A long-awaited reunion story

In a blink of an eye, it is the Spring Festival holiday.

This year, my uncle Wang Zemin didn't ask me to go over for dinner, and Yang Yi wouldn't take the initiative to come to him. In fact, whether to go or not is nothing more than a New Year's Eve dinner. Most of the time, Yang Yi can only watch the lights of Wanjia alone.

It was originally agreed to spend the New Year with You Xuan as each other's family members this year, but unfortunately the promise was broken before this day.

On New Year's Eve, Yang Yi bought dumpling wrappers and chopped the fillings himself. After a long time of experimentation, he finally made a batch of dumplings that were eye-catching, and a bottle of Feizhai Happy Water was Yang Yi's New Year's Eve. configured.

Yang Yi was quite satisfied with his achievements, and happily took pictures, and was indulging in self-indulgence, when suddenly there was a knock on the door of his house.

Looking through the cat's eyes, the person standing outside was dressed in black, tightly wrapped from head to tail, but this did not affect Yang Yi's recognition that this person was You Xuan.

For Youxuan's arrival, Yang Yi was very surprised, he thought that Yiyouxuan's temperament would not come to him again.

Seeing that Yang Yi didn't open the door for a long time, You Xuan took out his mobile phone and called Yang Yi.

Looking at the familiar number on the phone screen, Yang Yi had thousands of thoughts in his mind for a while.I let myself stay for a while, until the call was automatically hung up due to no one answering for a long time, and then I opened the door like waking up from a dream.

"What's the matter?" Yang Yi asked.

Having not seen Yang Yi for several days, the restless reluctance in You Xuan's heart was enough to turn into substance and freeze in his heart.He thought he could control it, but now that he saw it, he realized that he was still wrong.

I can't bear it anymore, all kinds of emotions broke through the seal and rampaged in You Xuan's body, which stimulated You Xuan to think in one direction - no matter what, I must keep Yang Yi, and be firmly trapped within the scope of my control... …

"I'll come to accompany you to celebrate the New Year, as agreed before." You Xuan showed no signs of disobedience, and his tone was flat and cold, as if he really just came to fulfill the agreement.

"Uh," Yang Yi paused, "No need, I'm going out later."

"Where are you going?" You Xuan immediately asked.

"Go to my uncle's house for the New Year." It is reasonable to go to my uncle's house for the New Year, even if they had a falling out because of their sexual orientation before, but if Yang Yi is willing to admit his mistake, it will not be difficult to fix it. Yang Yi thinks that this statement has no flaws.

You Xuan gave Yang Yi a weird look, but he didn't say anything more, and nodded to indicate that he understood.

Yang Yi smiled politely and closed the door without hesitation.

You Xuan knew that the so-called going to his uncle's house for dinner was just an excuse that Yang Yi randomly pulled over. Wang Zemin was timid and witty, and he probably wouldn't contact Yang Yi again after being threatened by himself once.

For a moment just now, You Xuan really wanted to break into the door, hugged Yang Yi and pressed him against the wall, letting all his indifference and resistance go to hell.

You Xuan was so guilty and afraid that he didn't dare to go against Yang Yi's will by doing so.

Not daring to force it in, You Xuan sat down in the aisle leaning against the wall.

Yang Yi took the time to cook the dumplings.

In order to refit the painting and calligraphy room, the TV had already been dismantled. Yang Yi found a relaxing video on his mobile phone, and he didn't think the screen was too small to watch it while eating.

It took more than 40 minutes to finish this plate of dumplings, and the last few dumplings were too cold.

After dinner, the little prince Yang Yi didn't delay in doing housework, he washed the dishes diligently and collected all the rubbish.He opened the door to go out to throw out the trash, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw a large group of shadows blocking the door.

Yang Yi couldn't say a word, he was silent for a long time before picking up his original plan to throw out the trash, Yang Yi walked along the way not much smoother than a marionette, his mind was blank, he didn't even know how precisely he was Throw out the trash and go home.

You Xuan has lumps and obsessions in his heart, Yang Yi can imagine these, but he can't imagine that You Xuan will sit quietly at the door of his house for several hours.

Yang Yi squatted down in front of You Xuan, trying to soften his tone: "You Xuan, go back."

The door of Yang Yi's house was still open, and the light in the room spilled out, lightly staining half of You Xuan's body.

You Xuan looked at him, just stared at him without speaking, his eyes were lingering and miserable, Yang Yi wondered if his memory was wrong, he was actually a scumbag and abandoned You Xuan, the infatuated little poor man.

"We agreed to celebrate the New Year together." You Xuan said hoarsely, "Don't try to deny it."

You Xuan's voice was terribly hoarse, and he was afraid he was going to get sick.

Yang Yi reached out and touched You Xuan's forehead, only feeling cold, not much of a normal person's body temperature.

"You stayed here until I opened the door?"

"Well, you always come out."

If you come out, you will be soft-hearted, even if you are not soft-hearted, it is impossible to let You Xuan suffer from the cold here.

Yang Yi was dumbfounded. You Xuan had never failed in challenging Yang Yi's surprise.

