i am your guide

Sith looked at the numbers on the screen, shocked beyond measure.

He patted Keweier's shoulder with a blank expression, and murmured, "Am I dreaming?"

Sure enough, he is still in the backlash state of Keweier's mental power?How could it be so outrageous? 98.4%, he seems to have never seen such a strong fit between himself and someone...even back then...

wrong!The problem is not on his side!

Sith suddenly came to his senses, he moved with difficulty, and found that he was still in a state of exhaustion.He wanted to turn his head to look at Keweier, but he couldn't move because he was bound too tightly, he asked anxiously.

"Why do you and I have..."

Why do you have such a high degree of compatibility with me?A B+ rank guide and S rank sentry?How can it be!

95% is called the sweet spot, and they go beyond that line and upwards, it is unimaginable!

"I do not know either."

Kavier interrupted him. He knew what Sith wanted to ask. Sith had asked this question and similar things more than once, but as the person involved, he couldn't answer it.

It was obviously a very outrageous thing, but it happened very naturally.

"From the moment you were able to provide spiritual counseling to the boss, there have been signs that your compatibility will not be low, at least...at least higher than the known value, but...I didn't expect that even you would be backlashed. "

The "also" in Selina's words was emphasized heavily, maybe she didn't realize it herself, but Sith could hear the emotion in it keenly.

"Will anyone suffer from Kevir's backlash?"

Sith seemed to be alive and well, he was ashamed to be held by others, and struggled to escape from Keweier's arms.Seeing that Sith was no longer so weak, Keweier sensibly let him go.

"Without exception."

Selina didn't seem to dare to say more about this matter in front of Kavier, and concentrated on taking notes after answering a sentence, but from this sentence, Sith heard some tricks.

Without exception, it means that His Royal Highness Vivienne may have received the same treatment.

"You are not backlash..."

Kevill lowered his eyes, looked at Sith seriously and said.

"My spiritual power can soothe your restlessness, and it can convey the past, so...you are not because of my backlash, but because of yourself."

"But I have never had a mental illness..."

Sith was still very determined at the beginning, and anxiously defended himself, but after talking about it, he couldn't speak anymore.

"You have."

Selina suddenly made a sound. She stood in the distance with a complicated expression.

He has, he's not that wholesome, a fact that only a few people know, including the Sith themselves.

"I... have lost my memory."

Sith looked at his hands and said dully.

In front of her slender hand, the joints are distinct, and the lines on the palm are very clear.When it was clenched into a fist, it would burst out with a strength that even he could not believe; but this was also a pair of... hands that could not touch his dying sentinel.

"I always thought that what I forgot was not important. After all, I am still alive and well, but why..."

Why is it still so painful?Why does it seem like a piece has been cut out of my heart?

who's that person?

Kevill, who was standing aside, was shocked when he heard what Sith said. His hands clenched slightly where Sith couldn't see, and his nails stuck into his palm, leaving a deep mark.

amnesia...

The lost past.

The amnesia incident occurred after Sith was injured once.

It was Sith's accident in a game in the imperial college grade test.

As a sentinel professional higher education institution, Imperial College located in the capital star has the strongest school-run resources and faculty strength, and has gathered the best young sentinels and guides in the entire empire. They are the future pillars of the empire.

The Imperial Academy, which is known for its rigorous actual combat requirements, will hold a simulated star sentry competition within the school to improve the abilities of sentries and guides. Anyone who is an Imperial Academy student can participate.

As the academy's most important all-hands event, the performance of the sentries and guides in the competition will be included in the quality evaluation, and the outstanding ones may directly obtain a pass to the imperial dragon army.Therefore, the competition in each competition is extremely fierce.

The grade quality test is similar to the final exam, and the college exams and competitions have very low requirements for the combination of whistle and direction.

Even if it is not a formal combination, even a temporary team is eligible to participate, as long as the two parties do not conflict in spirit, it is up to the students to choose.

The Sentinel of the Sith at the time was called Gawain Talian, a slender, brown-haired boy with faint freckles on his face, and a falcon as his spiritual body.

As an A-level sentinel, Gao Wen was well-known among his peers, because A+-level sentries were rare at that time, and A-level sentries who were second only to the top would attract more attention.What's more, he is not from a famous family, but just an ordinary civilian.

Sith and Gao Wen cooperated very well, and their combination was well-known among students of the same level and even the whole school.

Some people say that it is a crazy combination of low grades, which is true.They gained attention because of an event that challenged the senior team and won an overwhelming victory, and then continued to refresh the records of the same level.

