coward

The corridor was very long, Li Qinghe watched the person in front of him leave without looking back, he gritted his teeth, tried his best to suppress the soreness in his eyes, and entered the sixth class.

Gu Yiwei was not there and went to the infirmary.Li Qinghe sat in a daze on the seat, his right hand placed between his body and the wall trembled slightly.

The teachers were in a meeting, and the fight just now hadn't been revealed.All the students in the class were reciting short essays, Li Qinghe held the book in both hands, shook his lips, and couldn't make a sound.After half a class, the teacher entered the classroom.In the last two quarters of English, he was called up to recite the essay to correct his mistakes, his mouth opened, mist filled his eyes, and he finally lowered his head.

Li Qinghe was asked to stand outside the classroom.

Across a wall, there is a high learning atmosphere in the classroom, and the cold and sad in the corridor.A teacher walked by to look at him, and he buried his head even lower.

Li Xiluo must know.

Maybe he already knew.

Li Qinghe was holding the book in his hand, the paper was wrinkled and broken under his hands, like dry and rotten leaves, waiting to be decomposed, unable to escape destruction.

How should he tell Li Xiluo?

What would Li Xiluo think?

How to do?

The torment and pain of the passage of time made Li Qinghe think that he would never be able to endure today's mints anymore.

In the fifth self-study class, Li Qinghe was called to the office by the English teacher.

The English teacher is a serious and kind person in class, excellent and sincere.As long as there is no class, the folds of the eyelids are full of lovely kindness.

Faced with all the questions from the English teacher, Li Qinghe gritted his teeth and shook his head gently.

"It's okay, there will indeed be some emotions when the college entrance examination is approaching, just adjust it slowly, let's go back first."

Li Qinghe thanked him, turned around and left the office, passed by the door of Class [-], couldn't hold back, looked up at Li Xiluo who was by the window at the back door.

As soon as he looked up, he saw Li Xiluo was also looking at him, with no expression on his face, as if he inadvertently raised his head and glanced out, and then looked down at someone who had nothing to do with him.

Li Qinghe's eyes widened even more.

After class, everyone was busy grabbing food, Li Qinghe saw Li Xiluo from a distance, and followed him.

Although there are countless people in the middle.

Suddenly Li Xiluo said something to the people next to him, turned his head, and walked towards Li Qinghe.

He stood in front of Li Qinghe, neither of them spoke, Li Qinghe looked up at him, still a little confused.

"Look at that! You can't take two steps to eat?" Li Xiluo finished speaking and dragged him to the restaurant.

He dragged Li Qinghe to sit on Zhao Xin's seat in class eight.

Chen Jingyue turned around and saw Zhao Xin sitting behind Xi Qiu.

Several people had already brought two meals for Li Xiluo as promised. Li Xiluo pushed the person down, got up to fill a bowl of soup, and placed it in front of Li Qinghe with a "boom".

The bosses of Shuai Zhatian Batian watched the two of them slip away, and finally ate in silence.

Several people completed the most quiet and weird lunch in history.

Back in the dormitory, the curtains have been drawn, it is warm and soft, revealing the warmth from the outside.

Li Xiluo unzipped his jacket and threw the clothes on the bed, only wearing a white T.

Li Qinghe stood by and looked at Li Xiluo who was sitting on the bed.

Li Xiluo stretched her legs, "Speak."

Li Qinghe opened his mouth, but before he could speak, Wang Haochuan slammed the door open, "Super help! Use shampoo!"

Li Xiluo gritted her teeth, "Use it with wool! You have already used it up! Get out!"

Wang Haochuan pouted his head like a large animal, and his water droplets dripped on the floor, which made Li Xiluo upset.Li Xiluo took out a bucket of shampoo from the cabinet and threw it to him, "Get lost!"

After the person left, he locked the door again, took out a math paper from the cabinet, pasted the small piece of glass at the door, and sat on the bed again.

Li Xiluo waited for someone to speak.

Li Qinghe bowed his head, "I'm sorry."

"I want to hear this?" Li Xiluo's voice was very low, cool and cold.

Li Qinghe stopped talking, and used his brain to think about what to say.

"Li Qinghe." Li Xiluo looked at the young man in front of him, "Do you really like me?"

Hearing this, Li Qinghe's eyes widened. Tears slipped from his eyes, soaking a piece of crow's feathers. "I like it!...I like it." He raised his voice dejectedly, as if sand had been poured into his throat, hoarse and deep , and finally dimmed.

Seeing that Li Xiluo was silent, Li Qinghe squatted down anxiously, "No... no, listen to me, okay? You trust me..."

"Have you ever liked someone before?" Li Xiluo asked.

Li Qinghe raised his head, his eyes were eager and complicated, tears fell on the floor with a "slap".

He wanted Li Xiluo to hug him and kiss him.

He tentatively took Li Xiluo's hand, seeing that Li Xiluo didn't hide, he gently kissed his fingertips.

