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It seems to be raining outside. Does every summer night rain, the sound of thunder and rain will be very loud.Zhou Jiao felt that it was very noisy, and there were voices ringing in his ears non-stop. He turned over irritably, and couldn't help pulling something to cover his ears.

The buzzing sound suddenly disappeared, and it became quiet.

Zhou Jiao closed his eyes, and the thing on his ear was warm.He realized it later, and slowly reacted. When he opened his eyes, his eyes were suddenly covered, and both eyes and ears lost their functions.

He didn't move, and then his dry lips were touched lightly, a soft and gentle kiss, a kiss that made Zhou Jiao cry.

The hands clasped around the ears formed a trumpet, and the familiar voice seemed to be amplified infinitely, knocking into his heart all at once.

Yan Shu said, "I heard you calling me."

Zhou Jiao was shocked, but still didn't dare to move.Yan's lips were pressed against his ear, and the breath and hot air of speaking gathered into a small handful and sprinkled on his face.The color on Zhou Jiao's face became brighter and redder.

Suddenly, Yan Shu picked him up, and let go of his hands covering his eyes, and the bright light stimulated his eyeballs.Natural tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, blurring the outline of the person in front of him.

Yan Shu put his arms around his shoulders, their eyes met, Zhou Jiao blinked quickly, and saw his face clearly.

"Why are you here?" He spoke in a low voice, with grievances, and touched Yan Shu's face with his hand, seeing the strange environment from the corner of his eyes, he asked, "Where is this?"

"If you're sick, go to the doctor."

"Is this a hospital?" Zhou Jiao asked and felt that what he said seemed a little silly, so he lowered his head and dared not look at Yan Shu.

"I heard you say you miss me."

Yan Shu lowered his head and leaned very close, and what he said was directly aimed at Zhou Jiao's heart.

"elder brother……"

"Don't hurt yourself." Yan Shu gently pinched his earlobe, "Seeing you feel uncomfortable, do you think I will feel better?"

"I didn't want to make you unhappy."

"Why didn't you answer my call?"

"Don't dare to answer." Zhou Jiao said a few words, as if he was about to cry again.

Yan Shu patiently said: "I remember you were not like this before." Release the finger pinching Zhou Jiao's earlobe, and stroke the finger pulp along the chin.

It was raining outside the ward, and the lights in the room were not turned on. It was almost evening, and the gloomy blue light shrouded it.Zhou Jiao was like a narcissus planted in the mud, its snow-white petals dying.The Zhou Jiao that Yan Shu thought of was full of vitality, even if he was suppressed and hurt, he was still like a weed in the cracks, desperately trying to get ahead.

Yan Shu sighed, he hugged Zhou Jiao even more tightly, and said in a low voice, "Can't we let go of the past and start over again? I told you that even if I were given another choice, I would still be like that I don't have the ability to protect you at all."

Yan Shu thought of that afternoon, when he came out of Zhou Jiao's room, he almost fled in despair.

Staggering down the stairs, he saw a woman standing in the living room.

Yuan Wen smiled at him, as she did every time she saw him before.She asked him how Zhou Jiao was, and he was in a daze for a few seconds, then whispered, it's not good.

Yuan Wen lowered her head slowly, and she and Yan Shu talked about their life in the past few years in a calm tone.Yan Shu recovered, looked at Yuan Wen, and asked her, "Why didn't you call the police, why didn't you leave?"

Yuan Wen shook her head with a gloomy expression, "I've tried everything, I can't escape."

Yan Shu pursed his lips. Yuan Wen didn't know when to approach, and grabbed his hand suddenly, suppressing the trembling in his throat, "Unless he dies, we can only be freed if he dies."

What can I do for Zhou Jiao?

On the way back, he kept thinking about this sentence over and over in his head.

He is like a warrior in a fairy tale, he wants to give without hesitation, to save his beloved without asking for anything in return.

So he killed his father.

During the ten years in prison, all he could see was a barred window, and occasionally birds flew by in the gloomy sky.

He rescued Zhao Lingqi, so Zhao Lingqi became his friend who talked about everything.

Zhao Lingqi asked him if he didn't regret it, what did he mean by regret?

He will regret it because he no longer loves him, but he still loves Zhou Jiao, how could he regret it.

Yan Shu hugged Zhou Jiao, as if he was afraid that he would escape again, so he hugged him tightly.

