Uncle, love me!

, This idiot actually beat the wall with his hands.

But he still couldn't help him, so he could only urge him to apply the medicine in desperation, A Xu, should you apply the medicine first haha?Or do you want to go directly to the hospital with me to see a doctor?

Looking at the mobile phone fragments scattered on the floor, Chu Moyan sighed softly, why are you bothering?

Although he doesn't want to get too close to people, he will still do what is necessary to help.

When he came up from downstairs, he already had a medicine box in his hand.

Chu Moyan opened the medicine box for him, tried his best to overcome the anxiety in his heart, picked up a cotton swab dipped in disinfectant water, and applied medicine to the wound.Even though he didn't touch Sun Weixu's hand during these actions, because when he picked up the cotton swab to disinfect him, Sun Weixu was very calm and turned the back of his hand directly in front of him.

However, the close distance between the two still made Chu Moyan feel anxious. After taking the medicine, he immediately turned around and ran back to the bathroom in the room to vomit.

Although he wasted the breakfast he specially prepared for Mo Yan this morning, but it could make him feel Mo Yan's care for him again, these wastes haha ​​seemed insignificant. . . .

After the two got into the car, Chu Moyan who was sitting in the back seat asked, "Did Ai Ling call just now?"

Ok.

...is it still for that matter?

Ok.

If you

Sun Weixu said in a bad tone: There is nothing haha.

After a while, the conversation changed: Mo Yan, can you tell me what you want to say to that guy Wu Dingqian?Although I don't have time to accompany you to the doctor.He said this calmly, but he could smell the sourness in his words.

Chu Moyan smiled, looked at him in the mirror, and shook his head.

Sigh... Forget it, I didn't expect you to say anything to me.

I don't know how many times he has been rejected, he is always so easy and silent, just smiling and shaking his head to reject him.

But he still wanted to ask him with a glimmer of hope, although he looked a little sad, but compared to Mo Yan's previous experience, he still blamed himself for not fulfilling his responsibility to protect him.

Chu Moyan looked at the man who was looking straight ahead and concentrating on driving, thinking inwardly.

Perhaps, an unfortunate person like him does not deserve happiness...

Although he has always been content, but God does not seem to favor him.

Although he had no mother since he was a child, he still had a father who loved him, but his father died because of him, which made him see the warmth and coldness of human beings since he was a child, but he was still alive with his dilapidated body.

Although he has long been used to living alone, Sun Weixu unexpectedly appeared in his life. Maybe they will have disputes because of different ideas, but they are still happy.

However... the god of luck does not come to him every time as he wished, because jealousy made Yan Chenxin lose his true nature, so that he made an irreparable mistake.

Maybe afterward, he regretted and admitted his mistake, he haha ​​seemed to be forgiven.Because no matter the past or present education tells us that we can correct our mistakes, and there is nothing good about it.This is a great truth, so he should forgive the person who made a mistake very generously.

But he didn't want to forgive, because he couldn't really forgive, so he never expressed his position.

So much so that in the days after he was discharged from the hospital, people came to beg him every day, hoping that he could persuade Sun Weixu to see Yan Chenxin.

Although every time he saw Yan Ailing, he knew what she wanted to say, but he just thought it was ridiculous, because the person Yan Chenxin wanted to see was not him... Why did everyone ask him?

Maybe it was because he was tired, or maybe he didn't want to see or hear about them every day, or... he felt sorry for Sun Weixu's suffering, so he said to Sun Weixu who was driving: "Go and see him." Bar!Maybe he just wants to apologize to you or say goodbye to your relationship, you should go there, right?

No matter what he did to me, people shouldn't live with hatred or regret. If so, then hahahaha listen to what he wants to say.Anyway, he did wrong things because he loves you too much, huh?

The rising tail sound was like a heart lock, which undid the inextricable shackles of the three of them with a click.

Perhaps, letting go is also a kind of fulfillment, but people tend to be greedy for the beauty of the past and stubbornly want to grasp the long-gone love.

It wasn't until the end that I realized that it was just unwillingness.

It's like something tasteless to eat, but it's a pity to discard it, so I let myself sink into this vicious circle repeatedly and cannot escape. . . .

The short thought was like enlightenment, which made him wake up.

It wouldn't be bad for him if he continued to stay by Sun Weixu's side, but he knew that Sun Weixu was not happy.

Therefore, instead of two people living together unhappy, it is better to let each other be free.

