Flowers Blooming in the Wasteland

Fu Yunlan endured another burst of pain that made his eyes black. In a daze, he felt a warm hand touch his forehead. When he opened his eyes again, Celeste's backlit face hung Pausing above his head, blue eyes looked at him worriedly.

After all, I walked almost two kilometers with Fu Yunlan in my arms. Even in such a cold temperature, Celeste's head was covered with sweat, and his usually pale cheeks were always flushed and panting due to too much force. Time to exhale a cloud of white mist.

"Are you okay?" Thurlist asked.

"...It's okay." Fu Yunlan suddenly didn't dare to look directly at his face. He turned his eyes away to look at the gray sky in embarrassment. Not bad...how did you practice?"

"Just practice as you taught me." Although Celeste was a little out of breath, his tone was still so flat.

"I didn't teach this. I have practiced for so many years, but I can't shoot so accurately with a pistol."

"Maybe it's talent," Thurlist said.

"You are indeed very talented." Fu Yunlan smiled, "How does it feel to kill someone for the first time?"

Celeste thought for a while and said, "Nothing special."

"You are really... calm." It took Fu Yunlan a long time to come up with an adjective.

"Can't you calm down?"

"There's nothing wrong...you're much better than me. I only recovered after having nightmares for several days."

Celeste thought for a while, it seemed that he hadn't dreamed for a long time.

The last memory of dreaming is that after the nuclear explosion that made him feel wrong, he dreamed of the lover who left him. The sadness is so deep and real, it seems that the death of his parents and the destruction of his homeland later. It looks like it's fake.

While Celeste was still distracted, Fu Yunlan noticed the pistol in his pocket, and took it out: "It's a good gun, where did it come from?"

"I escaped from Kars halfway, and met a friend named Dandy on the way to escape, and he gave it to me."

"Dandy... I always feel that this name sounds familiar. Where did you know him?"

"Radiation zone."

"You entered the radiation zone?" Fu Yunlan asked in surprise, "Are you okay, do you feel sick?"

Celeste shook his head: "The radiation there is no longer serious. Dandy and the others live in the radiation zone. Although their health is poor due to the radiation, at least they won't die in a short time."

Now Fu Yunlan finally knew why the trail went north when Celeste seized the opportunity to escape: "So, did you deliberately run into the radiation area to escape Kars' pursuit?"

"Ah."

Fu Yunlan looked at him in confusion: "You did this because you knew the radiation wouldn't kill you there, or...are you not afraid of radiation?"

No matter what the reason is, this thing is very wrong.

But Celeste didn't answer him, but looked up in the direction of Hummingbird Town: "They're coming."

After waiting for a while, Li Kailin finally arrived with her people.

Fu Yunlan knew that Celeste was avoiding questions again, but Li Kailin and the others were right in front of him, and this was not a suitable time for questioning, so he had no choice but to temporarily suppress the doubts in his heart.

After a while of fuss, Fu Yunlan was hurriedly carried back to Coulson's clinic on a stretcher.

"You're too nonsense, don't you think you didn't die fast enough?" Coulson scolded Fu Yunlan while trying to remove the gauze from his wound, "When I heard that you went out to find Celeste alone I said, well, now even the coffin can be saved, let alone whether you can find someone, can you come back with your injury?"

"I'm already back..." Fu Yunlan frowned, hissing in pain, the blood oozing from the gauze had congealed, Coulson had to use warm water to dissolve the congealed blood clots and then slowly remove the gauze tear it off.

"Yeah, I was brought back by Celeste. People in the town can treat this as a joke and say it last year. Believe it or not." Coulson saw that he seemed to be in severe pain, and asked, "Are you sure you don't want to?" A shot of morphine for the pain?"

"No."

"Then you hold back and don't move." Coulson grumbled, "Drugs are everywhere, but narcotics can't be found anywhere. This is the hell of the world."

Fu Yunlan bit the roll of bandage that Coulson handed him, and grabbed the edge of the bed with her fingers so hard that her knuckles turned white. Coulson could only treat his wound while talking to him as much as possible Divert his attention: "Speaking of which, you really have to thank Celeste, when he gave you anti-inflammatory drugs last time, he would rather exchange food for food than insist on using disposable syringes, otherwise you are now I don’t know what kind of dirty disease I contracted. I only found out later that my disinfectant alcohol was stolen by an alcoholic and mixed with it. It’s okay to drink it. Because he was afraid of being punished, the bastard even used expired fake alcohol as medical alcohol. I put it back, but I didn't notice it until several people who used the syringe got sick, then I discovered the problem... Okay, it's almost there, take a good rest when you go back, and don't move around anymore, understand? "

Fu Yunlan spat out the bandage that was almost bitten off by him, and she didn't even have the strength to nod.

