Dip in fire

In ancient and modern China and abroad, there is no one like Zhong Ning who can do such a good thing as coming out of the closet so chicly and ridiculously.

What's even more embarrassing is that not only the big events in life are opened up in a daze, but the person concerned wakes up dizzy and dizzy, and doesn't even know it.

Zhong Ning had a terrible problem with drinking and breaking up. He rolled on the bed for a long time, but he didn't recall what he had done.But one thing's for sure—he's got a bad feeling that he must have lost a grown man, and maybe slapped some goddamn moth.

Zhong Ning was having a headache when Xu Huai's call came in first.

After a whole night of digestion, Xu Huai still had some indigestion. Although he didn't think about it, he still had to make this call.

He asked about Zhong Ning's physical condition, and after a long silence, he finally managed to say: "Don't think about the matter between you and Zhang Weilan, don't always make things difficult for yourself."

Things have already happened, and it is outrageous to pretend to be deaf and blind.Facing his buddies, Xu Huai chose to be open and honest.

"Me too..." Xu Huai sighed, "I know you're uncomfortable."

Zhong Ning was shocked suddenly, staring at the ceiling and asked Xu Huai: "Me and... what..."

I can't understand the words.

Zhang Weilan is a coward, isn't he?

It's not unreasonable for Zhong Pei to scold him and beat him.When facing his own mother, Zhong Ning could grit his teeth and stiffen his neck because he knew it was his mother. ——He knew that even if he smashed the sky, his mother wouldn't throw him away.

He's just a spoiled brat.

But when facing other people, he would still be so nervous that his spine would get chills, that kind of uncontrollable, physiological chills.

It turned out that they were all cowards, and no one was more noble than the other.They are all afraid of this relationship.

After a while of silence on the phone, Xu Huai said again: "You'd better not drink alcohol in the future, especially don't get drunk."

Zhong Ning closed his eyes: "I'm sorry."

He breathed out: "This matter..."

Zhong Ning couldn't say anything, he was dumbfounded: "If you think..."

"What do I think?" Xu Huai on the other end of the phone suddenly smiled, "It's just that radish and green vegetables have their own preferences. I don't think anything. As friends, there is no reason to think. You and Zhang Weilan are my buddies , nothing else is my business."

Zhong Ning heard himself take another deep breath, filling his lungs with one breath: "Thank you."

"Don't think too much." Xu Huai smiled again, "Although I'm quite surprised...but it's just a surprise, nothing else. In two days, just two days, the surprise is gone."

"Well, thank you." Zhong Ning thanked again and again.

The words were awkward, Xu Huai changed the subject: "By the way, that Yan Jianghe, I have to remind you, I sent you home with him last night, and he heard everything whether he should hear it or not... ..your side..."

Zhong Ning let out an "ah" and knocked his face into the pillow.

Really knocked.Alcohol can make people useless, it's really bad.

Fortunately, Xu Huai said that Yan Jianghe and Zhong Ning are not really friends.Zhong Ning spun the phone twice, hesitated for a while, and then bit the bullet and called Yan Jianghe.

Even if people think he is a pervert, feel disgusted, and want to scold him, they will send him home anyway.Zhong Ning must have the quality to say "thank you" to troublesome people.

But Yan Jianghe's reaction was beyond Zhong Ning's expectation: "It's okay. It's just drunk and drunk."

He was not polite, and directly slandered Zhong Ning: "It's just that the wine is of poor quality."

Zhong Ning: "..."

Yan Jianghe yawned, he was so cool, Zhong Ning stuttered and couldn't say anything, he didn't mean to talk, but vaguely said: "Don't worry about what happened last night, everything you hear I won't speak out when I'm drunk."

Yan Jianghe laughed: "I don't care about anything else. If you feel uncomfortable and sinful, you can treat me to dinner."

"A treat is for sure." Zhong Ning also smiled, "Call Xu Huai, ah, the one we had together last night, the two of you happened to know each other. You can choose whatever you want to eat."

"Okay, then I'll give you a big bang."

After the phone hung up, Zhong Ning let out a sigh of relief.He grabbed the collar and shook it, only to realize that he was sweating all over.

Zhong Ning understands.This time he was lucky, he met Xu Huai and Yan Jianghe by chance, but he won't be lucky all the time.

The three words "homosexuality" are too exceptional, and exceptional things are often not easy to gain "respect".This thing is so difficult.

No matter how deeply you like it, how frankly you like it, when you put it on the table for others to see, it will be different.

In fact, people have to accept their eyes while they are alive, so it is most difficult for people to abandon other people's eyes and entertain themselves.There is a kind of dependence in human nature, which determines that people need to communicate and watch each other.This is a law, a law of survival, and even some basic value of society.

Swaying pain, a dilemma, but ordinary people.

Zhong Ning thought of Zhong Pei and Yan Huiwan again. —he should have been nicer to them.

Zhong Pei noticed that Zhong Ning seemed to have grown up suddenly, like a green plant that was urged to grow by the rainstorm overnight, his whole body was full of mature vitality, gentle and upright.

From Zhong Ning's face, Zhong Pei could no longer find the playful smile that was most common when she was a teenager, and her big boy became a man.

Zhong Ning became considerate.

