I'm glad you love me

For Gu Sheng, there are two greatest achievements in his life, one is the publication of his novel, and the other is getting Lin Zhi.He has achieved the first one, and the second one, although it is open to discussion, is bound to be achieved.Before that, Gu Sheng could be regarded as a heartless person with no hobbies. The original intention of writing novels was just to pass the time when he was bored. He read too many books, and he was always dissatisfied with some plots and had his own opinions. Maybe he wrote it himself. This is not the case anymore, isn’t it so that the logic will be more tenable?Thus, Gu Sheng became a writer. After years of writing, he gained a lot of fans, and some publishers liked it. The copyright of his first novel sold well. He just thought that he could make money in this way, so he continued. .When holding the first real physical book in his hand, when he walks in the bookstore and hears others whispering about him or his books, that kind of satisfaction arises spontaneously. This is the first thing Gu Sheng felt unable to let go of thing.

Lin Zhi was the first person Gu Sheng felt unable to let go of.Except for the fact that no one bothers you when typing, and the annoyance of those who disturb you dies, Gu Sheng is actually a very gentle person, but this person is not as gentle as Lin Zhi, who is meticulous and considerate. The old man in the family passed away. , After his parents lived in other places for a long time, he began to learn to cook, just like learning survival skills.He hates trouble, as if he actually knows how to cook, but he finds it troublesome. Many times, people who would rather eat instant noodles or be hungry than do it themselves will always say no to the outside world, including their parents.It's just such a lazy person who makes his own compromises to Lin Zhi step by step.Gu grows up to be handsome, 1.8 meters five, and his family is not rich but also well-off. From junior high school, girls wrote love letters to him, gave him gifts, and so on. When he arrived at university, boys began to express their affection for him, and even seniors borrowed money from him. The determination to graduate, such tricks as placing candles downstairs and kneeling down to give flowers, were all used. Gu Sheng remembered that he walked over to him very calmly and rejected him.Those people, male or female, good or bad, made no difference to Gu Sheng. At that time, he firmly believed that he was asexual because he had never been interested in men or women for so many years.

Finally this time, he met Lin Zhi.

In Gu Sheng's eyes, Lin Zhi is the same as other people, and there is no difference, but love is like that song, it is a very mysterious thing, in his eyes, there is no difference, but it is just a bastard. Mung beans are pleasing to the eye.There was more than one person who cooked for him, both men and women, but Lin Zhi didn't know what he used, anyway, it made him feel delicious.Later, Lin Zhi turned to him for help for the first time, and he said, I really can't find anyone else.Suddenly, I realized that this seemingly very assertive and capable person also had difficulties and needed help. What if I hadn’t gone that day?Will it hurt like that and not say anything, and insist on cooking and cleaning the house every day?At that time, he also said that if it wasn't for his friend to drink the wine for him, he would consider himself unlucky, because he couldn't find anyone else?But he cherishes his friends with all his heart, so he would rather be hurt by himself, and his friends must think so too.At that time, Lin Zhi was very lonely. Why was he so lonely? He could not be so lonely. Then Gu Sheng realized that he had been lonely for a long time.

In order not to make this man lonely, Gu Sheng began to care for this man. It's not that he doesn't have someone to love, he just lacks this man.And Lin Zhi appeared just right, not a minute late or a second early, this kind of just like being alone for so many years, just waiting for him to meet him the second he dialed his phone.

Today is Friday and Christmas Eve.Since Gu Sheng had this idea, he would not give up the slightest chance to express himself.Stop the person who opened the door and was about to leave, and picked up the scarf that someone had forgotten from the sofa: "I forgot to wear it again, and it's hard to catch a cold in winter. Well...don't leave yet...or else Spend Christmas together? You leave work early today, I'll pick you up, watch a movie? I..." Ah, blushing, I actually blush too.Gu Sheng was so embarrassed by himself, he took a step back shyly, turned his head and pretended to cough twice.

"Haha... Cough, I didn't laugh, I didn't laugh, I just didn't hold back for a while." The angry man gave Lin Zhi a hard look, and Lin Zhi immediately stiffened. "Don't give me the scarf? Then I'm leaving, I'm going to be late." Pretending to close the door.

"Wait." A hand stretched out from the door, pulled Lin Zhi, and wrapped the scarf around his neck resentfully, and tidied it up so that the wind would not leak in.Gently pinched his face and kissed his forehead. "I'll pick you up when I get off work." Then he quickly closed the door.

This year's Christmas is on a Saturday, and every senior high school student has a monthly holiday, which makes these senior high school children very happy.On Christmas Eve, the school is full of Christmas atmosphere, and it is very lively. Walking all the way from the campus, there are groups of students discussing how to play at night, and the lawn is almost occupied by couples who secretly fall in love. country.Lin Zhi gathered his collar, it was getting colder and colder this day, he remembered that last Christmas Ye actually gave him a scarf and gloves, wrapped it around him with his own hands, and secretly kissed him when no one was looking.Since the last phone call, I have been busy living a fulfilling life every day. After get off work, Gu Sheng would watch TV with him and take a walk with him. What I didn't expect was that I accepted Gu Sheng's intrusion so quickly, just like, just like , all of this has no sense of disobedience, and it is very suitable.

Suddenly remembering Gu Sheng's kiss before leaving today, remembering the scarf he tied for himself, he pinched my face and pretended to be serious and kissed his forehead, and couldn't help but smile because of the embarrassment on his face because he asked me to spend Christmas.Just like what Lin Zhi said to Ye Jing, being liked by someone is something you can feel, and being liked by someone of the same sex is even more obvious.It's just that, even if Gu Sheng looks serious and indifferent, occasionally there will be times when he blushes and is cute, thinking of this, he can't help laughing out "haha", the voice is not loud, the passersby are immersed in Christmas Eve No one noticed that the person who was smiling like a nympho was the head teacher of so-and-so's class.