"Come in." Yang Yi still compromised.

You Xuan jumped up immediately, but he got up too quickly and became dizzy, and fell forward involuntarily. Yang Yi hurriedly stopped him, and You Xuan took Yang Yi into his arms.

The force was too great, Yang Yi couldn't break free, You Xuan seemed to want to rub Yang Yi into his body just like that.

You Xuan misses those days when he could kiss and hug at will, Yang Yi not only never rejects himself, but also responds tenderly to himself.

Now there is nothing, Yang Yi has no emotion at all, and looks like he is being slaughtered by Youxuan, Youxuan clamored out of the pain in his heart, no matter how tightly he hugged him, it would be nothing.

You Xuan let go of Yang Yi and apologized softly, "I'm sorry, did I hurt you?"

Yang Yi shook his head, turned and entered the room.

You Xuan took the things he brought and followed in.

There is no air conditioner in the room, so it is not much warmer than outside, but there is a lamp so that You Xuan can take a good look at Yang Yi.

Yang Yi glanced at the things in You Xuan's hands, and could see that they were all kinds of ingredients, "What kind of food do you want? I've already eaten it, so I can't eat too much now."

You Xuan hurriedly reported the names of several dishes, all of which he selected carefully according to Yang Yi's preferences, but looking at the expressionless Yang Yi, You Xuan didn't know what to eat, "Is there anything you want to eat?"

"Too much." Yang Yi said, "It's just the two of us, just order two dishes."

There is no ready-made rice at home, Yang Yi is standing by the pool washing rice, and You Xuan is watching this figure from behind.

Yang Yi still seems to have lost weight, and he can even see the direction of the bones from his back, and the little flesh that he had raised with great difficulty is gone.

After washing the rice, Yang Yi started to pick up vegetables and wash them.He moved swiftly, and soon washed all the dishes to be used, and the rest was up to You Xuan.

Yang Yi went out of the kitchen, picked up the half of the video he had just watched, and continued to watch. After the video was finished, You Xuan's dishes were ready to be cooked.

There are a lot of tables in Yang Yi's house now, but none of them function as dining tables, and now they can only be used temporarily to clear out all the things on the table.

Yang Yi cleared the table, You Xuan served the dishes and set the bowls, and the two sat down one by one after finishing.You Xuan looked around at Yang Yi's house, the place turned upside down, the original warm and comfortable atmosphere was gone, and it didn't look like a place where people could live for a long time.

"Are...how are you doing recently?" You Xuan asked him, his voice trembling a little.

Yang Yi had already picked up the chopsticks, and upon hearing this, he raised his eyes to look at You Xuan, "It's pretty good."

He spoke too quickly and too politely, without any emotion at all, he would not share with You Xuan any more good things, and would not complain to You Xuan again if there were bad things, You Xuan has been completely excluded by Yang Yi.

Realizing this cruel fact again, You Xuan couldn't say a word that he was going to ease the atmosphere.

The two ate in relative silence.

After the meal, Yang Yi cleaned up and washed the dishes, suggesting that You Xuan could leave.

You Xuan pretended not to understand, and after Yang Yi finished washing the dishes, he told Yang Yi very optimistically about the vigil plan - there would be fireworks at midnight, and it happened that it didn't rain today, so they could go out and have a look together.

Yang Yi didn't speak, but the rejection was obvious enough.

You Xuan suddenly felt powerless, but still couldn't help struggling again: "Only once a year..."

"It's not interesting to read it, You Xuan, you should go back." Yang Yi interrupted him, "I can't keep you here."

You Xuan finally left, drove through the old and new streets, and returned to his cold and unpopular home.

The pot of white palm they raised together is still there, but the leaves are withered and yellow, and it seems that it will hardly last until the beginning of spring.This pot of white palm had already rotted once, Yang Yi discovered it and rescued it long ago, but since Yang Yi moved away, it has gradually lost its vitality.

He is still holding his breath now, but one day he will die completely.

You Xuan re-read the notes that Yang Yi wrote to him in high school, one by one, most of the time Yang Yi wrote only the smallest things, but it was easy to see that he was wholehearted to You Xuan. Trust and affection, even though You Xuan never revealed who he is.

You Xuan was also addicted to this game of exchanging notes, and his mood when he saw Yang Yi was also different, but You Xuan still easily let go of it.

Later, when they reunited in Sanwei many years later, You Xuan recognized Yang Yi in an instant, and all the passion in him was ignited in an instant.Approaching again, slowly probing and confessing who he is, You Xuan easily got Yang Yi's forgiveness, so simple that he himself found it unbelievable.

This time You Xuan has Yang Yi completely.

Yang Yi is good everywhere, he will not get angry because of You Xuan's cross-border behavior, and he will not go after the root cause, what he gives You Xuan is complete trust.

And what You Xuan did, he put himself in a superior position, and then enjoy the thrill of controlling everything as he pleases.He obviously had countless opportunities to rein in the precipice, but he chose to continue letting the deformed beast in his heart go.

You Xuan thinks very highly of himself, playing tricks on others with his arrogance, and now he is finally reaping the fruit of himself, suffering unspeakably.