Kiss the moon

He remembered the day when his overcoat and his scarf had been left on the two chairs, as if they had come together and left together impromptu.

The last time I felt the feeling of heartbeat ignorantly was when Lin Yi, a classmate in the second year of high school, helped him block a basketball that almost hit his head on the court, and took his hand to help him ask for an explanation.

Later, Lin Yi began to take the initiative to give lectures to Gu Xingle, and after the evening self-study, he rode a long way to send Gu Xingle home.Later, Lin Yi confessed his love and Gu Xingle agreed, and the two got together naturally.

Teenagers' feelings are as simple as that.

But young boys who are dazzled by emotions are always prone to do impulsive things.

Like coming out.

Gu Xingle advised him to wait a few times, but Lin Yi desperately wanted to get his parents' approval, and also wanted to quickly make up for Gu Xingle's lack of family through his own parents.

He felt that his parents were considerate, warm and friendly, and would not stop them from being together.

Gu Xingle's mother worked hard all her life, and her biggest wish was for him to be happy, so she didn't object much, and only asked him to protect himself, not to be cheated or hurt.

But Lin Yi's coming out of the closet was met with fierce opposition from his parents.They were able to maintain their rationality and not vent their anger on others, and they never came to trouble Gu Xingle, but they still decided to transfer their son to another school, moved to another city, and cut off all contact between the two.

The last time Lin Yi contacted Gu Xingle was through the class monitor’s QQ and Gu Xingle said: “Ale, I’m sorry, my mother cries every day because of this incident, and I feel like this is because I didn’t fulfill my responsibility as a mother. I can’t Just because I don’t care about my parents’ feelings.”

Since then, Gu Xingle has never been tempted by anyone.He also knew that Lin Yi at that age couldn't do much, and he didn't blame him.

He also wondered if he was not actually gay, but he was immature at the time and didn't know much about love.

But the heartbeat that accelerated when facing Lin Yi at that time was real.In recent years, he has never felt fascinated by any girl, and he has never even thought about the drama of falling in love at first sight.

But ever since he left the bookstore that day, Gu Xingle was beating drums in his heart.

"It would be great if he added me on WeChat"

"Why didn't he add me?"

"I went out in a hurry today, and I didn't tidy it up. I didn't shave my beard. Unlike him, sitting there looks like something. He probably couldn't fall in love with me at first sight."

"Next time, tidy up yourself and go to the bookstore to try your luck. If you meet him again, take the initiative to say hello and ask for his contact information."

Gu Xingle was actually not sure if he fell in love with him like this, but he just couldn't help but want to see him and meet him.

Noticing that the man was about to put on his coat and seemed to be leaving, Gu Xingle hurriedly put the comic book back in his hand and waited at the door of the bookstore.

"Hey, it's you, what a coincidence, we met again."

Seeing the figure in the black down jacket push open the door, Gu Xingle used his poor acting skills to embarrass the scene of the encounter.

The man zipped up his coat, put his hands in his pockets, looked at him, and said, "Excuse me?"

Gu Xingle saw that he didn't remember himself, so he anxiously imitated his actions that day, tapped the corner of his mouth with his index finger, and said, "We met in this store last Sunday, can you still remember?"

"Thinking about it, I seem to have seen it not only in this store." Chen Qingxing nodded, with no attitude in his tone.

"Then... did you see the bookmark with words?" Gu Xingle was anxious to know if the other party didn't see the bookmark or if he saw it and didn't want to add him, so he asked directly.

Unexpectedly, the child would ask directly, and Chen Qingxing also said directly: "I am 33 years old, you should be 20 years old at most, right?"

Although he knew that he must be older than himself, Gu Xingle still didn't expect that the other party was more than ten years older than him. He was stunned for a moment, thinking: "This person looks like he is only 25 or [-] years old."

Chen Qingxing also saw his daze, smiled, turned sideways and prepared to leave beside him.

"Don't go!" Gu Xingle understood what he meant, "You are not as young as you look, and neither am I."

Seeing that the other party stopped moving, he continued to listen to himself. "I look younger, I will be 22 soon, next month."

"It's not a few years younger than I guessed."

"I don't care what time it is, gender is not a problem anymore, age is nothing." Gu Xingle heard the other party's refusal attitude, and said to himself.

"Isn't gender a problem?" Chen Qingxing asked him.

"Of course not," Gu Xingle suddenly remembered the woman he saw that day, "But, but if you are a straight man, then gender is the problem."

Chen Qingxing didn't continue this topic, "It's just that we met by chance two or three times."

"This time is not a chance meeting!" Gu Xingle said hurriedly, "I am waiting for you this time. I have been waiting for five or six days."

Chen Qingxing obviously didn't expect the children to be so straightforward nowadays, and was a little caught off guard, but he quickly recovered, maintaining his demeanor and silence.

Seeing that Chen Qingxing was silent, Gu Xingle didn't know what to say next.

It suddenly occurred to him that he still didn't know the other party's name, "Well, let's not talk about anything else, you already know my name, why don't you tell me yours too?"

"I don't know your name." Chen Qingxing planned to pretend that he hadn't read the bookmark.

Could it be that the woman took the bookmark out of his pocket that day before he saw it?They are so close?

Gu Xingle didn't feel ashamed to ask directly, if they were not in a relationship, it might be a bit abrupt.I have no position to ask such a question.

"Then let me introduce myself," Gu Xingle didn't bother with the bookmark anymore, "My name is Gu Xingle. I'm 22 years old at the end of the year. I'm studying English at University C next to me. I'm graduating in June next year. My mother opened a noodle restaurant in another district. My dad Been dead for decades..."

Seeing that he kept talking more and more about personal privacy, Chen Qingxing had no choice but to say, "Chen Qingxing."

Although he was interrupted, Gu Xingle was quite happy, because he didn't know what else to say. He didn't want to talk about those secret and not so happy past, or he didn't want to be in such a Under the environment, tell him in this way.

"Then we know each other now?" Gu Xingle asked with a smile on his face.

Chen Qingxing nodded. Although he couldn't see any emotion, Gu Xingle thought he was willing, not because he was too thick-skinned.

"Then are you going to have dinner now? How about we go together?" Gu Xingle wanted to strike while the iron was hot.

"No, I have an appointment." Chen Qingxing didn't want this sudden relationship to go any further. The exchange of names was already an accident today. what to say to him.

Without hiding the disappointment on her face, Gu Xingle's tone lost the cheerfulness just now, "Okay, can I leave a contact information?" While talking, he opened his WeChat, "Scan me, my circle of friends sends If you get less, it will definitely not bother you."

Chen Qingxing hesitated for a while, but added him anyway.

After adding friend Gu Xingle, the goal of waiting for so many days was achieved. Chen Qingxing couldn't follow Gu Xingle if he wanted to leave, so he went back to the dormitory to catch up on sleep, and skipped dinner.

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