Kiss the moon

After a long silence, Chen Qingxing began to talk about something related to himself.

"Until my mother got sick, our family's life was ordinary and happy." Chen Qingxing slowly fell into memories, his tone was slow, and Gu Xingle also listened quietly.

"When I was a child, my classmates had a relatively good family situation. There were endless extracurricular books, pocket money every day, and many classmates became friends with me because of extracurricular books."

"My parents never restricted me from reading extracurricular books, and my dad would also follow me to read manga serials. In my education, I also let it take its course. After certain guidance, I let me choose and develop by myself, and never used grades And rank binds me."

"In fact, I can be said to have been freed since I was a child. They gave me freedom to the greatest extent. But since I was a child, I was the so-called child of other people's family. They said that I have good grades, good personality, obedient and sensible. I My parents are also other people's parents, they are open-minded and respect me, and many classmates envy me and my family."

"Successfully entered a key high school, was admitted to a good university, and studied my favorite major."

"It turns out that there is always laughter in our family, and sometimes the whole family sits in the living room, my dad makes tea, my mom reads poetry, and I read my own book."

"At that time, I thought that was the simplest but also the happiest thing."

"But after my mother got sick and went to the hospital, she never had such a happy scene again. Later, my mother left, and my father was also depressed all the time, and he stopped making tea." Chen Qingxing looked down at the Landing on the ground, Gu Xingle held his hand tightly, leaning her head on his shoulder.

Chen Qingxing also squeezed his hand to reassure him, "Later, my relationship didn't go well, and my dad also left. Maybe it's because I lived so smoothly and happily in the past 20 years, God wants to take some back."

"What's wrong with you..." Gu Xingle was afraid that talking too much would arouse his sadness, so he didn't continue.

"After my dad died, I always thought that my life would be like this. No relatives, no lover, repeat the day countless times, and just live like this until I die."

"Lin Musen once complained about me, saying that I look like a stuffy gourd growing on a rainy day. My surroundings are gloomy, and there seems to be a musty smell emanating from it. I almost wrote the words 'negative days' on my face. gone."

"Then there must be something wrong with the perfume he sent." Gu Xingle deliberately looked him up and down with his eyes, "Eh? After staying in the rain for a long time, will mushrooms grow on his head?" Rub it, making Chen Qingxing's hair messy.

Chen Qingxing pulled his hand down, looked at him and said seriously: "Ah Xing, I thought you should be a flower that blooms in the sun before, and my personality like a cloudy and rainy day is not suitable for you. But later, I think you In fact, it is the sun that is bright and warm but not dazzling, and it is the musty smell that comes and goes around me."

Gu Xingle said that Chen Qingxing is the moon that can illuminate him, but Chen Qingxing feels that he is the one who needs to be lit up in a dark corner.

It's strange.Those who grew up through so much hardship became a little sun that can warm others, while those who grew up steadily and smoothly were almost accompanied by dust and gloom all their lives.

After quietly accompanying Chen Qingxing for a while, Gu Xingle wanted to adjust the atmosphere and bring Chen Qingxing back from the heavy memories, "Mr. Chen, I said you can illuminate me, and you said I can illuminate you, so our house is actually two light bulbs." ?"

"Our family?" Chen Qingxing asked him with a smile, keeping his eyes on him, as if wanting him to live in his eyes.

"Cough..." Gu Xingle wanted to be vague and perfunctory, but seeing his seductive and absent-minded eyes looking at him affectionately, he still said what was in his heart: "Yes, from now on, I, you, and my mother , we are a family! A family that supports and understands each other."

"it is good."

Chen Qingxing looked at him, leaned over and approached slowly, Gu Xingle wanted to hide but didn't want to hide, and finally closed his eyes nervously.

Chen Qingxing kissed his forehead lightly, but this kiss did not continue to fall on his lips like those TV dramas Gu Xingle had watched, and what followed was not a gentle and deep kiss.After kissing the forehead, Chen Qingxing backed away.

After closing her eyes and waiting for a while, Gu Xingle quietly opened her eyes before waiting for the expected kiss.As a result, as soon as his eyes opened a slit, he saw Chen Qingxing's upturned mouth and smiling eyes, and he didn't intend to kiss.

Gu Xingle was ashamed and angry, her face flushed red, she let go of her hands, and ran towards the trash can with the trash placed by the bench.

