love is not allowed in hell

Xie Renjian didn't answer immediately, he was silent for a long time.

During this silence, Chen Liye didn't speak either.As a result, the surroundings fell into a deathly silence.

This quiet time seems to have been stretched for a long time, and the days are like years of suffering.Xie Renjian has not been hugged by Chen Liye for a long time. He stood in the snowstorm of hell for 2000 years. After being hugged by Chen Liye again, he didn't feel warm, but felt very hot, like being hugged by a It was as if the fire was lit, and it was burning all over the body.

Xie Renjian never gave up missing him in his own years.The sick longing had already become a madman in his heart. At this moment, he relied on the bit of rationality in his mind to fight against it, so he turned around and hugged Chen Liye without impulsiveness, and then let the maddening thoughts run rampant. Impulsively shout out all the things that should be said and should not be said.

Xie Renjian's mind was chaotic, while resisting that fatal impulse, he thought dizzily in his mind, what did Chen Liye just say, reconciliation?

What do they need to reconcile?

Their relationship was meant to go this far.Draw a line, keep a distance, and see clearly the impassable river between the two of them.At least for Xie Renjian, that's how they should be.

At this moment, Chen Liye spoke again.

He said: "I promise you, starting tomorrow, I will draw a clear line with you and keep a distance. I will do whatever you want me to do."

"I know you're good for me, bro."

Xie Renjian: "..."

Xie Renjian didn't say a word, and slowly turned his head back, as if he was venting his anger.

Chen Liye took a deep breath, then sighed slowly, and continued: "Tomorrow...I plan to go to work, and I can't hide at home anyway, I usually go out at 07:30 in the morning, please do it for me at seven o'clock." Let's have dinner. I will be back at noon, and if I have something to do after work in the afternoon, I will send you a WeChat message, and I will come back as soon as I have nothing to do, no later than 07:30."

"...Why are you telling me this?"

"I'm afraid you'll wait for me for too long." Chen Liye said, "You can call me anytime if you need anything."

"..."

There was a little silence again.

There was a long silence between them.Then, Chen Liye slowly let go of him.Xie Renjian's bones, which had been strained due to impulsive endurance, finally loosened, he heaved a sigh of relief, and then heard Chen Liye say again.

"Brother, it's really not easy for the two of us to meet again."

"..."

"It's okay if you don't want to tell me, I don't have to know anything, it's okay, but I really hope you can be happy. I don't know how many layers of hell I have to go through, and I don't know that I can still be with you How long will we stay together... I know what you're thinking."

"This time may not be long for you at all, so I hope you...don't be unhappy."

While Chen Liye was talking, he felt that he was talking nonsense. He repeated the sentence of the central idea, but he couldn't express the meaning well.The high Chinese scores he is proud of in the college entrance examination seem to be fucking for nothing, and the lawyer who has been working with a clever mouth all these years seems to be doing it for nothing.

In front of Xie Renjian, his mouth seemed to be useless, and he couldn't get to the point for a long time.

Chen Liye was speechless for his nonsense, and after being silent for a while, stretched out his hands nervously and uncomfortably to grab the corner of his clothes, and said: "...In short, as long as you can be happy, you can do whatever you want me to do. "

"Then... that's it, bro."

Chen Liye knew Xie Renjian's temperament, so he didn't always stay here to make him uncomfortable, so he took a few steps back, got off the bed, and said, "I'm going to sleep first, good night."

Having said that, Chen Liye was still unwilling to leave like this, and before closing the door for him, he added another sentence unwillingly: "See you tomorrow, brother."

"..."

Xie Renjian didn't answer him.

Chen Liye knew he was wrong, so he slowly closed the door for him.

Click.

——Chen Liye finally left.

Xie Renjian's eyes are a little red.He understood that Chen Liye knew that he had already decided to die.

Chen Liye is a smart person, he will understand many things by himself, it just depends on whether he is willing to accept the facts.

That's fine.Chen Liye would not have any interaction with him.When he leaves hell, he can leave him forever.Then, he will meet a good girl, and he will be like ordinary people, get married, have children, work, and grow old. This life will be ordinary and happy.

That's fine.

That'll be fine.

Xie Renjian kept nagging in his heart, as if trying hard to convince himself.

……So be it.

he said to himself at last.

……

Chen Liye sent a message to his boss that he was planning to go back to work tomorrow, and then went to wash up, tidy up hastily, and climbed into bed to get ready for sleep.

Their boss is probably lying on the bed and swiping his phone right now, and he replied to the messages very quickly.I didn't just reply with a good one, and told him in a measured manner that he could go to work at any time if he felt that there was no problem, but pay attention to his state and so on.

Chen Liye replied yes.Then I swiped my phone for a while, and found that the phone case I ordered for Xie Renjian a few days ago had already arrived. The courier didn't call him, and put it directly in the stack of shelf cabinets in their community, so he had to take it Pick up the code to pick up a trip.

