coward

The winter sun sprinkled on Li Xiluo's body, was thrown off by him on the skateboard and chased after him, and finally landed lightly on his hooded black sweater.

He is nimble on his feet, flamboyantly flying on a skateboard, and his brows and eyes are full of arrogance, freedom and vigor.When the children clapped, he would fly past them and touch their hands, causing another howl.

That's it, he is always so fresh and dazzling.Wherever you go, there is a wave of welcome.

very handsome.Li Qinghe thought.

The handsome one thinks so too.

Li Xiluo was stepping on the skateboard and begging the heavens to let him play hard.

"Ouch! I almost stepped on the empty board."

"Fuck, it's me! This inward jump! This one-handed flip! Handsome!"

"Fuck, this jumping posture is perfect!"

Li Xiluo jumped over a row of stone benches with the board, the skateboard turned over and over again in the air, and finally he stepped on the skateboard firmly, slid backwards and whistled to the group of children sitting on the side.

It's so fucking coquettish.

The children screamed and clapped their hands.

"My brother is so handsome!"

"Wow! You jumped so high!"

"Brother, I want to play too!"

Li Xiluo glanced at the entrance of the small square.It quickly accelerated and flew over there, then circled around the person twice, the tail of the board rubbed against each other, and stopped in front of the person in a cool pose after half a circle.

Li Xiluo smiled and looked at the person in front of him: "Are you handsome?"

Li Qinghe looked at Li Xiluo in a daze: "Handsome." Then he smiled embarrassedly.

But Li Qinghe couldn't laugh anymore, because Li Xiluo was staring at him.

Li Xiluo pushed the skateboard towards Li Qinghe, suddenly remembered something and immediately fished it back.

"Wait." He glared at Li Qinghe and stepped on the skateboard to the west of the small square without saying a word.

Li Qinghe saw what he took out of his pocket and gave it to the group of children.

It's sugar.

The children looted.

Li Xiluo flew back again.He held the skateboard in his hand and called out to Li Qinghe.

Li Qinghe looked angrily at him walking in front, and the sound of the buttons of his overalls hitting the skateboard was full of dissatisfaction.

He walked ahead, led Li Qinghe to find a small flower bed and sat down.

Li Qinghe still didn't understand why he was angry.

"What's going on with you?!" Li Xiluo glared at him.

Li Qinghe remembered that he was still covered with injuries.His arms were wrapped in his coat, and his face couldn't be covered with bruises or bruises.

"Ah." Li Qinghe couldn't find any reason, so he responded sullenly.

"Ah what? I asked you what's going on!" Li Xiluo felt annoyed when he saw him and didn't say anything.Originally, I turned my face to see a familiar figure, but when I looked forward, my face was full of injuries. Damn it!Why is this kid always being beaten? !

"It's almost over, don't..."

angry.

"What a winter melon!" Li Xiluo glared at him.

"..."

"Come here." Seeing that he was still standing, Li Xiluo said calmly.

Li Qinghe was still thinking about how to tell Li Xiluo, but he lowered his head and didn't sit down in time.

Li Xiluo stretched out his hand to pull him, and accidentally bumped into something, Li Qinghe let out a muffled groan.

"Fuck! What's wrong? Where are the injuries?"

"It's gone, it's gone..." Li Qinghe hastily denied.In his heart, he didn't want Li Xiluo to see him in a mess.

How much he wanted to stand in front of him decently.

"What the hell are you talking about!" Li Xiluo stretched out his hand to grab Li Qinghe's arm, but his hand held back.He pulled Li Qinghe to him, clamped Li Qinghe's leg with his legs, and hooped him between his legs.

"do not move!"

Li Qinghe didn't move, his whole body froze.The legs were pulled back hard, and the waist and abdomen suddenly felt cold.

When Li Qinghe sat on the small bench while eating, Wu Guang laughed when he grinned his teeth in pain. At that time, he wanted to laugh and was in pain, but now he can't feel the pain.