Only then did Chen Qingxing turn on the screen, set the photo he took when Gu Xingle closed his eyes and said "come and kiss me" as his lock screen and wallpaper, picked up his schoolbag and followed.

"Mr. Chen! Hurry up! Look, there are the four teachings that our school is currently practicing." Gu Xingle called Chen Qingxing over there.

"In the past, there were one, two, three, five, six, and seven teachings, but there were no four teachings. Why do you suddenly want to learn the four teachings?" Chen Qingxing and the others joked that the four teachings were "the emperor's teaching building" when they were in school, and smart people can see it.

"It seems that the times are developing and the school is improving. I don't know if I can finish the work when I graduate, but it has nothing to do with me. It is said that it is for the computer department and the mechanical department."

"Alma mater is a place where you will continue to improve and upgrade as soon as you leave."

"Hey, does Mr. Chen know this too? I thought it was a common experience of our generation of students. After all, schools are generally richer than before."

"...Are you trying to emphasize the generation gap between us?"

"Hahahahahaha, isn't it, Mr. Chen, don't be so sensitive~"

"Mr. Chen, look, look, the girl in the dark green woolen coat who is crossing the bridge in front, looks good, right? Let me tell you, she is our grade counselor, she seems to be a postgraduate counselor, and she is in the second year of graduate school. She's a nice person, like our sister."

"Should I seldom lose my temper with you?"

"Yes, yes, how do you know?" Gu Xingle looked at Chen Qingxing, "Is the temperament obvious?"

"You can tell by looking at the clothes."

"Mr. Chen is very careful." The sour taste in Gu Xingle's tone couldn't be more obvious.

"...Didn't you let me watch it?" Chen Qingxing was helpless.

"Hmph!" Gu Xingle walked in another direction with arms folded, and suddenly remembered something, "By the way, I almost forgot, Mr. Chen, when we met at KTV, that good-looking, mature and temperamental person , that girl that Lin Musen tricked me into going to the KTV and left before I could say hello, does she like you?"

"How do you know?" Chen Qingxing gave him another lollipop, and Gu Xingle took it but continued to hold his face.

"You can't hide the affection in your eyes. I saw it both times, and the second time she looked at me was not friendly." Gu Xingle continued, eating candy.

"Lin Musen and I are college classmates, and we have always had a good relationship. That is his sister, two years younger than us. After I broke up with my ex, she confessed to me, but after I refused, I didn't mention it again."

"It turned out to be a story of an infatuated schoolgirl chasing after her senior."

"Mr. Chen is so cruel when he rejects people. It's not easy for her to persist for so long."

"Sometimes obsession really delays people." Chen Qingxing was also helpless when facing Lin Musen's younger sister, Lin Muduo.

Gu Xingle originally wanted to skip this topic, and was about to say that he was a little hungry and wanted to have lunch, when Chen Qingxing's cell phone rang.

Seeing the caller ID "Lin Muduo", Gu Xingle guessed that this was her name.

"Cao Cao came so fast, I'll go to the front and wait for you." After finishing speaking, Gu Xingle was about to go to the front first, but Chen Qingxing took his hand, and he turned around and said, "Although I am a rival in love, I think you should avoid talking to each other for a while." It is more appropriate, after all, she is a girl, she should be respected."

"No, I'm not going to answer this call. I can't say clearly on the phone. I'll find some time to talk to her face to face. You can go with me." Chen Qingxing hung up the phone, and opened his circle of friends to show Gu Xingle.

There is only one photo, which was taken last night when Gu Xingle was lying in his arms, closing his eyes and acting like a spoiled child through drinking. It captured the elongated shadows of the two of them under the lights in the parking lot. coming."

When Gu Xingle saw the photo, he took his mobile phone over, clicked to open the photo and exited, opened and exited again, looked and looked again, and finally long-pressed to send it to himself, took out his mobile phone to save the photo, and sent it to him again. Chen Qingxing liked this circle of friends.

"Mr. Chen actually posted Moments, and you didn't tell me. I haven't opened Moments recently."

"I'm very happy, so I want to tell everyone. I also have to label myself as 'the owner' earlier, so that my boyfriend can feel at ease." Chen Qingxing pinched his face, "Are you hungry? Let's go have lunch."