He will make beds for Zhong Pei and Yan Huiwan in advance, because Yan Huiwan has a bad waist, Zhong Ning will make an electric mattress for her to wait for a while, but it is too hot in summer, so he will turn on the air conditioner in advance, and when the old lady enters the house, it will be cool and comfortable Can warm up the waist.

Zhong Pei went out to socialize again, and when she came home late at night, she found that Yan Huiwan was no longer waiting for her, and Yan Huiwan had already gone to bed.Instead, it turned into Zhong Ning standing at the door.

Zhong Ning would mix a glass of honey water for her, squat down to take off her high heels, and squeeze her tired feet with warm hands.

Maybe "losing" is really a lesson, a compulsory course for ordinary people growing up from childhood.

It's a pity that "growth" is obviously a good thing, but there are always such corners, missing corners or abrupt, which seem very annoying.

Zhong Ning was not idle this summer, he lost his coquettishness and went under the sun to tan himself.

He still went to work in the bar where he worked previously.This person was already acquainted, but after two months, he and the boss became like brothers.

It just so happened that the boss opened a new store on the street, Zhong Ning ate the boss's meals twice a day, and spent a lot of sweat helping Zhang Luo.

He pedaled Zhang Weilan's previous flat-bar bicycle. After a whole summer, the tire was punctured twice and the chain fell off once.When the autumn leaves swept into the dirt, the bicycle finally stopped at the corner of the warehouse, where tiny spiders woven a delicate web, quietly waiting to be scrapped.

Time never waits for anyone, even if someone has left his heart in the past.

The years have passed harshly, and the deviation of minutes and seconds cannot be tolerated. This is the cruelest fairness bestowed on people by God.

In Zhong Ning's junior year, a new road was built in the city and named "Zhongshui Road".The street is brand new and long, extending from east to west, with a full circle of six kilometers, which can hug the rising sun and the setting moon.

That was the first time Zhong Ning tried to do business on his own, and wanted to open a bar on Zhongshui Road.

He met a lot of people in the previous bar, the door gradually opened up, and he even got some investment.After hearing this, Zhong Pei voted for him again, and then ran around to help and toss a big meal, and the bar finally took shape.

Zhong Ning rented a place, and singled out a brand new single-family small building. The whole small building is a small entertainment city, with a lobby on the first floor, a disco on the second floor, and a game hall on the third floor.Zhong Ning rented the fourth and fifth floors.The bar on the fourth floor is open, and the fifth floor is used as an office.

Zhong Ning personally checks everything in the bar, from the background wall and ceiling to the small screw.

Zhong Pei saw with his own eyes that he leaned his upper body and pedaled the tricycle to transport the tiles to the door, and then unloaded them one by one and moved them in.

Zhong Pei looked at it and suddenly felt lost, as if he had some strange disease.Zhong Ning was only that big when she was born, and she cried while holding her in her arms.Now he no longer needs her to hug and coax him.

For the role of mother, once the age passes, there is only emotion left.

Zhong Ning didn't need Zhong Pei's help, and Zhong Ning looked at him with satisfaction, so he simply waved his hands and let him go.

Xu Huai and Yan Jianghe helped Zhong Ning a lot.Zhong Ning loves his own mother, but he doesn't love his buddies, basically serving them as coolies.

That day, the three of them were researching to name the bar. Yan Jianghe was holding a dictionary in his hands, and his eyes were hurting, but he didn't pick anything good.

"No, I'll be named Fei, and there's nothing I can do to help you." Yan Jianghe put down his dictionary and surrendered.

"If you can't afford an English name, forget it." Xu Huai thought about it, and gave a suggestion, "It's hard to come up with a Chinese name. Isn't English easier? It's still interesting and foreign."

"I think it's okay." Yan Jianghe voted in favor and turned to look at Zhong Ning.

Xu Huai also looked at Zhong Ning.

"...English? Ask me?" Zhong Ning stared at them.

"Yeah, I'm asking you, but you didn't say a single word. You're Boss Zhong anyway, can you do it?" Yan Jianghe smacked his lips, "You can't serve dim sum in your own shop?"

"I'm really paying attention..." Zhong Ning sighed.His eyes rolled around, carefully examining the unfinished decoration of the store.

Xu Huai: "Aren't there any English words that you particularly like? It's better to be one that's/forced/higher..."

"Ah..." Zhong Ning was stunned.

really like.I really like it.As soon as he mentioned his special liking, he couldn't help but think of something he shouldn't think of, a shadow that had been lost far away.He couldn't help it.

"What?" Yan Jianghe asked quickly.

"Then..."

If you can't bear it, don't bear it.Life is hard enough, so why bother yourself.Both love and hate are catastrophes, it is better to let nature take its course and muddle along.

Since you are still reading it, just read it until the day you can forget it, and when you read it, there will be no waves in your heart.If there is a day.He can suffer and wait.

Zhong Ning's throat was itchy, and he suddenly wanted to cough: "Azure."

"Sounds good, what do you mean?" Xu Huai's English is terrible.

"Azure, blue, sky blue." Yan Jianghe translated, patted his thigh, "This one is good, it has an artistic conception, and it feels like a bar."

Azure, Azure.Wei Lan.Zhang Weilan.

Yan Jianghe didn't know the name, but Xu Huai did.

Xu Huai glanced sideways at Zhong Ning, and Zhong Ning also looked at Xu Huai.

Zhong Ning only slightly twitched the corners of his mouth, but the look in his eyes couldn't be said.

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