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Yan Shu was released from prison in January of the following year. He performed well in prison, and his sentence was reduced by two years, and he was released early.

Zhou Jiao asked for a month's leave, and he waited for Yan Shu outside in advance on the day he was released from prison.In the severe winter, he stood in the cold wind for more than two hours. Finally, the staff of the detention center came to ask him who he was waiting for.

Zhou Jiao said his name, the other party glanced at the list and said, "Yan Shu left in the morning, didn't I tell you?"

Zhou Jiao's expression froze on his face, as if a white paper had been ripped into a series of wrinkles.He stood there silently. The prison guard glanced at him and asked him if there was anything else he needed.Zhou Jiao shook his head slowly, said it was all right, and then turned around.

The wind outside was freezing as hell, and he burrowed into it.This Fengcheng was once the place where he was born and raised, but at this moment he has no idea where he is going.

He stood there blankly, and all the ten years of suffering turned into accumulated grievances and pains.

He felt like a piece of duckweed, unable to find a foothold, no support, drifting away with the wind, becoming nothing.

Visiting Yan Shu in Fengcheng every year is what he looks forward to most every year. Even if Yan Shu refuses to see him, he knows that Yan Shu is still there in that place, and he will only see him one day.But now that Yan Shu was gone, he grabbed his clothes and burst into tears, squatting on the ground, breaking down and crying.

"Zhou Jiao, do you know where my mother's tomb is?" Yan Shu's voice hovered in the sky coldly.

Zhou Jiao was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head blankly.Yan Shu was wearing an army green jacket, gray trousers, and worn-out black sneakers.He looked down at Zhou Jiao, the scar on his forehead was deep, but his expression was very pale.

After Yan Shu was imprisoned, Yan Fangfang's world seemed to have collapsed.She couldn't imagine Yan Shu killing Xu Zhaowen at all, she was running around begging for help, but she couldn't even see Yan Shu's face.

Yan Fangfang's health is actually not good. She was found to have breast cancer, but in order not to affect Yan Shu's college entrance examination, she kept it a secret.During the few days of the Spring Festival, Yan Shu was also being treated in the hospital without Yan Shu behind his back.

After Yan Shu's accident, she was devastated and died of illness within a few years.

Yan Fangfang's funeral was arranged by Zhou Jiao. He stood up slowly, his feet numb, and staggered a bit. Zhou Jiao reached out to grab Yan Shu's arm, and finally stood still.

Yan Shu remained motionless, looking down at the hand pinching her arm.Zhou Jiao paused, and immediately let go of his hand after standing still.

"My car is parked over there." Zhou Jiao pointed to the left side.Yan Shu looked sideways, put his hands in his coat pockets, and silently followed behind him.

Zhou Jiao's car was bought when he returned to Fengcheng a few years ago, a white Tesla, and it was placed here after he bought it.Yan Shu sat in the co-pilot, and Zhou Jiao leaned against the driver's seat. He actually rarely drove, let alone someone sitting in the co-pilot, so he would inevitably feel a little nervous.He pulled on the handbrake, and just as he put his hand on the steering wheel, he was tapped on the shoulder.Zhou Jiao turned his head, and Yan Shu pointed to his side, "Put on your seat belt."

Zhou Jiao was stunned, let go of the steering wheel, and immediately pulled up the seat belt to fasten it.

He pursed his lips, clenched the steering wheel with both hands, leaned forward slightly, and focused on the road ahead.

Zhou Jiao's heart was beating fast, his palms were hot, and his fingers were slightly numb.He felt Yan Shu's gaze towards him, that gaze made him feel embarrassed, he didn't know what he looked like in Yan Shu's eyes now, they hadn't seen each other for ten years, Yan Shu's strangeness made him flustered.

The car ran over the buffer belt, bumped a bit, the green light turned into a red light, the wheels stopped in front of the zebra crossing, Zhou Jiao's stiff spine pressed against the back of the chair, and took a deep breath.

He turned his head to look at Yan Shu, Yan Shu's eyes were downcast, his eyelashes were very long, and a small shadow fell under the eyelids, which was a section of cold and alienated ice.

The words that fell to his lips were swallowed back, Zhou Jiao closed his mouth, his expression was in a daze for a few seconds, and he slowly stuck it back to the original place.

The green light jumped out, and Zhou Jiao was woken up by a whistle. He was startled suddenly, came back to his senses, and squinted his eyes at the green light in front of him.

Zhou Jiao let go of the brake and lightly stepped on the accelerator.

The car went around a few bends, and instead of going to Shinan Road, it went to Yan Shu's house.After Yan Fangfang left, the house here was vacant.Zhou Jiao parked the car at the door, turned to Yan Shu and said, "Here we are, let's go up together."

Yan Shu raised his head and looked at the outer wall of the old apartment building. He had indeed become very different. He just watched silently, and the silhouette fell into a twilight light.

The door opened and Yan Shu got out of the car.Zhou Jiao immediately followed, walked behind him, and ran up stumbling.

The few stairs that I have walked countless times, after many years of absence, it seems that I can't go up.Yan Shu stood under the stairs, Zhou Jiao took a few steps first, turned to look at him, "Brother?"