The trembling lips fell hot, and Li Xiluo's heart trembled, "Qinghe, tell me, okay?"

Li Qinghe bit his lip, trembling, shook his head, tears streaming down his face.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, just tell me." Li Xiluo hugged Li Qinghe gently, and kissed the corner of his eyes.

"Don't be afraid."

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In his freshman year of high school, Li Qinghe was still a dwarf, withdrawn and silent, with gloom all over his body.

He ate alone every day, and he didn't talk too much in class discussions, which made those who tried to get close feel boring and worthless. He was in the key class, but he was in the last few, just like the classmates he bought.

There is Li Qinghe in class six, who is silent and inconspicuous.

The class is renewed every semester, and the fittest survives, so the top few in other classes always have to compare with him.Of course, Li Qinghe didn't do better than others in every exam, so some unnecessary troubles and troubles always surrounded him.

Li Qinghe was very helpless, but he could only be helpless.

I don't know how to provoke someone.

When Li Qinghe was walking in the corridor, he would bump into Li Qinghe from the side, sometimes he would sneer, and sometimes he would twitch his lips and say sorry, as soon as he said sorry, the people next to him would laugh.He left a few not-so-nice words and left.

baffling.

Li Qinghe kept his face flat, waiting for the person to leave, what to do.

But that person always played tricks on him. When he went to the bathroom, he would block the door outside to prevent Li Qinghe from coming out. He would let him out when the bell rang, screwed off the table screws, knocked over the dinner plate, laughed face to face and behind his back, besieged and pushed, Li Qinghe didn't understand what they meant.

Until one day, the man told him that he liked him and wanted to make friends with him.

Li Qinghe was dumbfounded at the time, and opened his mouth slightly in surprise.

Li Qinghe said that he was a boy just like him.

He smiled and said nothing, and pinched Li Qinghe's face severely.

He said that he was gay, and he felt that he fell in love with Li Qinghe. He also said that Li Qinghe was gay at first glance, and he touched Li Qinghe's waist.

Li Qinghe pushed him away and ran away.

In the next few days, Li Qinghe was not blocked, and his body was not bruised or purple. The man would follow him, staring at him like prey.

Sometimes he even bought food for Li Qinghe, and if Li Qinghe didn't want it, he overthrew him and made Li Qinghe pay for it.He also asked the people next to him not to laugh at Li Qinghe, but after saying this, the people laughed louder, and he laughed too.

One day he held down Li Qinghe who bowed his head, and when he pulled Li Qinghe's hair and kissed him, Li Qinghe's eyes widened, his body froze and he didn't dare to move, he said: "You are very interesting. I like it very much."

Later, that person didn't make things difficult for Li Qinghe anymore, he would often bring small gifts to Li Qinghe, have dinner with Li Qinghe, and say a few nice heartwarming words.

The lonely ice is always easy to melt away, it's just as it should be.

He asked Li Qinghe: "Do you like me?"

Li Qinghe said he didn't know.

He really didn't know, he had never been treated like this before.

He said: "You like me. I am so kind to you, you must like me."

Li Qinghe asked him what he liked.

He said, "That's what I like about you."

He stretched out his arms to hug Li Qinghe, and said to Li Qinghe, "I've been so kind to you and said you like me."

Li Qinghe blinked, the temperature in his arms was really warm.

Li Qinghe said to him: "I like you."

He didn't say anything, just laughed.

Li Qinghe helped him with his homework, helped him buy food, and let Li Qinghe do all the little things.

That day he blocked Li Qinghe in the bathroom, lifted Li Qinghe's school uniform, and touched Li Qinghe's waist.Li Qinghe struggled nervously to keep him away from him.He coaxed Li Qinghe back and leaned against the partition.He was getting more and more strange, his hands kept lingering on Li Qinghe's body, he held Li Qinghe's neck with one hand, and slowly lowered the other hand.

When the zipper was pulled open, Li Qinghe's eyes widened in shock.

Li Qinghe struggled fiercely, and the moment he was touched, Li Qinghe called out.

Several people who were often with him pushed open the door, and there were students from other classes behind him, those whom Li Qinghe knew and those who did not, all stared at Li Qinghe at this moment.

Li Qinghe felt that other people's eyes were about to hang him to death.

He backed away neatly, leaving Li Qinghe panting against the partition.

Blushing eyes, messy school uniform, secret space, shortness of breath.

The people with him immediately pulled him away, exaggerated and shocked to say something to the students behind.

Li Qinghe's eyes were confused, and his voice reverberated in his ears.

Li Qinghe couldn't hear in one ear, but he could still hear clearly.

However, Li Qinghe couldn't understand a word they said.

Li Qinghe turned to look at him, and he stepped back.

The next day, he ignored Li Qinghe and let others talk.

He left three days later, leaving the country.

His dad had settled his school and future life a month ago.

This is what Li Qinghe learned from what others said about him a week later.

