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Under the light, the faces of both of them were very pale, and Mo Nong's face was still tilted to one side. It was the first time he was slapped in the face at such an age, and it felt very humiliating, which made him unbelievable and at the same time rage.He squinted at Shu Zhao's heaving chest, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Isn't it fun?" Mo Nong said in a low voice, "Isn't it fun to scold me, play with me, and hit me?"

His expression was already gloomy, and his bright eyes were full of dangerous cruelty.But Shuzhao is not afraid of him at all,

"You asked for it. You don't like it," the corner of the lips raised that day was full of resentful sarcasm, and he looked directly into Mo Nong's eyes, "——Get lost!"

There is a limit to human patience, and Mo Nong has endured long enough and suffered enough.Shu Zhao's contemptuous expression seriously irritated him, as if all his sincerity had been trampled under his feet mercilessly, as if the whole person was treated as an inferior by him, as if he had no dignity in front of him , It all depends on his humiliation.

"I'll give you a chance," Mo Nong desperately suppressed the rising anger, "You take this sentence back."

Shu Zhao still sneered, "Who are you lying to? Can you take back what you said? I repeat, I don't want you to go away! It's not easy for your mother to raise you. Disgusting, does your mother know? I fucking forced you to like me? Why do you always take yourself so seriously? Your likes, your heart, are nothing! Why do you let me accept? I won’t accept it, never accept it! What can you do to me? Want to hit me? Come on, hit me!”

Mo Nong felt that his heart had been pierced into tatters by his words, and the pain was unbearable.He looked at Shu Zhao's beautiful and impeccable face, the expression on that face made him hate it so much.He gritted his teeth, turned his head and took a deep breath, but he couldn't help it, and the next second, he slapped Shu Zhao across the face with the force of a thunderbolt. His hand was so powerful that it burned like a fire, and it was very painful. It's almost numb.

This was not the first time Shu Zhao was slapped, but it was the first time he felt pain, especially painful.All the people in this world who have a good impression of him will be seen by him in the end, kind and despicable, he drives away so many people with his indifference, he thinks that Mo Nong is different, he treats Mo Nong There is a little bit of a heartbeat, but he would rather the two of them stay within the boundaries of friends forever and keep this purity.

Why force him?Why do you have to tear off this bright disguise to reveal your ugly heart and contemptible desires?

He turned his head and stared at Mo Nong with red eyes. These two slaps shattered their illusions about each other, and all the sincerity and image they tried to maintain collapsed.

"Have you played enough? If you haven't played enough, go on. If you have played enough, go away."

"Of course I didn't slap enough," Mo Nong also sneered, but he was too uncomfortable, this sneer was not in place, a bit like crying, "You have tortured me for so long, how can a slap be enough? But I am too lazy Hit you again, you are just a cheap guy who can sleep with anyone, and I blame myself for being blind to you. How can you deserve my liking? You are not worthy of being liked! You only deserve to be with those Unscrupulous things trade in flesh|body in the dark, it's filthy!"

Shu Zhao's scarlet eye sockets suddenly ooze water vapor, and the crystal-clear tears filled his captivating peach blossom eyes, gradually overflowed, and a drop flowed out from the corner of his eyes.

Mo Nong watched him cry, and his own eye sockets followed the process, and cried too.He felt that his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't see Shu Zhao's face clearly.

"Look," Mo Nong said: "Anyone can say what hurts someone. I don't know if you hurt me when you hurt me, but I hurt to death. Shu Zhao, let's stop doing this, I really can't stand it." , you come with me, come home with me, let's pretend that none of this happened and start over, okay?"

But Shu Zhao didn't seem to have heard of it, and rushed over to press him against the wall, punched and kicked him, and yelled hoarsely: "I'm not fucking with you! What are you! Why are you scolding me? I'm dirty!" I'm so fucked up? Yes, I'm fucking dirty! I'm willing to fuck! Whom I fucking love to sleep with, whoever I like to sleep with! I'm fucked by those dubious people Sleep until you die, you have no chance!"

Mo Nong was hurt and angry by what he said, he had nowhere to hide from the head and face being beaten by Shu Zhao, and he punched Shu Zhao hard in the abdomen with his backhand.