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Coulson called two guards to help put Fu Yunlan on a stretcher and carry him home. Celeste was making a bed in the bedroom, so he asked them to put Fu Yunlan on the sofa first.

Fu Yunlan felt that the pain from the wound was not so severe, but just to be on the safe side, he didn't push himself to stand up, and sat on the sofa and asked, "What are you doing?"

"I got an electric blanket so that you won't feel cold when I'm not around." Celeste had already remade the bed, and came to carry Fu Yunlan onto the bed.

This should be a good thing, but Fu Yunlan felt a little disappointed. If there is an electric blanket, does it mean that Celeste no longer needs to sleep with him and warm his bed?

But Celeste obviously didn't plan that way. He made dinner and helped Fu Yunlan get up to eat, then took off his coat and climbed onto the bed, squinting his eyes contentedly like a cat: "It's really warm."

Fu Yunlan couldn't help reaching out to touch his hair, but his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and he pulled the quilt in a concealed manner: "...Yes."

Celeste looked at him for a while, then suddenly asked, "Do you like me?"

"It's nothing, don't think about it." Fu Yunlan quickly denied it.

"Then why are you so hard?" They were lying too close, Celeste touched the bulge between Fu Yunlan's legs as soon as he reached out, but his tone of voice was still so serious.

Fu Yunlan shrank back like an electric shock, because the sudden movement hurt the wound, he grabbed Celeste's wrist and firmly pushed the other's hand away: "This is just a normal physiological reaction, it's been too long I haven't vented, so that's why..."

"I'll help you." Celeste's tone was as flat as saying "It's time to eat", and he unwittingly opened the zipper on his trousers, stretched his soft fingers in, and held the blood-pulsing column body.

In fact, Fu Yunlan wanted to refuse at first, at least he thought he should stop this kind of behavior, but his body seemed to be against his consciousness, so weak that he couldn't use any strength. When his fingers touched the sensitive tip, he couldn't help but let out a comfortable hum.

Although the body is very useful, Fu Yunlan feels extremely awkward in his heart, especially Celeste's blue eyes have been looking at him quietly, watching his reaction, obviously doing something very ambiguous with his hands, his expression But it is as serious as repairing a circuit board.

Fu Yunlan turned over and closed her eyes not to look at Celeste. It would be too fake to push him away now to pretend to be a gentleman. Since she can't resist, she might as well accept it calmly and let this sweet torture end sooner. OK

Celeste didn't know why he even had this kind of knowledge in his mind, he didn't think too much, but he suddenly wanted to do it at that moment, so he did it according to his own idea, Fu Yunlan's kind of The reaction of enjoyment and resistance confused him, but he didn't stop what he was doing.

When the last moment came, Fu Yunlan turned around suddenly, pressed Celeste on the back of the head and kissed her without any explanation.

After Celeste's initial surprise, he just started to respond to the hasty kiss, when Fu Yunlan let him go suddenly. The mercenary captain, who was used to the big wind and waves, turned his head and covered his mouth, as if he didn't know what to do. His ears are red.

Celeste didn't say anything, just got out of bed silently, took out a tissue to help him clean up, and after crawling back into bed, Celeste still asked in that straightforward tone: "Do you like me? "

"No, no." Fu Yunlan didn't even dare to turn her head to look at him.

"Why don't you want to admit it?" Celeste asked suspiciously.

"I..." Fu Yunlan couldn't continue after only one word.

Celeste didn't force him either, but just stuck to him quietly as usual.

After a while, Fu Yunlan moved and turned around. At first, his hands seemed to be unable to find a place to put them. After hesitating for a moment, he gently put his arms around Celeste's body.

"Sorry." He said softly.

"Why do you apologize?" Celeste asked purely out of curiosity.

"I... I have always... actually been to you..." Fu Yunlan felt that it was extremely difficult to say these words, "I don't know when it started, but... I... I have been to you for a long time. You feel differently."

"Then why didn't you tell me before?" Celeste raised his blue eyes and looked at him quietly at a close distance.

"At that time, you were still relying on me to live. I thought that if I proposed, you would definitely not refuse, whether you actually wanted to or not."

"It's fine if you don't refuse. As for whether you actually want to—does it matter?" Celeste asked puzzled.

"Maybe it doesn't matter to some people, but to me, it's very important." Fu Yunlan said, "After I got hurt, I didn't dare to speak out, for fear of embarrassing you and misunderstanding... I don't I am too good at expressing my feelings. I have never liked anyone before. When I found out that I like you, I was actually very scared. All along, the more I want to get something, the easier it is to lose something. I always worry when I say When I exit, it is when you leave me..."

"I won't leave you." Celeste said without hesitation.