"Jiaojiao, do you hate me?"

Zhou Jiao's body trembled, he raised his head from his arms, and stared at him blankly.

"what?"

"Talking to yourself, I did something that I thought was good for you, but it actually hurt you."

Zhou Jiao's lips moved slightly, "I don't think so."

Yan Shu smiled, "Look, it's just like what you think, and I don't think you hurt me. Jiaojiao, we've all grown up, haven't we? 28 years old and [-] years old are different. In ten years, I think A lot has changed, and a lot has changed, but the only thing that hasn't changed is that I still love you."

He rubbed Zhou Jiao's hair, and gently pressed the back of his head with his palm.

"Everything will pass, the next rain, one season, the next spring, the snow will melt, the withered flowers will bloom again, the cough will be cured, everything will be restored, and so will love."

Zhou Jiao lay on his chest and was hugged by him, like a shelter in a storm.

He closed his eyes, Yan Shu kissed his forehead, and said to him: "Don't worry, we have each other now, let's work hard together, okay?"

He didn't dare to cry anymore, but tried his best to shrink himself, curled up in Yan Shu's arms, shrunk his shoulders, and nodded slightly.

He said yes.

Yan Shu breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm really afraid I can't coax you well."

"I'm sorry." Zhou Jiao's voice was low, with grievances in his eyes.

Yan Shu touched his face and rubbed his hair again.Zhou Jiao blushed, leaning against his arms, and heard Yan Shu say: "The fever seems to be gone. The doctor said that if the fever doesn't go down tonight, your head might burn out."

"Huh?" Zhou Jiao was taken aback.

Yan Shu stroked his clever head, and said seriously: "I'm going to become stupid in the future."

Zhou Jiao was really apprehensive, and asked in a tight voice, "Then if the fever subsides, it will be fine."

Yan Shu laughed out loud, shivered his shoulders, squinted his eyes and looked at him sideways, "Are you really stupid?"

Zhou Jiao later realized that he was joking with himself, so he reacted and hit him with his head.Yan Shu was afraid that he would hurt her, so she placed her hand on his forehead, protecting it carefully.

"How did you find me?" Zhou Jiao grabbed his arm.

Yan Shu sat on the bed a bit, and changed his position to hug Zhou Jiao, feeling a little more comfortable.

Yan Shu said: "You didn't go home. What else can you go to this place besides the studio? I haven't left all the time. A few nights ago, you would go out to a nearby convenience store to buy something to eat, but last night You didn't come out, and the building had a power outage, so I was worried, so I came up to look for you, but the gate was unlocked, and I saw you fall to the ground when I came in."

Zhou Jiao didn't say a word, Yan Shu put his hand on his back, like petting a kitten, and he asked, "I'm very worried about you."

Zhou Jiao seemed to have done something wrong again, Yan Shu had no choice but to pick him up from his arms with a smile, "Jiaojiao, why did you lower your head again."

"I have no face to see you."

He kissed Zhou Jiao's face, and picked up his hand, the back of his hand had tiny needle holes and a mass of bruises.

"Still see me, I will be sad if I don't see me."

After Yan Shu finished speaking, it was like a knight holding his lover's hand and kissing the back of his hand.

Zhou Jiao fainted in the office, and the person in charge of their studio directly gave him a long paid vacation, telling him not to work so hard, but to have a good rest.

"It's like being on summer vacation."

Zhou Jiao stayed in the room for two days, the air-conditioning made him have a headache, and he lay dizzy on Yan Shu's lap.Yan Shu rubbed his temples, he raised his head and looked at Yan Shu.

"Isn't it good to have a rare rest?"

"Not too good, you are not here during the day, and I am left alone."

Yan Shu thought for a while and said, "I plan to go back to Fengcheng."

Zhou Jiao froze for a moment, pulled Yan Shu's hand away, and sat up directly.Yan Shu looked at him and said softly, "I plan to sell the house in Fengcheng and open a fencing gym here."

Zhou Jiao's lips moved slightly, "I have savings, so don't sell the house, I have saved hundreds of thousands, and I will give you all the money, and then we can make a loan."

Yan Shu shook his head, "I won't go back, the house won't live, and if it's sold, I won't worry about it at all."

Yan Shu thought, now Zhou Jiao is all he cares about.