It's so unreal.He was still in a coma last time like this, but he probably could have imagined what it was like, but after all he didn't face Li Xiluo directly, and now he was standing in front of Li Xiluo soberly, everything at the moment made him avoid Inevitable.

Li Xiluo couldn't tell how he felt now.Pushing away Li Qinghe's clothes again, he saw his blood-oozing gauze, beside those old scars, ugly, severe, terrifying, and fragile.

He stretched out his hand and lightly touched the fair skin full of winding and raised scars, and the person in his arms trembled.

Li Xiluo felt that his skin was very hot, and his fingertips hurt from the heat.He has lived for 20 years, and he has never felt this way. It is different from the feeling of powerlessness that he was forced by his family, and also different from the feeling that he was treated as a substitute. If you have to say what it feels like, then...

"Damn! Who the hell is that?!" Li Xiluo roared, he only felt that the fire in his chest was about to burn, which made him feel irritable, angry, and at the same time, there was an unspeakable feeling.That kind of emotion spread rapidly, even though he couldn't see it at all, it ignited the fire in an instant.

"It's... my dad. I had a fight with him last night." Li Qinghe pretended to be relaxed with his voice trembling. His voice died in the wind, and he wondered if Li Xiluo could hear it.Really, the apparently not deep wound was tearing and hurting amidst Li Xiluo's roar, and it affected every nerve in the whole body.The pain of the knife piercing into the flesh and blood was replayed over and over again, and it was so twisted that he could hardly breathe.

"Brother Luo..."

Suddenly Li Qinghe felt that the sky and the earth were spinning, and the sudden touch made him panic.

The cold wind hit his waist, but there was a small piece of scalding heat.

Li Qinghe looked at the head lying on his waist, hesitated for a long time and then gently put his hand on it.

Li Xiluo felt that he should be more angry.

Angry at a father beating his child like that.

Angry at his father's brutality.

Angry why he was injured all over again.

Angry about why a child should be hurt like this.

Why do angry adults control their happiness, anger, well-being, and even habits.

Angry, why should they suffer this.

Angry why they are different from other kids.

He was also angry with Li Qinghe for letting him fight.

Stupid stuff.

Anger was about to consume him.

But when he held the trembling body in his arms, he found that he was more distressed.

It's sympathy.

It is lingering.

It was the instinct to hold him in his arms to block the bone-eating pain.

Instinctively, I want to give him a hand.

You can't get hurt, just can't.

But he doesn't seem to be like this...

There were times when certain emotions ran wild in his chest and made him feel panicked.

"If you dare to get hurt again, you just wait to be beaten!" Li Xiluo said harsh words and let go.

Li Xiluo didn't explain a word.

Crossed the line.

He didn't look back and walked forward, but he paid attention to the footsteps behind him, and he was relieved to make sure that he followed.

When they passed by a breakfast stall on the street, Li Xiluo stopped and asked him, "Have you eaten yet?" His voice was a little hoarse, mixed with the white smoke from the small stall, making Li Qing and There is a feeling of unreality.

He suddenly remembered that he wanted to ask Li Xiluo why he didn't go home for the New Year.

"Eat." He quickly replied.

"If you have nothing to do, come in and eat with me." Before Li Qinghe could respond, Li Xiluo stepped into the small shop.

Li Qinghe was stunned at the door, turned around and went in with Li Xiluo.

The shop is not big, except for a few tables outside, there are a few more in the house, all against the wall.

In winter, few people would like to eat breakfast outside with the wind blowing, and they all want to squeeze into the house to keep warm.

It was already past dinner time, and an uncle in pajamas was sitting in the shop drinking hot pepper soup. The proprietress occupied a table and pointed his son's head to do math problems, gnashing her teeth.The boss was frying deep-fried dough sticks outside the door, and it was rare for him to be leisurely.

There was no one else.

Li Xiluo took a bowl of millet porridge and sat down at a cleaner table.