Yan Shu tapped his toes, took a step back, and said in a low voice, "Go back and live outside."

Zhou Jiao was stunned, his expression froze for a second, then he smiled and said, "Okay, brother."

Zhou Jiao drove and found a hotel nearby.

An ID card is required to enter the hotel, and Yan Shu's ID card has expired, so there is no way to stay in.Zhou Jiao drove to a small hotel farther away. He handed in his ID card and went in first. After a while, Yan Shu went upstairs.

The small hotel was dark and damp, Zhou Jiao pushed open the door and went in, the door was ajar with a crack, and the light fell indistinctly.Zhou Jiao sat by the bed, the white sheet was wrinkled by him, he stared at the gap, his heart was in a mess.

He hasn't felt this way for a long time, like a piece of stagnant water being smashed into ripples.The ripples that didn't know why they came from bloomed instantly after seeing the bright light.

Zhou Jiao opened his eyes wide, watched Yan Shu push the door, and stood up involuntarily.With a smile on his face, like every time before, he called his brother.

Yan Shu walked into the room, pressed the door with his right hand, and with a "click", the door closed gently.

Yan Shu approached, with no superfluous expression on his face.There was only one bed in the room, he looked sideways at Zhou Jiao, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Let's go."

Zhou Jiao didn't move, and leaned towards Yan Shu.He raised his head and looked at Yan Shu helplessly, "Don't tell me to go."

Yan Shu was silent, and after a few seconds, he said, "I'm not good enough for you."

Zhou Jiao heard this, and was about to cry when he saw it. He grabbed Yan Shu, his voice choked up, "Don't say that."

"Ten years is really too long." Yan Shu lowered his eyes, a soft halo shrouded Zhou Jiao's face.

For so many years, Yan Shu didn't know how Zhou Jiao got here, and Zhou Jiao didn't know how Yan Shu survived.They are like two satellites that have lost contact in outer space. The signal tower can no longer be launched, and the distance is getting farther and farther away. Ten years has become tens of thousands of light years.

Zhou Jiao's tears flowed down, he can cry now than when he was a child, his heart seems not so hard, he completely exposed himself, turned into a mass of softness that can be easily hurt.

With tears in his eyes, Zhou Jiao asked aggrievedly in a low voice, "Brother, don't you want me?"

Yan Shu was silent, Zhou Jiao was afraid that he would say no, so he hurried forward, grabbed Yan Shu's arm with both hands, and hit Yan Shu's chest with his forehead.He turned his head and heard Yan Shu's heartbeat, sobbing in a choked voice, "I won't go, I don't want to go."

He was crying like this, spitting down the hand holding Yan Shu's arm, he didn't know what he touched, Yan Shu was taken aback, and immediately pushed him away.

Zhou Jiao was caught off guard, and his limp body was pushed directly to the ground.With a muffled groan, Zhou Jiao seemed to be in pain from the fall, clutching his elbow, curled up on the ground.

Yan Shu was stunned, and walked up to him, half bent over, with a hoarse voice, "Are you okay?"

Zhou Jiao didn't move, Yan Shu frowned, and reached out to pull him. As soon as his fingertips touched Zhou Jiao's arm, he felt a pulling force pulling him.He froze for a moment, then fell forward, directly on Zhou Jiao.

Zhou Jiao's breath was heavy, and the scorching hot breath was in Yan Shu's ear, and he said, "Brother, I miss you."

Yan Shu's body froze, Zhou Jiao raised his hand to touch his face, paused for a few seconds, hugged him hard, choked up and repeated.

Yan Shu put his hand on his cheek, and his eyes fell directly on his face.He traced the outline of Zhou Jiao's cheeks with his fingers, and said, "Zhou Jiao, don't you know how I've lived these years?"

Zhou Jiao looked at him steadily, Yan Shu fiddled with his hair, "I've changed a lot."

"So what? Everything you become is Yan Shu." Zhou Jiao put his face close to him, his eyes were all red.

Yan Shu looked at him calmly, and slowly stood up with his hands propped up.Just when Zhou Jiao thought he was going to let go, Yan Shu suddenly grabbed the back of his neck, and then his mouth hurt.Yan Shu's face was enlarged in front of his eyes, there was a fierce kiss on his lips, hot tears fell on his face, Zhou Jiao embraced Yan Shu with both hands, deepening the kiss.

He was crying all the time, lying in Yan Shu's arms, being held by him, gave him the illusion of returning to the world.

His wandering soul seemed to have found a foothold again, and he hugged Yan Shu hard, crying harder and harder.

Yan Shu heard his crying and stopped to look at him, "Why are you crying? Didn't you never do it?"

Zhou Jiao sniffed, Yan Shu brushed the hair on his forehead, seemed a little impatient with his crying, and said, "Does it hurt? Then don't do it."

"No, I don't want it, I will do it." Zhou Jiao became anxious all of a sudden, and grabbed Yan Shu's hand to prevent him from leaving.

Zhou Jiao choked for a while, gasping for breath, and asked intermittently, "Brother, can I still...call you...brother?"

Yan Shu didn't say a word, Zhou Jiao was a little anxious, Yan Shu said: "You screamed."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-01-2420:32:18~2020-01-2521:47:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 3 flowers bloom; ?y???y?1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!