hand backhand.He quickly said to Zhong Pei: "Mom, don't worry. The doctor said it's nothing serious. He has a concussion and a broken arm. He will be hospitalized for a few days."

Zhong Ning didn't need to think about it, Zhong Pei was full of energy.While distressed, while tossing and complaining.And at this moment, the distressed side must have the upper hand.

After all, Zhong Pei loves Zhang Weilan.It hurt Zhong Ning even more.

"I..." Zhong Ning hesitated, but still strengthened himself, "Mom, Zhang Weilan will be discharged from the hospital in a few days, can I take him back to see you?"

After Zhong Ning finished speaking, he secretly scolded himself.In the end, he still relied on Zhong Pei's love.

Perhaps between mother and child, the son of a jerk will never grow up.Childish and mature, the same will be a poor salaise in the nest.

Zhong Pei didn't speak, Zhong Ning grabbed Zhang Weilan's hand with one hand, and held the phone with the other.A second is extremely long.

Finally got him over.Zhong Pei whispered, "You bring him here."

After Zhong Pei finished speaking, he wanted to hang up the phone, but he couldn't feel at ease, so he could only spit out all the words: "Let him take care of his body, and don't make any mistakes again."

Zhong Pei sighed and hung up the phone.

Zhang Weilan looked at Zhong Ning, but said nothing.

Zhong Ning threw the phone on the table, and looked sideways at Zhang Weilan.

He and Zhang Weilan are a duo of bastards, born to go to purgatory as a pair, to burn and love each other.