Kiss the moon

Lying on the bed, Gu Xingle began to use his brain after posting today's broadcast content, wondering if there was any other way to chase Chen Qingxing.

Such things as stalking and stalking must not be done, and Gu Xingle doesn't bother to do it.But it's too passive to just sit on the sidelines and wait for a rabbit, and it doesn't fit Gu Xingle's proactive personality.But he couldn't think of any other way for a while, so Gu Xingle decided to take the initiative first.

"Good morning! Remember to eat breakfast~"

"I'm full of classes today, are you busy with work? You have to take a good rest at noon, so you can work mentally in the afternoon."

“There is crock pot soup in the cafeteria tonight, which is very delicious”

"My roommate chased the girl and bought a complete set of "The Complete Book of Changes", and he had to write a note and send it by himself. You said that if he can catch up with someone like this, does Yuelao fall asleep?"

"Ding! Your broadcast assistant is online!"

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Gu Xingle began to use WeChat to brush up his presence every day. Although Chen Qingxing didn't answer a single punctuation mark, he didn't get blocked, so Gu Xingle felt that this method was feasible.

After a few days of busy work, it finally came to the weekend, and Gu Xingle brought a bunch of homework to the Lost Joy Bookstore.I am going to drink milk tea and blow on the air conditioner while doing my homework in the reading area, and I will wait for the rabbit by the way.

I haven't seen Chen Qingxing for a few days, and Gu Xingle misses him a lot.

Sure enough, after six o'clock in the evening, Chen Qingxing entered the bookstore wearing casual clothes.Gu Xingle watched him walk towards a bookshelf, took down a thick-bound book, and walked towards the reading area.

"He must often come to the bookstore to read books, and he is as familiar as his own study."

Seeing that Chen Qingxing was approaching, Gu Xingle lowered his head guiltily to avoid meeting his gaze.But in my heart, I still hope that he can't find a vacant seat elsewhere, maybe I can share the table with him again.

But at this point in time, there are still a lot of vacancies.Gu Xingle's expectations were also dashed.Chen Qingxing took a seat not far away, facing Gu Xingle sideways.

Chen Qingxing took off his coat, and he was wearing a gray sweater with a simple letter logo on the back.Gu Xingle saw him sitting on the front part of the chair, with his back straight, his head lowered, reading a book seriously, his side profile was so beautiful that it made people's heart beat, of course, it was mainly Gu Xingle's heart.

Focusing on Chen Qingxing from the corner of her eye, Gu Xingle opened "The Moon and Sixpence" and began to read.His book report hasn't been written yet.

He originally wanted to read the English version first, but after reading a few chapters, he hastily opened the Chinese version. His hands were trembling while turning the pages, and he accidentally tore a corner of a page of the book.After hastily flipping through the general content of each chapter, Gu Xingle put down the book dejectedly, staring forward blankly, unable to figure out the messy thoughts in his mind.

If someone looked at him at this time, they could see that his expression was solemn, his brows were furrowed, his eyes were fixed, and his lips were tightly closed.His face looked a little flustered and a little sad.

Chen Qingxing, who had seen Gu Xingle when he approached the reading area, glanced at him at this moment, and immediately saw that something was wrong with him.He didn't hide his expression like before and quietly looked at himself, sitting there with a distraught expression on his face.

Chen Qingxing looked at his desk. There were only two open copies of "The Moon and Sixpence" on the desk. The mobile phone was not on the desk. The schoolbag and coat were placed on another chair.But judging by his expression, it really doesn't seem like the content of the book made him like this.

"Hi, may I ask what's wrong with you?" Chen Qingxing didn't know if he was feeling sick, so he walked over and asked.

Gu Xingle was awakened from deep meditation by Chen Qingxing, and looked towards the source of the voice.

What broke into Chen Qingxing's eyes was Gu Xingle's confused and injured eyes. His eyes were filled with unshed tears, his eye rims and nose were red, and his powerless hands on the table were slightly clenched.

"No, I'm not uncomfortable." Gu Xingle replied absent-mindedly, forgetting that he was still in the bookstore for a moment, and spoke a little louder, attracting some people around to look over.

"In the bookstore, can some people speak in a lower voice." A girl next to Gu Xingle said.

Gu Xingle regained consciousness, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm leaving now." After speaking, he hurriedly walked towards the door without taking anything.Seeing him like this, Chen Qingxing took Gu Xingle and his own things and followed him.

After going out, Chen Qingxing grabbed Gu Xingle and handed him the jacket, "The temperature difference between indoor and outdoor is big, put on your clothes first."

Gu Xingle seemed to be thinking about something, but there was no response, so Chen Qingxing had no choice but to put it on him.

After putting on his coat, Gu Xingle walked forward on his own. Chen Qingxing followed him a step or two behind him, fearing that he would have an accident on the road alone.