As a result, the punch hit Shu Zhao's stomach, and Shu Zhao stopped immediately, covering his stomach and squatting down.

"Shu Zhao!" Mo Nong remembered now, seeing him so frightened and at a loss, he squatted beside him in a panic and wanted to reach out to help him but he didn't dare, "How are you? Did you hit your stomach? Let's go to the hospital. Go to the hospital go to the hospital."

He kept talking, stretched out his hand to hug Shu Zhao, but Shu Zhao blocked his hand, forced himself to stand up and sat down on the chair beside him.

"Go to the hospital," Mo Nong went to his side and looked at him cautiously.

Then there were two knocks on the door behind them, and before they could say please come in, they pushed the door open. With a bunch of keys in his hand, Xu Yubo looked at them with a bad expression,

"What are you doing? If you want to fight or fight, don't stay here. There are a bunch of people watching outside. Do you still want to be human?"

Seeing Shu Zhao leaning on the back of the chair with a pale face after Xu Bobo finished speaking, she immediately stepped forward worriedly, "You hurt your stomach again?" She said and gave Mo Nong a very displeased look, "Hurry up and go back , You should go to the hospital, you should go home, don’t be ashamed of yourself here.”

Shu Zhao also knew that she was right, and stood up clutching his stomach, and Mo Nong hurried forward to hold him.

"Huh?" Xu Bobo pointed to Mo Nong's nose, "Wipe the blood clean, are you two going to get better? You two are making trouble in Xingang every three days, I'm afraid others won't know that you two are abnormal, right?"

Mo Nong rubbed the back of his hand under his nose, and it turned out to be blood from one hand. He directly lifted the hem of his clothes and wiped it vigorously twice, until Xu Bobo nodded, and then helped Shu Zhao out of the office.

The people outside dispersed after Xu Bobo entered, but on the way down the stairs, there were crowds of people on both sides of the corridor, and everyone stared at them with surprised or inquisitive eyes, some were purely curious, and some seemed to be Having seen some terrible scandal, they followed their backs with exaggerated disgust and superior contempt.

Mo Nong took a taxi and sat in the back seat with Shu Zhao, "Go to the hospital, the nearest one."

"Go home." Shu Zhao dropped these two words and stopped talking. He turned his face to the window and closed his eyes, looking extremely tired.

Mo Nong looked at him anxiously, and gently held his hand, but Shu Zhao didn't break away, and didn't speak any more on the way home.

As soon as he entered the house, Mo Nong went to look through the medicine box. Shu Zhao sat on the chair with a layer of cold sweat on his forehead. He looked at Mo Nong's impatient movements, and said with a sigh:

"Mo Nong, don't be busy, let's go, we've already talked, and I'm tired too," Shu Zhao took another breath of air, and said slowly: "Don't make trouble,

Since you all know what I am, why bother? "

Mo Nong paused for a few seconds, then continued to look for medicine, poured a glass of water and walked in front of Shu Zhao,

"You take the medicine first."

Shu Zhao stopped talking nonsense, raised his head, took the medicine and leaned back on the chair.

"I won't leave, I've said everything, unless you promise to be with me." Mo Nong looked at him and said softly.

Shu Zhao didn't even open her eyes, "What you just said is right, it's all right. I should hang out with those dubious people, and I don't deserve your liking, so why bother to torture yourself. Don't let me be a wheelie The words go round and round, I don't want to say anything anymore, I just want to be clean now."

Mo Nong felt powerless and sad again, he smiled admirably,

"What I just said was just to stimulate you, that's not my intention. I apologize, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you forgive me, don't reject me again, and I beg you, don't do this again."

Shu Zhao snorted self-deprecatingly, "What's so good about me, that it's worth being so low-key? I'm not good at anything. I've been fucked by someone before, and I've been fucked to death. Why do you have to Picking up a junk that no one else wants to tarnish your feelings and your person?"

Mo Nong's eyes were red again, he knelt down and pulled Shu Zhao's shoulders,

"Shu Zhao, look at me, look at me," Shu Zhao turned around and looked at him sickly, lifeless.