Remember to pick it up when you come back at noon tomorrow.

Chen Liye swiped his phone aimlessly for a while.He tapped the screen with his fingers, but none of the dazzling news on the Internet popped into his eyes. His mind was full of gratitude, and there was no room for anything else.

While swiping his phone, he was absent-mindedly thinking about thanking the world.

Although Chen Liye had promised Xie Renjian that he would draw a clear line and keep a distance, but he himself did not intend to compromise like this. He was still an idealist in his bones.He compromised because he understood that he really couldn't forcefully change Xie Renjian, and he didn't want to quarrel with Xie Renjian anymore.But on the other hand, he also made up his mind - he would never let Xie Renjian die like this.Whether in hell or on earth.

Chen Liye had to find a way to bridge the life-and-death gap between the two of them.

Chen Liye calmed down.In fact, there is one thing that he knows, but Xie Renjian doesn't.In fact, Chen Liye knew about this when he first entered Knife Mountain Hell, and he always remembered it.It is said that this matter may become a turning point, but the possibility of becoming a turning point is only [-]-[-].After all, this is just a guess supported by two clues, without any facts to confirm, and there is no fact to rely on, it is all Chen Liye's guess.

The terrible thing is that there is no way to prove it. This matter is like a mist that is illusory and shadowy, and it is difficult to rely on. It is estimated that it will only be confirmed at the last moment.Whether this last moment, the last moment of their lives or the last hell they will go through, is not known - who knows what will happen later.

But... If you don't rely on this guess that may become a turning point, then is Xie Renjian sure to die?

Leaving aside the emotional color, it is very possible.After all, Xie Renjian was a night watchman who escaped from hell, and he also decided that he would never have anything to do with Chen Liye again.Then, Xie Renjian, who is determined to cut off his thoughts, is very likely to lead himself to death.

It's so much his style.

Then what should I do... Do I have to go through layer after layer like this, waiting for this turning point?

Chen Liye hoped to go on endlessly, layer by layer.Rather than choosing to leave hell and lose the human world, he would rather choose to fall into hell, even if it is endless hell.

Chen Liye was thinking in such a mess.For a while, I think about hell, for a while, I think about the night watchman, and for a while, I think about what happened in Saibei 2000 years ago.

Seeing the clock ticking to 55:[-], Chen Liye didn't feel sleepy at all.

He was still afraid that Xie Renjian would really die.

He was really scared.He knew that half of Xie Renjian would end like this, but knowing and being able to accept it were two different things.

But Chen Liye has no solution now, so he can only go on like this.

For the first time in his life, he felt powerless.

It was like watching the sand in his hand slowly slipping away between his fingers. He wanted to keep the sand between his fingers, but he couldn't do anything.I can only watch them go away from me like this, slowly and helplessly, I can't do anything.

very desperate.

Time passed like this for another 5 minutes.At the moment when the number at 23:59 became zero, a sudden and inexplicable sense of drowsiness struck Chen Liye, who was thinking about something, into his usual dream, and once again took him back to 2000 years ago Saibei.

Snowflakes float slowly in the air.

Gu Liye raised his head, looked at the snowflakes that were blown by the howling wind, and let out a breath of white air.The breath of white air was quickly sucked into the cold wind, smashed into pieces in the blink of an eye, and disappeared.

I don't know how many months it is now, anyway, it's getting colder in Saibei - Chen Liye can even feel the pain like a knife scraping his face as the cold wind blows on his face.

"...It's been a few months, and you're still playing with the wind outside, are you sick——!"

Someone seemed to be unable to stand it any longer, and shouted a word to him from afar.These words were not loud, even though the cold wind was howling and blowing away the sound, the momentum was not diminished even if the movement reached Gu Liye's ears.

Gu Liye turned his head to look.It was Xie Renjian who yelled at him, he was wearing a black robe, his hair was fluttered by the cold wind, his eyes were squinted, and the ferocity on his face was not as fierce as today.

He seemed very dissatisfied with Gu Liye's behavior of standing in the cold wind and freezing, clicked his tongue, and shouted loudly at Gu Liye: "Still standing there! Death comes in!!"

Gu Liye blinked, and ran over in a robe against the cold wind, his two big sleeves were blown away by the cold wind.

When entering the handsome camp, Xie Renjian raised his foot and lightly kicked his ass.

"I like rain and snow every day, go out and see when it rains!" Xie Renjian nagged like his own mother, after putting down the curtain of the tent, he still found a piece of clothing and threw it on his head, "It's not going to happen every day. Knowing what is in your head, you will not be frozen to death someday! Wipe the snow off your hair for me! I don’t care if I have a cold!”

Gu Liye: "..."

The author has something to say: I thought I would come back very late, but I didn’t expect it to be much earlier than expected, so I climbed up and wrote it~

Speaking of which, what exactly is this turning point? How could I tell you?