After speaking, he took his hand and walked along the sidewalk to the school gate. Gu Xingle followed him with a blushing face.

There were still some students in the school who hadn't finished the exam week, so the two of them walked on the road holding hands and attracted the attention of some passers-by, but fortunately, they were not malicious.

But when he was about to reach the school gate, Gu Xingle saw a person walking from the direction of the school gate.

"Damn, I can meet you any day today." Gu Xingle said in a low voice when he saw Wang Jie walking towards him.

Not wanting to meet him and affect his good mood today, Gu Xingle wanted to drag Chen Qingxing around.

But the plague god cannot escape.

"Ale? Why are you here?" Wang Jie had already seen him and walked over quickly.

"Don't call me that, I'm not familiar with you." Gu Xingle replied angrily.

Wang Jie wasn't angry either, and asked him, "Have you changed your boyfriend? Where's your roommate?"

"It's none of your business, get out of here." It was impossible for Gu Xingle to have a nice tone to him.

"I'm leaving now. I won't disturb you. It's no more convenient to 'do' anything outside than in the dormitory, but be careful!" Wang Jie smiled ambiguously, walked around them and continued on.

It's not that Gu Xingle is mean, it's that Wang Jie is a person who makes it difficult for people to show a good attitude.

During the freshman military training performance, Wang Jie from the department next door came out on stage after singing a song, and started pursuing Gu Xingle the next day.He also went around saying things like "Oh, I'm very gay, Gu Xingle must like men too", "Gu Xingle and I are too good for each other".

Although Gu Xingle did not intend to hide her sexual orientation, the feeling of coming out voluntarily and passively revealing it are still different.

Moreover, Wang Jie changed his rhetoric after running into trouble with Gu Xingle several times, talking nonsense with people everywhere.

"I can't help it. Some people are close to the water, so I have to bless them."

"He seems to be interested in me, but I can't do this kind of cuckolding for others, it's immoral"

"It's his roommate, whose surname seems to be Liu. It's sweet that they stick together every day. Living together in the dormitory saves the money to open a room."

"Gu must be number 0. He sometimes walks in an unnatural way, haven't you noticed? I bet he must be the one below"

Once he was talking nonsense with others in the toilet again, and Gu Xingle caught him, and then pushed him into the urinal and beat him severely.While beating, he scolded: "You're so fucking good, why don't you get beaten by a number zero like me, how does it taste, does it taste good, does it smell good!"

The people next to him who wanted to start a fight were also frightened by Gu Xingle's chaotic style of play, but the damage value cannot be underestimated, and they dared not step forward.

I don't know if he was afraid of being beaten, but then he slowly stopped.But it has been a few years since freshman to senior year, and when Wang Jie and Gu Xingle meet on the road, he will still deliberately disgust Gu Xingle, as if to show his presence.

Gu Xingle and Chen Qingxing held hands and walked towards Shunyuan's home cooking. After they turned a corner, Wang Jie let go of his clenched fists, turned around and continued walking towards the school.

Although Wang Jie told others that Gu Xingle and Liu Dajie were a couple, he knew that they were not a couple.He knew it when he fell in love with Gu Xingle at first sight in the corridor of the teaching building.

There was a certain gay scene in college, and he was gossiping like that to make people think they were together.He felt that in this way, others would not provoke Gu Xingle.

In the past few years, Gu Xingle has not been in love, nor has Wang Jie.Although Gu Xingle didn't want to be with him, he wasn't with anyone else either.Wang Jie always felt that he still had a chance.

In fact, apart from his cheap mouth, Wang Jie is very good, with outstanding looks, excellent grades, and obvious height advantage. Some people have confessed to him in the past few years.But in the past few years, he has been thinking about Gu Xingle in his heart.

He felt that Gu Xingle didn't want to come out, but he was too impulsive and naive at the time.He didn't shut up and made Gu Xingle's sexual orientation public, and said those exaggerated things, which made Gu Xingle hate himself so much.

But after such a long time, he felt that he was mature enough. Recently, he was even thinking about how to seriously apologize to Gu Xingle and confess his confession again seriously when taking graduation photos.

But at this moment, he saw Gu Xingle holding someone else's hand and walking in the school without any shyness.

Wang Jie felt that he was deceived, abandoned, and even——

Betrayed.