"Then tell me, what's wrong with me?" Mo Nong looked at him in pain and said, "What's wrong with me? Why don't you stay with me? I also think I'm good everywhere, so why don't you want me?" I heard it in the hospital that day, I know you have your past, maybe that past is very depressing and dark, but I don't care! I don't care. I just want to be with you, if the past is painful, I will be with you Come here, if the future is difficult, that's okay, I just want to be with you, everything else doesn't matter!"

He held Shu Zhao's shoulders tightly, and said with a ferocious expression: "Don't torture me anymore! I beg you, don't torture me anymore. I've never done this before, and I even despise myself. I feel that I am not normal now, please stop saying those heartbreaking words, I... I am very sad... I didn't mean to say those words, so don't say it... I am really sad, please promise me, promise Me... don't let me go on like this... I feel like I'm fucking dying, do you understand! Do you understand?"

Shu Zhao's shoulders were so painful from his grip, and he looked at Mo Nong's sad look with a blank expression, and he was also sad, maybe it was too sad and fragile, Mo Nong's words were like a knife in his heart , forcefully poked a hole, revealing the softness inside.

"It's so ugly," Shu Zhao sighed weakly, "Stop crying, I don't like men crying. I just promise to be with you. Go wash your face and don't rub your nose on me."

Mo Nong was stunned by this dream that suddenly came true, he stared blankly at Shu Zhao for a while,

"Is what you said true?"

"real."

"Don't go back on your word? Don't lie to me?"

"I don't regret it," Shu Zhao snorted, "I won't lie to you."

"Shu Zhao," Mo Nong wanted to laugh, but he still couldn't let go of his heart, so the smile on the corner of his mouth twitched, which seemed a bit crazy, "You really promised me?"

"Really!" Shu Zhao looked away impatiently, and then quickly turned to stare at him dissatisfied, "Can you let me go first? My shoulder hurts from you!"

Mo Nong quickly withdrew his hand, and this time he smiled suddenly, but squatted in front of Shu Zhao again, not knowing what he was thinking, his eyes wandered and became silly.

Shu Zhao didn't bother to talk to him anymore, so he stood up and walked to the bedroom, Mo Nong immediately followed, Shu Zhao slammed the door behind him,

"Come back to me when you're back to normal."

The moonlight swayed in the room with the wind blowing from the window, and the air was stuffy, hot and sticky. Even though the fan on the roof was fanning it faithfully, Shu Zhao still felt suffocated.

He was lying on his side, his stomach still hurt, his head hurt, and he was groggy.He stared at the pale moonlight, his eyes couldn't help but feel hot.Mo Nong's abuse of him is still in my ears, even though he repeatedly explained that it was not the original intention, but every sentence that was not the original intention is the truth.

That part of the past made him extremely despise his body, anyway, it was already like that, so there was nothing dirty about it.So in the dark night, in strange rooms, because of a deal or a whim, he reveals his desires with those who have only met once, licks each other's hot body and mind, and briefly comforts their loneliness.He told himself that he was such an unbearable person, and it didn't matter whether he was depraved or perishing.However, when the sun rises, desire may be calmed down, but loneliness and conscience return.

But no matter how much he wants to wash away the stains on his body and get back to the right, what happens is what happens, and the past will never be rewritten.And Mo Nong's words hit his sore spot thoroughly, his loathing for himself reached the extreme at that moment, he felt extremely angry, angry because of his irrefutable actions, angry because of the inferiority deep in his heart, Also angry because of unwillingness, grievance, sadness and despair.

That anger still spread in his body, but because of Mo Nong's infatuation, it turned into heart-wrenching pain.

Shu Zhao buried his face in the pillow, sweating profusely, he was really not worthy of Mo Nong's love.However, at this moment his hand was suddenly grasped by a cold hand,

"Do you still have a stomachache? Let's go to the hospital!" Mo Nong squatted beside his bed and asked worriedly.

Shu Zhao turned her face, "How did you come in? I remember I locked the door."

Mo Nong was a little ashamed to say, "Well... I... When I asked someone to open the lock, I changed the lock of your bedroom by the way."

Shu Zhao thought for a while in a daze, then snorted, "Yeah, I don't even have the keys to my own house now, you've done really well."