The dull boy was dull again.After finally sorting everything out, he smiled.

Stand up straight in the face of rumors, if you can't step on a lie, you can only pierce the soles of your feet.

Later, those people who always played with him came to Li Qinghe and said that they just made a bet, they didn't say what the bet was.They were entrusted to say sorry to Li Qinghe, saying that they did not expect this to happen.

Yeah, why is this happening?

The lonely boy has always been lonely, and the noise and disturbance from outside will only make his feathers more cluttered.

Why do you always come back after regretting?

Lucky is really lucky and unlucky is really unlucky.

what is this?The retribution of almost falling in love with someone?

Whose favorite is cheaper?

Or deserve it?

In the ignorant age, what is the injury?

Nothing counts in the end.

Nothing.

The boy who deserved it was as lonely as before, as if he didn't listen to anything, didn't care about anything, and waded through the mud with the feathers on his body.

When he meets that inexplicable and unstoppable love again, he will only bury the past deeper, dig it out from the mud, grind it up, and bury it deep in the mud again, mixed with stench and filth, rotten and hidden.

It's just that this time he met a person he didn't even dare to think about, and finally stuck a feather on this person, and he was afraid that he would be disgusted and disgusted.

So Li Qinghe had no choice but to wait for that day to come a little later, and a little later, a little farther away from the time he was greedy for.

Unexpectedly, Li Xiluo held his feathers and smoothed them, wanting to see the long-buried filth in the mud with affection and strength.

Li Xiluo regretted it.

He hadn't thought of that.

He just wanted Li Qinghe to tell him something himself.

It was like this again, listening to the boy in his arms telling about his past, forcing him to tear open the wound, blood was dripping, and the eyes of the two were red.

But he can only be like this, some things, if he doesn't say it out, don't let it go, it will always be like a thorn in the flesh, stirring and stinging.

He was the bad guy again.

"Qinghe."

"Huh?" Li Qinghe buried his head in his neck, his voice muffled.

"You can cry."

The white T on his shoulders was dizzy and wet, and he couldn't stop shaking from the heat.

Li Qinghe choked and paused, "I'm sorry, I won't cry anymore."

Li Xiluo sighed, "Are you really stupid or are you trying to seduce me? What are you saying sorry for?"

"I didn't tell you not to cry, come on, cry, cry on your man's shoulder."

Li Qinghe ignored his nasty words, but hugged him tightly.

"Boys can cry too." Li Xiluo said.

"Ah."

"Who the hell hasn't had a hazy first love yet, scoff." Li Xiluo rubbed her hands on Li Qinghe's back, moaning, and finally paused, rolled her eyes, damn, I want to curse .

He resentfully peeled off a mint candy and stuffed it into Li Qinghe's mouth.

After returning to the dormitory at night, Li Xiluo suddenly dragged Li Qinghe to take off his clothes.

Li Xiluo turned cold.

Li Qinghe just found out that he had fought with Li Yiwei this morning, and had been hit several times on his body. By now, he should be green and purple.

Li Qinghe lowered his head and did not dare to speak.

"Fuck! I knew it! I was so angry at noon, I almost forgot how stupid you are!"

Li Xiluo opened the suitcase, the movement was rough, and the suitcase hit the bed with a loud sound, "Come here!"

Li Xiluo had already squeezed the ointment in his hand.

Pulling Li Qinghe to smear on his waist and abdomen, his movements were rude, just like his expression.

Li Qinghe grinned in pain, but there was a smile in his eyes.Li Xiluo looked up at him, and instantly became angry. He stretched out his socked foot and kicked Li Qinghe's calf, "How dare you fucking laugh!"

Li Qinghe retreated twice because of someone's violent force, and was dragged back again, with his legs locked.

Li Xiluo slowed down, "Li Qinghe, what are you doing?"

"Why do you always bear it for me?"

Li Qinghe looked at Li Xiluo with gentle eyes and did not speak.

"Why do you always want me to watch you get hurt?"

Li Xiluo lowered her head, without the cover of her long hair, her eyebrows and eyes were like mountains.His eyes were red, and his voice was lowered to hide his hoarseness.

"Don't get hurt anymore, it hurts me to see it."

Li Qinghe looked at the head buried in his waist, and stretched out his hand to caress it, "Brother Luo, you always say that I was hurt because of you, why are you hurt today?"

"Because you don't want to hear what he said. It's because of me that you don't want to hear what he said." Li Qinghe said softly, his voice mixed with the sound of rain, the sound of rain was so dense that one was addicted to it.

"Anyway, don't fight, there is me. I still count on you to make a good appearance."

"En." Li Qinghe chuckled.

"Also, you are very fierce today. I almost can't stop you."

Li Xiluo joked and joked, but her arms around Li Qinghe tightened.

Finally he said: "Be good to be your good student."

The rain in early summer is very soft, soft and moist, welcoming the early summer and bringing the joy of a rainy season.

The author has something to say: don't care too much.

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