It's almost Chinese New Year, and there are few customers. The boss just wanted to close the door to pack up his things and go back to his hometown. A tall young man came here, so he was not in a hurry to leave.

The two sat dryly, Li Xiluo took a spoon and stirred the millet porridge in a circle, and the two of them fell silent again.

Li Qinghe stared at Li Xiluo's hand pinching the spoon, and asked after a long while, "You...why didn't you go home?"

Li Xiluo paused while stirring the porridge, and coughed: "I... don't plan to go back."

"Ah?" Li Qinghe was really surprised, and thinking about the situation of Li Xi's falling home, he opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.

"I'm back home, and no one can expect to have a good year. Forget it, let them live." Li Xiluo said lightly, without any sadness or joy, as if he was talking about the day of the week.

"You, live here?" Li Qinghe asked again.I regret it after asking.For Li Xiluo, he knew himself very well, and he had to bury it.He knew that was impossible.

But sometimes Li Xiluo's actions always make him flustered.Li Xiluo is a hot and dazzling fire, then he is that ugly, shriveled moth.

Knowing that it was impossible, she couldn't help but pounce on him and get close to him.

He was afraid that his dirty thoughts would be exposed, so he had to be careful, but he wanted to burn himself in flames.After all, it is suffering.

"Well, it's just the small hotel to the north of the auto repair shop." Li Xiluo took a sip of the soup and frowned: "Boss, did you add sugar?"

"Oops! I forgot, by the way, by the way."

Li Xiluo sighed.

"Hey, why don't young people like sugar now? Back then we had to ask the boss to add more sugar!" The boss took fried dough sticks from the pot and stood at the door talking to them.

"So you're the owner of the breakfast shop now?"

The boss was delighted when he heard Li Xiluo's accent.

"Yo, young man from the Northeast?" the boss asked.

Li Xiluo was helpless, and finally said "ah".

The boss became excited when he heard it: "Where is the Northeast? I'm from Jilin."

"Liaoning. Boss, are you ready for my steamed stuffed bun!" Li Xiluo said before the boss wanted to sit down and chat with him.

"Hey, it's coming, it's coming!" The boss forgot that there were steamed buns for a while, and hurried to the inside.As expected, he was scolded by the proprietress.

Li Xiluo sighed and drank the porridge.

Li Qinghe rolled his eyes.

"Laughing, laughing, I'm most afraid of people asking me where I am. Especially when I meet that bump." Li Xiluo said with a suppressed voice as the small shop only had such a small space.

In fact, Li Xiluo didn't know where he was from, anyway, he just stayed there.

It doesn't matter.it's the same.

Now I don't think it's a big deal.

It's not the same if it's different.

Li Xiluo tried her best to hide herself, but couldn't stand the enthusiasm of the boss, so she dragged Li Qinghe away before the boss sat down to chat with him.

Halfway through the run, I remembered that the skateboard had fallen into the small shop, and hurried back.

The two walked back and couldn't help laughing.

"Fuck, what the hell is going on." Li Xiluo laughed and cursed, then dragged Li Qinghe to the boss's shop.

The boss is waiting at the door with a board.

"Hey, I said, why are you leaving in such a hurry, you forgot everything. My son also likes to play with this thing. I will go back to my hometown tomorrow. Come back later, Shiliu." The boss waved to them.

"Ah. Alright!" Li Xiluo responded while waving her hands.

The two walked unhurriedly, Li Qinghe would never take the initiative to talk to Li Xiluo if he didn't speak.

After walking for a while, Li Xiluo asked, "What are you going to do in the future?"

Li Qinghe understood Li Xiluo's off-key words.

"I don't know." Li Qinghe shook his head.

"When he stabbed me, I turned away. He probably thought I was going to die. I don't know, maybe we won't see each other for a while."

"Where do you live?" Li Xiluo asked him with a frown.

"My brother's there."

"The one in the auto repair shop?"

"Ah."

The two stopped talking and walked along the street.