At one point they were thought to surpass the Academy's leading combination at the time.

But a sudden disaster befell them.

It was the final of the quality test of the same year, and it was held in a ruined fortress. The official reason was that the hospital was accidentally negligent when inspecting the ruined fortress, which resulted in the failure to clean up the sleeping alkane nuclear bomb buried underground.

In the final, due to the shock wave of the battle and the spiritual fluctuations of both sides, the force field was distorted, the bomb was ignited, and the entire ruined fortress was blown up, and Gawain was also killed in the explosion.

Sith didn't believe the reason given by the college for a while, but as the person involved, he couldn't remember what happened at that time.

When I just woke up from the hospital, as long as I tried to recall the explosion, I would have a splitting headache and even faint.A week later, there was no more pain, but I couldn't remember it anymore.

Just like nine feet of ice, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't melt a single bit.Sometimes he would have weird dreams, but the scenes in the dreams were often repeated. It was nothing more than being in a sea of ​​blood, and a pair of ferocious hands stretched out to him were covered in blood, covering his entire vision.

For a while, he didn't even dare to sleep.

The result of the doctor's examination said that it might be post-traumatic stress disorder. Because of the death of his own sentinel, the connection between the mental body was forcibly torn and severed, causing existing damage to the survivor.

Because from the point of view of sentinel combination, when one party dies, the other party will suffer irreversible trauma physically, emotionally, and mentally. There is a strong psychological conflict with spiritual counseling.

After learning that he had lost his memory, Sith found that what he seemed to forget was only the scene of the explosion. Combined with the descriptions of his life experiences by the people around him, it seemed that no additional important things were forgotten.

I can remember all my own experiences, and there is no omission in a life with a complete logical chain. Sith, who was found to have amnesia at the time, smiled reluctantly and said to Selina who was sobbing aside.

"It's okay, anyway, what can be forgotten should be unimportant things."

From then on, spiritual counseling can be done normally, and there is no resistance to fighting with the sentry.But whenever I think about the possibility of having a lifelong inseparable relationship with a certain sentinel in the future, I can't help but tremble with fear.

He didn't want to taste the pain of loss again.

Watching the person closest to me go to death, but I can't do anything, if I could catch him at that time...

"it's all my fault."

This sentence became the deepest scar in Sith's heart, which will never fade away.

……

"Let's go."

Sith came back to his senses, turned around to look at Keweier in a daze, and nodded subconsciously.

"The data record is bothering you."

After speaking to Sarina, Kevill pulled Sith out the door without any explanation, with such force that it was impossible to break free.

Sith was puzzled for a moment, and shook his tightly held wrist. The past that had been endlessly circulating in his mind just now was all thrown aside at once, he said cautiously.

"I can go by myself..."

Why is Keweier suddenly unhappy?

This performance should be unhappy, right?It looks very gloomy.

After hearing this, Kevier let go of his hand and said sullenly.

"Go back to your room and have a good rest."

It's not difficult to hear a bit of concern in it, Sith's heart warmed up, and a smile that he hadn't noticed climbed up on his face, and his tone relaxed a lot.

"Actually, I'm fine. I've had this situation before. It'll be fine in a while."

"Before?"

Kevier's voice was flat and inattentive.

"Ah."

The moment when he just lost his memory really tormented him a lot, but Sith didn't want to make Keweier worry too much, not to mention that it was a long time ago, so why bother to say more?

Keweier didn't ask any more questions. The joy brought by the strongest fit value didn't last long, and the atmosphere between the two suddenly became depressed.

Seeing that Keweier hadn't spoken, Sith didn't dare to say more. He walked to his room in silence. After entering, he saw a large box on the table.

"This is?"

Sith ran forward, rummaged in the box, and saw many used things at home, including his shirt, white coat, towel, water glass, and his precious photo.

"I brought it in a hurry. The shell of your housekeeping robot is no longer usable. The technicians took out the chip and replaced it with a new peripheral. It will be issued together with the optical brain and combat uniform for you after a period of time."

Keweier watched as Sith took out the reddish-brown vertical frame and said.

"Thank you."

Sith looked at the person in the photo, turned around and thanked Kevill with a smile.

Thank you for bringing it.

"Very few people use standing frames now."

Keweier didn't approach him, but stood looking at him from a distance.

He wanted to get closer, but he didn't dare. Sith, holding that photo in his arms, was immersed in his own world.

It was a world he would never set foot in.

"Because it's a very important thing."