After Gu Xingle walked out of the store, he walked straight forward. He bumped into passers-by several times in the bustling crowd on the weekend. After helping Gu Xingle who almost fell to the ground for the third time, Chen Qingxing stepped forward and walked side by side with him, taking him away from the crowd. Be careful with passers-by.

Chen Qingxing didn't have the habit of asking about unfamiliar people and things.There is still time tonight, and he is not in a hurry to go home. Chen Qingxing plans to follow him first to avoid accidents.Even with unfamiliar people, Chen Qingxing did not hesitate to show his kindness.

The two walked through the bustling shopping plaza, and when they had to cross the road, Chen Qingxing held Gu Xingle's wrist and walked over the overpass or underpass.Chen Qingxing thought he was going back to school, but Gu Xingle walked further and further away from school.

It was getting later and later, and Gu Xingle was tired from walking all the way, so he sat down on a bench by a lake.

"Mr. Chen, you said, he is going to chase his moon. No one can stop him, and my mother didn't think about stopping him, but why didn't she leave us a sixpence? At the house of some relatives Borrowing a large amount of foreign debt, does he think highly of our orphans and widows?"

Chen Qingxing didn't speak, but sat beside him quietly.

"Did he never think about how my mother would live with a two-year-old me after he left. Or, it's not that he didn't think about it, but he just didn't care."

Seeing him shivering from the cold, Chen Qingxing took off his scarf and handed it to him.

Gu Xingle took it and wrapped it in his hands, not around his neck. "After he left home suddenly, he called my mother and said that he wanted to learn from Smalan and chase the moon."

"My mother is not educated. I don't know who he is talking about. She always thought that he went to seek refuge with some writer. She thought that he sold the house and everything that could be sold at home because the writer was very expensive to take apprentices."

"He patted his ass to chase the moon, but made us suffer for many years in order to survive."

It was cold at night, and the wind made Gu Xingle's nose runny, so he sniffed, "Do you think my mother would find it ridiculous if she knew that the person he wanted to imitate was a character in a novel?"

"If I knew that he only learned how others abandoned their wives and children, but didn't learn how others left the house, but didn't leave a penny to the family, would my mother tell me not to blame him?"

Chen Qingxing was still silent, and Gu Xingle was also silent.

The street lights on the shore were on, and there were ripples on the lake, and the dead grass and trees were blown by the wind.The wind at night was cold and sharp, so strong that Gu Xingle wanted to cry.

"Cry if you want, I wear earphones." After speaking, Chen Qingxing took out the earphones from his pocket, turned on the player and started listening to the song.

Gu Xingle took the tissue from Chen Qingxing, endured it for a while and saw no one was passing by, and then slowly began to cry in a low voice.

He seldom cried since he could remember, whether it was other children laughing at him and bullying him for not having a father, watching his mother get injured and sick in order to earn money to support the family, or breaking up with Lin Yi suddenly, he never cried.

Because he knows that it is more important to accept the reality as soon as possible than shed tears.There are many people in this world who spend all their energy just to survive, and crying is a luxury that consumes time and energy and is completely useless.

But today, he realized that all the hardships he and his mother had suffered over the years were all because of that man who wanted to learn how to chase the moon.It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.He actually just wanted to laugh, but it was the first time he wanted to cry so much.

After a while, the crying gradually subsided, and Gu Xingle gradually calmed down after using up two packs of tissues.

Seeing him slowing down, Chen Qingxing handed over his mobile phone. "It vibrated in the schoolbag for a while, and I took it out. Your mother called you a few times."

Gu Xingle took a few deep breaths, and then called back.

"Mom, I was just taking a shower."

"The final exam is coming soon, and the task is heavy recently, so I won't be back this week."

"I have seen the weather forecast, don't worry."

"Well, you go to bed early, too."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Xingle turned to look at Chen Qingxing, "I'm sorry for keeping you so late, it's almost ten o'clock."

"It's okay, I don't have work tonight." Chen Qingxing took off his earphones while talking.

Gu Xingle noticed his movements, "Can you hear my voice with headphones..."

"Not noise canceling headphones."

"Okay. Well, it's late, let's go back. But... where is this?"

"Lake Lin."

"We've come so far, let's go."

"Take a taxi, it's too late to walk back." Chen Qingxing stood up.

Gu Xingle also stood up, reaching out to take her schoolbag, "Okay, I'll call a taxi. Shall we...together?"

"I'll get it, let's go to the side of the road first."

"Put your scarf on, your sweater collar is low." Gu Xingle reached out and handed Chen Qingxing's scarf over.

Chen Qingxing shook his head, but didn't take it, "Come around."

"I don't need it, the turtleneck sweater my mother bought for me..."

Before Gu Xingle finished speaking, Chen Qingxing came over and wrapped the scarf around his neck, "Let's go."

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