"Is it that Yuanshun auto repair shop?" Li Xiluo suddenly asked, remembering something.

"Ah, yes." Li Qinghe was taken aback by his sudden question.

As they walked forward, Li Qinghe was full of conflicts.

"What are you thinking about?" Seeing him in a daze, Li Xiluo couldn't help but say.

"En." Li Qinghe responded softly, feeling very confused.

what am i thinking

Think most afraid of what you know.

I can't think of it.

With their minds churning, the two walked along the street to the auto repair shop.

"Can I go in and have a look?"

"Would you like to go in and have a look?"

The two spoke at the same time, and the world was once again embarrassed.

"Hey, do you want me to go in so much? Seeing the parents so soon? Actually, I really want to go and see." Li Xiluo tugged at [-] million.

Li Qinghe stopped talking and turned his neck stiffly.

Fuck, what are you flirting with?

Li Xiluo secretly supported his forehead.

Think again: I can't blame me for being thin-skinned.

After throwing the pot away with great peace of mind, Li Xiluo went to the auto repair shop.

Walking in is no different than any other small car repair shop.There was also a van parked inside, the front cover was removed, all kinds of wrenches and pliers were piled up on the ground, and there was a large pool of engine oil on the ground.

Li Xiluo walked inside!There are also two locomotives.Li Xiluo gently lifted the black cloth covering a corner.It's not new, but the various accessories are not bad, and it looks like it was assembled by myself.

"Cool."

"" Very cool! ’ he added at the end.

Going east is a small room, with a construction site wind.

The concrete floor and the walls are also painted with irregular patterns, casual and individual.The colors collide, dark and bright, full of cool feeling will overflow the wall.There is also a steel-welded scaffolding in the corner next to it, and the other wall inside is a half-painted wall painting, Chinese style.It's not great, but it's really neat.

There are several skateboards hanging on one of the walls, in several formats.There are two boards that are rubbing against each other badly, and it looks like a veteran.

Several sandpaper selections that look relatively new are also very eye-catching.

A basketball hoop was actually installed on the wall next to it, with a net attached to it with thin iron chains.

Li Xiluo jumped to shoot, the basketball hit the net, and the sound of the iron chain hitting made him excited.

"Damn, awesome."

This is Li Xiluo's feeling after seeing the inside of the real car repair shop.

"The boss did it?" Li Xiluo asked.

"No, my brother brought a few employees to pretend. The boss will come and see if he has nothing to do."

"Fuck, your brother is awesome."

Li Qinghe just laughed.

After wandering around for a long time, Li Xiluo discovered that there is even a small kitchen!It is very clean, and the various spaces are perfectly utilized, and all the counters are covered with tiles.A triangular cupboard was built in one corner of the wall, and a gas stove was placed on it.On the other side are waist-high desks, patterned tiles, which have a different style.The space is small but very comfortable.

"Damn, your brother forcibly lived his life as an ideal."

Li Qinghe dug out his brother's tea and made a pot of tea.

Li Xiluo was delighted when he saw it.

The teapot is stainless steel.The most important thing is that this fucking welded by himself!Even with a few small teacups!The workmanship is very fine, the traces of welding are very small, and the edges are carefully polished.

Awesome!

Besides, Li Xiluo couldn't say anything.

Li Xiluo drank some tea when she heard the sound of parking outside.

"Your brother?" Li Xiluo asked.

"Well, it's quite early to come back." Li Qinghe got up.

"Qinghe, come and eat!"

As soon as Li Xiluo got up, a male voice came from outside, echoing in the workshop, it wasn't very real, but it was slightly deep.

The two of them came out, and Li Xiluo saw that the person outside was fiddling with the small table.He looked tall, with a cropped head, and just took off his coat, and was now wearing a thin jacket.The collar is half upright, and only the high bridge of the nose can be seen when the head is lowered.

"Brother, you are back."

Wu Guang raised his head.

"Hold!"

"My grass!"

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