Lin Zhi looked at the students who couldn't wait to get out of school and didn't want to procrastinate. He even wanted to leave early, and he said some nonsense such as paying attention to safety during the holidays, finishing homework, and reviewing well.After finishing speaking, Zhou Zhou, who was sitting in the last row, ran away from the back door of the classroom with his waist down before the word "end of get out of class". On a day like Christmas Eve, Kochi will definitely be in magic, and he probably can't escape today. Bar.

Back to the office with a book in a happy mood, only to find that even the teachers of other classes have rushed home from get off work. I wonder if Gu Sheng has arrived?Huh?what's on the tableI saw an apple on the desk in the office, packed in a beautiful transparent bag with a bow tied on it, and a card next to it that read: Happy Teacher's Day.Lin Zhi knocked himself on the head angrily, it was all because of Gu Sheng's kiss in the morning, he was patronizing Le He, and even forgot to buy him a gift during his lunch break, he should buy a gift for himself, at worst, make it up next year?

Gu Sheng watched wave after wave of people coming out of the school, but he didn't see the person he was thinking of. After a long time, he saw that person finally came out, holding something besides the textbook in his hand, which was round and away from the school. I can't see it clearly from a distance, could it be a gift from him?There is a paper bag on the back seat of the car, which is a gift from him to Lin Zhi, and it is his new book. He is eager to share every success with Lin Zhi.In the past, every time he published a book, his sense of accomplishment would be defeated by a sense of emptiness, and his parents were far away. Although every time he heard that he published a book, he would be very happy and would buy it in another place to read, but it is different from now. Now he No matter what he was doing, he wanted to be the first to let Lin Zhi know.

The kind of hand holding hands, the feeling of being in love with each other.

"Did you wait early? Here, eat an apple on Christmas Eve to keep you safe." Stuffing the apple into Gu Sheng's arms, the car was a little hot, Lin Zhi casually took off his coat and scarf and threw them into the back seat , found the bag in the back seat.

Gu Sheng was led by Lin Zhi's gaze, and quickly picked up the bag and put it on Lin Zhi's lap: "Christmas present. Is this my gift? One? An apple? It also says Happy Teacher's Day?"

"I didn't say anything, the student just gave this one to you, okay?" There is a book in the paper bag, author: Zhe Ye.Lin Zhi knows that he is someone who knows. When I was in college, I had a roommate who liked him very much, and I would read it in my free time.The author also has a sharp writing style, vivid and interesting stories, and some strange ideas often appear in the article, especially on the love between men and women. "A gift? Do you read his books too? I like him quite a bit, thank you." There was no response. I haven't seen Gu Sheng start the car for a long time and didn't speak. It took Lin Zhi a long time to understand. Gu Sheng seemed to mind. My own Christmas present.He poked his face with his fingertips, but there was no response, then poked his nose again, still no response, and finally twisted the flesh on his waist hard, and his hand was caught.

"pain."

"I don't use much force, and I wear thick clothes, so it hurts? I was just happy today. I was so happy that I forgot to buy you a gift at noon. Really, look at my sincere eyes. I will give you supplies next year." Can you?" He reached out and rubbed his waist.

"What are you happy about? Did a student's parent give you money?"

"Pfft, I just started working, so you blacked me out. I'm glad someone asked me out for Christmas early this morning. Hurry up, or someone will blush again. Hehe!"

"It is agreed that we will spend Christmas together next year, and you will give me two gifts."

"Yeah, send, send, send. Let's go, the movie will start later."

The movie was chosen by Gu Sheng. I don't know what kind of movie he likes, but finally he chose a safe and reliable comedy.Seeing Lin Zhi's face, he should also like it, although I think it's okay, I just want to know him better.

"Do you think the movie just now was good?"

"Not bad, quite funny."

"That's good."

"What about you? Do you like movies like this?"

"Well, it's not bad."

"Really? We can discuss many things."

"it is good."

Most of the shops on both sides of the street are decorated with small Christmas trees, because it is a festival like Christmas, and the shopkeepers want to make more money, and they have not closed at nine o'clock.When the two came out of the restaurant, Gu Sheng didn't intend to pick up the car, and walked quietly along the eaves of the shop. The atmosphere was good, and the two of them were a little bit reluctant to spoil it, so they kept silent.Lin Zhi stopped. The male model in the glass window was wearing this winter's new coat. The navy blue coat was very simple in style without any extra decoration. The simple horn buttons ran from the neck to the thigh. The coat was matched with a beige pair Plaid scarf, soft wool looks very warm.Lin Zhi pulled Gu Sheng back, the curved corner of his mouth made Gu Sheng really want to kiss him on the street, Gu Sheng really wanted to, but this person would definitely be angry.

"Gu Sheng, are you buying this scarf for me?" Looking up at Gu Sheng with his head tilted, Gu Sheng didn't expect Lin Zhi to make such a request.

"How do you like it?"

"Well, I like it very much."

"Okay." Lin Zhi didn't go in, and watched Gu Sheng signal the salesman to take off the scarf.Maybe this scarf around my neck should be thrown away.

Gu Sheng watched as Lin Zhi took off the old scarf and gave it to an old lady selling groceries on the side of the road.

"No more?"

"Well. If the old one doesn't go, the new one won't come. No more."

Humans always compare themselves with their ex, this is not hypocritical, they are all people who love themselves, there will always be comparisons under the same circumstances.If the current self met Ye Jing, I am afraid that he would never bend over for the rest of his life.If someone as good as Gu Sheng misses it, it would be a pig's brain. Is the good luck I kept with Ye Jing just to meet you.