When he had such an idea, he was not in a hurry to leave.

After discussing with Dr. Wu about the timing of Haha's operation, his body needs a period of recuperation.

Although the success rate of heart valve replacement surgery is almost [-]%, it is a heart surgery after all, and there are still risks.

Regardless of the outcome of his operation, he has made up his mind to leave, and his heart will not be shaken in any way.

Two days later, he took advantage of Sun Weixu's visit to Yan Chenxin to report to the hospital alone. After he finished the operation, the only two people who were notified were his two haha ​​friends from college.

He didn't deliberately hide from Sun Weixu, but when Sun Weixu saw him, it was already the third day after the surgery, and this day was also the day when he was transferred from the ICU to the general ward.

There was a pale hospital bed in the pale ward, and on that pale hospital bed lay a pale patient, the only color on his face was the slight redness in his eyes.

When they met again, regardless of whether Chu Moyan repelled or hated him, Sun Weixu held his cool hand tightly with his bloodshot eyes open.

How can you be so selfish.This was the first sentence Sun Weixu said when he saw him, and then he blinked his bloodshot eyes, and the tears that filled his eyes burst out.

Chu Moyan wanted to break away from his hand, but when she saw his tears, she stopped struggling softly.

Weakly said: "I'm fine, why are you crying?"

Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing as surgery?Or am I nothing in your heart?

Yin Susu, who was standing by the side, couldn't help but speak for Hahayou when she heard what Sun Weixu said: He cares about you and is afraid that you will worry, so he keeps it from you. How can you say such small words?

Qi Junying pulled La Susu's sleeve to signal her to stop talking.

Oh, are you afraid I'm worried?If you are really afraid that I am worried, when I have been looking for you without sleep these days, have you ever thought about asking someone to tell me?Or do you think it's fun to see me looking for you everywhere like a headless chicken?Sun Weixu was obviously worried in his heart, but he still blurted out without choosing what to say.

Hearing Sun Weixu's accusation, even Qi Junying couldn't bear to listen to it, and couldn't help being angry and said: Sun Weixu, don't you think you said these words too much?

Otherwise, what do you want me to say?Is it funny that he does this?He sneered, heh, what do you think?Speaking of the latter, he almost roared.

When he saw Mo Yan's smile, he knew he was lost in the end.

His smile is always so easy to capture the city wall that he haha ​​is not easy to build, maybe he already knew that he would lose him, so he tried his best to build a heart wall, trying to pretend not to see the indifference in his eyes, but it still failed up.

After walking out of the ward, Sun Weixu sat on the chair next to the hall of the ward exhausted. No matter how Qi Junying persuaded him, he sat there motionless like a statue.It was not until Sun Weiming brought people to take him away that his hunger strike and sit-in protest ended. . . .

After being discharged from the hospital, Chu Moyan was still weak. Under the care of his aunt and grandma, he finally recovered some strength.During this period, Sun Weixu completely left his life as if he had disappeared.

Perhaps, such a result is a good thing for him, and it can save him a lot of trouble.

Packing haha ​​luggage, the savings accumulated in the past few years, and the trip without a preset location started after he finished writing the letter to Sun Weixu.

Axu, when you read this letter, I have already embarked on this journey without a destination.I know you must still be mad at me.

You must not be able to figure out why I would be so decisive. I can only say that I can't think about too many things now.

Because of that incident, we all have pimples in our hearts. Even if you don't mind, it's hard for me not to mind.Although I don't care too much about getting my body dirty, I just can't pass the psychological barrier, so I reject other people's approach and contact.

The doctor told me that heart disease needs heart medicine. In addition to general medicine, I am also looking for a medicine that can untie my knot.So I selfishly left you and wanted to be myself again.

I know you will come to me, but I beg you not to, if you love me, please let go.

I believe that in the days to come, we can all find a suitable way to live.

No matter what your choice is in the future, no matter where I will be in the future, I will definitely offer my sincere blessings to you.

silent pen.

Finish

Postscript: Destined to write another episode! orz...

This article is a bit long...but I still po directly

I will revise the manuscript tomorrow... I will ride back to Taichung tomorrow morning~~~~

Autumn

Autumn

Apricot yellow, maple red, Sunburn, cold wind.

Walking horizontally is a year, and walking vertically is also a year.

By the time he returned home, more than 700 days had passed unknowingly.

Chu Moyan stood with a bag on his back